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ELENA Across the ring, someone else did. I heard the gasp ripple through the whole pack. I turned my head, slowly, and I saw him. Kade had dropped to his knees in the dirt outside the stones. His hand was pressed against his side. Blood was spreading across his shirt, dark and fast, in the exact same place as mine. His face was white. His gold eyes were locked on me. The whole pack was staring at him. Their alpha. On his knees. Bleeding for a human girl. Nobody was laughing anymore. Vera pulled her knife out of me. I stumbled but didn't fall. I don't know how. Somehow, through the bond, I could feel something flowing into me. Warm and strong. Holding me together. Holding me up. Kade's strength. He was giving me everything he had. Vera looked over at Kade, then back at me. Her lips curled. "You see that?" she whispered, leaning close to my face. "That's what you are to him. A weakness. A chain around his neck." She lifted her knife again and laid the flat of the blade against my cheek. "When I kill you, I'll be doing him a favor. I'll be setting him free." She was so pleased with herself. So sure. She wasn't even looking at my hands. She got careless. Just like he said she would. I dropped low and swung Silas's dagger behind her, as hard as I could, and slashed across the back of her leg, just above the heel. Vera screamed. Her leg folded under her like a broken branch. She crashed down onto the dirt. She tried to get up, but her foot wouldn't hold her. She fell again, clutching her ankle, blood pouring between her fingers. The pack went dead silent. I stood over her. My side was pouring blood. My whole body was shaking. But I was standing, and she wasn't. I knelt down, slowly, and pressed the tip of the dagger against her throat. Vera looked up at me. For the first time, I saw fear in her green eyes. "Do it," she spat. "Go on. That's the law. Finish it." I looked down at her. At the fear in her face. At the pulse beating fast in her neck, right under my blade. I thought about my village. About little Sam from the bakery. About my mother. About twenty-three graves in the field behind the church. I thought about the voice in the fire. Leave no one alive. That was what monsters did. I pulled the blade away from her throat. "No," I said. Vera stared at me. The whole pack stared at me. "I'm not a murderer," I said. My voice was quiet, but in the silence, it carried all the way to the trees. "I've seen enough people die. I won't add one more." I stood up and dropped the dagger into the dirt beside her. For a long moment, nobody moved. Then Garrett stepped forward on his rock. He looked down at Vera lying in the dirt. He looked at me. Then he looked across the ring at Kade, still on his knees, still bleeding. "She cannot fight on," Garrett said slowly, pointing at Vera. He sounded like the words tasted strange in his mouth. "The challenge is ended. By the old law, the human is the winner." A murmur went through the pack. Then someone near the back started to clap. Then another. Then more. Not everyone. But enough. I didn't care. I only cared about one thing. I turned toward Kade. He was getting to his feet. Slowly. His hand was still pressed to his side. But he was looking at me, and there was something in his face I had never seen before. Pride. And something softer that made my chest ache. I started walking toward him. One step. Two. My vision was going gray at the edges. I just had to reach him. I just had to tell him about Silas. That was all that mattered now. Three steps. I heard it before I saw it. Behind me, a crack. A wet, awful snapping sound, like bones breaking. Then a low, deep growl that shook the ground under my feet. The crowd screamed. Across the ring, Kade's face changed. The pride vanished. His eyes went wide with horror, fixed on something behind me. "ELENA!" I turned my head. Vera was gone. In her place stood a huge pale brown wolf, her lips pulled back from long white teeth, her green eyes wild with rage. Her back leg was still bleeding. She didn't care. She was already in the air. Leaping straight for my back.Chapter 16ELENANot a sound. Not a whisper. Not even a breath of air. My lips moved. My throat worked. I was screaming as hard as I had ever screamed in my life, but the room was completely silent.I grabbed my throat with both hands. Panic crashed through me like a wave."There," Silas said gently. "That's better."I tried again. His name. Just his name. Silas. I pushed it up from my chest with everything I had.Silence.I tried to say help. I tried to say Kade. I tried to say fire.Nothing.Silas walked over to the table. He picked up a small piece of paper and a stick of charcoal that Hilda used for writing labels on her jars. He held them out to me."Go on," he said. "Try."I snatched them from his hand. I pressed the paper flat against the table and held the charcoal over it. I was going to write it. I was going to write his name in big black letters and show it to everyone in this house.S.That was all I had to write. Just the first letter.My hand wouldn't move.It hung over
Chapter 15ELENAThe first thing I saw was a bundle of dried herbs hanging from the ceiling.Lavender. Sage. Something with small yellow flowers that I didn't know. They swayed a little in the air from an open window. For one sweet, confused second, I thought I was home. I thought I was lying on the old cot in my mother's kitchen, and she was about to walk in with a cup of honey tea and tell me I had slept too long.Then I tried to sit up, and the pain in my side pulled me back down with a cry.I wasn't home. There was no home anymore.I turned my head slowly. I was in a small room with white walls and a wooden floor. Shelves full of jars and bottles covered one whole wall. There was a table with a mortar and pestle, a pile of clean bandages, and a basin of pink water. The healer's room. Hilda's room.I was alone.I lifted the blanket and looked down at myself. My side was wrapped in thick white bandages. Around the edges of them, on my skin, I could see thin dark lines. They were fai
Chapter 14KADEThe elders' hall was packed. Every warrior who could fit inside was standing along the walls. The air was hot and thick and angry.Vera sat on a bench near the fire, wrapped in a blanket. There were dark purple bruises all around her neck. My bruises. The shape of my fingers. Her leg was wrapped in bandages from the heel to the knee. She didn't look at me.Garrett stood up."Vera of the Blackthorn pack," he said. "The challenge was ended. You were beaten. And you attacked the winner from behind after she spared your life. That is against the old law. It is a coward's act."Vera's jaw tightened, but she said nothing."The punishment is exile," Garrett said. "Two months, beyond the northern border. No pack. No shelter. No help. You leave at sunrise."Nobody spoke.Then Garrett turned to me."And you, Alpha," he said. "You nearly killed a member of your own pack. A warrior who has fought beside you for eight years.""She tried to kill my mate.""She did," Garrett said. "A
Chapter 13KADEI don't remember crossing the ring.One moment I was standing outside the stones with my hand pressed against my bleeding side. The next moment I was in the air, and the world around me was a blur of moonlight and screaming faces.I only saw two things. Elena, turning her head too slowly. And Vera, her jaws wide open, her teeth an inch from the back of Elena's neck.I hit Vera in midair.My shoulder slammed into her ribs, and we flew sideways together, past Elena, out of the ring. I felt Vera's teeth snap shut on nothing. Then we hit the ground and rolled, and I was on top of her.I didn't shift. I didn't need to. I grabbed her by the thick fur of her neck with both hands, lifted her off the ground, and threw her.She hit the stone wall at the edge of the clearing so hard the old stones cracked. She yelped once. Then her body twisted and cracked, and the fur pulled back into her skin, and she was human again. She slid down the wall and landed in a heap at the bottom, g
Chapter 12ELENAAcross the ring, someone else did.I heard the gasp ripple through the whole pack. I turned my head, slowly, and I saw him.Kade had dropped to his knees in the dirt outside the stones. His hand was pressed against his side. Blood was spreading across his shirt, dark and fast, in the exact same place as mine. His face was white. His gold eyes were locked on me.The whole pack was staring at him. Their alpha. On his knees. Bleeding for a human girl.Nobody was laughing anymore.Vera pulled her knife out of me. I stumbled but didn't fall. I don't know how. Somehow, through the bond, I could feel something flowing into me. Warm and strong. Holding me together. Holding me up.Kade's strength. He was giving me everything he had.Vera looked over at Kade, then back at me. Her lips curled."You see that?" she whispered, leaning close to my face. "That's what you are to him. A weakness. A chain around his neck." She lifted her knife again and laid the flat of the blade agains
Chapter 11ELENAFor a moment, I couldn't hear the howling.I couldn't hear anything at all except that voice in my head. Soft. Smooth. Almost gentle.Leave no one alive. Especially the girl.Silas.Kade's beta. Kade's oldest friend. The man who smiled at me at the gate and told me nobody would hurt me here. The man who sat at Kade's right hand at every meal.He burned my village. He killed my mother.And he had just walked away into the crowd like nothing happened.I turned my head and searched the faces around the ring. I found him easily. He was standing near the front, his arms folded, his bandaged hand tucked under his elbow. When he saw me looking, he smiled and gave me a small nod.I wanted to scream his name. I wanted to point at him and tell the whole pack what he was.But who would believe me? A human girl who couldn't even remember the last few days of her own life. A human girl who ran away on her first morning. They would laugh. And Silas would smile his kind smile and sa







