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Back To Reality

Auteur: Nao Solano
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I haven't kissed anyone since the day Ivy left. I mean, yeah, I've touched Sierra's lips with mine a few times when it's been necessary for performative reasons, but I haven't really kissed her. Ever.

My tongue does not know hers and it doesn’t want to.

I'd say I forgot how much I liked to kiss Ivy, but that would be a big fat lie. I didn't forget at all, I kept the memory tucked in a corner of my mind and it escaped that corner very often, even when I tried my hardest to avoid it.

Kissing her again feels like taking a deep breath after years of drowning. She's demanding and takes control of the kiss, consuming me without restraint.

I'm sure it wouldn’t be pretty to onlookers, but I don't care. Nothing about my feelings for Ivy Doreen is performative. She’s only for me. So I fucking lick and fuck her mouth right back.

This is what life is supposed to feel like, I realize. I'm supposed to enjoy things, not just do shit to do it.

"Alpha, Sir!" Ashton yells all of a sudden and I don
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Stevie Bissett
I really want to like him and I start to and then he goes and eff's it all up with thoughts like that last one. What a douche bag.
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katsil
She needs an equal force to sustain her
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Heather W
Stability and peace would probably make her much calmer.
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