I met Remington Tate when I was only fourteen years old. My parents were killed in a border raid, leaving me under the reluctant care of the pack's foster system—a glorified excuse for emotional neglect and hard training.
They thought they were getting a warrior out of me, but my wolf was nowhere to be found and that made me an anomaly. A burden, a disgrace... an omega. You'd think I killed somebody with the way everyone started treating me. People whispered, elders avoided eye contact and the other kids made sure I knew exactly what they thought about me. All that bullying and neglect made me a shy, insecure little girl who would simply accept the bullshit that came my way with my head down and my mouth shut. Until Remington. He was three years older than me. Strong. Already carrying the scent of a future alpha. He was the first one who looked at me and didn't see a defective person. He saw a different kind of warrior with another set of skills. He taught me how to punch with my whole body, how to climb trees with bare hands, how to speak back without flinching and how to go for the killing shot every time. He was brave, confident and kind. And he had a thing for the underdogs. The runt of the pack, the weakest link. Whether it was a person—me—or a little duckling, or a baby bird or even a snake that wouldn’t hatch, he couldn’t help himself. He always had to do something about it. And I loved that about him. We quickly became more than just training buddies, he was my best friend for a long time and even if I always liked him, nothing romantic happened between un until a few years later when I turned eighteen and the bond happened. I still remember the exact second it snapped into place. My body locking. My breath catching. His eyes—widening like he'd felt it too. I Immediately knew it was fate. And it was fucking beautiful for a while. Just one year, that's all we had. "Thank you for coming," Remington says after those prolonged seconds of silence, snapping me out of my thoughts, "The rogue attacks in other packs are getting worse. And they're targeting omegas, kidnapping them. You’re not safe out there, Ivy.” I knew about the omega attacks already, from word of mouth, but an Alpha talking about it just makes it more real. "Did you gather every single omega in the pack for a meeting here?” I ask, Remington shakes his head, “Oh, just me? Why? And how did you even know I’m back?” “People stopped harassing me about you a few years ago, but it kicked back up around a month ago. They’ve been asking me about you nonstop, so I knew it meant you were around again,” he responds, looking at me with tired eyes. Ha! For the first time ever, I’m glad people are so incredibly annoying, “And no, I didn’t gather every omega here, but I am helping them. In other ways.” He always says so much without saying shit. The older the got, the less words he started using, until he just started talking in fucking riddles like the rest of the Council. “Hm… what makes me so special, Alpha?” I ask with a mocking tone, fluttering my eyelashes to him. I see his mouth get even tighter, “Am I still getting blamed for everything bad that happens in the world?” “You’ll know in a minute,” he responds. “Nah, I’d like to know what I’m going up against before walking inside the Lion’s den,” I say, crossing my arms. I don’t think he suddenly cares about me, so many years later, “Did you tell everyone in the Council I’m back and that means trouble? Or did they just feel the air changing and started cursing my name again? Tell me or I’ll walk away.” A beat passes, then he takes a deep breath and relaxes his body just a little bit. Finally, he doesn’t look like a rigid statue. "You know why they’re scared of you, Ivy. It’s because of the prophecy,” he responds quietly, making me bite the inside of my cheek. The prophecy. The one that speaks of a powerful omega with fire in her blood who was only born to bring chaos wherever she goes. Like a curse. I always thought it was just a story the elders told to keep lowborns like me shameful and quiet, not wanting to be seen as the chaotic omega in those ancient books. For a long time, it worked on me, it made me feel ashamed just to be alive. After a while, though, I just stopped giving a shit. Every time someone brought up the prophesy to me, I would roll my eyes and respond with a bad word because that became my defense mechanism. But then… my wolf finally woke up. It was like fifteen years too late and she was filled with so much chaotic energy, it made me reconsider absolutely everything. And now, I have to keep my mouth shut and be very, very careful around that subject. "I’m not exactly an omega anymore," I admit, waiting to see if there's any surprise in his eyes, but there isn't. Of course, he feels it. And the Council will feel it too. That’s why I have to be careful but honest to an extent, "Alright then, Alpha, let’s get going. I have plans tonight.” I turn to head inside, but Remington's voice stops me. "Happy 26th birthday,” he says, surprising me a lot. I did not expect him to remember my birthday or my age, not at all. But I simply murmur ‘thank you’ and continue walking, “Ivy…” I sigh and turn my head just enough to look at him. "What?” "I never stopped feeling the bond,” he admits. My spine stiffens, my breath stutters in my throat, and my fingers curl into fists at my sides. How dare he say that to me after everything? Those are useless words. Borderline cruel, actually. "I don't care," I spit out, turning back around and starting to walk once again. He follows me this time, "The bond doesn't mean anything anymore. You made sure of that." Remington doesn’t respond because there’s nothing he can say. He stopped being outspoken and brave when he turned eighteen. That’s when he became a politician who’s always saving face. He’s nothing but a fucking piece of chess now. A waste of time. A waste of love. I bet he wouldn’t stop to save a baby bird anymore, he would probably kill it now, since it doesn’t bring any benefit to his beloved Silvan empire. I take the final step and open the door before he has a chance to give me some more bullshit I don’t need. I don’t want his politeness, I couldn’t care less about an apology. I don’t need shit from him.The packhouse hasn’t changed at all. Dark walls, massive windows with thick dark red curtains, gothic ancient furniture and bad juju. Seriously, there’s some dark vibes in this house that can’t be cleansed, even with the strongest sage. It never ever felt like a home, not even during my best days in here.“Ivy Doreen, right? Welcome to the Silvan packhouse,” A young girl says when she spots me lurking around the foyer, walking briskly to us. She’s an omega and clearly a new worker, so she doesn’t know I’m not exactly welcome here, “Alpha Remington, the council is waiting for both of you already. Please, follow me.” “Thank you, Felicia,” he responds behind me. My boots echo against the floor as we follow the omega down a familiar hallway in painful silence until we reach the Lion’s den. The council chamber looks different. Same stone floors, but now they have 6 high-backed chairs arranged in a semicircle like some kind of tribunal. The air smells of something faintly metalli
“Stop,” Remington orders and his voice echoes across the chamber, making them shut their mouths immediately, “That doesn’t change anything, Ivy is still technically an omega, her wolf was doormat for majority of her life and there’s still omega scent on her, they can still hunt her.” “Powerful omega scent,” Damian adds, eyes scrutinizing me. Damn it. “Powerful how?” I scoff, “I’m just as useless as the rest of you.” “Yes, powerful definitely isn’t the word,” Tatiana adds, finally agreeing with me on something, “It’s tumultuous energy and it’s always been a part of her, it just feels enhanced now. As if… the prophecy is at full effect.” “That’s why we’re taking precautions,” Remington says, his voice getting stronger. His mom still gets on his nerves more than anyone, I suppose. “We should simply get rid of her like I proposed yesterday, that would fix everything,” Tatiana growls at her son before giving me a mean look. I can’t call her a fucking bitch right now, but I scratch my
"I didn’t know you’d be given our old bedroom, I’m sorry about that," Remington says, giving himself permission to lean against the doorframe, "Sometimes I stay here, when I... don't want to go to the main bedroom." With his wife. "I noticed," I reply, trying to keep my tongue in check. Even if I hate his guts, he's still my Alpha. Buagh, "It smells like terrible decisions in here." And terrible consequences, even if the consequences are the cutest boy I've ever seen. "You’re still a sharp little knife,” he murmurs, his eyes narrowing with just a speck of playfulness. "And you're still standing here like you want to get cut or something," I scoff, looking down his big body, "Don't you have some Alpha business to attend to?" "Yes, actually. I just came to say something else,” he says, all playfulness gone. "About the rogues?" I ask, already turning back toward the room, "You can come in." He follows me, but he doesn’t sit down next to me. Instead, he stands just inside the do
"Are you going to apologize for your indiscretion?" I ask him and it’s not my intention but my voice comes out flirty. I'm honestly loving to torture him a little, "I'd really like an apology.""I apologize, Miss Doreen," he forces out, voice strained and body extremely tight. And so much bigger than before, I almost want to find out just how much…, "I lost control for a second. It won't happen again, I promise.”"It better not," I cross my arms and try but fail to contain a smile, "Now… is that all, Alpha Remington?"He nods, turns to the door and finally gets the hell out, shutting the door behind him without another sound. And just like that, I'm alone again. Dear mother, that is not what I expected. He’s still so… fucking… hot. Fuck! "Stop beating so hard," I order my heart, annoyed at it. And to distract myself from what just happened, I pull out my phone and call Cassie, "It's done.""Oh. Just forty minutes," she says, I can hear she's driving, "Do you want me to pick you up a
I give the two men one last smile and walk away, almost jumping with joy as I go. This little victory means I get to keep my secrets for a little longer and Remington won't get the chance to fight for his child and take him away from me.And that’s good for Rem because if he ever tries to get my baby away from me, I will end him and this stupid pack I already have lots of hate for. Instead of going back inside to continue feeling suffocated with memories and bad juju, I decide to take a little walk around the garden while I wait for Cassie to pack our stuff and come here.Of course, back in the day, me and Remington would spend most of our time together out here, away from his overbearing, annoying mom and his mean dad. And the rest of his weird family who were always way too involved in his life.We both loved nature, so we would lay around on the grass all the time. Sometimes, he would shift to his white wolf and he would let me get on his back before taking off running. I adored
Thankfully, we don't encounter anyone… until we reach the house and then that annoying omega is there again, as if she can smell me or something. Like a cute but very annoying piranha. I jump and almost curse her out when she comes out of a hallway like a demon and runs straight to us. Cassie gives me panicked look. "Hi, Miss Dareen, is this your guest? Welcome to the Silvan Packhouse, my name is Felicia," she tells Cassie, but then her eyes move down, noticing Ash too, "Who is this little one?” "Hello again, Felicia. This is my best friend, Cassie Freeman," I say, pointing at Cassie, she offers her hand for a shake, "And the little one is her sister Ashley, she'll be staying in the same room with Cassie... I hope that's okay? They're orphans, just like me, so the kid has no other place to stay." "Oh, yes. I think that's fine," she responds and shrugs, not thinking too much of it, "The room next door is ready, I'll show..." "I know this house better than any other, so I don't
Being back in the Silvan Packhouse after almost seven years is not how I wanted to celebrate my birthday. I haven't been here since the worst day of my life. I left in pieces that day and I've been trying to put them back together ever since. I vowed never to return, and yet, here I am, going against everything I believe in. Like the fact that you should never willingly return to the home of someone who metaphorically punched a hole in your chest, pulled your heart out and stomped on it in front of everyone. Unluckily for me, when the Silvan family gives an order, you have to comply. Especially when the whole country is under several attacks and every single pack is on edge. I came back to the Silvan Pack two months ago and that’s when the threats in neighboring packs started. I knew in the back of my head the Council would make it my fault as soon as they heard I’m back and I clearly wasn’t wrong because I received a letter twenty-four hours ago from them, politely asking me to
Thankfully, we don't encounter anyone… until we reach the house and then that annoying omega is there again, as if she can smell me or something. Like a cute but very annoying piranha. I jump and almost curse her out when she comes out of a hallway like a demon and runs straight to us. Cassie gives me panicked look. "Hi, Miss Dareen, is this your guest? Welcome to the Silvan Packhouse, my name is Felicia," she tells Cassie, but then her eyes move down, noticing Ash too, "Who is this little one?” "Hello again, Felicia. This is my best friend, Cassie Freeman," I say, pointing at Cassie, she offers her hand for a shake, "And the little one is her sister Ashley, she'll be staying in the same room with Cassie... I hope that's okay? They're orphans, just like me, so the kid has no other place to stay." "Oh, yes. I think that's fine," she responds and shrugs, not thinking too much of it, "The room next door is ready, I'll show..." "I know this house better than any other, so I don't
I give the two men one last smile and walk away, almost jumping with joy as I go. This little victory means I get to keep my secrets for a little longer and Remington won't get the chance to fight for his child and take him away from me.And that’s good for Rem because if he ever tries to get my baby away from me, I will end him and this stupid pack I already have lots of hate for. Instead of going back inside to continue feeling suffocated with memories and bad juju, I decide to take a little walk around the garden while I wait for Cassie to pack our stuff and come here.Of course, back in the day, me and Remington would spend most of our time together out here, away from his overbearing, annoying mom and his mean dad. And the rest of his weird family who were always way too involved in his life.We both loved nature, so we would lay around on the grass all the time. Sometimes, he would shift to his white wolf and he would let me get on his back before taking off running. I adored
"Are you going to apologize for your indiscretion?" I ask him and it’s not my intention but my voice comes out flirty. I'm honestly loving to torture him a little, "I'd really like an apology.""I apologize, Miss Doreen," he forces out, voice strained and body extremely tight. And so much bigger than before, I almost want to find out just how much…, "I lost control for a second. It won't happen again, I promise.”"It better not," I cross my arms and try but fail to contain a smile, "Now… is that all, Alpha Remington?"He nods, turns to the door and finally gets the hell out, shutting the door behind him without another sound. And just like that, I'm alone again. Dear mother, that is not what I expected. He’s still so… fucking… hot. Fuck! "Stop beating so hard," I order my heart, annoyed at it. And to distract myself from what just happened, I pull out my phone and call Cassie, "It's done.""Oh. Just forty minutes," she says, I can hear she's driving, "Do you want me to pick you up a
"I didn’t know you’d be given our old bedroom, I’m sorry about that," Remington says, giving himself permission to lean against the doorframe, "Sometimes I stay here, when I... don't want to go to the main bedroom." With his wife. "I noticed," I reply, trying to keep my tongue in check. Even if I hate his guts, he's still my Alpha. Buagh, "It smells like terrible decisions in here." And terrible consequences, even if the consequences are the cutest boy I've ever seen. "You’re still a sharp little knife,” he murmurs, his eyes narrowing with just a speck of playfulness. "And you're still standing here like you want to get cut or something," I scoff, looking down his big body, "Don't you have some Alpha business to attend to?" "Yes, actually. I just came to say something else,” he says, all playfulness gone. "About the rogues?" I ask, already turning back toward the room, "You can come in." He follows me, but he doesn’t sit down next to me. Instead, he stands just inside the do
“Stop,” Remington orders and his voice echoes across the chamber, making them shut their mouths immediately, “That doesn’t change anything, Ivy is still technically an omega, her wolf was doormat for majority of her life and there’s still omega scent on her, they can still hunt her.” “Powerful omega scent,” Damian adds, eyes scrutinizing me. Damn it. “Powerful how?” I scoff, “I’m just as useless as the rest of you.” “Yes, powerful definitely isn’t the word,” Tatiana adds, finally agreeing with me on something, “It’s tumultuous energy and it’s always been a part of her, it just feels enhanced now. As if… the prophecy is at full effect.” “That’s why we’re taking precautions,” Remington says, his voice getting stronger. His mom still gets on his nerves more than anyone, I suppose. “We should simply get rid of her like I proposed yesterday, that would fix everything,” Tatiana growls at her son before giving me a mean look. I can’t call her a fucking bitch right now, but I scratch my
The packhouse hasn’t changed at all. Dark walls, massive windows with thick dark red curtains, gothic ancient furniture and bad juju. Seriously, there’s some dark vibes in this house that can’t be cleansed, even with the strongest sage. It never ever felt like a home, not even during my best days in here.“Ivy Doreen, right? Welcome to the Silvan packhouse,” A young girl says when she spots me lurking around the foyer, walking briskly to us. She’s an omega and clearly a new worker, so she doesn’t know I’m not exactly welcome here, “Alpha Remington, the council is waiting for both of you already. Please, follow me.” “Thank you, Felicia,” he responds behind me. My boots echo against the floor as we follow the omega down a familiar hallway in painful silence until we reach the Lion’s den. The council chamber looks different. Same stone floors, but now they have 6 high-backed chairs arranged in a semicircle like some kind of tribunal. The air smells of something faintly metalli
I met Remington Tate when I was only fourteen years old. My parents were killed in a border raid, leaving me under the reluctant care of the pack's foster system—a glorified excuse for emotional neglect and hard training. They thought they were getting a warrior out of me, but my wolf was nowhere to be found and that made me an anomaly. A burden, a disgrace... an omega. You'd think I killed somebody with the way everyone started treating me. People whispered, elders avoided eye contact and the other kids made sure I knew exactly what they thought about me. All that bullying and neglect made me a shy, insecure little girl who would simply accept the bullshit that came my way with my head down and my mouth shut. Until Remington. He was three years older than me. Strong. Already carrying the scent of a future alpha. He was the first one who looked at me and didn't see a defective person. He saw a different kind of warrior with another set of skills. He taught me how to pun
Being back in the Silvan Packhouse after almost seven years is not how I wanted to celebrate my birthday. I haven't been here since the worst day of my life. I left in pieces that day and I've been trying to put them back together ever since. I vowed never to return, and yet, here I am, going against everything I believe in. Like the fact that you should never willingly return to the home of someone who metaphorically punched a hole in your chest, pulled your heart out and stomped on it in front of everyone. Unluckily for me, when the Silvan family gives an order, you have to comply. Especially when the whole country is under several attacks and every single pack is on edge. I came back to the Silvan Pack two months ago and that’s when the threats in neighboring packs started. I knew in the back of my head the Council would make it my fault as soon as they heard I’m back and I clearly wasn’t wrong because I received a letter twenty-four hours ago from them, politely asking me to