LOGINI met Remington Tate when I was only fourteen years old. My parents were killed in a border raid, leaving me under the reluctant care of the pack's foster system—a glorified excuse for emotional neglect and hard training.
They thought they were getting a warrior out of me, but my wolf was nowhere to be found and that made me an anomaly. A burden, a disgrace... an omega. You'd think I killed somebody with the way everyone started treating me. People whispered, elders avoided eye contact and the other kids made sure I knew exactly what they thought about me. All that bullying and neglect made me a shy, insecure little girl who would simply accept the bullshit that came my way with my head down and my mouth shut. Until Remington. He was three years older than me. Strong. Already carrying the scent of a future alpha. He was the first one who looked at me and didn't see a defective person. He saw a different kind of warrior with another set of skills. He taught me how to punch with my whole body, how to climb trees with bare hands, how to speak back without flinching and how to go for the killing shot every time. He was brave, confident and kind. And he had a thing for the underdogs. The runt of the pack, the weakest link. Whether it was a person—me—or a little duckling, or a baby bird or even a snake that wouldn’t hatch, he couldn’t help himself. He always had to do something about it. And I loved that about him. We quickly became more than just training buddies, he was my best friend for a long time and even if I always liked him, nothing romantic happened between un until a few years later when I turned eighteen and the bond happened. I still remember the exact second it snapped into place. My body locking. My breath catching. His eyes—widening like he'd felt it too. I Immediately knew it was fate. And it was fucking beautiful for a while. Just one year, that's all we had. "Thank you for coming," Remington says after those prolonged seconds of silence, snapping me out of my thoughts, "The rogue attacks in other packs are getting worse. And they're targeting omegas, kidnapping them. You’re not safe out there, Ivy.” I knew about the omega attacks already, from word of mouth, but an Alpha talking about it just makes it more real. "Did you gather every single omega in the pack for a meeting here?” I ask, Remington shakes his head, “Oh, just me? Why? And how did you even know I’m back?” “People stopped harassing me about you a few years ago, but it kicked back up around a month ago. They’ve been asking me about you nonstop, so I knew it meant you were around again,” he responds, looking at me with tired eyes. Ha! For the first time ever, I’m glad people are so incredibly annoying, “And no, I didn’t gather every omega here, but I am helping them. In other ways.” He always says so much without saying shit. The older the got, the less words he started using, until he just started talking in fucking riddles like the rest of the Council. “Hm… what makes me so special, Alpha?” I ask with a mocking tone, fluttering my eyelashes to him. I see his mouth get even tighter, “Am I still getting blamed for everything bad that happens in the world?” “You’ll know in a minute,” he responds. “Nah, I’d like to know what I’m going up against before walking inside the Lion’s den,” I say, crossing my arms. I don’t think he suddenly cares about me, so many years later, “Did you tell everyone in the Council I’m back and that means trouble? Or did they just feel the air changing and started cursing my name again? Tell me or I’ll walk away.” A beat passes, then he takes a deep breath and relaxes his body just a little bit. Finally, he doesn’t look like a rigid statue. "You know why they’re scared of you, Ivy. It’s because of the prophecy,” he responds quietly, making me bite the inside of my cheek. The prophecy. The one that speaks of a powerful omega with fire in her blood who was only born to bring chaos wherever she goes. Like a curse. I always thought it was just a story the elders told to keep lowborns like me shameful and quiet, not wanting to be seen as the chaotic omega in those ancient books. For a long time, it worked on me, it made me feel ashamed just to be alive. After a while, though, I just stopped giving a shit. Every time someone brought up the prophesy to me, I would roll my eyes and respond with a bad word because that became my defense mechanism. But then… my wolf finally woke up. It was like fifteen years too late and she was filled with so much chaotic energy, it made me reconsider absolutely everything. And now, I have to keep my mouth shut and be very, very careful around that subject. "I’m not exactly an omega anymore," I admit, waiting to see if there's any surprise in his eyes, but there isn't. Of course, he feels it. And the Council will feel it too. That’s why I have to be careful but honest to an extent, "Alright then, Alpha, let’s get going. I have plans tonight.” I turn to head inside, but Remington's voice stops me. "Happy 26th birthday,” he says, surprising me a lot. I did not expect him to remember my birthday or my age, not at all. But I simply murmur ‘thank you’ and continue walking, “Ivy…” I sigh and turn my head just enough to look at him. "What?” "I never stopped feeling the bond,” he admits. My spine stiffens, my breath stutters in my throat, and my fingers curl into fists at my sides. How dare he say that to me after everything? Those are useless words. Borderline cruel, actually. "I don't care," I spit out, turning back around and starting to walk once again. He follows me this time, "The bond doesn't mean anything anymore. You made sure of that." Remington doesn’t respond because there’s nothing he can say. He stopped being outspoken and brave when he turned eighteen. That’s when he became a politician who’s always saving face. He’s nothing but a fucking piece of chess now. A waste of time. A waste of love. I bet he wouldn’t stop to save a baby bird anymore, he would probably kill it now, since it doesn’t bring any benefit to his beloved Silvan empire. I take the final step and open the door before he has a chance to give me some more bullshit I don’t need. I don’t want his politeness, I couldn’t care less about an apology. I don’t need shit from him.During the first hour of this hell, all the Alphas talk about is the territory I'm occupying right now. Even though Remington reminds them he paid for a whole month AND the land has been completely forgotten for decades before me, the fuckers keep bringing up hypothetic moments where they might need it. They’re so damn greedy, it disgusts me. "If you ever need her territory, Alpha Ivy will evacuate with her people... and they'll all be welcome into my pack for as long as it’s necessary. That's it," Remington finally says, sounding very fed up. The guys want to keep arguing, but that kind of defeats their whole arguments, so we move on. Thank god. "Now... the fire situation," Alpha Ryan starts, looking at me, "The only way we could ever trust you is if we understand the exact extent of your power—your ability. I would want to conduct a few tests." "What tests? Like, govern—“ "Actually, if I may speak," River interrupts me, squeezing my shoulders from behind me again. Reming
At one PM sharp, a black Ford pickup truck reaches my territory and I freak out. So bad, I start an unintentional fire in between the truck and us until the driver comes out and lifts his hands in surrender. "I'm here in peace!" he yells and I thankfully hear him over my pounding heart. I thought this was one of the Alliance Alphas coming to get us, crossing us before we even got the chance to cross them, "Alpha Remington sent me here." "Oh," I let out, relaxing. Everyone around me is still on edge, but I end the fire and look back, "It's fine, guys. Calm down." They're still not relaxing because they don't understand what's this guy doing here. I don't either, but now that I'm paying more attention without the panic, I realize there's a bunch of big boxes in the back of the truck. "I'm here to drive Miss Ivy Doreen to the Silvan pack for the Alpha meeting. And I have a few things to drop here," the driver says, opening the backdoor, "Can someone help?" I turn around and look a
"I just know..." I continue, with a grimace, "Even if I come up with the most perfect speech and even if I act accordingly, something will go wrong and they will blame it on me... because it will be most likely my fault. Like, the tumultuous energy thing, you know? It's real. And I wish I had the power to contain it.""Why? That's literally a superpower," Nara says, scoffing like she thinks I'm being stupid, "The ability to create turmoil in an otherwise settled environment is what you were created for. By the Moon Goddess herself. It’s literally one of the biggest things about your very important existence. Stop looking at it like it’s a problem when it’s not.”But it is, though. Because I'm going to go in there and tumult everyone immediately. They're going to fight me or each other and get into drama, it WILL be my fault... and then Rem is going to be pissed. He'll realize I'm never going to change that about me, that I'll never stop being ‘dangerous’ or ‘unsettling’ or ‘unreliabl
"Uh," I gulp, my back starting to sweat under those cobalt blue eyes. He's not looking away, he really wants that answer, "It just didn't work out between us back then..." "Why?" "Because of adult stuff," I murmur, definitely not knowing how to go there or how much Ivy would want me to share, "Once you're an adult, we can discuss it." "But I want to know now," he says, not wasting a single beat, "I'm as smart as an adult. Tell me… or I'll tell my mom you didn't give me a bath tonight. She won't like it." "Ash," I take a deep breath, knowing damn well he won’t back down, "Do you have a wife?" "What? Me?" he asks, moving back in shock. I try my hardest not to laugh, I just nod, "No, I'm just a kid. I don't even have a girlfriend. I don't even know any girls.” "Well, then you simply won't get it. The second you get a girlfriend, we can all sit down and talk about why your mom and I didn't get married back then," I shrug. He opens his mouth again, "Meanwhile, you can ask me if
I just took a shower in the smallest bathroom known to mankind. The shower head hit my chin the whole time and my ass smashed against the tile wall when I tried to get my head under the cold ass water. It wasn't a nice experience, but I tried my hardest not to be a brat about it. Once I'm done and dressed with the few clothes I bought from home, I start a bath for Ash. When the bathtub is filled with very cold water, I crouch down and stick my hand in there. "Baby Flame, this is your father speaking. If you're listening to me... warm this water," I order, trying to create fire again. My body does nothing, "Great. You've been burning me for days and are nowhere to be found when I could actually use your help." Indeed, he's nowhere to be found. But I'm nothing if not persistent, so I stay there, trying and trying to create some heat. I know I can do it. I burned down a bed, I burned my brother-in-law, I can do this. I just need to figure out how. "Rem, what's taking you s
When I return to the living room, I find Cassie crying while Ash is sitting on the floor, right next to her, painting his own belly red like he doesn’t realize she’s there. "What's wrong?" I ask, immediately freaked out because the girl was completely fine five minutes ago. And she's not just sniffing with little tears running down her face silently... she's actually sobbing, her small body shaking and her fat tears have started to wipe away the kid-safe paint. I sit down in front of her and go into damage control mode, "Hey… did Ash hurt you? Did paint get in your eyes? Let's go wash it off now. Come on, come here." She’s not moving. And all I can think about is… if Ivy finds out her best friend is sobbing like this, she’ll take it out on me. "I didn't hurt her," Ashton scoffs as I'm trying to get Cassie up, looking at me with reproach, "That's her sad-cry. Why are you sad about this time, Auntie?" "Loneliness," she manages to say, taking a big breath to start explaining, "I feel







