LOGINI met Remington Tate when I was only fourteen years old. My parents were killed in a border raid, leaving me under the reluctant care of the pack's foster system—a glorified excuse for emotional neglect and hard training.
They thought they were getting a warrior out of me, but my wolf was nowhere to be found and that made me an anomaly. A burden, a disgrace... an omega. You'd think I killed somebody with the way everyone started treating me. People whispered, elders avoided eye contact and the other kids made sure I knew exactly what they thought about me. All that bullying and neglect made me a shy, insecure little girl who would simply accept the bullshit that came my way with my head down and my mouth shut. Until Remington. He was three years older than me. Strong. Already carrying the scent of a future alpha. He was the first one who looked at me and didn't see a defective person. He saw a different kind of warrior with another set of skills. He taught me how to punch with my whole body, how to climb trees with bare hands, how to speak back without flinching and how to go for the killing shot every time. He was brave, confident and kind. And he had a thing for the underdogs. The runt of the pack, the weakest link. Whether it was a person—me—or a little duckling, or a baby bird or even a snake that wouldn’t hatch, he couldn’t help himself. He always had to do something about it. And I loved that about him. We quickly became more than just training buddies, he was my best friend for a long time and even if I always liked him, nothing romantic happened between un until a few years later when I turned eighteen and the bond happened. I still remember the exact second it snapped into place. My body locking. My breath catching. His eyes—widening like he'd felt it too. I Immediately knew it was fate. And it was fucking beautiful for a while. Just one year, that's all we had. "Thank you for coming," Remington says after those prolonged seconds of silence, snapping me out of my thoughts, "The rogue attacks in other packs are getting worse. And they're targeting omegas, kidnapping them. You’re not safe out there, Ivy.” I knew about the omega attacks already, from word of mouth, but an Alpha talking about it just makes it more real. "Did you gather every single omega in the pack for a meeting here?” I ask, Remington shakes his head, “Oh, just me? Why? And how did you even know I’m back?” “People stopped harassing me about you a few years ago, but it kicked back up around a month ago. They’ve been asking me about you nonstop, so I knew it meant you were around again,” he responds, looking at me with tired eyes. Ha! For the first time ever, I’m glad people are so incredibly annoying, “And no, I didn’t gather every omega here, but I am helping them. In other ways.” He always says so much without saying shit. The older the got, the less words he started using, until he just started talking in fucking riddles like the rest of the Council. “Hm… what makes me so special, Alpha?” I ask with a mocking tone, fluttering my eyelashes to him. I see his mouth get even tighter, “Am I still getting blamed for everything bad that happens in the world?” “You’ll know in a minute,” he responds. “Nah, I’d like to know what I’m going up against before walking inside the Lion’s den,” I say, crossing my arms. I don’t think he suddenly cares about me, so many years later, “Did you tell everyone in the Council I’m back and that means trouble? Or did they just feel the air changing and started cursing my name again? Tell me or I’ll walk away.” A beat passes, then he takes a deep breath and relaxes his body just a little bit. Finally, he doesn’t look like a rigid statue. "You know why they’re scared of you, Ivy. It’s because of the prophecy,” he responds quietly, making me bite the inside of my cheek. The prophecy. The one that speaks of a powerful omega with fire in her blood who was only born to bring chaos wherever she goes. Like a curse. I always thought it was just a story the elders told to keep lowborns like me shameful and quiet, not wanting to be seen as the chaotic omega in those ancient books. For a long time, it worked on me, it made me feel ashamed just to be alive. After a while, though, I just stopped giving a shit. Every time someone brought up the prophesy to me, I would roll my eyes and respond with a bad word because that became my defense mechanism. But then… my wolf finally woke up. It was like fifteen years too late and she was filled with so much chaotic energy, it made me reconsider absolutely everything. And now, I have to keep my mouth shut and be very, very careful around that subject. "I’m not exactly an omega anymore," I admit, waiting to see if there's any surprise in his eyes, but there isn't. Of course, he feels it. And the Council will feel it too. That’s why I have to be careful but honest to an extent, "Alright then, Alpha, let’s get going. I have plans tonight.” I turn to head inside, but Remington's voice stops me. "Happy 26th birthday,” he says, surprising me a lot. I did not expect him to remember my birthday or my age, not at all. But I simply murmur ‘thank you’ and continue walking, “Ivy…” I sigh and turn my head just enough to look at him. "What?” "I never stopped feeling the bond,” he admits. My spine stiffens, my breath stutters in my throat, and my fingers curl into fists at my sides. How dare he say that to me after everything? Those are useless words. Borderline cruel, actually. "I don't care," I spit out, turning back around and starting to walk once again. He follows me this time, "The bond doesn't mean anything anymore. You made sure of that." Remington doesn’t respond because there’s nothing he can say. He stopped being outspoken and brave when he turned eighteen. That’s when he became a politician who’s always saving face. He’s nothing but a fucking piece of chess now. A waste of time. A waste of love. I bet he wouldn’t stop to save a baby bird anymore, he would probably kill it now, since it doesn’t bring any benefit to his beloved Silvan empire. I take the final step and open the door before he has a chance to give me some more bullshit I don’t need. I don’t want his politeness, I couldn’t care less about an apology. I don’t need shit from him.For the next three days, I feel exactly the same. Restless, impatient, desperate to get this over with. I’m trying really hard not to lose my mind as I wait and wait for the presentation as I force myself to hang out with Jeremy at least two days a week, staying up until late only for him. I also go out and train with the guys sometimes, just because I need to do something. And because they're kind of my friends now. But my favorite part of the day is when I call my boys. Ash tells me absolutely everything that happened in the day, with extreme detail, then Rem puts the headphones on his head and we get to have our conversation. "... so, does it feel better? The mark?" I ask Rem as I'm coming out of the shower with a bathrobe and a towel in my hair. I dry it off, waiting for his response. He’s being more quiet than usual tonight. "A little," Rem finally murmurs and yawns hard, "But it is getting better. I can forget it's there when I'm really busy. It looks a lot better, too. An
"What about my mark? Jeremy wants me to get rid of it before we get married," I murmur, annoying Rem again... but then his eyes land on the first-aid kit Cassie left here. He carefully puts Ash down and gets up, "Oh, do you feel better now?""No, but he's been distracted for the past five minutes and hasn't done anything to heal me anyway," he responds. That's why Ash doesn't even notice he's on his own now, he's still laughing at whatever video he's hypnotized by at the moment. Rem grabs the kit and looks inside for something, then lifts it to me. A gauze, then some tape, "Let's pretend you got the surgery done today, while you were here. Tell him you need to keep it covered for at least a week. Then just continue the lie if you have to, I think Jeremy is dumb enough to believe anything.""Alright, seems easy enough," I nod and just wait there as he comes to me with the kit, "How does the mark feel, Rem? Are you sure you don't want me to take you to the hospital?""I'd rather die tha
"Rem… can you tell I'm a different person now?" I ask. My mate frowns at the change of subject, but nods, "How?""Since you've been back? You're a lot less unstable. I mean, you still are, but not like before. You think more before you react, you have your emotions a little more in check. And… you, being a mother is a whole trait of yours now," he responds, his eyes fluttering all over my face, "The Fireborn Omega prophecy used to scare me, but I didn’t always believe in it. It was mostly when you were acting irrational. But ever since I heard about the Mother Flame prophecy and I read it, I've known it's you. No questions asked, no 'maybe'. It is you. Someone who cares enough about her children to burn down empires for them… yeah. Everything makes sense now. I'm still a little scared of you, but you're also still very young.“"So you think I could mature a little more?" "For sure," he responds in complete honesty. I can only scoff a laugh, "Still, I love you. As immature as you were
"Wait, wait..." Rem murmurs all of a sudden, frowning again, "How did I get here? Who...?" "Oh, I carried you all the way here, Princess," River responds right away with a satisfied grin that only gets bigger when Remington looks visibly pissed off by the thought, "I picked you up in my big arms and carried your frail little body here. Say thanks." "Fuck you," Rem growls out, his politeness nowhere to be found, "And fuck off, I want to just lay down. Cass, thank you so much for today…. Now take your pretty boy home and teach him how to read." "I know how to read, you fu—“ my brother starts growling, but before this turns into something worse, I put a hand on his chest to push him away... then I completely stop myself, remembering what I just did to Rem's chest. "Please, Rives, just..." I wave him off. He doesn't move, but Cassie grabs his arms and takes him away, with a last goodbye wave. I don't relax again until they're gone and it's only the three of us. I give myself one se
{ Ivy } "RIVER! RIVER!" I yell, hard as hell. The walls here are thick, so it takes me four more yells before the front door of Cassie's apartment opens. My brother comes out ready for anything, then his eyes drop down to us, "Help me. He passed out." "Wh-Oh, what the fuck happened?" he makes a face when he sees the state of Rem, "What is that on his chest?" Burnt flesh. Really awfully burnt flesh and I want to eat a bullet because I did it. And now he passed out from the pain or... I don't even know, to be honest. "Just help me get him inside," I beg, going to open the door of our apartment, then carefully putting Rem flat on the ground so I can grab his shoulders. River moves to grab his legs and we start moving him. "What happened?" Ash asks, walking out of Cassie's apartment and following us. I can hear Cassie coming after him, but he's faster and the sight of Rem passed out makes his eyes bug out in fear, "Wh—is he okay?" "Yes, he's super perfect," I lie, pointing at the co
"No," Ivy cries, burning me more. I don't want to shove her away, but even if I tried to, it wouldn’t be easy. She's actually pining me down with the strength of a man much, much bigger than me… or the strength of a powerful woman. Either way, this shit hurts so much, I groan and throw my head back, "I want an explanation. I haven't created any chaos lately! Is it because you've had to take care of Ash for like a month now, without me? Do you think I'm a bad mother?... Am I a bad mother?" "Please," I grab her hand and try to actually shove her away from me, "Ivy, please! Stop!" She doesn't stop, but this is too much. It's just too much, so I actually push her away as hard as I can and my legs give out because I'm trying to deal with the pain. It's not even a burning pain, it feels a lot deeper than that. "Fuck," I growl, grabbing my scorched shirt and ripping it open through the burnt hole. My skin is red and raw and it's the worst pain I've ever felt in my life. I have to grit







