Chapter Forty

I'm in tears!

I reach out to wipe my eyes in my sleep. I've been like this almost throughout the night. Waking up with tears in my eyes but I try not to wake Fabrico on the other side of the bed. He looks tired and worn out and I'll hate to disturb his sleep.

More tears roll down my cheek when I shut my eyes and all I saw was a baby laying afar off from me. It was still like it was dead and I was screaming. I snap my eyes opened.  The fear is back! The guilt of loosing that child. I scramble off the bed finding my robe by the side, I wear it and walk out of the room and to the kitchen.

I stare into the dark street. No cars were moving, no body on the street . It was just dark and empty. I see an image through the glass, coming behind me before he wraps his arms round my waist.

"What are you doing out of bed?". I ask him.

"I can't sleep without you in my arms anymore"