Wednesday, October 31st

I sit back again with a sigh.

“Jamie woke me up around eleven. He knew if I didn’t get started I wouldn’t be done on time. I was completely exhausted as dad had taken to using the link at night to tell me how he’s given Kristoph permission to keep me for three days.

I accidentally told him too much which put me in a really bad state of mind. I wanted Jessa and the thought of being with Kristoph caused me to throw up. When I finished I leaned against the tub, the coolness often helps with the pain as long as it doesn’t trigger the spasms.”

I take a break, closing my eyes as the tears involuntarily start.

“Cole?” Alpha sounds concerned.

“Jessa started working with me on how to get to the astral plane during the two months between the brawl and my leaving.”

I start back slowly trying to hide my desire to cry.

“She was shocked to discover how easily I could get there. It was difficult for her to hear how I’ve been able to visit with my wolf like that since I was a child. It’s a saf