A late night and an early morning.
After a quick facilities break at the service station we are back on the motorway in no time.Mav kept looking at me through the rear view mirror every now and again, just checking my hands aren’t reaching for the door. He denied it when I told him my wolf wasn’t as on edge having been fed, but he drove in the slow lane nonetheless. Ricardo and Blake were quiet, they were clearly mind-linking one another. I already couldn’t mind-link the lycans, now I can’t even mind-link another werewolf. I closed my eyes, tiredness taking over me and I give in, hoping at least by the time I wake up we should be pulling up to the Royal Santos Lycan pack.“Aida?” I hear Queen Lorrel call my name. Where was I?“Hhmm?” I respond still half asleep.“Sshh Mother don’t wake her!” Ricardo hushes.“What happened?”“If I tell you, you have to promise not to mind-link Lance?” Is he carrying me? I’m being walked up some stairs but I’m too exhausted to battle the call to return back to sleep in order to open my eyes.“Ric, you’re worrying me! Why does she smell different?” A slight growl leaves the Lycan Queen’s mouth.“Her Father has passed away…”Lorrel cuts him off with a gasp but he hasn’t told the half of it.“She got into an argument with the Luna about how her mother died. She shifted whilst pregnant to save Aida…” He lowers his voice even more so.Another gasp quickly follows.“The Luna lunged for Aida who couldn’t shift.”“She couldn’t shift?” Lorrel checks what Ricardo just told her.“Yes, and to make matters worse she made herself rogue.” Ricardo growls at the end.“She couldn’t shift, why?”“I’m not sure. Her wolf had a wobble in the car and nearly caused a car crash on the motorway. My guards are already asking me about a rogue being on the grounds.”“Goddess! Lance needs to mark her.”“No Mother, it will give the Alpha’s an excuse to rise against us.”“She belongs to Lance…they are fated.” Lorrel firmly replies as if that settles the argument.“Even so, she has less than a month until she is eighteen. For a few weeks, I’m sure we can think of an alternative.”“Is this why Brennan, Emmett and Jake are here?” Lorrel asks as we enter Lance’s bedroom, I suppose now also my bedroom for the foreseeable future.“Yes without Axel too, I need more eyes on Aida. Where are they?”“I set them up in some of the guest rooms near your quarters.”I am laid down on the bed and tucked in before the back of Lorrel’s hand strokes my cheek.“She couldn’t shift?”“No. Do you think I should send her off training with Uncle?” Ricardo seeks his mother’s advice.“No I think we won’t have the time now. Let’s sort the rogue issue first.”I hear them leave and close the door behind them. Exhausted, I reach for Lance’s pillow which has his scent vaguely lingering on it still and I give into sleep.…….“Goddess, forgive me!” I hear my Mum’s plea to the moon goddess just as my death takes me.My eyes flash open, greeted by the small rays of morning sunshine trying to seep through the blackout long drapes. Of course I was sweating, my body just starting to cool down from my nightmare. I’d have to strip the bed sheets and change the bedding as soon as I got up. But I couldn’t get up!Orphan!That’s what keeps ringing through my mind. I was now an orphan. Parent-less, pack-less. I refused to be a victim, a charity case that the Lycan royal family took pity on. I didn’t plan to return to the Sagar pack after training anyway so this now seals that fate. Although the realisation that Caleb and his parents will have nothing to do with me now does sting.I strip the bed and jump into the shower before going on the hunt for fresh bedding when I hear talking coming from the kitchen. Investigating on the noise further, I peak in to find three of Blake’s brothers sitting at the kitchen island drinking coffee. How rude am I, I don’t even know their names. The thought of having to remember seven names in one greeting was quite overwhelming.“Morning Aida!” I’m assuming the eldest calls out to me.“Morning.” I hesitantly reply walking into the kitchen. The three of them sniff the air, taking in my scent. Has it changed that dramatically already?“I thought you were going back home?” I ask making small talk as I switch on the kettle.“We were home but got called back…” The eldest replies.“Yes…someone decided to turn rogue.” I think the second eldest smirks at me.“It’s not like I planned it. Wait…please tell me you aren’t joining Aida Watch?” I moan out loud.“Highly ungrateful Aida…do you know how important our daily lives are, what we are missing right now?” The third born brother cheekily teases me.“Your hand is not your girlfriend Jake!” The second eldest quips back tossing a packet of bacon at him.“Put some food on!”“Piss off Emmett.” Jake replies giving both Lycans his middle finger.Okay so I know Emmett and Jake now, but still not the eldest. Who is watching me intently right now. His eyes flickering to that of his wolf.“Ignore them Aida…I’m Brennan by the way. We owe Ric and Lance a few favours so happy to help out where we can.” He smiles warmly at me which puts me slightly more at ease.“You won’t notice we are here!” Emmett chimes. I doubt that!I look at Jake, who is frozen as he stares at the large oven cooker with the packet of bacon in his hand.“What’s the matter?” I whisper to him.“I’m not sure how to turn it on!” His puppy dog eyes look at me and I sigh rolling my eyes. I grab the bacon from him and turn on the grill.“Thanks Aida, you’re the best!” He kisses me on my cheek before squeezing me tightly. The Lycan was a complete flirt and I had been completely manipulated into cooking bacon for them. I had a feeling I was secretly going to enjoy their banter.Cooking breakfast. Lycans are hungry creatures. I had now moved on to sausages and eggs. As soon as I placed food on the table they gobbled it all up within seconds. “Are you not fed at home?” I tut, sitting down to finally enjoy a morning cup of tea. “Yes but not so well fed by such loving hands.” Jake smirks grabbing my hand from my slightly warm cup of tea and placing it in his hand. He flutters his eyelashes at me before placing the back of my hand to his mouth. “Knock it off!” Brennan growls at his playful younger brother. “Aida knows I’m just playing…don’t you Aida?” He licks the back of my hand with his warm wet tongue causing me to pull my hand out of his grasp and wipe it on my top near my breasts. “Eww gross! Keep your tongue to yourself!” I chuckle as I grab some breakfast for myself. “Morning boys, I hope you are behaving?” Lorrel walks in wearing a silk black dressing gown. The woman was stylish even on little sleep. “Yes Aunt Lorrel!” Brennan, Emmett and Jake sing
A visit gone wrong. I go to open Nadine’s front door, when Brennan manoeuvres himself in front of me and gets to the door first. How the hell did he do that? Damn these lycans are fast. A slight growl leaves my chest at him cutting in front of me, which he chooses to ignore for now. As the door opens we are greeted by Mav who seems to be on guard today. Odd I didn’t think she was a threat anymore. I go to greet Mav but am cut off by the mind-linking conversation he and Brennan enter with one another. Nadine isn’t in the main apartment area but I follow her scent to her bedroom. I push on the bedroom door and find her in bed feeding baby Bonnie. She looks up at me with sore looking eyes that must have cried non stop since she was forcefully marked as punishment. A bang of guilt hits me but I have to remember her reactions almost killed Axel, not to mention the deaths of others. “May I come in?” I push my luck judging by the growl that leaves her. It is enough for both Brennan and Mav
A back seat driver. Ricardo wasn’t kidding. I wasn’t allowed to leave the palace for the rest of the weekend and if I exited Lance’s bedroom, I had to be accompanied anywhere else in the palace. Again not wanting to be a burden…I mainly stayed in the room. The physical affect on my body of becoming a rogue was extraordinary. It was difficult to explain, it felt like a constant sharp pain in my chest that was only getting more frequent in its spasms and stronger in its ache. Maybe I always had this pain but having the, albeit cold at times, warm feeling of being joined to a pack overshadowed this pain. Maybe this is what true anxiety felt like. The feeling of displacement since I was twelve but I had never allowed myself to feel it before. Never stood still long enough. Except for watching the television and going on Lance’s laptop, there wasn’t much else to do. I should really be training on his home gym but I would rather be watching Lance train from the comfort of his bed. Lance w
Smelling like a rogue. “I need to find her!” I restart the car’s ignition and start to turn the car around. “Just wait…wait for me to get orders from the King!” Jake firmly orders at me before his eyes glaze over.“She’s going to get herself killed and I need her alive!” I scream out in frustration. I need Lance and Axel back safe and uninjured. “Switch!” Colette orders at me. “What?”“Switch!” She steps out of the car and opens up the driver’s door. She shoos me over and I have to climb over the central gear system into the front passenger seat. “We aren’t too far out. It won’t take long.” This woman can drive! I’m envious of her confidence behind the wheel. Yet I am clinging on to the seat for my life, knowing how quickly things can turn. From being a passenger to being in the wreckage. “Colette…slow down!” I squeal at her as she takes a bend too quickly. Did I drive past that bend, I feel like I would have remembered that dangerous part of the road. “Do you want to catch he
Jumping the border. With her airbag having already been deployed, Colette takes the brunt of the car hitting the tree and blood starts to flow freely from her nose. She has also banged her forehead and the cut is quite deep. Shit, Mav is going to literally kill me. If and a big if, I make it out of this attack alive. She was already too injured for my liking and being, I hate to say it, only human…the warriors won’t be interested in her if I can lead them away. “Keep pressure on the nose and get word to Mav as soon as you can.” I say to her as I climb out of the car. “Aida!” She screams for me as I start to run through the woods, trying to force the warriors away from her. I don’t stop, even though they are all in wolf form and I am still in skin form. I curse at my wolf internally as I trip over a large fallen tree branch and land in a puddle of wet mud. Now what Aida? Just keep running. That was fine, until I came out of the wooded area and headed into a field. I could see th
The Mulder Pack Did I just hear him right? He wants me to join the Mulder pack? Does that mean my training is over? Have I pushed him just one time too far? “I don’t understand?” I respond quietly. “You being a rogue is clearly a safety issue.” Ricardo replies. “I’m sorry, your men were only following their wolf’s nature.” I apologies for yet again drama following me. “What happened with Nadine?” I ask, wondering what must have happened.“She killed her guard, not the one who marked her. Thankfully because he was able to help capture her.” “How?”“He marked her again, causing her body to collapse.” Ricardo updates me with a matter of fact tone. “Oh I didn’t know that could happen.” I mutter more to myself. “Where was she trying to go?” I ask but am met with silence. I meet Jake’s eyes in the rear view mirror who is nowhere near the cheeky Lycan I was enjoying getting to know. Okay let’s rephrase that. “How far did she get?”“You Aida, she was coming for you. She was armed wi
A Pack Princess’ pain. A good daughter would have stayed for the funeral, would have helped plan it. I am not a good daughter. But then he wasn’t a good father. “Oh right!” I respond, what else can I say? “Did you want to know when it is?” Andrei looks at me with a slight look of annoyance in his eyes. He was either annoyed of my lack of respect for his dead alpha, or that he was expected to travel around the packs. It was really a job for the beta. Which to me signals that all is now well between Henri and William. Perhaps Caleb has now stepped up and the four of them are living in the alpha house. I can see the garish welcome canvas print of Henri, Saskia, Skylar and Caleb in the main hallway. It will be bright and ugly, not Caleb though he looked good in any picture. A sharp pain hits me in my lower abdomen of thinking about Caleb, perhaps my heat was starting again. Great, I best speed up this rogue situation. “By all means tell me, but I won’t be attending.” “You won’t be abl
A Pack member again “Stop…please stop!” I scream out. “It will stop as soon as you pledge your allegiance.” Ricardo holds me tight, not giving me an inch of movement to attack. “I can’t…” I gasp out. The pain was excruciating, like someone was crushing my skull. “Just repeat after me…” Brennan is behind me, also caging me in. “I, Aida Sagar, accept Alpha Rory Mulder as my Alpha…” Brennan starts. “I…Aida Sagar, accept….” The pain now in my chest, catches my breath. “…Alpha Rory Mulder as my Alpha…”“And accept my place within the Mulder Wolf Pack.” Brennan finished. I’m wailing like a child as this point, the pain unbearable. Poor Rory looks heartbroken, like I am dying in front of his eyes. “Come on Aida, it’s nearly over.” Ricardo encourages me as he strokes the back on my head. “And accept my place within the Mulder Wolf Pack.” I push through the wall of pain. Knocking down each brick with my inner strength. “I, Alpha Rory Mulder accept your position within the Mulder Pac