LOGINChapter 3 : knock knock trouble
Charlotte's POV
Out of all the schools in the world to go to , why did it have to be mine? I started pacing in my room, debating on what exactly I should tell her .
“Ohhh, I've heard of that school before. It's a very boring place and nothing exciting happens there”.
The moment I sent this, regret grabbed my neck but it was already too late. I threw my phone on the bed, switched off my lights and pretended to go to sleep like that would magically solve all my problems.
The next morning, I walked into school clutching my books like they were emotional support objects. I barely slept, my dreams were just Sophie’s message floating around my head like a ghost
I was still trying to breathe like a normal mammal and I had barely opened my laptop, when someone dropped into the seat beside me so hard the whole table shook.
Nai Brook, head cheer captain, loudest human on the planet and my friend, I think.
Sometimes I wonder if she sleeps with her hair tied to a ring light because how else does it stay bouncing like that? Meanwhile I woke up today looking like a squashed plantain. Life was not fair.
“Babe, you will not believe what just happened,” she announced, flipping her ponytail like she was auditioning for something.
I sighed and shut my laptop slowly, Goodbye peace.
“What happened now?” I asked.
I braced myself, this girl only comes with two types of news: gossip that shakes the entire school or gossip that somehow ruins my day first before shaking the entire school.
She leaned in, wearing that smile she does when she’s pretending everything is fine, it’s cute, but it never means good news and okay maybe I noticed she looked me up and down too long.
I know she says she’s happy for me, but the way she always brings up my “perfect boyfriend” makes me suspicious, seriously girl just shut up about it already .
“I swear your relationship is trending,” she said, half laughing, half annoyed. “Everybody keeps asking if you two are still together, because you haven’t posted anything in weeks.”
I rolled my eyes so hard they could’ve flown out the window. I mean, imagine if people judged your relationship based on your I*******m activity.
Some of us are fighting for our lives academically, emotionally, spiritually, we can’t be posting soft launch pictures every minute.
“People act like if you don’t post, you’ve broken up.”
Nai shrugged. “Well I’m just saying. Charlotte this, Charlotte that, you’re like the girl everyone wants to be right now.”
There it was, that weird tone.
The “I love you but I kind of hate you but I still love you” tone.
The tone that makes me want to squint at her like,
Are you okay? Or are you planning my downfall?
Because honestly, with Nai, both are possible.
Before I could answer, she reached for my laptop.
I smacked her hand “Don’t touch my stuff!”
“I wasn’t! I was just checking the time!” she said, even though the clock was literally on the wall.
I hugged the laptop closer “Right,totally believable.”
She stared at me for a second, her expression softer than usual “You okay though? You’ve been acting, I don't know, distracted.”
I mean, she wasn’t wrong but how do I explain distracted without explaining everything?
“I’m fine,” I lied, because the last thing I needed was her turning my life into a whole school wide announcement.
She didn’t look convinced, but before she could push it, the bell rang. Nai stood up, fixing her skirt and brushing her hair behind her ears.
Her eyes stayed on my face like she was trying to read my thoughts but if she could, she’d be traumatized.
My thoughts right now are basically:
panic and Sophie’s username on repeat.
“Fine, whatever but after school, you’re telling me everything.”
“I literally have nothing to tell,” I said.
“Sure” she said, giving me a look like she knew I was lying.
She grabbed her bag and walked off, her ponytail swinging like it had its own personality.
I waited until she disappeared around the corner before I opened my laptop again. My heart was beating stupidly fast for no reason and my hands were sweaty.
But before the screen even loaded, my phone buzzed in my pocket.
I pulled it out and stared at my screen. My stomach dropped to my knees and my brain simply said, “We are finished.”
The notification said:
“A new student was added to Bridgehall’s roster.”
And underneath it a name, Sophie Hart
Immediately, I ran to the bathroom to wash my face. I couldn’t believe it. My brain was spinning and my hands were shaking.
“Calm down, calm down, calm down…” I whispered to myself, splashing more water on my face. The droplets went into my bra, which was annoying, but I was too stressed to care.
It's not like she even knew who I was.
I kept repeating that part like I was hypnotizing myself.
She didn’t know I was Lottie and my profile picture on the app was blurry because Maya said “mystery is sexy” Her words, not mine.
I inhaled big girl oxygen and pushed the bathroom door open.
The hallway was somehow quiet and loud at the same time.
People were whispering, but the whispers felt like shouts. Even some Year 12 boys who normally acted like their fathers owned the whole school suddenly stood straighter, like they were trying not to look too impressed.
A girl from my class even dropped her lip gloss, and it rolled across the floor dramatically and no one picked it up. That was how serious the vibe was.
I wiped my wet face with my sleeve, trying to look normal, but my heartbeat was still going “KUNG KUNG KUNG” like it wanted to make an exit through my ribs.
Everyone’s eyes were glued to something behind me.
"She looks like a rebel,” someone whispered.
I turned around and Sophie walked in and stared at me .
CHAPTER 107: I FORGIVE YOU CHARLOTTE’S POV “Talk about what?” I replied quickly.And by “quickly,” I mean I typed so fast my thumb almost dislocated.Austin didn’t reply. I stared at the message for a full minute before tossing my phone across the room again because apparently that’s my new coping mechanism.I barely slept.Between Maya snoring like a baby goat and my brain replaying every embarrassing second of last night, my soul left my body at least twice.So the next morning at school, I was a walking zombie with lip gloss.The moment I stepped onto the hallway, someone called my name.“Charlotte— wait!”Oh great!My day was already ruined.Austin jogged up to me, looking like a stressed puppy.Hair messy, eyes tired. He stopped in front of me, hands on his knees, breathing dramatically.“I… was… calling… you.”“That sounds like a you problem,” I said sweetly, continuing down the hall.He walked beside me, still panting.“You blocked me.”“I did not block you,” I scoffed.Which
CHAPTER 106 : I'M OVER HIM CHARLOTTE’S POV I walked to my window and pulled the curtains open, pretending to admire the view like some deep, wise philosopher who had finally figured out life.Newsflash: I had not.Behind me, Maya was sprawled on my bed, watching a chaotic episode of Keeping Up With the Kardashians on her phone, eating plantain chips like she owned the place.“We’ve already talked about this,” I announced loudly, mostly for myself. “I’ve cleared things with Austin. I don’t like him. He doesn’t like me. We don’t like each other. In fact—” I flipped my hair dramatically. “I never liked him at all.”Maya didn’t even look up.Just paused her video and said, “Uh-huh. Sure. Totally believable.”I glared at her and she smirked.I turned back to the window because arguing with Maya was a waste of oxygen.Nope. Not thinking about him.Not thinking about last night.Not thinking about how stupid I felt or how he said ‘I didn’t know you still liked me’ like I was a relic from t
CHAPTER 105 : WHY ALWAYS ME CHARLOTTE’S POV So that’s what this was all about. The performance, the Nail conversation, everything ohhhhh my goshhh I feel so so stupid.I stepped back slightly from the crowd, my grip tightening around the cup in my hand. The music was still playing, the audience still cheering, but it all sounded far away now, like I was underwater watching everyone else live normally without me.Austin was still on stage, smiling like everything was perfect and Nia was beside him like she belonged there.Of course she was.Of course I wasn’t part of whatever moment this was supposed to be.My chest felt tight, heavier with every second I stayed.I should’ve known better.I really should’ve.“Charlotte?” Maya’s voice cut through my thoughts.I didn’t look at her.She stepped closer anyway, immediately picking up on my mood. “Okay… what happened?”“Nothing,” I said quickly.Maya narrowed her eyes. “That’s a lie.”“I said I don’t want to talk about it.”That shut her
CHAPTER 104 : CRUSH GONE WRONG CHARLOTTE’S POV My stomach dropped. Oh no. God please Maya slowly reached for her phone like she was about to open a horror movie.“Charlotte…” she whispered.“I don’t want to look,” I said.“You have to.”I swallowed and unlocked my phone.And there it was.@BridgehallGossip.New post. My fingers felt cold as I tapped it open.“BREAKING: “CHARLOTTE SEEN GETTING COZY WITH MYSTERY GUY IN CLASS??”“LOVE TRIANGLE OR REBOUND SITUATION??”There was even a blurry picture of me wearing his hoodie.I locked my phone slowly.“Wow,” Maya whispered. “They work fast.”I didn’t say anything because suddenly this wasn’t just a cute rom com movie. It was a situation and it was already getting out of control and the worst part?I didn’t hate it, that was the problem. I should’ve hated it but I didn’t.I just sat there, staring at my desk like it might give me instructions on how to survive my own life.Austin didn’t look at me again for the rest of class.He knew so
CHAPTER 103 : MY CRUSH CHARLOTTE’S POV Why would he even ask if I had a boyfriend?like hello?Why would you need that information unlessMy brain short circuited and my knees almost bent.I almost did a backflip but remembered gravity and embarrassment exist.I looked up and realized he was staring at me, waiting for an answer.Oh no.He definitely saw the entire mental Olympics I just performed.“Umm… it’s complicated,” I blurted.His eyebrows shot up in this tiny, hilarious way. I couldn’t tell if he was confused, terrified, or trying not to laugh.Why am I like this?gosh “I mean.it’s complicated but no. No, I don’t have a boyfriend.” An awkward little laugh leaked out of me like someone squeezed my lungs.Austin’s shoulders relaxed, just a little.Was he relieved?Why would he be relieved??I refused to think about that.He nodded slowly. “Oh. Good to know.”Good to know???Good to know???What does that even mean?You don’t ask a girl that and say good to know unless you’re plan
CHAPTER 102 : MY LONG LOST LOVE CHARLOTTE’S POV I woke up the next morning with that same heavy feeling in my chest. You know the one, the disappointing hangover. Not the dramatic heartbreak type, just the slightly pathetic ugh-I-tried-and-the-universe-laughed-in-my-face kind.I don't like Austin? Gross what no Maya showed up at my front door before school, bouncing like she had eaten electricity for breakfast.“So?” she demanded, not even letting me put on my backpack properly. “How did it go with Austin? Did you flirt? Did he flirt? Did someone faint? Preferably him?”I shut the door behind us. “ Why didn't you ask me yesterday? And you choose now to ask me. Anyways, it was bad.”“Bad as in he murdered your pet squirrel or bad as in you panicked and said something stupid?”“No squirrels were harmed,” I muttered. “It was just bad. Period.”Maya stopped in the middle of the sidewalk. “Charlotte. What happened?”I shrugged, trying to sound casual, even though the memory stung.“I
CHAPTER 88: HATE YOU SOPHIE'S POV“Please sit” she gestured to me to take a seat next to her. “I know you're going through a lot at home and –”“Wait what are you talking about” how could she have possibly known. Does that mean everybody knows. No wonder Nia was nice to me at first. They probably
CHAPTER 87 : LIFE STINKS SOPHIE’S POV I couldn't stop replaying the words in my head“I’m tired, baby,”, “And I don’t want you to grow up tired too.”, “I already signed it.”.I could hear the echo growing loud and loud in my head. Why did she have to fuck my life at every chance she gets.Why?I
CHAPTER 86: HI BITCH SOPHIE’S POV I finally had the courage to attend cheer practice after weeks of staying home, scrolling through tiktok and wishing I never accepted the offer.I don't even know how I got in the cheer team because honestly, I didn't apply. “I might as well suck it up and go f
CHAPTER 83:MY PLAN CHARLOTTE'S POV “Hey Maya, are you still up for carnival shopping?”I barely finished the sentence before she spun around with this sparkly grin like she’d been waiting for me to ask. Honestly, her excitement made mine even louder. I’d been looking forward to the carnival all w







