LOGIN"If hell was a real place, I'd have shoved him into it myself."
The hatred in my voice surprised even me. Gigi searched my face for a long second before looking away, chewing the inside of her cheek. "You're gonna hate me for saying this," she muttered with a groan. "But I can't just sit here knowing what that asshole is doing this to you." I swallowed. "Just tell me." She drew in a slow breath and leaned closer. "There's a man willing to pay twenty grand for a one-night stand." She lowered her voice until it was barely above a whisper. "I was supposed to be the one meeting him... but I can send you instead." I just stared at her. Twenty thousand dollars. Fuck. I hadn't seen that much money in... God, I couldn't even remember how long. But sleeping with a complete stranger? That was the part I couldn't wrap my head around. Matthew hadn't touched me in almost two years now. Not that I wanted him to. Still... I'd never imagined myself with another man. So how the hell was I supposed to do something like this? "You're asking me to cheat on my husband." Gigi barked out a humorless laugh. "Your husband?" she shot back. "The same husband who brings women into the club every other goddamn week?" I didn't answer. Because what the hell was I supposed to say? She wasn't wrong. If I walked away now...I'd still be trapped with Matthew..And honestly? Only God knew how much longer I'd survive it. Gigi watched me carefully. "So?" Her voice was quiet this time. "Are you in... or are you out?” I stared at the ground, my fingers curling into my palms so tightly my nails bit into my skin. My heart was pounding so damn hard I could hear it over the bass thumping from the club behind us. The money… It was enough for our flight, cover Lily's school fees and give us a chance at a fresh start. I closed my eyes for a second and drew in a shaky breath. It was just one night. One fucking night. That was all. My mind drifted to Lily. Her smile. The way she'd throw her tiny arms around me like I was her whole world. If one night could give my daughter the life she deserved…Then maybe it was worth sacrificing. Even if it meant selling my body. I fucking hated that it had come to this..But hating it wasn't going to change a damn thing. I opened my eyes and looked at Gigi. "I'm in," I whispered, giving her a small nod. *** Gigi worked some kind of miracle on me. Seriously, I didn't even know it was possible to change someone this much. She handed me a dark crop top and a fitted pink leather mini skirt that barely covered my thighs. "You're kidding." I said, staring at it. "I'm not." Gigi shrugged, a small smile on her face. And, apparently, I wasn't winning that argument. She made me put on a dark wig, hazel contact lenses, a fake nose, and enough makeup that I barely recognized the woman staring back at me. When she finally stepped away, I looked at my reflection. It had been so long since I'd looked at myself without seeing the tired, worn-out woman life had turned me into that I'd almost forgotten I could look like... this. The red lipstick made my lips look fuller. My eyes looked brighter. My skin almost glowed beneath the lights. Hell, I couldn't remember the last time I'd worn makeup. Or a skirt this fucking short. "Wow.".I caught Gigi watching me through the mirror. "You're stunning." Heat crept into my cheeks. "Thank you." I turned sideways, studying myself. The leather clung to every curve, and the cool material felt weird against my skin. I couldn't stop tugging at the hem, trying to convince it to cover just a little more of my thighs. "Isn't this too short?" I asked, scrunching my nose. "Nope." She swatted my hand away before I could pull it down again and fixed the skirt. "He likes his women sexy." I let out a slow breath. I still wasn't okay with what I was about to do. Not even close. But what the hell was I supposed to do? Walk away? Go home?.Pretend Lily and I didn't need the money? Yeah.. That wasn't an option. "Take this." Gigi held out a silver mask. "This club values exclusivity." "Oh... thank you." I took it from her and tied it around my face. The cool metal rested against my skin, covering everything from my forehead to the bridge of my nose. I felt a little better almost instantly. Even if I somehow ran into this guy again after tonight—which, let's be honest, wasn't fucking likely—he wouldn't recognize me. "Don't be shy," Gigi whispered as she squeezed my hand. "You've got this, okay?" I nodded and forced a small smile. The second we started walking down the hallway, though, my heart completely betrayed me..It pounded so hard I was convinced everyone could hear it. I kept saying silent prayers in my head..Please let this go well..Please let me get through this one night. Gigi explained how this place worked. The club hosted private gatherings for ridiculously wealthy men. They drank, laughed, made business deals... and when the night was over, each of them disappeared into a private suite with the woman he'd chosen. Just thinking about it made my stomach churn. So yeah… The man I was supposed to meet would be inside the VIP room with his friends. When we stopped outside the door, Gigi leaned toward the guards and whispered something. Jesus. Those men were huge. Built like brick walls with shoulders wide enough to block out the hallway. One of them looked me over like he was trying to decide whether I was trouble. On instinct, I gave him a tiny wink..To my surprise, the corner of his mouth twitched into a faint smirk. Huh. Maybe flirting wasn't as impossible as I'd convinced myself it was..Or maybe he was just being nice..Either way, I'd take it. The guards stepped aside. "Remember to act natural," Gigi whispered. Natural. Right. Because walking into a room full of rich strangers to sell my body was such a normal thing to do. I nodded anyway. She gave my hand one last squeeze before stepping back, leaving me to walk in alone. I stared at the door for a moment, as if whatever waited behind it would change the course of my life. My feet refused to move. Maybe I should turn back. This was a terrible idea. I drew in a deep breath and stepped inside. The moment I crossed the doorway, the air felt different. Colder. The lights were dimmer, washed in soft amber, while a slow, heavy bass pulsed through the room, vibrating beneath my feet. The scent of expensive whiskey hung in the air, tangled with stale cigarette smoke and cologne so expensive it made my head spin. I looked around and regret slammed into me so hard it nearly knocked the breath from my lungs. There were only four men in the room, spread out like they owned the place. Each of them had women draped over them, dressed in little more than bras and bikini bottoms, laughing at things that probably weren't even funny. For one stupid second, I wondered if I should turn around and leave. Maybe we'd figure something else out..Anything but this. But then, my eyes landed on one of the men and my entire body went rigid. No..No... no, no, no. My heart dropped so fast it felt like it crashed straight into my stomach.Amelia's POV We stayed like that for almost five minutes before he finally murmured against my hair, his voice softer than I'd expected.“Should I put you down?”“Yes.” I nodded, letting out a slow breath as reality started creeping back in.He lowered me carefully until my feet touched the floor, and for a moment, neither of us moved. We stood there facing each other, both completely exposed, and I couldn't help wondering how the hell I'd ended up here.A small, disbelieving smile tugged at my lips.I'd actually let him get this close to me.After everything I'd told myself, after all those times I'd sworn I didn't need him, I'd somehow ended up right back in his arms.“Did you enjoy it?” he asked, running a hand through his hair and pushing it away from his face.“Yes.” I nodded once before turning away to gather my clothes from the floor. “But that doesn't mean I'm coming back to work for you, Grey.”“At least there's an improvement.”I glanced over my shoulder.“What improvement?
Amelia's POV I knew this wasn't right for me. But the hunger inside me had already silenced every warning in my head.“Grey,” I begged, voice breaking. “Please… fuck me. I need you to fuck me.”He didn’t answer with words.Instead he dropped to his knees between my spread thighs like the floor was the only place he belonged. His hands gripped the backs of my knees and yanked me forward until my ass was barely on the edge of the table. The cold wood bit into my skin. I didn’t care.He hooked two fingers under the soaked crotch of my panties and dragged them to the side. The cool air hit my dripping cunt and I whimpered, hips twitching.“Look at this,” he rasped, staring straight at me. “Soaked. Fucking dripping down your thighs already.”Then his mouth was on me.Hot. Wet. Filthy.He licked a long, slow stripe from my entrance all the way up to my clit and I screamed. The sound tore out of me before I could stop it. His tongue flattened against the swollen little nub and sucked hard,
Amelia's POV I didn't understand why he wasn't giving up. No one was forcing him to keep me as his secretary, so why the hell couldn't he just leave me alone? Was this all because of his guilty conscience?I certainly hadn't expected him to leave work and come looking for me.So when I opened the door and found him standing there with a bouquet of flowers in one hand and an expression that made it painfully obvious he'd missed me, something inside me almost gave way.For one stupid second, I forgot why I was angry.Then reality came rushing back.I was dealing with the president of a biker club, a man who was used to getting what he wanted. There was no way in hell I was letting him step inside my apartment and make things even more complicated.“You want me to leave?” he asked, his expression turning completely serious.God, those eyes.They stayed on mine like he was trying to see straight through every excuse I'd prepared, and I had to fight the urge to look away. Why couldn't he
Grey's POVSomething in my gut told me Amelia wouldn't show up to work the next day.And, just like I had expected, she didn't.I waited until midday, pretending I wasn't waiting at all. Every time the elevator doors opened, my eyes drifted toward them before I could stop myself. Every time footsteps passed my office, I looked up, half-expecting to see her walking toward her desk with that stubborn look on her face.But she never came.I told myself she had finally made up her mind about resigning, and that should have made things easier. Instead, it felt like someone had taken a piece of my routine and left an annoying fucking hole where it used to be.I tried like hell to concentrate on work, but my attention wouldn't stay where it belonged. I would type for five minutes, then glance toward her empty desk. I'd read the same paragraph twice and realize I hadn't absorbed a damn word.Her chair sat there, pushed neatly beneath the desk, as if she had only stepped away for a few minutes
Amelia's POV I never wanted to tell Giselle about Grey being some kind of secret biker president.Not because I wanted to protect him, but because saying it out loud somehow made the whole thing feel even crazier. Still, I couldn't keep it locked inside anymore. It had been eating at me since that night, and I needed to tell someone before I drove myself fucking insane.I shifted in my chair and rubbed my palms against my thighs.“Few nights ago, I was coming home from work,” I began, my voice quieter than I intended.The memory came back so clearly that for a second, I could almost see Grey standing in front of me again, that gun hanging loosely in his hand as if it belonged there.“The night you asked me why I was so shaken?”“Yes.” Giselle leaned forward. “What happened?”“I saw Grey.”Her brows pulled together.“I saw him on the road with a gun in his hand, surrounded by a group of men. They were all wearing leather jackets, and there was a man on the ground in front of them.”I
Amelia's POV “Is…is that not Dad?” she asked, her eyes fixed on the photograph.Oh God.She wasn't supposed to see it.When Dad disappeared, Giselle had been just a little kid. I was older, old enough to understand what was happening and old enough to carry some of the weight of it, even though it had nearly crushed me.But Giselle?She had spent years asking for him.She would sit by the window whenever she heard a car pull into the driveway, convinced that maybe this time, he would be the one stepping out. Even after everyone stopped talking about him, she still asked where he was, when he was coming back, whether he would remember her.I had always hated lying to her about it.Now she was staring at that photograph like it had opened a door neither of us was ready to walk through.I said nothing.“Amelia?”Her eyes finally lifted from the picture and settled on mine. She watched me so closely that I could almost feel her searching my face for an answer, as if one wrong twitch of m







