Mag-log inRenee Roman was not home and I couldn't exactly tell what the update was with him He had been acting very off and I could recognize the smell of guilt that oozed from him. I didn't care, he wasn't exactly my problem, and the little time I tried to be empathetic, he acted as though I were the problem. My presence was annoying, it just didn't fit in here with his so I let him be. I stared at myself in the mirror and even though everyone thought of how perfect my face was, I could still see traces of my old self. Not all things change, but some do. Like the way I could feel pain somewhere inside me every time I looked into those big eyes, I could see myself staring back at them. My real self, the old one everyone hated. I went for a run because I needed one to come up with the next plan. On my way back from running, it was around evening around 7 pm and as I ran through the street that led to the castle, it felt like I was being watched. A cold shiver crept up my spine and I
Renee I waited for Levi and I was a nervous mess. I didn't know how I was going to react sitting alone across a man I once loved, a man who wanted me dead.“Hi, I didn't think you'd show up” I said when Levi finally walked into the cafe. My wolf snarled inside of me, begging me just to rip his throat out and kill him, but I didn't.Levi smiled, staring at me with lustful eyes for a second or so before turning away and scanning the coffeehouse. “Yeah, well, I thought if my brother’s wife needed me, it must be important,” he went on, as if things were rosy between them.“I see, I was thinking of planning a surprise for my husband, I wanted to ask you some of his favorite things from childhood, so I can make something that he would like, I think that would be extra special” I said in an innocent tone of voice. Levi’s face fell and a flash of anger crossed his eyes before being quickly wiped away as if nothing had happened. “Oh well, if that's what you need. I'll try to find something,
Roman“Who are you talking to?” My voice was as cold and hard as a diamond. I stood behind her as I watched her from the corner of my eye. She turned to look at me with wide eyes. Her face flushed red, but she tried to act calm. “No one” But I noticed the redness in her eyes and my wolf growled slightly in response.Had she been crying? That was clearly none of my business, right? But my mouth seemed to work against me.“You’ve been crying” It was out before I could help myself.She turned to look at me, her mouth fell open slightly. “No” She lied.But the lie was weak, so weak that I could see right through it. It made me angrier than I ever thought possible. How dare she lie to me?I watched her walk away and I could feel my anger bubbling up. My wolf wanted me to follow after her to find out what had upset her, I could just sense that something was off.I let out another deep snarl, which only caused my wolf more concern. He nudged me in the side. I shook him off, feeling th
Renee When he returned, he was holding bottles of things I didn't know. I watched him carefully as he set everything down next to the bed. Then he sat down and reached for my leg and I tried to move away. “Stay still” he growled softly and I flinched but obeyed. I watched as he poured the contents of the oil into his hand and rubbed it against my leg. I stared at the man in front of me as if an alien had taken over his body, this wasn't the Roman I knew. I had been right to be afraid earlier. This man terrified me. I tried not to think of the fact that my heart was threatening to fall out of my chest, I pretended not to notice that his hands had left a warmth that sent shivers down my spine. Insted I pretended that this couldnt possibly be Roman helping me, it would help my head and mind uphold the image I had of him, nothing was going to change that, not even this little act of kindness or trap. It was definitely a trap, Roman Hastings didn't show care to anyone without wantin
Renee The morning sun harassed my eyes and the room around me, as if it were trying to blind my entire being with light. My hands felt sticky as I tried to reach for a cup of water on the nightstand beside my bed. There was a sudden knock on the door and I sat up too quickly in alarm. As my heartbeat slowed down and my mind cleared, I realized that I’d slept at an awkward angle. “Who is there?” My voice sounded rough after disuse, and a little rusty from sleep. I ran my hand through my tangled hair trying to flatten it back into place.“Open up” His voice held its usua authority and I found myself moving.When I opened up, his eyes pierced through mine like sharpened daggers. He had always intimidated me, but now his presence seemed more than intimidating.“Why did you sleep here?” His voice was so low I could feel his hot breath on my face. But instead of repulsion I felt something else… something that came from a place I wasn't sure of.“Why not” I cleared my throat to cl
Renee When I ran inside, the hair on my back and arms still stood up with the same kind of fear as they had in a the garden. My wolf had sense another presence, we could even smell it but we were too far away to see. We couldn't get close enough , it felt like there was an invincible force around it that stopped us from getting any closer. And then my wolf howled, just once. It shook its head to snap out of whatever trance it was under, and then the door slammed open.It was Roman, his face was hard, his shoulders hung in a way I had not seen before and when his eyes met mine they looked dead, empty. His eyes darted to the side but quickly returned and I could tell by his clenched jaw he was trying to hold back whatever had possessed him. The scent that had lingered from the other presence vanished and his suddenly invaded my senses but for some reason it didn't make me feel any better. I could taste something in the air, something thick and metallic that made me shiver, like c







