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Lily’s POV
The doctor did not look at me when he said it. That was how I knew it was bad.
“Your brother needs the surgery within the next month, Miss Carter,” Dr. Patel said, staring at the folder in his hands. “His heart is getting weaker. If we wait longer than that, I can’t promise he’ll be strong enough to survive it.”
I held on to the back of the plastic chair so my knees would not give out. “How much?”
He finally looked up. “With the hospital stay and the care after, about three hundred thousand dollars.”
I laughed. I didn’t mean to. It just came out of me, small and broken, because the number was so big it sounded like a joke. I worked mornings at a diner and nights cleaning offices downtown. On a good month, I made enough to pay rent and buy Noah’s medicine. On a bad month, I skipped meals so he didn’t have to.
“Is there any help?” I asked. “A program, a charity, anything?”
“Our social worker can give you some names,” he said gently. “But I’ll be honest with you. Most of those take months, and you don’t have months.”
When he left, I stood in the hallway for a long time. Through the small window in the door, I could see Noah in his hospital bed. He was twelve, but he looked younger lying there with wires taped to his chest. He was reading a comic book and pretending he wasn’t scared. He always did that for me.
I wiped my face, put on a smile, and went in.
“What did he say?” Noah asked before I even sat down.
“He said you’re a pain in the neck,” I told him, and he grinned. “And he said you need an operation soon, but they’re going to fix you.”
He studied my face the way only he could. “Lily, how much does it cost?”
“That’s my job to worry about, not yours.”
“So it’s a lot.”
“Read your comic,” I said, and kissed his forehead so he couldn’t see my eyes.
I was in the hospital cafeteria an hour later, staring at a cup of coffee I couldn’t afford, when a woman sat down across from me. She wore a cream coat that probably cost more than everything I owned, and her pearl earrings caught the ugly light from the ceiling. She looked at me for a long moment, and something strange crossed her face, almost like shock.
“Lily Carter?” she asked.
“Do I know you?”
“No, but I know about you.” She folded her hands on the table. “My name is Margaret Sinclair. I heard about your brother.”
I sat up straighter. “How did you hear about my brother?”
“I have friends on the hospital board,” she said, as if that explained everything. “I’m here because I can pay for his surgery. All of it. The best doctors, the best room, every bill after.”
For one second, my heart jumped so hard it hurt. Then I remembered that nobody gives poor girls three hundred thousand dollars for nothing. “What do you want in return?”
Mrs. Sinclair smiled, but it never reached her eyes. “I need you to get married.”
I stared at her. “To who?”
“His name is Ethan Blackwood. He’s the CEO of Blackwood Holdings. Three weeks ago he was in a car accident, and now he’s in a coma. The doctors don’t think he will wake up.” She said it the way someone talks about the weather. “Before the accident, he was engaged to my daughter, Vanessa. His grandmother wants the wedding to happen anyway. She believes a marriage will bring him luck and help him wake up.”
“So let your daughter marry him.”
“Vanessa refuses to marry a man who might die,” she said flatly. “And the Blackwoods are not people we can say no to. If we break this engagement, my husband’s company loses everything.”
I still didn’t understand. “What does any of this have to do with me?”
She took out her phone and turned it toward me. On the screen was a photo of a young woman with long hair and a bright red dress. My breath stopped. She had my eyes, my mouth, even the same little dimple in her left cheek. She looked like me, if I had grown up rich and never worried about anything in my life.
“That’s Vanessa,” Mrs. Sinclair said quietly. “Now you see why I came. You will marry Ethan Blackwood as my daughter. You will live in his house and play the loving wife. If he dies, you leave with nothing but your brother’s paid bills. If he wakes up, you stay married to him for one year, and then you walk away with an extra half a million dollars.”
“That’s crazy,” I said. “People would know. His family would know.”
“His family has met Vanessa only a few times. She hated the visits and kept them short.” She leaned closer. “With the right clothes and a little training, no one will ever guess.”
I pushed my chair back. “No. I’m not going to lie to a whole family and marry a stranger in a coma. I’m sorry about your problems, but find someone else.”
She didn’t look angry. She just took a card from her purse and placed it next to my coffee. “There is no one else, Miss Carter. You have until tomorrow night.”
Then she stood up and walked away, her heels clicking across the floor.
I left the card on the table. I told myself I was a good person and good people didn’t do things like that. I went back upstairs and sat with Noah until he fell asleep, and I held his hand and told myself we’d find another way.
At two in the morning, the alarms started.
I woke up in the chair as nurses rushed into the room. Noah’s face was gray, and his lips had turned a frightening shade of blue. Someone pushed me back against the wall while a doctor shouted for things I didn’t understand. I stood there with my hands over my mouth, praying harder than I had ever prayed in my life.
They saved him that night. But afterward, the doctor took me aside and said the words I already knew were coming.
“Miss Carter, he can’t wait a month anymore. We need to do this within the week.”
I walked down to the cafeteria in the dark. The tables were empty and the lights were half off. The card was still there, lying next to my cold cup of coffee, as if it had been waiting for me.
My hands were shaking when I dialed the number.
Mrs. Sinclair answered on the first ring, like she had known I would call.
“I’ll do it,” I whispered. “I’ll marry him.”
Lily's POVMarcus drove faster than I had ever seen anyone drive.I sat in the back with my phone pressed to my ear, calling Noah's room again and again. Nobody answered. Every red light felt like an hour. Every car in front of us felt like it was trying to kill me.Ethan sat beside me. He wasn't supposed to be there. Eleanor had told him that if anyone saw him walking into a hospital on his own two feet, the whole plan would fall apart. Ethan had looked at her and said, "Then nobody will see," and put on a baseball cap and a pair of dark glasses and got in the car anyway."He's fine," Ethan kept saying. "Carla said he's fine. Breathe, Lily.""She sat with him," I said. "She sat with my brother and asked about his medicine. The same woman who put poison in your glass last night."He didn't answer that, because there was nothing to say. He just held my hand so tight it almost hurt, and I held his back.I thought about the night Noah's heart stopped, the alarms and the nurses running pa
Lily's POVI don't remember walking back down the east hall. One moment I was sitting in Eleanor's study, and the next I was standing outside Ethan's door with the photo of Rose still in my hand.Eleanor had told me to keep it. "Show him," she said. "He should hear it from you."When I opened the door, Ethan was standing by the window. He was dressed, with his hair still wet from the shower, and Duke was sitting at his feet. He turned around fast when he heard me."What did she say?" he asked. Then he saw my face, and his voice changed. "Lily. What happened?""She knows," I said. "She's known since the wedding. I told her everything."He crossed the room in four steps. He was still slow, but he didn't use the cane. He took my face in both hands and looked at me like he was checking for wounds."Did she threaten you?" he asked. "Did she say she would call the police?""No," I said. "She's on our side."He let out a breath. "My grandmother is never on anyone's side.""She is now," I sai
Lily's POVI stared at the photo until my eyes burned.The young woman in the garden was smiling at whoever held the camera. She looked happy and a little shy, the way I looked in the only good picture my mother ever took of me. I touched the small mark below my own ear without meaning to."How long have you known?" I whispered.Eleanor leaned back in her chair. "Since the day you married my grandson."I looked up at her, and she almost smiled."Do you remember what I said to you at the wedding?" she asked. "I told you that you hated hospitals. Vanessa did hate them. She visited Ethan twice after his accident, and both times she left in under ten minutes. But you sat by his bed and held his hand like you'd been doing it your whole life. And when I said it, you didn't even know what I was talking about. I saw it in your face.""You never said anything," I said."I wanted to see what you would do," she said. "So I watched. Duke growled at Vanessa every time she came to this house, and o
Lily's POVNobody in the front hall said a word.Vanessa's mouth opened and closed. The tears on her face were still wet, but she had stopped crying. Margaret's hand was frozen on her chest, and Richard was looking at the floor like he had dropped something there.Eleanor held the necklace up again and let it swing in the light."Rose Sinclair was my friend for forty years," she said. "I sat in the front row at her funeral. Her son asked for this necklace to stay with her, and I watched him put it around her neck myself." She turned to Mr. Sinclair. "Isn't that right, Thomas?"Mr. Sinclair's face had gone gray. "Yes," he said quietly. "That's right.""So either someone dug up your mother," Eleanor said, "or this is a copy."She dropped the necklace into Margaret's hand like it was something dirty."It's a copy," Eleanor said. "A cheap one. The real stones had a pink color in them. These are glass." Then she looked at Vanessa, and her voice turned as cold as ice. "You put a fake neckla
Lily's POVEthan lifted the glass toward his mouth, and my body moved before my mind did.I turned to him fast, like I wanted to kiss his cheek, and my elbow hit the glass. It flew out of his hand and broke on the marble floor. White wine splashed across Margaret's blue dress and all over the rug.Everyone in the room jumped."Oh my God," I said, and I put both hands over my mouth. "Ethan, I'm so sorry. I'm so clumsy tonight.""It's fine," Ethan said. He looked at the broken glass, then at me, and I saw in his eyes that he understood. "It's only wine."Margaret's smile looked like it was made of glass too. "Of course, darling. Accidents happen." But her hands were shaking as she wiped her dress, and she wouldn't look at me.A maid ran in with towels. Before she could touch anything, Marcus stepped in from the hallway, where he had been waiting all night."Let me help," Marcus said, and he knelt down and picked up the biggest piece of glass with a napkin. Then he folded the wet napkin
Lily's POVI had spent four long days inside the Sinclair house while Margaret taught me how to be her daughter, and I never thought I would have to walk back through its doors. Tonight every window was lit, and there were white flowers on every table, like the house was dressed up for a party instead of a lie. A man in a black suit opened the car door for us before the engine had even stopped.Ethan took my hand as I stepped out. He was walking with a cane tonight, and he leaned on me just enough that anyone watching would believe he needed it."Breathe," he said into my ear. "You look like you're walking into a fire.""I am," I said."Then smile while you do it."Eleanor and Richard got out of the second car behind us. Richard was already smiling, but Eleanor's face gave away nothing. She looked at the house the way a buyer looks at something she isn't sure she wants.Margaret Sinclair was waiting in the doorway in a long blue dress. The moment she saw me, she opened her arms."My d







