Ashley
The joy of Jace's earlier proposal felt like nothing but a cruel joke. "What about my arm?" My voice trembled, but I refused to back down. "This happened because I was trying to stop her from getting hurt.” Jace’s gaze flickered to the blood pooling at my feet. For a moment, he hesitated. Then, releasing Carina, he rushed to my side. His hands cradled my injured arm with a gentleness that made my chest tighten. "I’m . . . sorry, my dear." His voice softened, full of regret. "I’m just so used to worrying about Carina. I didn't mean to lash out at you." Carina shot me a glare of pure resentment before storming out. But Jace didn’t chase after her—he was waiting for my response. Once, his apology would have reassured me. But now, I was just tired. Tired of being an afterthought. Tired of always being overlooked and neglected. "I know you and Carina have nothing going on, but you needed to hear the things she said to me before you got here." I met his gaze, searching for any sign of emotion. “You do understand that she's in love with you, right?” For a moment, he was silent. Then, he exhaled, his expression shifting. "The reason I'm doing this—all of this, is to make up for my sin," he admitted. "Her weakness? Her lack of a wolf? I did that to her." I frowned. "What do you mean?" "When I was seven, before my mother found you, Carina and I were playing in the forest. I fell into an old hunter’s trap—it was deep. She was terrified, but she used the vines around us to make a rope so I could climb out. She didn’t know they were poisonous. The toxins . . . were more powerful than anyone could have imagined. They affected her shifting abilities, and her wolf could never fully awaken as a result." His voice was steady, but the weight of his guilt was palpable. I hated that inside of me I felt sorry for her. Even after everything she had done. I reached for him, wrapping my arms around his slim waist. “Her sacrifice is something I'll always be grateful for, if she hadn't saved you . . .” I lifted my hand to his face, gently bringing his eyes to mine. “Her sacrifice won't be forgotten, and I'll make sure she understands that. But Jace . . .” I pulled back, meeting his eyes. "She has to understand that saving your life doesn't mean that she can lay claim to you. You have to be firm. You're getting married to me, but as far as everyone else is concerned, I'm the other woman. I don't think that's fair." His long lashes fluttered against his cheek as he blinked. He completed our embrace, holding me. “I never meant to make you feel that way, sweetheart. I'll fix everything, I promise.” I placed my head on his shoulder, trying to force myself to stop doubting his words. — Before the mate bonding ceremony could be allowed to proceed, we needed the elders’ blessing. “Ashley? The girl without a wolf?" Elder Joseph said coldly as he stroked his cherished beard. "Of what use is a Luna without a wolf? ” He's a pureblood supremacist. I often wonder how he could be related to the Luna who saved me. I clenched my fists, nails digging into my palms. But before I could respond, Jace took my hand, his grip firm and unwavering. "It was purely my mistake. Even before then she has proven time and time again that she's more than capable of leading this pack by my side. Or do you consider yourself wiser than my mother who trusted her and openly admitted that Ashley is the best healer she's ever trained?” All the things they said didn't really matter anymore, because Jace had taken my side, firmly standing on his decision. His unwavering faith made me feel hope that I hadn't felt in a while. The elders eventually told me to leave first, but asked Jace to remain behind as they had other matters to discuss. I had almost reached my quarters when I realized I had forgotten to tell him something. Instinctively, I tried to mind-link him—only to be met with dead silence. Right. Amy was gone. Without my wolf, I had lost the ability to mind-link. I turned back, deciding to tell him in person. As I approached the council room, voices carried through the heavy doors. I paid them little mind and was about to knock when something made me pause. "Stop lying. I know you’re all aware about the wolfless girl prophecy. " My breath hitched. What prophecy? "Don’t pretend to be noble. I just can’t stand how you’re all dragging things out." There was a rustling of papers, then a scoff. "I’m just pissed I went after the wrong target. But I have to commend your brilliant idea. Using a decoy to keep the real Luna protected . . . That's something I wouldn't have thought about." The blood in my veins ran cold. There was a slight gap in the door, which gave me a little peek into what was going on in the room. The elders were still seated, with Jace seated before them and . . . The Rogue we had taken prisoner when he infiltrated our pack. One of the elders spoke up, casually conversing with the rogue. "If we didn’t do this, wouldn’t you have stolen our wolf-less Luna instead?" Jace remained quiet, simply watching the conversation unfold. There was no expression on his face. The Rogue was quickly killed by them, not making a sound. Elder Joseph filled up the silence. "Looks like our plan was right. Putting a fake Luna in the open is the best way to protect Carina. It's a shame she isn't here to see the fruits of her labour, but Luna Elena was so insightful back then." Luna Elena. Jace's mother. The woman who saved my life and trained me.My stomach twisted painfully. I wanted to be sick. He continued. "Jace, do your best to hold on to the decoy. We need her for what is to come.” After a moment of silence, he lifted his head proudly. With the same confidence that I had grown to admire. "I will, Elder. We’ll go ahead with the ceremony as planned." I swayed on my feet, the world tilting beneath me. My vision blurred, my breath caught in my throat. Against the wooden doorframe, my fingers shook. A decoy. A shield. It all made sense now. I had been nothing but a pawn. In my brief moment of weakness, I put my weight against the door, too weak to hold myself up. A sound so small, but enough to give away my presence. Enough for the room to fall silent. Enough for the tension to shift. The sound of my own heartbeat filled my ears as I waited for the inevitable. "Who’s there?"SeleneLater, when gentle music filled the night sky and the feast spread out before them, Ashley found herself sitting with Zane a little ways from the crowd on a warm patch of grass. Lanterns cast a golden glow over his magnificent features, highlighting the strength in his jaw, the endless blue depth of his eyes. He looked like the man she had fallen for all over again: fierce, stubborn, but endlessly loyal. Just like how I created him to be.Ashley's thoughts had been gnawing at her all night, and finally she let them spill into the open like a cracked egg on the ground.“Zane,” she began softly, her fingers brushing the back of his hand, which she had placed on her thigh as she sat in front of him cross legged. “There’s something I need to tell you.”He turned to her instantly, always attuned to the subtle shifts in her tone. “What is it?”She exhaled, staring at the stars above, meeting eyes with me but oblivious to that fact. “I was afraid. Not of you. Never of you. But of wha
Selene/Moon GoddessI have been called by many names. I have seen many lifetimes be born and others be destroyed. Some, I intervened, others, I allowed to run their course.Unlike many believe, I am not the one who determines the future. I can only see it, but most times, there's nothing I can do but give a nudge in the right direction.Yes, I am called a useless goddess because of it sometimes, but my creations have always been ignorant creatures. But as they do say, even if a monkey is ugly and stupid, it will still find love in the arms of its mother.My creations, although with a tendency to be very stubborn and ungrateful, are so dear to me that I can't help but watch over them whenever my window is full. I can't help but smile when they laugh at the most mundane things, or cry when something they love disappears. I see it all. I know it all. But in the end, I am only as powerful as they allow me to be.I rotated my orb, watching a particular set of people who had held my intere
Ashley “What are you doing?” I asked.“You did not just fight,” she said, her voice raw from shouting commands during battle. “You bore the burden of prophecy, and you carried us to survival. Without you, this war could not have been in our favour.”I swallowed, my throat tight. “I only did what was necessary, it's what any of us would have done if the roles were reversed.” I murmured, though the words felt small against the weight of what had just happened. “The safety of the tribe is over anything else.”A small smile tugged at the woman's lips, softening her usually sharp face. “Spoken like a true Lycan Queen.” She turned to Zane. “You made the right choice in the end.”“I never doubted it for one moment,” he replied, wrapping an arm abroad my waist and pulling me close with a roguishness that made me blush. Another voice followed, Sir Lazarus. He didn't look like he had fought much, because his clothes were still intact, somehow. His eyes, sharp and proud, softened as he looked
Ashley The embers and sound of battle were no more. I almost expected something to crash or thud in the distance as I walked through the path leading to the grove. The smell of wet earth and new beginnings threatened to emerge, but I couldn't fully bask in it until I was sure Clara was okay. Seeing her body getting thrown off that hill did things to my mind that I could have never imagined. She had become like a sister to me, even though our first meeting hadn't exactly been a good one. It almost made me laugh when I remembered how she'd held a spear to my throat and planned how I was going to get executed for potentially being a threat to Zane.Her loyalty was unmatched.When I reached there, Bryce was beside her on the bed, in clean clothes. From the dampness of his hair, he likely just even had a bath since the last time I saw him. “I had to force him to go and get a bath,” said Alicia with a sad look in her eyes. Looking at her then, I was curious to know what he thought about
Ashley There was a way to save him. She could call him back, tether his existence to her own, at a cost. “The physical may die, but out spirits extend beyond our physical bodies. I can still feel his wolf, struggling underneath it all. He's calling out to me, and it hurts to see him so broken, but I know I can solve this…”“How?”“I already told you. I'll bind us together with an eternal vow, Ashley. It's like a mating bond, but while a mating bond brings the physical together, this vow brings our spirits into one existence. We would be one.”I immediately understood the implications. “But that would mean—”“I would technically lose my presence in you to some degree. Since a shared spirit cannot be in two places at one. The unity will connect us, but…”“It's also very risky. I could lose you forever.” I looked down at my hands, covered in the dried blood belonging to Zane. I had promised that we would never be separated again, and I was telling the truth. I wasn't going to let him d
Ashley My hands trembled as I pressed them against Zane’s chest. His skin, usually so warm, was ice beneath my palms. His heartbeat was silent, his body still. The battlefield, moments ago alive with the clash of steel and the roar of wolves, seemed to shrink away, leaving me kneeling in the dirt beside him.The smell of death hung in the air, so still and heavy that the weight almost crushed my lungs. In my head, no ideas emerged to show me the way to save Zane. I didn't know what to do, and my hands started to tremble from the sheer helplessness I felt. I couldn't lose him, but it had been so late.I could still see the image burned into my mind—Jace killing him by plunging that blade into his chest, the way the light left his eyes. His cry of agony as the blade pierced through his flesh and emerged from his back cleanly. His blood pouring out of his body was he fell to his knees, turning to me one last time before he fell into the dirt.All around me, the chaos no longer reigned.