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The humiliation still clung to me like a stubborn shadow, impossible to shake. No matter how many drinks I downed, the memory of being left standing at the altar alone, humiliated, and exposed before countless witnesses was a weight I couldn’t lift.
I tilted the glass in my hand, swallowing the last bitter drop without remorse. Tonight, there were no rules, no obligations, no expectations. Tonight, I wasn’t the perfect daughter, the obedient bride-to-be, or the polished princess. Who follows every role and nod yes to everything that was said to her. Tonight I am someone different, someone else entirely. The busy bar was far away from home, chosen precisely for its anonymity. No one here knew me, and that was the point. “Do you mind some company?” someone asked from beside without even looking at him I knew he had a smile on his face. I groaned inwardly, the voice cutting through my thoughts. I turned slowly, plastering on a sweet smile for the man hovering beside me. “I’m sorry, but I’d rather be alone.” Not waiting for his response, I waved for another refill, hoping he’d take the hint, because I don't want to see a single person in my face right now. “I just thought you might want a company since you are alone and…..” I turned again, this time glaring at him with enough heat to scar him off.. He froze under my gaze, his confidence disappearing as he mumbled an apology and slipped away as cowardly as he had come. Good, he should shudder away just as he came. With a new drink in hand, I let my mind wander back to the past week. I relived every excruciating detail of that day the whispers, the stares, the pity in everyone’s eyes. My grip tightened on the glass as I shoved the thoughts away. No more. I was done playing the role everyone expected of me. I was done trying to be a good person and at the end my heart is destroyed without a single pity. I stood abruptly, leaving my drink behind as I approached the woman with bright pink hair standing near the patio. “I need a session,” I said firmly. She looked me over, her expression unreadable, before nodding. “Follow me.” We moved through a dimly lit corridor, the noise of the bar fading behind us. My pulse quickened as we entered a secluded room bathed in soft blue light. The atmosphere was warm, almost hypnotic, and I felt a chill swell down my spine. This was new to me but I'm taking it all the way. “Take a seat and put this on,” she said, handing me a silk mask. “Close your eyes and enjoy the experience.” I hesitated for only a moment before settling onto the plush lounge chair. The mask slid over my face, plunging me into comforting darkness. For a while, there was only silence. My breaths slowed, counting each inhale and exhale, until I heard the door open. He had a presence. That was my first thought as a shiver ran through me. I couldn’t see him, but the air seemed to shift, thickening with something electric. “Are you ready for your session, ma’am?” His voice was deep, rich, and smooth like dark honey. It resonated in my chest, stirring something I hadn’t felt in a long time. It was a feeling that was foreign to me so I embraced it. I nodded, though I wasn’t sure he could see it. Soft music filled the room, the melody a gentle pulse that matched the rhythm of my heartbeat. His hands found my back, warm and deliberate as they grazed over me. The lightest touch sent waves of sensation rippling through my skin. I clenched the edge of the chair, trying to stay grounded. But his hands moved with such skill, his presence so magnetic, that I felt myself slipping. Who is this man? His touch grew bolder, his movements fluid as he leaned in, his chest brushing against my back. I could feel the heat of his body, the strength in his frame as he guided me into the music’s rhythm. Every brush of his fingers sent sparks racing through my veins. When his hands skimmed my shoulders and his breath ghosted over my neck, I couldn’t help the sharp inhale that escaped me. He stilled. For a moment, the world seemed to suddenly become quiet. I could feel his eyes on me, even through the mask, as though he could see past every barrier I’d ever put up. I couldn’t stop myself. The feeling was too much for only me to bare. My trembling fingers reached for him, finding the sharp line of his jaw. His breath hitched, and my touch lingered, tracing the curve of his lips. Before I could think better of it, I pulled him down, crashing my lips to his. The first kiss was slow, exploratory. His lips were soft yet firm, moving against mine with an intensity that left me breathless. I melted into him, the world outside fading into nothingness. When his hands slid to my waist, pulling me closer, I felt my heart race, desire mixing with a faint sense of danger. I broke the kiss, gasping as reality crashed back in. My fingers moved to the mask, pulling it away. I needed to see him. I needed to see this person that ignited this much feeling inside of me. As the mask fell, I opened my eyes, and the room lit up just as he turned on the light beside him. Bright blue eyes stared back at me, shock and recognition mirroring my own. This can't be. “You…what are you doing here?” I stumbled back, my hand clutching my chest as his gaze bore into mine. This wasn’t just any man. The person I am staring at right now can't be him. But of course it was. This was him. The Alpha of the Moonbright Pack. My fiancé's brother. Alpha Ashvin.When we got to the archive, the place was quiet as usual. Kai did a quick survey of the entire place before he finally allowed me to go inside."He would kill me if anything happens to you," he said with a smile.I nodded, smiling right back at him with understanding.I walked toward one of the book cabinets and pulled out a book before settling down with it.My eyes scanned through the pages.It was one of my usual romantasy books, and with everything that had been happening to me lately, I had almost forgotten how much I loved reading.I became so deeply absorbed in the book that I completely forgot where I was.My attention was completely captured by the story until I heard that voice."You didn't come alone."My head snapped up.My eyes immediately scanned the room, searching for whoever had spoken, but there was no one there.It was just Kai and me.I took a deep breath, trying to steady myself before lowering my eyes back to the book.With the question they had just asked me, I
I reached for him again, my fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt as I pulled him closer.Ashvin didn't hesitate this time.His arms wrapped around me, and the moment our bodies pressed together, the mate bond surged between us. Warmth rushed through me, stealing the breath from my lungs as Eira stirred beneath my skin.‘Our mate.’I smiled against his lips.‘I know.’His forehead rested against mine when the kiss finally broke. His breathing was uneven, and his eyes searched mine as though he needed to be certain that I truly meant what I had said."I choose you," I whispered again.His hand moved gently along my cheek."And I choose you."Those words did something to me.After everything that had happened, after all the times I had wondered whether I belonged here, whether I belonged beside him, I finally allowed myself to stop being afraid.I kissed him again.This time, there was no hesitation, no questions. Only the certainty that this was where I wanted to be.Ashvin lift
Ashvin is gone by the time I finally wake up from sleep. The coldness on his side of the bed tells me it has been a while since he got out of it.Without having any expectations, just like the previous day, breakfast is waiting for me in the kitchen. It makes me happy knowing that despite the way the previous night ended, he still thought it worthwhile to make breakfast for me before leaving the house.“Why are you smiling so much?”It is Aly. I finally see her after it feels like she has run off the face of the earth, even though it has only been a few hours since I last saw her.“Where have you been?” She laughs when she sees the enthusiasm in my voice.“Where else can I be? I have been tired, so I decided to rest my head for the longest time.”She moves to my side and somehow engulfs me in a bear hug.When I sigh and wrap my arms around her, I realize that a hug is exactly what I need.“What are you doing?” she asks, now looking behind me and noticing the food laid out on the table
ASHVINAfter another unsuccessful attempt by the Elders to make me change my mind about housing the Moonbright people and allowing them to finally leave my pack, I am already half exhausted.Convincing them to do the right thing seems to hold no weight because tell me why we spent hours arguing before we eventually had to adjourn the meeting? I cannot allow that to happen. Not on my watch.And now I am going to be even more exhausted because my father has just walked into my chamber, and I know he will continue from where they stopped.“I cannot tell you what to do because you are the Alpha, and only the decision you make will forever stand. But as someone who has held that power before, I am telling you that it is better you listen to them than have this same argument over and over.”He gets to the chair I have pulled out and settles into it, his eyes hard on me. I know he wants the best not only for my leadership but also for the pack, but how can I send people who have no foot
Getting back to the room, I could barely close my eyes when I tried to sleep. The events of the day and my argument with Ashvin kept replaying in my head.Every word we had exchanged kept coming back to me, but I could barely understand why he was so angry when it was only a matter of time before we eventually returned to Moonbright pack. Lying on the bed that had been a comfort to me only hours ago, I could barely settle my thoughts.So many things ran through my mind, but the first one was how I could convince Ashvin to let me go.He had done his best for my pack. With all the accusations surrounding us and the killings that had followed, I needed to take my people back to where they belonged.‘He has done enough for us.’ Eira agreed with what I had just said.I took a deep breath and closed my eyes.Maybe if I slept and woke up, I would finally be able to gather my thoughts and know exactly what to do when the time came.I had barely closed my eyes when the door opened, I knew it
As soon as Ashvin and I got out of there, I knew exactly what to do next.“I need to go back to my pack. I said and immediately he stopped walking. I took a few more steps before realizing he wasn’t beside me anymore.When I turned around, I found him staring at me with an expression that immediately told me I had said the wrong thing. It looked like I had infliched a pain right in his guts.“No.” he immediately refuted.I blinked, not surprised by his refusal but also, I need to know exactly why he is making that decision. “No?” I questioned, side eyeing him.“No.” His voice was firm, leaving no room for argument.I frowned. “Ashvin…...”“You are not going back to Moonbright.” He said as a matter of factl.My brows pulled together. “Why not?”“Because I said so.” I almost scoffed. He cannot be serious.With all that is going on he wants me to sit here and pretend that I wasn’t been targeted for something I have no knowledge of? I cannot for the love of myself sit and al
As the search for my mother and sisters continued, I tried to stay calm, pushing back the constant wave of worry threatening to drown me. But whenever I was alone, the tears would come, unrelenting, no matter how hard I tried to hold them back. How could I not worry? The people I loved most in the
ASHVINThe first time I met Zahra-Rose, the girl my brother was so obsessed with, I stayed hidden, watching her from the shadows since. I had no idea why I couldn’t walk away, but something about her demanded my attention.Her white, fair skin glowed under the room’s warm light, and even with her
It had been two days. Two days since my father was laid to rest. Two days of endless, frantic searching for my mother and sisters. And yet, no matter how hard we tried, we hadn’t found a single trace of them, it was like they had vanished into thin air.I kept telling myself this had to be some cru
I scrambled to my feet, shoving him off me as I staggered backward. My heart pounded, disbelief and confusion washing over me.What the hell is he doing here? No, what is Alpha Ashvin doing working as a stripper?He’s one of the most powerful Alphas in the four realms, feared and held in awe to in







