LOGINDidi
Tonight was supposed to be magical. But the magic faded away when I find out I was being rejected even before I find out about the mate bond. Jay’s coming-of-age ball the night he officially became the alpha-to-be. Every she-wolf in the pack had been talking about it for weeks. Dresses, perfumes, hair, makeup… it was like our own version of the Oscars, except with more fur and fewer speeches.
I stood in front of my mirror, tugging on the sleeves of my gown. It was a soft silver color that shimmered under the light not bad, really. It hugged my curves a little too honestly, but at least it didn’t make me look like a walking cupcake.
I sighed and stared at my reflection. My hair was done, my makeup was… decent, and yet my stomach twisted like I’d swallowed butterflies dipped in anxiety.
“Moon,” I called out quietly, trying to sound calm. “Do you think… we’re going to feel pain if we get rejected?”
My wolf stirred gently inside me, her tone calm but unsure. I doubt it, she said after a pause. The bond isn’t there, Didi. This hasn’t happened before, but… I don’t think rejection will hurt if the bond never truly connected.
I blinked hard, trying to keep my voice from shaking. “So… you’re saying he could reject me, and I’ll just what? Walk it off like a bad breakup?”
Something like that.
I forced out a weak laugh, but it cracked halfway through. “Wow, Moon. Comforting as always.”
Silence filled the room for a moment. My wolf didn’t respond, and honestly, I didn’t blame her. What could she even say?
I looked at myself again. The silver dress, the slightly puffy cheeks, the nervous eyes. Same Didi. The weird one. The “fatso sister.” The girl who people smiled at but never really looked at.
All my life, I’d been the other twin. The one who stood behind Linda in photos. The one who got the polite compliments. “You have such a nice face, Didi.” “You’re so sweet, Didi.” The kind of comments people give when they’re too scared to say what they really mean.
Linda was the perfect one slim, gorgeous, confident, the pack’s golden girl. And me? I was the… background character in her story.
A tear slipped down before I could stop it. I wiped it quickly, annoyed at myself. “Great. Crying before a party. Classic Didi move.”
Moon’s voice was soft. You’re not unwanted, you know.
“Yeah,” I whispered, managing a small smile. “Tell that to the mirror.”
For a long moment, I just stood there staring at my reflection, at the girl who wanted so badly to belong, who wanted to believe that maybe, just maybe, the Moon Goddess hadn’t made a mistake with her.
I took a deep breath, straightened my shoulders, and grabbed my clutch. “Alright,” I muttered to my reflection. “Fat or not, rejected or not, tonight I’m walking into that ball like the main character I was never allowed to be.”
Moon purred approvingly in my mind. That’s my girl.
And with that, I left my room with an heart heavy, smile forced, and hope clinging to me like a stubborn shadow.
Because deep down, even if I couldn’t feel the bond… part of me still wanted Jay to look at me, just once, like I was enough.
The pack’s grand hall was glowing like something out of a fairy tale. Gold chandeliers, soft music, laughter that echoed through the air it was the kind of night people would remember forever.
Except, of course, I had this pit in my stomach that screamed you’re walking into emotional disaster, Didi.
I smiled anyway. Fake it till you make it, right?
People turned to look as I entered not because I was stunning, but probably because I looked like someone who got lost on her way to the buffet table. I ignored the stares and kept walking, pretending I belonged. My heart was doing gymnastics, but my head kept whispering, Don’t trip, don’t trip, don’t trip…
And then I saw them.
Jay. And Linda.
He was standing in the middle of the room, looking every bit the perfect alpha-to-be in his fitted suit. And Linda my twin sister was wrapped around him like she’d never heard of personal space. They were close. Too close. Her lips brushed his cheek, and his hand rested on her waist like nothing had changed.
My chest tightened. The air around me suddenly felt too heavy to breathe.
“Oh, for crying out loud…” I muttered under my breath. “Didn’t we just have the ‘you’re not my mate’ conversation? What is this an emotional sequel?”
Moon whimpered softly in my mind. Don’t look at them, Didi.
“Too late,” I whispered.
My heel caught on the hem of my dress because of course it did and before I could even curse, my world tilted. One second I was standing, the next I was flying, and the next….
“Didi!”
Jay’s voice cut through the music as he reached out, catching me before I hit the floor. His arms wrapped around me, strong, warm… how the fuck did he get to me so fast…
But the scent that hit me… was something I was never expecting.
A rush of heat flooded my chest. My heart raced, my skin tingled, and my wolf who had been so quiet all day suddenly howled inside me.
MATE! Moon screamed so loud my knees nearly gave out.
My breath caught. I looked up, wide-eyed, straight into Jay’s startled face. His pupils dilated. For a split second, I saw it in his eyes too that flicker of connection, of realization.
But then, as quickly as it came, it vanished. His jaw tightened. His grip loosened.
And he shoved me away.
I stumbled back, the rejection sharper than I could’ve imagined but before I could hit the ground, another pair of hands caught me. Firm. Steady. Powerful.
The scent hit me first strong, intoxicating, commanding. It wasn’t Jay’s scent. It was something older, deeper… the kind of energy that made every wolf instinct bow in recognition.
I slowly looked up and froze.
Tall. Broad-shouldered. Dark hair. Silver eyes that looked like they could see right through my soul.
The Supreme Alpha.
Every story I’d ever heard about him came rushing to mind the ruler of all alphas, rarely seen, untouchable, powerful beyond reason. And yet… here he was, holding me.
His gaze locked on mine. His lips curved slightly.
And then, in a low, certain whisper though he didn’t even speak aloud I felt it more than heard it:
MATE.
My mouth fell open.
Moon went completely still, then gasped. Didi… what the hell just happened?
I swallowed hard, my heart pounding in my chest as the Supreme Alpha’s hand lingered against my arm.
What the actual fuck… Two mate.
One who is about to reject me.
And one who could destroy the world with a word.
“Oh, Moon Goddess,” I whispered shakily, barely holding it together. “You seriously have a twisted sense of humor.”
Didi’s POVThe voice coming from the other side of the doorway had my face, my voice, and a kind of desperation that made my chest ache in a way I could not explain. I stood before the enormous opening beneath the mountain, staring into the darkness while the golden light beneath my skin flickered in response to every trembling word. Somewhere beyond that darkness, someone had been waiting for me since the day I was born, and the memory of the little girl in the hood kept returning to me with painful clarity. I could still see her small hand slipping from mine, her shoulders shaking as she begged me not to leave her behind.I had promised to come back for her.The thought frightened me more than the creature's threats because I could not remember making that promise, yet something deep inside me recognised it as truth. How could I have forgotten a person I had loved enough to make such a promise to? What had happened before my first death that could have left me standing in this lif
Jay’s POVThe moment I raised my weapon toward Didi, I realised that remembering my oath was far more painful than forgetting it had ever been.My hand trembled as I stared at the woman standing in front of me, her eyes wide with disbelief while Luca pulled her closer to his chest. The silver mark beneath my skin burned fiercely, spreading from my chest toward my throat as the voice beneath the mountain continued to echo through my mind. I could feel something ancient pressing against my thoughts, searching through my memories and forcing me to relive a promise made by a man whose blood I carried but whose choices I had never understood.I had been brought into this life to protect Didi, yet the oath I had inherited appeared to demand that I become the very thing I had spent my childhood promising never to be."Jay, put the weapon down," Didi said, her voice trembling as she took a cautious step toward me.Luca immediately tightened his hold around her waist. "Stay back, Didi. We do
Didi’s POV"I chose to die."The words came from my own voice, yet I could not understand how I could have spoken them or what kind of person I must have been to make such a choice. I stood beneath the black moon, staring at the younger version of Jay as he struggled to reach me, while the three enormous wolves surrounding me watched the sky with the alertness of soldiers preparing for their final battle. Everything felt familiar in a way that frightened me, as though I had returned to a place my soul remembered even though my mind had never seen it before."Why would I choose to die?" I whispered, looking at the golden markings glowing across my arms. "What happened here?"The younger Jay finally reached me, grabbing my shoulders as though he feared I might disappear if he loosened his grip. His face was different from the one I knew, younger and less burdened by the memories he carried in this life, but the fear in his eyes was unmistakable."You promised me you would find another
CHAPTER 31Didi’s POVThe Moon Goddess's words remained inside my mind long after her presence faded, leaving me staring at the broken staircase with a question I was almost afraid to ask. I had spent my entire life trying to understand who I was, and every answer I discovered seemed to lead me toward another secret that someone had decided I was not ready to know. Now I was being told that I had lived before this life, that something beneath the mountain had tried to kill me before I was born, and that the only way to stop it was to remember the person I had once been.How was I supposed to remember a life I had never known?"Luca," I whispered, turning toward him as his arms remained securely around me. "What if remembering who I was changes who I am now?"He studied my face for a moment before gently tucking a strand of hair behind my ear. "Then we will face that change together. I fell in love with you without knowing the truth about your birth, Didi, and discovering that truth h
Didi’s POVFor several seconds, I could not move, speak, or even convince myself that I had heard the voice correctly. The enormous white eyes beneath the staircase remained fixed on me, and the words they had spoken continued to echo through my mind with a cruelty that made everything I had learned about my birth feel suddenly insignificant. I had spent my entire life believing that I had been an unwanted child, a disappointing daughter, and a girl whose existence somehow made her less deserving of the love everyone else received. Now something ancient beneath the mountain was telling me that I had been killed before I was even born, and the worst part was that it sounded as though it remembered doing it.Luca's hand tightened around mine, pulling me closer to his side as his wolf pushed against his skin. Luke and Leo moved in front of us, their bodies tense and their eyes fixed on the opening beneath the staircase, while Jay stood a short distance away with his weapon raised. Ev
Luca’s POV The moment Didi declared that the Order of the Hollow Moon would have to come through all of us before reaching the chamber beneath the mountain, I felt the ancient power surrounding her respond to her determination. Golden light spread beneath her skin, illuminating the markings on the walls and forcing several of the shadows gathered around the broken doorway to retreat. I had seen Didi frightened, confused, angry and heartbroken since the beginning of this journey, but there was something different about the woman standing beside me now. She was still afraid, and I could feel that fear through our bond, yet she was no longer allowing it to determine what she believed she could do. I tightened my grip around her hand, bringing her attention back to me before the approaching enemies could distract us. "You do not have to prove your strength by standing in front of every danger that comes our way," I told her quietly. "You can trust us to fight beside you withou
~Jay~ The ballroom was filled with laughter, clinking glasses, and the low rhyme of music. Yet, despite the golden chandeliers and the glimmering crowd, none of it reached me. None of it mattered. My world had narrowed, had contracted, had shrunk into the sight of her…. Didi. And yet, there she
~Didi~The second the ballroom doors closed behind us, the world changed. The music faded instantly The whispers from the crowd died off. The cold night air wrapped around my skin like a warning and a promise.And the three Supreme Alphas… my three mates… surrounded me so closely I forgot how to b
~Didi~“Didi, I need to speak to you. Now.” Jay’s fingers wrapped around my wrist, warm and urgent, pulling me toward him and away from the staring crowd.But before I could blink… “Not so fast.” Another hand…bigger, stronger, closed around Jay’s wrist, stopping him cold. I looked up and my breath
~~Didi~~“What the hell was that?” I gasped, bursting through the back doors of the ballroom.My heels clacked against the marble floor, echoing like I was running from a crime scene. I pressed my hand to my chest, trying to calm the chaos inside me. My heart wasn’t beating normally. It was roaring







