On the night of the dance, I got ready excitedly. I couldn't wait to see the shocked looks on people's faces when I show up with none other than THE Aaron Morris! I finally felt like a confident queen.
I put on the new dress I bought for this special occasion and paired it with some silver strappy heels. I checked myself out. Not bad. I'm sure Aaron would approve.
Liliana came out wearing a sexy silver sequin dress. And, of course, she looked gorgeous as always.
"Oh, you are going?" I asked casually.
"Of course I'm going. Why wouldn't I?" Liliana said irritably.
"Who with? I mean, since Jake isn't taking you anymore," I asked.
"Yes, he is," she said.
"He is!" I was shocked. "I thought you guys had that argument, and he ditched you on the sidewalk, and now you guys hate each other?" I exclaimed.
"Um, yea. I am still mad at him for that. But he promised to take me to the dance, and it was too late to find another date. Be
What the hell is going on? I mean, what in the actual hell is happening? I always thought two boys fighting over me would be a dream come true, but I want to run away to Canada and never look back when it is happening for real. I mean, Aaron said it himself. I was a terrible dancer. So why are they both so obsessed over dancing with me? I don't understand. I saw Liliana by the snack bar and strode over to her. "You crazy hoe, did you put him up to this?" I grabbed her hand and yanked her towards me to get her attention. "What are you talking about?" Liliana looked at me quizzically. "I am talking about Jake. He was trying to force me to dance with him just now," I said. I was flustered from running away from the bad boy duo. "Huh? Really? Why would he want to dance with you? He is my date," Liliana said. "THAT'S WHAT I AM SAYING!" I yelled at her face. "Control your boy, lady," I said. "Jesus Jane, just calm down. I just went t
A week went by, but Jake didn't do or say anything to me. I was in full panic mode. What did Jake have in store for me? What kind of punishment was he talking about? Ugh! I'm gonna go crazy! I kept looking over my shoulders, expecting something bad to happen. I even avoided stairs like he should push me down or something. I know I am being ridiculous, but he is so intimidating! I saw him in school several times, but he never approached me or said anything to me. Maybe this was the punishment. Being afraid of the unknown. He was trying to torture me to death mentally! I had math club after school, so I didn't get home until 5 in the afternoon. I was relieved as the school was over, and I got to avoid confrontation with Jake the whole day. I'm safe for now. After I got home, I decided to take a nice long hot shower then head to bed. All that anticipation of Jake torturing me made me exhausted. My phone buzzed, and there was a text from Aaron.
Oh no, oh no, oh no. Why did I do this? Why? This is the best you could do to distract him? Really Jane? The next few seconds went in slow motion. I was so embarrassed that I wanted to dig a hole and die. And it was my own fault for being a dumbass. "Y...you...I can't believe you'd rather have me see you naked than let me read your diary. Un fucking believable," Jake shook his head and burst into laughter. "Ugh! I don't know! It's all your fault. You pushed me too far. You are so cruel. I hate you!" I screamed, which turned into sobs. Tears started to fall down my cheeks before I could control them. I hated my body. Now Jake saw it. He saw all of it! Jake looks like he was taken aback by my outburst. He quickly picked up the blanket from my bed and ran towards me then covered me up. "Hey, stop that. Why are you crying?" he said awkwardly. This shouldn't make him feel uncomfortable because he makes people cry all time, right? "B...becau
At school, I saw Jake, but he just ignored me. I guess I made him very angry this time. I couldn't stop thinking about our kiss. I've never thought someone would kiss me like that. It was so passionate and so...hot. My entire body shook with awareness every time I remember how soft his lips felt and the way his tongue caressed the inside of my mouth. Ugh, who knew a kiss could turn me on this much and make a mess of me. I wanted more. Screw you, Jake, for making me feel this way,I thought. I guess I should be relieved since the whole ordeal drove Jake away from me. He was ignoring me instead of bothering me now. But why do I feel this pressure in my heart? I saw him hanging out with Jenny Patterson at the cafeteria. Our eyes met for a brief second, but he glared at me and brought his attention back to Jenny. He picked up a lock of her hair and twirled it around in a flirty manner. Jealousy welled up inside of me. That bastard wa
I should feel relieved as Aaron was so nice about the whole thing, but I still felt an ache in my heart. Something just felt wrong. Why couldn't I get Jake out of my mind? It was just one stupid kiss, and it didn't even mean anything to him. My phone buzzed all of a sudden, so I checked my text messages. Meet me in the park by your house. Jaketexted me. Ugh...what does he want now? Why? I replied. Stop asking stupid questions and just show up already,he texted. Only Jake can sound so aggressive through texts. I rolled my eyes. Fine, I'll play his game. I headed to the park. It was getting colder, so I zipped up my hoodie and put the hood on. I shouldn't have worn shorts. I thought as I shivered slightly. Jake was sitting on the swing, looking at his phone. The wind must've messed up his hair because it looked a lot more messy and wild, which for some reason, made him look even more handsome.
Jake teased me relentlessly for the next couple of days at school. Everywhere I went, he was there, flashing me his stupid boyish grin. He knocked the books out of my hands and kept walking one time. Ugh..how does he always figure out where I am? All of his attention towards me made other girls jealous. I found them glaring at me from across the hall from time to time. Great...I just went from being invisible to the biggest rival of Jake's fangirls. Fuck my life. I went to the restroom, and while I washed my hands, a girl approached me. She was tall and skinny with bright pink hair and a beautiful face. She was wearing a low-cut top that threatened the school code with straight-legged jeans. I recognized her as one of the seniors. "Hey, I need to talk to you," she said. Weird, she never tried to talk to me before. "Um...okay, what about?" I asked. "I am Mayra. You are Jane Brown, right?" she asked. "Yes," I said. "Well Jane, I
"A party?" I looked at Aaron questioningly. "Whose party?" "One of my old friends from high school. His sister is in your grade, so you might see people you know too," Aaron said. "Oh, okay," I wasn't particularly excited. I never liked going to social gatherings. I always ended up standing against a wall and watch other people have fun. Not exactly my type of fun. "Don't worry, it'll be fun," Aaron reassured me. Will it, though? So I started to get ready for the said party. It was a Saturday night, and I had nothing to do anyway. I borrowed one of Liliana's dresses. Well, more like blackmailed her into giving it to me. I had no cute clothes. Usually, I didn't care how I looked, but things are different now. I didn't want to look like a bum next to a stud like Aaron. I've got a reputation to maintain. I put on a red body-con dress. I lined my eyes with some eyeliners then lightly glossed my lips. I let my hair down and curled it into loose wav
I tried to scream, but one of the guys pressed his palm on my mouth to muffle the noise. The other one picked up my legs then they proceeded to carry me somewhere. "Have fun, guys! I bet Jake won't want you if you are not a virgin!" Mayra yelled out and laughed. I tried to struggle out of their grasp but failed miserably. They took me inside a room and dropped me on the bed. "Mayra said you were ugly, but I think you are pretty fucking hot, don't you agree, Mike?" one of the guys grinned and said it to the other guy. "Yeah, she ain't half bad," Mike chuckled. "Guys, there must be some kind of misunderstanding. I don't know what Mayra told you, but I am not trying to steal Jake from her," I said desperately and looked around frantically. I don't know how I am going to get out of this situation. "Frankly, We don't give a fuck what's going on between you and that pink-haired bitch. We just want some pussy," Mike said and hovered over me.