Kabanata 6

Chapter 6

It isn't right to always push yourself towards someone---lalo na kung alam mo na wala sa diksyunaryo ng taong iyon na tanggapin ka. That's what I buried in my mind after seeing Markus and Kate on that hotel's lobby together. Ayoko nang ipilit ang gusto ko, dahil sa huli ay ako lang naman ang masasaktan. Ako lang ang makakaramdam ng sakit dahil sa patuloy 'kong pag-asa na baka magkaroon kami ng pag-asang dalawa ni Markus.

Instead of pushing myself---I chose to just leave Manila and fly to Boracay alone. This sounds lonely, but this is the reality. This is my real situation, the aftermath of my choice. Tatanggapin ko, dahil iyon ang dapat, at iyon naman din talaga ang mangyayari.

"Enjoy your stay, Ma'am!" One of the resort's staff welcomed my arrival, and I just gave her a small smile before continuing to walk towards the hotel building where my room is located.

When I arrived on my room, I immediately laid on the bed as if tiredness suddenly escalated inside my body. I clos