Maria's POV
9:01 am.
I've been wide awake since the crack of dawn, again, so fearful of the bucket of iced cold water or even human waste that could be drenched upon me if I was in bed for even a second too long.
Even after the long night Luke and I had last night, somehow my body still told me I was trapped and needed to stay on guard no matter what. I find it strange since when we finally finished after who-knows how many rounds, he had pulled me into his arms and I fell asleep in an instant. I thought for sure I could get a good nights sleep.
No nightmares, though, so that's good.
I hear Luke toss and turn around a bit. I turn around too
A few months later...Maria's POVI bet you're wondering how everything's been going.Well, its been going.Luke went back to work after 2 weeks of me being home, so now he's barley home and we almost never see each other. But at last, the gang can only go so long without their leader being there all the time.It's about 7:30 in the morning and I've just woken up from another terrifying nightmare.They happen almost every night and it always results in me waking up, face drenched, or all the maids and guards in the house entering my room in the middle of night from all my screaming.I feel so a
"W-what?" I reply."You're pregnant," she replies, a beaming smile on her face.No, I can't be. I shouldn't be. My hand flies to my stomach, which is still flat.How can there be a baby in there? It's impossible, this is all impossible."Maria?" She says and puts her hand in mine.I flinch at her touch and stand up from the bed immediately. "I need to go," I say and gather my belongings."Maria, you can't go-."But I never hear the rest of it. I slam the door to the room and walk down the hall at a weird speed. I can't do this is anymore. Worthless is the only thing I feel anymore.
Luke's POV"We need to get you to the hospital, Maria," I say trying to stand her on her feet.She shakes her head quickly and pulls away from my grasp. "No!" She screams. "They'll think I'm crazy and put me in the psyche ward! Then, they'll take our baby! I can't lose another baby, Luke, I just can't." She cries and starts to tremble again. Her legs give out on her from the amount of blood loss, but I quickly catch her before she hits the hard ground."I won't let them take you or our baby, I promise," I assure her. She nods then rests her head on my chest, letting me take her to the hospital.---We enter the hospital and all eyes are on us. Nurses at t
Maria's POVThis is the first time I've ever seen a man cry. Correction, a mafia man cry.Luke buries his head in his hands, trying to hide his tears from me. I quickly wipe my own and reach my hand out towards him. He looks up, tears in his ocean blue eyes. "Come here.." I say and scoot over in the small bed.Luke gets up from the chair and lays down beside me. "I'm sorry.." he whimpers into the crook of my neck. "I should've protected you, I should've never laid my hands on you.. I'm sorry."I run my hands through his silky brown hair in attempt to calm him down. "Let's go home," I say and he looks up at me and nods.He gets out of the bed first then I quickly foll
A few weeks later..I aimlessly stir my bland Cheerios well I sit patiently at the dining table for some better food then this bullshit. As I wait, my mind wanders off; that night I told him I loved him and he didn't say word to me after that or for the rest of the day. He didn't even make eye contact while we literally having sex.But, only a day after it was like it never happened. He greets me in the morning and always asks how I'm feeling since my morning sickness has been nothing but terrible the last couple days.Today I have a doctors appointment and Luke's taking a day off to tag along. I'm nervous, like really nervous.As I force myself to take a bit of my cereal, I feel a strong hand rest on my shoulder and
Luke's POVI groan as I hear my alarm clock start to buzz on the beside table. As I turn pull my head from pillow, my hand slaps down on the clock and it stops. "Good morning, beautiful," I say as I turn around but come face-to-face with an empty bed that obviously hasn't been touched in weeks. I shake my head and rub my eyes. "Get over yourself, man," I tell myself and get out of bed.As I enter the bathroom, I grab a towel and go over to the shower, turning the dials to hot and jump in. Hot showers are amazing, they release all the tension built up inside of you and let you just finally relax. They numb you.Anyways, enough bullshit. I'd better get going.I turn the dials off and hop out, grabbing a nearby towel and
Maria's POVI stride down the hall angrily, hatred coursing through me like never before. So much so, the whole saying of "all I could see was red" comes true right before my eyes.Allison's probably planning their wedding, or they're fucking right now. Could even be both for all I know. But what does it matter, hm? I was never important enough for Luke to stay faithful.I turn a corner and continue down the stairs which leads me down to the main foyer. No guards are in sight so I continue through another hallway which will lead me to the garden.When I reach the doors that lead to the garden, I look to my right and see some books and a notebook sitting on a small table that I always bring outside with me. I scoop the
Maria's POVMy head is pounding and my face feels red and swollen as I awake from my slumber. I sit up in bed and touch my face, trying to recall what happened.The bed suddenly shifts beside me. "Maria, how are you feeling?" Luke asks.I turn my head slowly and see Luke trying to reach out to touch me, but immediately take his hand away when we make eye contact.I roll my eyes to myself and turn around in the bed, planting my feet on the floor firmly and standing up.As I walk towards the bathroom, Luke quickly gets out of bed and follows me.What's this guys deal? I don't need help going to the bathroom.Flic