MADDIE POV
Goddess it feels good out on the open road. Not thinking. Not commanding. Just me and my pink lady. Going fast, passing cars, taking the turns sharply. If I wasnāt wearing my helmet, Iād be able to feel the wind on my face.
Safety is important, even for wolves; we arenāt indestructible, but I wish Iād left without my helmet today so I could better feel and smell the wind. Despite that, I can feel the tension in my body easing; releasing the pent-up knotted muscles in my shoulders as I ride, fully relaxing me as very little can anymore.
I need to do this more. In less than two weeks, I will have more free time on my hands, although Iām pretty sure something will come up to fill that time. Like it always does. Even so, maybe I need to make this a nightly habit to help me unwind. I need that even more now that I donāt shift.
I always feel like I have a murderous monster just under my skin, and itās worse when Iām overly stressed. I donāt need to lash out at anyone unnecessarily and I certainly donāt need to lose control. Yes, more rides are definitely needed; Iām making that executive decision right now.
I donāt want to be late for my birthday breakfast, so I head towards the city as the sun starts crowning over the tops of the trees. The blood-red skies blurring and lightening as the fuzziness of the city skyline gives way to large defined buildings.
I slow down as I hit the normal city streets that are gradually filling with pedestrians and everyday commuters that are the staple for urban life. I pass The Tower and Zeus Academy; the pair have both good and bad memories for me. I try to ignore the bad and focus on the good, as much as possible. Just as I do with all things in life.
I pull up and park outside of Pattyās Diner. Despite it being early on a Thursday, the place is hopping. As it should be. Pattyās and Stanleyās recipes are off the fucking chain! Theyāve modified a few over the years and added to the menu when needed. I felt honored when they permanently added āMaddieās Favorite Brownieā to the menu on my 17th birthday. Itās a warm Nutella brownie topped with vanilla ice cream, whipped cream, a cherry, and a drizzle of hot Nutella over top of it all. No matter what I come in here for, even at breakfast, I always get a serving since itās my absolute favorite thing in this world to eat.
I walk through the door, hearing the familiar bell jingle behind me, and saunter up to the usual large, six-person booth that I sit at when I come to the diner. It has a handwritten sign taped to the top, āReserved for Maddie. Donāt even think about sitting here.ā It makes me smile when I read it and I know that Patty and Stanley will be joining us today too.
āHappy Birthday, my Mad Hatter!!ā I hear behind me. I turn and see my grandmother making her way to me.
āPatty Melt,ā I sigh. Feeling loved as she engulfs me in a huge hug, my face effectively swallowed by her boobs. I never did grow tall enough to escape those monsters. When she pulls back to look at me, she frowns some as she cups my cheeks.
āNot getting enough sleep, Mads? That pack running you ragged?ā She tsks. She always thinks I havenāt slept enough. I have to give her props though, sheās always right. I donāt ever sleep well. I sigh as I look up over her shoulder and see Pops approaching from behind her.
āLeave her be, Pats.ā He commands as he swats Pattyās butt. I giggle at her girlish blush when his attention starts getting her aroused. I just smile and shake my head at them. I swear, no matter the age, mated wolves are horny all the time! Despite that though, I adore that they are still so in love and affectionate after all these years together. Youād never know watching them that they are chosen mates, not fated. āHappy Birthday, Maddie.ā He says as he pulls me into his own hug.
āThanks, Pops.ā I say as I hug him back. As heās releasing me, I hear the bell again and smell my parents coming through the door.
āHey, first hugs of the birthday girl are supposed to be mine,ā Mama playfully whines. I release Pops and turn to her.
My Mama is still the most beautiful woman on the planet. Rich, deep chestnut hair flows in soft, silky, loose waves down to her butt. Her pale skin is almost perfection, only slightly marred by a long, thin, sliver of a scar on her left cheek and the myriad of freckles on her nose and cheeks. Not a single wrinkle mars her round cherub face. Her eyes are still the same striking pale blue with their own freckles of sparkling gold on the irises.
She dressed casually today in dark skinny jeans and a cowl-necked floral top, finished off with her cobalt blue Italian leather jacket. That jacket is as soft as butter and I have tried to snag it from her on several occasions, with zero success. Her outfit fits snugly, accentuating her voluptuous curves in an overly flattering yet demure way. Nothing about Mamaās appearance would indicate that sheās fifty-five and has had a bakerās dozen of pups over the years.
Standing beside Mama, holding her hand within his ginormous one, is the man who adopted me at seven years old. The man who taught me how to be the Alpha that I am today. The man who will forever be the one I compare all men to, Tyson Evans.
He is a strong alpha with a domineering presence, but he knows how to be kind and gentle and loving. Heās never asked me to be anything that Iām not and even routinely checked in with me during my formative years to make sure that I truly wanted to become the alpha of my bio-jerk-sperm-donorās pack. He is my true Dad, and I am forever grateful that the Goddess fated him to my Mama. He is the best damn thing to have ever happened to Mama and me, and I will never take that for granted.
I walk up to my parents and hug them both, simultaneously. I know I am grinning like a fool, but I donāt care. These two are the most important people in my life, always there for me, always supporting me, always loving me unconditionally. I just miss seeing them every day.
āHappy Birthday, sweet pea!ā
āHappy Birthday, baby girl!ā
āThanks guys, for making me always feel special. Now, whoās ready to eat?ā I ask, knowing Mama is always hungry for pancakes. They are her food kryptonite, like the Nutella brownie is for me. We sit at the reserved table while Patty brings over several carafes of coffee and flavored creamers. We pour our own coffee as we wait for one of Pattyās newer servers to come and take our order.
āSo, whatās on the agenda for you today, Mads?ā Pops asks, knowing I always do something for me on my day and Iāve changed it up a lot over the years. He wants to know, every year, but when I tell him he just mumbles something along the lines of ācrazy pups these days.ā Despite being a wolf shifter, Pops has always been the overly cautious, non-dare devil type. So I find it mildly humorous that he wants to know my plans but still cringes at them.
āWell, breakfast with my favorite family,ā I say as I lift my mug of coffee to each of them with a smile. āThen a long ride up to Cliffās Edge. Maybe a dive or two after that. Then tonight, Iām hitting Maeveās for some drinking and company.ā
MADDIE POV I close the door to my suite and have to pause for a moment. Calming down after that intense moment with Josh is incredibly hard to do. Infinity is pushing me to forgo our meeting; to go back inside and finish ravishing our mate. But the pack comes first, dammit! Hopefully though, this will ensure I can spend more time with Josh, and we can finally complete our mating, even if Fin and I donāt get to mark him. When I walk into my office, Daddy, Uncle Thomas and Uncle Adam are waiting for me. Both Thomas and Adam have a knowing smirk on their faces while Daddy just beams with pride at me. āThank you for coming.ā I address them as I sit behind my desk. āIām not sure how to ask, so Iām just gonna say it. Would you all be willing to stay and handle my CEO responsibilities while Josh and I get to know each other? Youāll still have Greta, Maddox and Bruno, of course, so Iām not asking you to run the pack. They can handle most everything, but if a
JOSH POV Then there are the pictures of Maddie doing warrior training, studying, wearing protective gear while using tools and machinery, playing with her little siblings, sitting with Tyson at a large desk looking over paperwork, holding an older Nolanās hands while sitting in Lotus position in meditation, Maddie walking through what I recognize as this very packhouse, tall and proud while speaking to a younger Bette. There are so many pictures depicting Maddieās life as she grows. Rose continues to talk while my eyes drink in the images before me. āMy male pups all have nurturing, protective, or healing powers. Very powerful, but passive, I guess some would call them. In a sense. āMy female pups are the ones you need to worry about. Theirs are all aggressive, offensively powerful, and dangerous. Their powers were the ones we had to actively work on controlling. They tend to lose control when theyāre angry.ā I turn another page and see a
JOSH POV āKent had the idea that any pup born from me and another alpha would be a powerful alpha heir. Which in turn would, essentially, free these alphas from taking a mate they didnāt want and at the same time, give them and their pack a future heir.ā āI have no idea if Kent would have been correct about his assumption of any pups I birthed to other alphas who werenāt Tyson would have been super powerful. His theory was never tested, thank the Goddess.ā Roseās expression changes from relaxed into one of sly devilishness. Iām not sure what she is remembering, but she doesnāt explain it. āTyson rescued me before anything more traumatic could happen. Plus another Alpha couldnāt have gotten me pregnant, I was already pregnant with Nolan. The first of our royal children.ā Ah⦠so Nolan is Maddieās brother. She never explained that earlier. Well, I guess I distracted her with kissing before she could explain⦠no regrets on my end. Maddie is a terrific ki
JOSH POV I scramble to get my shirt on as Maddie leaves my room and I see Rose standing there, just outside the door. Rose gives me a mischievous wink and walks away, but I hear her yell down the hallway. āIāll meet you in the living room, Joshua.ā I guess Iām meeting Rose in the living room. I walk out of my room once I get my clothing righted, down the hallway and into the living room. Rose is sitting on the sectional, a blanket draped across her lap and there are several items sitting on the coffee table in front of her. She pats the couch cushion next to her when she sees me, āCome, sit with me Josh.ā I make my way over to her and sit down next to her, like she asked me. Unlike several others here in the pack, Iām completely at ease with Rose. Itās probably because she is human. I donāt even mind her teasing me about Maddie. āYou know, things arenāt always like this in the packs. Sure, thereās daily warrior training and pack patrols.
MADDIE POV I see Oli limping again when they get up to leave and heās making a pained face, so I link over to Mrs. Taylor. *He looks like heās in pain. Can you carry him the rest of the way? And make him an appointment to have his prosthetic adjusted?* *Yes. Of course, Alpha.* I see her pick Oli up and they leave the packhouse. āYouāre terrific with him.ā Josh says to me as we begin ascending the stairs to my quarters. Mama and Daddy right behind us, Mama being carried in Daddyās beheamuth arms. āBut I think I have some incredibly cute competition to win your affections.ā āYeah, heās that way with Gretaās oldest daughter too. I wish he was that way with Mrs. Taylor, but heās not. And he hasnāt bonded with any of the families weāve tried out for him. But donāt worry Josh, you get all my affections.ā I tell him with a wink. āWhat happened to him?ā āRogues. About a year ago. It was the first of many attacks this year.
MADDIE POV āBack hundreds of years ago, it was common practice to mate publicly. Over the years, it took a backseat to mating in private and most of us are thankful for that now. However, there are still some who are into exhibitionism, like Maddox and Oscar. Iāve walked in on them countless times. Still, smelling arousal is quite common for wolves. Granted no one has ever smelled mine until today. Surprisingly, Iām not embarrassed by it... well, not much, anyway.ā āIāll try to curb my PDA then,ā he begins to tell me, so I stop and turn to him again. āNo Josh. Iām okay with it. Please donāt stop showing affection or modify your behavior because you think itāll embarrass me. Unless it embarrasses you. Being turned on by your mate is normal and expected. Iām not embarrassed. I promise. Actually, it would be more concerning if you didnāt turn me on.ā I tell him with sincerity. Josh leans down to whisper into my ear, āSo, when will I be able