Forbidden Desire

I sat sipping my favorite coffee after working seven hours without a break. Today, I assisted Doctor Martin in the operating room, which took over six hours. I didn't expect to still be able to do this job so well after having been on hiatus for over six years after marrying my husband, Simon Meiyer.

"You did a great job, Nurse Nina!" Doctor Martin praised my prompt assistance during the operation.

"Thank you, Doctor! It's my job!"

"Did you know a new doctor will be replacing me tomorrow?"

"Are you really moving to Vancouver?"

"I got a great offer at one of the biggest hospitals there. Plus, my wife really wants us to move there, as Vancouver is her hometown."

"Is that so? That's a shame, because I've really enjoyed working with you, Doctor!"

"Haha...this is a very good neurology and neurosurgery clinic. It's a pleasure to be part of this team."

"Is the doctor who will be coming tomorrow as experienced as you?"

"I don't know whether he's as experienced as you, considering he's only 27 years old."

"Still 27? A neurosurgeon?"

"Yes, he graduated from Harvard and was one of the top medical students, even at such a young age. He was a genius in his school."

"It seems you know him very well, huh?"

"Hahaha...his father and I became friends while we were studying together in Germany. His father and mother come from a family of doctors and scientists who are very wealthy and influential in the medical field. I hope you and the other medical staff can work together with him."

"Of course, Doctor Martin. You don't need to worry!"

"Okay, then excuse me, and have a good rest!" Doctor Martin said as he left, leaving me alone with the cup of coffee I still held in my hand.

"A young, genius doctor who comes from a very wealthy and influential family of doctors and scientists, huh? His life is truly privileged, very lucky."

"Nurse Nina, why are you daydreaming here alone?" Veronica blurted out, standing beside me without me realizing.

"Can't you see I'm taking a break?"

"It was a very long brain tumor removal operation, huh?"

"Yes, it seems like it's been a while since I last assisted in an operating room performing such a major surgery."

"Isn't your husband a very successful architect now? I've been checking his social media accounts, he lives a very luxurious life with his parents and siblings. But why haven't you been in his vacation photos lately?"

"I'm not coming!"

"Why?"

"I'm not in the mood for a vacation. Besides, it seems like my presence would only ruin the fun."

"Don't talk like that! I think you should learn to give in and get closer to your husband, Nina. After all, you are the wife and daughter-in-law of that family."

"You're right, but Simon and I have been married for almost seven years and next week is our anniversary. But until now his family still can't accept me. I don't know where else I went wrong, I really don't understand."

"I think that's too naive, Nina! You just don't want to open up and mingle with your husband's family. If you'd tried harder, you would have been accepted."

"Should I try harder? I'm not sure."

"That's where you're wrong. You give up too easily and are so pessimistic. But it's up to you. Your husband is very handsome and rich, and there are so many women after him. I think his social media is full of flirtatious messages from women. You need to be more careful if you don't want to lose your husband."

Veronica walked away after giving me an ultimatum that hit me hard in the heart. Losing Simon? I never imagined the day I would lose my husband, the man who once adored me body and soul, who treated me like a goddess on earth.

The day we got to know each other and grew as one soul, loving each other. The sweet smile I saw that day brought me to a turning point that made me believe I could stay.

The days I lived before he came into my life felt so crazy and wild. I always thought that was the life I was meant to live, free, wild, and so alive.

But now I feel shackled and unwanted, as if the days when men adored me never existed.

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Toronto, Canada

June 25, 2017

Doctor John Evans Neurology Clinic

"Thanks for last night, Nina!" Doctor John whispered in my ear. I tried to remain calm even as I saw the money being deposited into my personal account.

Doctor John smiled, trying to tease me once more. But this afternoon he had to see a patient.

"You're welcome, Doctor! But this is too much, what if your wife finds out?"

"She won't know, you don't have to worry! Besides—" He said, pulling my hand closer to him.

"Besides that?" I asked seductively. His hands began to roam my body.

"You're so beautiful, Nina! Your body is so beautiful too. Your big boobs and butt are my favorite!" He said as he unbuttoned two buttons on my uniform.

He began to squeeze my breasts, which were still covered by my black bra. His hands pulled them out of the bra, exposing my nipples.

"Uh..." I moaned softly as his mouth began to suck on my nipples, while his other hand tried to get into my underwear.

"You drive men crazy with your body, Nina!"

"Including you, Doctor John?"

"Yes, of course! The other day you had a threesome with Doctor Chris and Mr. Edward, right?"

"How do you know?"

"I'm the owner of this clinic, I have access that others don't. How does it feel to be fucked by two big cocks, Nina? Does it feel that good?"

"Yes, it feels very good!"

"How about we do it with Doctor Chris tonight?"

"Where?"

"In my lounge on the fourth floor. Did you forget I have a room there?"

"Is Doctor Chris willing? He looks remorseful and guilty about cheating on his wife!"

"Men need entertainment, Nina! A woman as beautiful and sexy as you is the entertainment every man needs. I'll talk to him, I'm sure he won't refuse. We're going to have some wild, hot sex tonight. I'm sure he won't regret it."

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