The buildings felt very unfamiliar as if I have never set foot here before. Or maybe it was because today things were different, instead of quiet classrooms there were children today running down the corridors while others were crying outside.
This was going to be fun. I haven't taught for over 9 months, I really hope I still had my mojo.I walked in the reception and the principal smiled at me, "Miss Bush... How are you this morning?"I shifted my bag to my left hand and took my hand to shake his, "Principal.. I am great thanks and how are you?""great.. Let's go in so I can do the introductions. They honestly can't wait to meet you."We walked in the staff room and all eyes were on us... Or should I say me...?I scanned them all within seconds and then my eyes were back at the principal who was talking."... As we all know that we were in need of a 3rd grade teacher, we found her. Allison Bush is new in town and also here at school obviously.. So please make her feel at home.. And also show her around if you are able to. I'm sure she'll be happy to know more about Havana."I sighed. God why was he advertising me like that. I didn't need to be showed around. I could do that very well alone... At night when people were not around.I watched as he introduced everyone and then looked at me.I gave them a small smiled," umh. Thank you principal, hello everyone. Like he said, I am Allison Bush and I'm new here... I want to honestly say I didn't get all the names, so please forgive me. I'll probably get them in a few days.. And thank you honestly for making me a part of the family."They started clapping hands and smiling while coming to me to shake my hand. I smiled back and shook each and every hand that came my way.The principal showed me my desk and then told me in 30 minutes it was assembly time.Great... Then work started....When it was 1:30 I was so done with work and needed my bed. I had almost forgotten how handful children were. God worse my 3rd graders."byeeee Miss Bush see you tomorrow." Kaycee said waving before exiting the classroom. I waved her off and packed my bag.Not working far from home also meant I was going to take the 15 to 20 minute walk to my place, depending on how fast I was. Today I wasn't looking forward to the walk though.But today was a little bit warm unlike the past few days has been cold. The weather in May was confusing, one moment you'd feel that it was winter but then the next it's a bit warm, confusing you.I went to sign out in the office and met one of the teachers, "hey... How was your first day?" he asked and I shrugged, "not bad. I have a friend.. Kaycee.. And she's very smart.""this world needs more people like that child. She is very kind." he said and I nodded my head a bit agreeing with him "that is true.. So I will see you tomorrow...?" I left my sentence short and looked at him.He smiled a bit when he started to get it, "yes of course... Oh and it's Matt. You can call me Matt."I winked, "Allison.. You can call me Allison."He smiled and I left him there to actually go home. I needed to rest.On my way home I made my way to the pub to try and look for one birdie, at least I knew what she looked like now, but she wasn't there again. I sighed feeling disappointed like all the days I've been here before and didn't find her.Now that I knew what she looked like, I have been coming to this place so that I can talk to her, but it was like she disappeared since our last encounter. Of course I'd find her stupid friends there, if they even were her friends, but she wouldn't be anywhere in sight. That was slowly getting to me. I was so rude to her before. I wouldn't blame her if she didn't want to talk to me again.I quickly made it back to my apartment and started cooking the second I got there. While I was in the middle I noticed that I didn't have two of my favorite ingredients. God... How could I not check everything before cooking?I looked at the time and sighed since it was already nearing 6. The supermarket next to me closes exactly at six. I took my card and hurried out without even locking my apartment, I only needed some eggs and black pepper.Wind hit me again and right now I could tell that winter was really about to start, it was getting colder and colder, but then again, it was not different for me because no matter what, I couldn't get cold.I turned around the corner and was met with a hand on my neck that sooner pushed me right to wall. I hit my shoulder and knew that was going to hurt."give me money." a voice said from right on my neck.I sighed and tried to move, "I don't have it.""give me money!!" the voice demanded again pushing my neck harder against the cold building until the side of my face was even on the wall.God I hated this so much. Being held at the back of my neck and being pinned against a wall while facing it. I couldn't even tell what the person looked like, but my sense of smell could smell the stupid cigarettes he had and how dirty he was by the awful body odor. Probably homeless from that gabbage smell."I swear I don't have it you can search me." I said again trying to move but he was actually strong.My thoughts took me to when I was 14 years old... The first and last day where I fully turned where I found out what I really was and what I was told I was capable off.I wondered if I would turn now what would he do? Die of a heart attack or just cry and run for his life...? I mean I turned into something very scary, something that my family said was the first and last in our bloodline. Something even they also couldn't explain."what the hell...!! Really dude? In day light...?" I heard a female voice say and then the hold on my neck started to loosen up a bit."don't even run... You don't want me to shoot you this time.." the voice said again and I felt myself go free but not fully because this guy didn't move from behind me, "I'm... I'm sorry. I'm just hungry..""what happened to asking nicely for food... There are nice people out here..." the female voice said sounding very close to us now and I stupidly thought I could make out who was talking. It was her..."ma'am are you okay?" that one was coming straight at me.Slowly I turned around and my heart skipped a bit when I noticed it was really her. She was now holding this guy and pinning him against the wall the same way he had me.God she looked very good in her navy blue police uniform.She lifted her head up to look at me, "ma'am are you o...." her sentence ran short when she actually noticed me. She definitely did notice me because her face suddenly changed, "you know what Casper... I take it back. Some people are not nice out here so don't ask just anyone... But buddy that still doesn't mean you should harass them."Darn she was referring to me being a bitch to her. So she didn't forget about that even though it happened over two weeks ago??I cleared my throat and moved my neck a bit," I... Yeah I'll be okay. My neck and shoulder hurt a little bit. ""alright.. So you want to press charges?" she asked still holding him tight.I looked at the guy she was holding and saw his torn clothes. I instantly felt bad for him then shook my head no, "no please don't... But if this happens again then you can. For now I think he should just have the talk.""heard that Casper... Let's go have a talk." she said that and started walking away. But before she could, she looked at me, "careful out here. This world is full of people that are not nice at all." and then she walked away.Stop her... Stop her... Stop her... My head was screaming that so bad I had no idea what to do."umh... Sorry... Hey... Can I talk to you." I finally managed to say and she turned around to see if I was talking to her and found me looking at her."please..." I said when she didn't say anything.She sighed, "sorry... I'm working. If you don't want to press charges I have to talk to him and then make sure people are safe.." then she left to her car just like that.I mentally hit my head and cursed a few times inside. So she was still mad. I looked at my hands and found them shaking a bit...and they had claws... Claws and not my nails. Goodness now? Right now really? I hated not being able to control anything about my body.I knew I couldn't go to the shop anymore. Not with my hands looking like a monster is trying to come out. I quickly ran back to my apartment since I couldn't stay and try to convince the lady cop that I wanted to talk to her.When I got back I went to take my book and started reading. At least this was going to calm me down and my hands wouldn't turn into one hairy thing. I couldn't, not where I was going to stay for a while.I felt the wind blow in again and looked at the curtains as they slowly moved. It was a little bright outside. I stood up and went to see and my heart sank at the half moon that was on the sky.This is why I couldn't control it, it was going to be a full moon soon. This was what I hated about myself. When I couldn't control what I was. But since that hasn't happened in 13 years. I had hope that it wouldn't just happen now.But like every other year, at this point I would wish that my name wasn't my name. I would wish that I wasn't Allison Bush, the last air of the Bush who actually is the only one that turns into a full wolf on a full moon. I was trying to run from that and some other things.. But then again, you can't run away from yourself!!The week went by petty fast and I was loving it at work. Before I knew it it was Saturday and I was at the pub again. Right at this point I had a plan on how to get ahold of her if she didn't come again. The bartender knew her, so I'd communicate with her and find out her name and all that. I knew that was a bit stalker(ish) but a girl has to do what she has to do. The door made noise and I looked at it. Two guys walked in laughing, my eyes darted behind them and that's when I saw her outside. She was standing there looking at me. She then turned around and I realized she was not going to come in.Fuck! I took out my wallet and left a R50 note then quickly walked out. Really? So she has been seeing me and not getting in because I was here?I looked to my left and she wasn't there, then to my right and saw her walk up to a car. Today she wasn't wearing uniform, dissapoited me a bit because I loved her in a uniform.. She looked really good. But this was great for me. She can't use an
As much as I made an idiot of myself by telling Anzania to not avoid me. That seemed to be the case when it came to her, I was acting like an idiot. The following week started and I couldn't see her at the pub again. God! I probably sent her away. I mean I was not talking the way a normal person could talk. I probably sent her away.I went to work that whole week feeling a bit down. I mean I get it, the other girl was attractive and she smelled so nice. What was it that I just couldn't get away from on her? Why was she always on my mind? Was it the stupid laughter? The kindness or the biting inside cheek and how nervous she was around me?I had no idea what it was, but my being just wanted to be around her. I yearned to see her more.On Thursday after school I went to the office and grabbed my bag, ready to leave."hey... Just the person I was looking for.." Matt said walking in and I ignored him thinking he was talking to someone else.Soon I felt a presence next to me and some stro
As panicky as I was when I got to my apartment I went straight to my laptop and traced myself back to the five last places I've been to, Germany, France, Egypt, Mozambique and Swaziland before coming here to South Africa.. It was clean. It has always been clean. There was no animal attack or what so ever. So they couldn't be here.I sat on my bed and looked out the window. The moon was slowly coming together. It was maybe a month until it was full. So they couldn't have been here. But then again, we were special, we had the ability to turn to werewolves anytime. We were trained, at least they were trained to transform when they felt like they were in danger... I ran away before they could do that for me. I closed my eyes and tried not to think about them. If they were in my mind my heart grew dark. I needed to calm down.So I started to mentally count down from 20 until I reached 1.Then suddenly I shifted my mind to something better.. Someone better than my family. Anzania. God! Sh
My plan since I ran from home has always been the same. Move and keep moving.. Never make friends with anyone or even get close to people. But right now it seemed like it was going to be different here in St. Lucia. A certain cop was making things very difficult for me. She couldn't leave my mind and I could smell her even when I was laying in my bed, miles away from her.I was a bit conflicted, whether I should start what my heart wanted me to start or whether I should just ignore it and move to another place instead.. But that was a little difficult to decide on... That was so hard now that I thought about it, worse coz she was sitting in front of me with that guffy smile of hers showing me the beautiful dimple she has."so... Who's Allison?" her voice kicked me back to my surroundings and I laughed, "I wasn't aware that I was called in for an interview."She poked me, "idiot..."I bit my lower lip, "umh.. Well I'm Allison Bush, 27 years of age, a teacher and was born and raised i
Sitting down on my unmade bed I started rethinking about the hug that made me feel a lot of things and I could immediately smell her again. God I was losing it. I was losing control. I smiled a bit. When last did I feel like this? Never! Not even once in my life. Not even with the person my family picked for me.Growing up ended up not being really rosey for me, considering that I was not so perfect. Everything about me was just a disappointment. I mean my family tried to be understanding and supportive with my sexuality but when I was 14 they were conflicted about a lot of things when it came to me.They found out about my sexuality when I was 12 and they were surprisingly very supportive. I had a crush on this girl and I told my dad I was going to marry her when I get older. That's how I simply 'came out' and he told me I could marry whoever I wanted. I guess I could say I was lucky to have understanding people like them. But that all changed soon as I was 14 and turned into somet
I fully regretted prying on their conversation after finding out who Ava really was to Anzania.. But then another part of me had so many questions. I wanted to know what happened between them? Why did they break up .... Was it because Alex slept with her? Did he even sleep with her during or after the break up..?My mind was honestly full of questions I had no answers to. Questions about someone I didn't even know. I felt so stupid for letting her occupy my mind like this. Already feeling jealous yet there was nothing happening between us.A cup of hot chocolate was placed in front of me, "girl... You owe me some explanation..."I looked at Sophie puzzled and she laughed before looking at the group of cops over there, "her... And yet you say you don't have friends.."I shrugged, "yeah I don't..""but you hugged her and she literally yelled at me to take care of whatever you wanted... Oh and she told me tell you she paid in case you left your wallet at home."I rolled my eyes, "she's s
This Café, Lucky's, was right in the city center. It was apparently a café during the day and a lesbian club at night. Also, on Saturdays it had karaoke night which made me smile the second I walked in and saw that on the screen. It was a very famous brand known for its authentic taste and quality ambience. This place had very comfortable furniture where people could sit for hours without being tired at all. The lighting was so beautiful. Sophie lead the way and I followed her in and sat on a comfortable couch. A guy came and asked what we wanted. Sophie told me to try the Sex On The Beach drink while she tried something else. I didn't fight against that. People started coming in and the vibe was very nice. Our drinks came and the music was playing nicely. It was really just chilled. "so.. How long have you been staying here?" "6 years now.. I'm thinking of changing you know but I'm kinda scared of starting over in a place where I don't know anyone at all. Like how would that be
After laying a very drunk Sophie in bed and making sure to close the door, really hoping that no one walks in because it wasn't locked.. I went to my room on the floor below and quickly got in. Today was a long day but it was also beautiful for me. I talked with two people who were probably about to become close friends to me. So moving from zero friends to possibly two in one night was a good thing for me. I took out my phone and was so shocked at the 3 missed calls and 6 messages I had. Four messages were from two unknown numbers while two messages and 2 missed calls were from Anzania.God! Why the fuck did I put my phone on silent again? Oh, so that she would not distract me all night. I quickly opened her messages."I hope you're home... I honestly would love to see you.." then one missed call.. That was two hours ago..An hour ago another message from her came in saying:"can I see you before I drive back home... I'm done at the station.." and it was followed by a missed call