"sooo?" I asked still looking at her and she sighed, "it's nothing.."I arched my brow at her, she literally just threatened someone with death if I were to find out and then turns around to look me in the eye and tell me it's nothing?"Anzania I don't like liars.." I said and her phone started ringing. She looked at it and then back at me, "I really have to take this, it's the captain."I just looked at her and said nothing. She responded to the call "sir...?"I watched and she looked at the time and sighed, "I'm on my way sir I was just.. Umh... dropping off my girlfriend. She walks from work and there's an animal attacking people out here. Yes sir I'm going to meet you at the mortuary in a minute. No problem. Bye."She looked at me. "Allison... I have to go. You heard on the radio earlier there was an attack." I didn't say anything. I just kept looking at her. She sighed and walked to me to kiss my cheek, "look.. I promise I'll talk to you. Now is not a good time though. But you
Tuesday and Wednesday I didn't go to work. On Wednesday I finally got strength to leave my apartment and go check on Sophie upstairs. She was almost attacked by a wolf anyways. I knocked a bit and it was quiet. I wasn't sure if she was here or not, but remembering what happened yesterday she wouldn't go anywhere if she was in her right state of mind. I knocked again and called out, "Soph... It's me. Please open up."The door immediately opened and she pulled me into a hug. I hugged her back, "oh.. Hey.. Hello."She pulled away and looked at me. Her eyes were puffy. She has been crying."hey.. Are you okay? What happened?" I asked even though I knew exactly what happened."there were animals in the forest.. The other one wanted to eat us and then one come out of nowhere and it just fought with it. I thought I was going to die. I thought they were going to kill us."I pulled her into a hug again, "I'm so sorry.. I'm so sorry but I'm glad you're okay.""I'm never going in there.. Neve
"I Should Get Going..." she whispered breathing down my neck. Her hands gripping my waist tight against her body as if she didn't want to let go. As if she didn't just say she had to get going. "mhm..." I responded with a little moan as her lips found mine and I started kissing her back. This was not going to end how we wanted. "work..." she managed to whisper again in between the kiss, still not showing any interest of wanting to stop. I didn't want to let go too. I was so used to this feeling lately. Us making out for hours was the new norm now. I have come to enjoy the torturous of needing her sexualy and not getting her. We were trying to take things slow but also we did things that lead us to make it difficult for us to take things slow. So I didn't stop either. I opened my mouth and took her bottom lip in between mine then pinned our bodies hard against each other. I wanted her.. The more we did these the more it was getting harder and harder for me. With all this happenin
Of course from the second I started thinking about it I knew I was stupid. I shouldn't follow with it because I could either be putting me in danger or just proving that I was right, or even both.The the chances of my thoughts became a possibility, the more I convinced myself to go to the forest and see for myself. I would think about it when I was at work, think about it when I was with Sophie or even when I was with Letty. It was always at the back of my head. Before I could do that though I continued my daily life as normal as I could... Or so I thought."are you okay?" Letty took me away from ym thoughts and I looked at her, "huh? What?""we have been talking to you..""who's we?" I asked not even aware of my surroundings. The girl in front of me sighed and pointed At Sophie. Ahh she was here too? When did she arrive?"are you okay?" they asked again simultaneously. Was I okay? I bet whatever state of mind I was in didn't count as okay. I was losing my mind."yeah I'm okay." I s
After locking my room and making sure that nothing could get in, I hurried back to my bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror.What the hell happened back there? Who was the wolf that saved me and why did I feel the way I felt towards it, worse while I was in human form.??I had so many questions that I couldn't even get answers to on my own. So many questions that took me back to one of my trips. Back to a time I Shouldn't even remember. I knew who I had to call, but I vowed never to be in contact. After our last talk we decided on never engaging again. So bringing him into this would not only in danger me but also him in the most possible way. He did what he did for me the time I was in Egypt. I couldn't contact him now.. Heck we even talked about not mentioning that we ever met.Another stupid idea hit me, if I can't call the person who can help me then maybe it was time to flee, I mean I haven't been here that long. Maximum at a place I spend 2 years, but here things were dif
Monster? Hell no! Anzania was no monster. Matt didn't know what a real monster was. I know it very well. Came face to face with it and lived under its roof. I know exactly what a monster was and I don't think Anzania was that. When my parents loved me irregardless of me telling them I'm attracted to women... I was so happy. I've watched news and heard stories about parents disowning their own flash and blood once they discovered they were homosexuals. So for me it was something special to be loved for me still.The only thing I was told was that they would have to look for a mate for me. It was weird because at some point I was scared they'd find me a boy but was shocked when they presented Cecelia. God! she was an angel... From hell. Two years older than me and all sorts of perfection that you could think off. Always had her outfit on point, walking posture, the way she talked or worked. It was with authority. I wondered why she was picked for me. She could definitely do better.
When the new week started I tried to compose myself as possible. I tried not to come out physically looking like the mess I was deep inside. So I put on make up here and there to hide the sleepless nights and had energy drink or coffee every single day. It felt like shit but at least I was getting by. I went to work as always. Anzania on the other hand was the cutest, checking up on me here and there to make sure I was okay. Not pushing, but making sure I was okay. There was no doubt that I was in love with her and she was just making everything hard for me. I was lite2 thinking about leaving, in all the places I have ever been in these past years nothing like this has ever happened, so this meant something... And my mind wondered if I should stay and face what has always been coming for me, or flee like I always do. As for Matt, I never saw him. Which was very good, but also strange because it was like he warned me and then disappeared... Got swallowed by the monster he kept talki
I sat there and watched her leave. I couldn't tell what she was feeling or how she was because she didn't dare to look at me. She just walked and walked and walked until I heard the door shut.Tears fell down my cheeks as I replayed that conversation over and over in my head. How I stupidly opened up to her. Why did I do that to myself? I was damaged, I should have known that no one would want to be associated with me after finding out that I was raped. I should have stayed quiet like I have been all my life. Why did I have to feel differently with her? Why did I love her? Couldn't I just push time with her like I've been doing with everyone else? I felt like shit and so stupid. How could I fall in love and think someone will love me back? Maybe I was meant to be with Cecelia. Maybe I was meant to take the abuse because right at this moment I was sure no one was ever going to love me. As much as I had to deal with being forced to sex, maybe being with Cecelia was the only thing for