Alle Kapitel von The Wolf Within : Kapitel 1 – Kapitel 10

It had been a month since I moved here, one would think I'd have settled in a bit, but I still wasn't used to this place.After getting a call back from the school I knew I had to loosen up a little bit though, because that meant this was going to be my home for a while... At least until I felt some threat and had to be on the move again.I sighed and looked at the window as the curtains shifted a bit due to the wind outside. At least here I had some peace and quietness...no sharing roommates and all that. I got up and closed it then turned around with another sigh. This was for now my new home now, this cosy little flat that was in the middle of the small town. I took my new phone and my keys then headed out, maybe taking a walk would refresh my mind a little bit.Havana was a small town, everyone here seem to know everyone one another and they were so kind. Since it was a bit far from the city I decided to stop a little and see what it could bring for me. I mean, they wouldn't loo

The week went by petty fast and I was loving it at work. Before I knew it it was Saturday and I was at the pub again. Right at this point I had a plan on how to get ahold of her if she didn't come again. The bartender knew her, so I'd communicate with her and find out her name and all that. I knew that was a bit stalker(ish) but a girl has to do what she has to do. The door made noise and I looked at it. Two guys walked in laughing, my eyes darted behind them and that's when I saw her outside. She was standing there looking at me. She then turned around and I realized she was not going to come in.Fuck! I took out my wallet and left a R50 note then quickly walked out. Really? So she has been seeing me and not getting in because I was here?I looked to my left and she wasn't there, then to my right and saw her walk up to a car. Today she wasn't wearing uniform, dissapoited me a bit because I loved her in a uniform.. She looked really good. But this was great for me. She can't use an

As panicky as I was when I got to my apartment I went straight to my laptop and traced myself back to the five last places I've been to, Germany, France, Egypt, Mozambique and Swaziland before coming here to South Africa.. It was clean. It has always been clean. There was no animal attack or what so ever. So they couldn't be here.I sat on my bed and looked out the window. The moon was slowly coming together. It was maybe a month until it was full. So they couldn't have been here. But then again, we were special, we had the ability to turn to werewolves anytime. We were trained, at least they were trained to transform when they felt like they were in danger... I ran away before they could do that for me. I closed my eyes and tried not to think about them. If they were in my mind my heart grew dark. I needed to calm down.So I started to mentally count down from 20 until I reached 1.Then suddenly I shifted my mind to something better.. Someone better than my family. Anzania. God! Sh

Sitting down on my unmade bed I started rethinking about the hug that made me feel a lot of things and I could immediately smell her again. God I was losing it. I was losing control. I smiled a bit. When last did I feel like this? Never! Not even once in my life. Not even with the person my family picked for me.Growing up ended up not being really rosey for me, considering that I was not so perfect. Everything about me was just a disappointment. I mean my family tried to be understanding and supportive with my sexuality but when I was 14 they were conflicted about a lot of things when it came to me.They found out about my sexuality when I was 12 and they were surprisingly very supportive. I had a crush on this girl and I told my dad I was going to marry her when I get older. That's how I simply 'came out' and he told me I could marry whoever I wanted. I guess I could say I was lucky to have understanding people like them. But that all changed soon as I was 14 and turned into somet

This Café, Lucky's, was right in the city center. It was apparently a café during the day and a lesbian club at night. Also, on Saturdays it had karaoke night which made me smile the second I walked in and saw that on the screen. It was a very famous brand known for its authentic taste and quality ambience. This place had very comfortable furniture where people could sit for hours without being tired at all. The lighting was so beautiful. Sophie lead the way and I followed her in and sat on a comfortable couch. A guy came and asked what we wanted. Sophie told me to try the Sex On The Beach drink while she tried something else. I didn't fight against that. People started coming in and the vibe was very nice. Our drinks came and the music was playing nicely. It was really just chilled. "so.. How long have you been staying here?" "6 years now.. I'm thinking of changing you know but I'm kinda scared of starting over in a place where I don't know anyone at all. Like how would that be