This Café, Lucky's, was right in the city center. It was apparently a café during the day and a lesbian club at night. Also, on Saturdays it had karaoke night which made me smile the second I walked in and saw that on the screen.
It was a very famous brand known for its authentic taste and quality ambience. This place had very comfortable furniture where people could sit for hours without being tired at all. The lighting was so beautiful.Sophie lead the way and I followed her in and sat on a comfortable couch. A guy came and asked what we wanted. Sophie told me to try the Sex On The Beach drink while she tried something else. I didn't fight against that.People started coming in and the vibe was very nice.Our drinks came and the music was playing nicely. It was really just chilled."so.. How long have you been staying here?""6 years now.. I'm thinking of changing you know but I'm kinda scared of starting over in a place where I don't know anyone at all. Like how would that be." Sophie said before taking a sip of her drink. What I loved about this place was that one could enjoy a wide range of beverages and snacks, or even food, but we mostly ordered alcohol with Sophie.I smiled at the girl," I think you have come to the right person.. Been doing that since I was 14..""what? Why at such a young age?"I shrugged and lied, "for the love of it. It helped me to grow honestly."That wasn't fully a lie you know because it actually did help me grow into the person I was today. But I didn't do it because I loved it. I did it because I was running from my demons."I always loved traveling. Used to see blogs and YouTube videos of people experiencing the world... and really wanted to be like that.. Fortunately I had money and I started. I never stopped since then. I mean it truly does get lonely coz I don't make real connections that last long.. Which I have a feeling I'm about to change now though... But other than that it's amazing. "She was smiling at me like an idiot after I said that. I was confused at first but then I remembered what I said. Ahh God. What was Anzania doing to me. I wasn't even aware I said that." maybe we should get you food before you get hungry for something else." she suggested and I shrugged not wanting to get into it or be lecturered the way she probably would.She lifted her hand up and I watched her as she ordered whatever but I zoned her voice out." ...and by the way the food here is amazing. So I can't wait for you to try it." I was glad to catch that last line.Not only the taste of food but the way it is presented was just amazing. The best part is that one can enjoy music which makes the experience of visiting this place enjoyable.In fact, according to Sophie since she was a regular here, sometimes they invite guitarists to play live music as well. In addition, this cafe was quite peaceful and without being bothered. We could sit and enjoy gossiping about everything and this town.I must say the staff at this place was also very cordial. They talk very politely and gave the best service experience.Two drinks were sat in front of us and I looked at Sophie, "you better not have ordered me more shorts Sophie. I don't wanna kill you on your sleep. That first one was enough"She ached her brow, "what..? I didn't buy these. I thought you did..""umh... Ladies.. It's those two gentlemen sitting there."I looked at them and then mentally shook my head, "really? We have men today picking on ladies at a lesbian bar.. This is a lesbian thing right?" I asked the last sentence looking at the girl in front of me. She nodded her head, "it is a lesbian thing... Wanna enjoy a free drink?"I laughed and shook my head at her, "no thanks.. Like I said I don't wanna kill you coz gf the alcohol in my system."She winked and took the first shot... Then the other one and she shook her head, "if I serve you coffee instead of hot chocolate tomorrow please don't report me."That made me smile, "you better be ready to drink that coffee.."I loved how free she was with me. I just needed to loosen up too. But I wasn't sure if I could loosen up so easy. I needed to learn the kind of person she was.I felt a presence behind me, and by the way Sophie was staring over my corner I knew someone was standing there."can we help you?" she asked and I almost laughed at how rude that came out.She shook her head, "God I'm sorry.. It's not me it's the alcohol kicking in.. Hi.. Do you need anything.?"God this girl was going to make me laugh and I wasn't intending on doing that in front of whoever this was."oh hi ladies.. It's us... We got you the drinks.. My friend and I were sitting over there... And we were like we can't let beautiful women drink alone.."Alone? Really? Sophie and I were sitting here together and he was going to say we were alone as if a group of us existed as one person?I chuckled a bit before sarcastically saying," darn I didn't know I was so invisible Soph... I thought I left the Harry Potter invisible blonket at home.. But turns out I bring it all the time. I'm sorry I made you sit here all alone.."The guy chuckled nervously, "umh.. I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that. I just meant."Sophie smiled at him and took my hand in hers, "oh don't worry dude... She's just joking around. But thank you for the drinks.. Even though my girlfriend couldn't drink, I took both for the team."This guy looked from Sophie to me and then to our connected hands. He looked at us again, "umh.. Did you say girlfriend? As in you are..." he left the sentence short and I assumed it was for us to finish it for him.Sophie let go of myy hand and gave him all her attention, "I don't think I stuttered, did I starter?" the last question was aimed at me.I was so impressed. I shook my head a bit and looked at the guy, "no you didn't.""oh I'm sorry.. I didn't know.. It's not like you guys walk around with a sign on your head. I just saw beautiful ladies and assumed. My apologies."I laughed, "you come to a lesbian bar and assume people are straight... Nice one dude. You just keep making this worse. You should have just left it at buying these drinks."He looked at us so confused, "a lesbian what?"We pointed at the wall that was blinking in red and blue lights saying "ladies night"He looked at it and seemed to be even more confused. I couldn't stop myself from laughing. He was just adorable.He shook his head, "I'm sorry... Honestly I'm so confused. And I am not homophobic... I have a sister who's trans and she goes through the worst hate in this world for being herself.. So I would never let anyone else go through that. We honestly thought ladies night meant..""ladies night... It's okay... What's your name?" I said when I genuinely noticed he was just lost."Jeremy..." he said and I smiled. I somehow felt what he said and how much he meant it. Started as a dick but is actually an amazing person.I gave him my hand to shake, "it's nice to meet you Jeremy.. I'm Allison and this is my yet to be friend Sophie...""I'm still auditioning? I thought I passed.c Sophie said and then she turned to Jeremy," really? You're not gay or attracted to me?"Jeremy laughed," you're both beautiful women... I'm sure women who will be with you will be the luckiest.""i don't want anyone.. I'll die Single.. Girls are heart breakers I tell you.. Man I need more alcohol." Sophie said and then she left us there.I turned to the kind stranger and gave him a smile.He shly looked away trying not to make eye contact with me," look I'm sorry again for this little misunderstanding. I don't know what got to me."I waved him off, "it's no problem.. You're such a great guy Jeremy.. Are you new here?""is it that obvious?""you and I both didn't know this was a lesbian bar. So that makes us new"He chuckled, "yeah.. We moved here last week.. Coz of my sister and everything. My parents thought being in a new place will be less embarrassing for them... And I think it will be safer for my sister.. I hope so, I'm not ready to go to prison for killing someone.""yeah and her imaginary girlfriend who happens to be a real person that she is crushing on is actually a cop. So she will arrest you if you try to do anything with her.." Sophie said arriving drunk.God she was already drunk? We've been here for just two hours...Jeremy looked at Sophie and then back at me," so you really are not dating?"I shook my head,"no.. She was doing what I'd have done to chase you away. But you're one of the good ones."He laughed, "ahh... I am one of the good ones. Well that makes me happy. But again sorry I made you guys uncomfortable..""like I said...""it's bridge under the water.." Sophie said cutting me off, making me to laugh as I shrugged at Jeremy, "or water under the bridge... Whatever it is really..""So you're new here too? You said us...""yeah.. Around 2 months now. So I got a drunk girl to show me around."He laughed, "that must be fun.""guess what? We should hang out sometime.. With your sister too.. Or just the two of us.."He genuinely smiled and took out his phone to show me something, "I'd love that and I'm sure she'd love it too.. See how cute she is."I took out my phone and gave it to him to write his phone numbers, "I'm still gay and yes I'm crushing on a very beautiful cop.. So if you do anything out of the way..."He pressed on my phone and handed it to me before lifting both his hands up, "like I said. I don't want to be arrested. I don't like jail."I knew I was also going to get along with him just fine. He was so cute..."let me go disappoint my friend coz he thought he could finally find a girlfriend." he said and then left."you have a person.. So don't you even dare.."I looked at Sophie. She was cute, I don't know why Anzania didn't like her. I mean if Anzania wasn't what had my heart I think I'd settle for Sophie. She was chatty and cute and very passionate. I'd see her at work do her thing and be kind to everyone. But then again, I wasn't even sure if Anzania liked me back.. Her type was probably doctors..Sophie ordered another round of Alcohol and that's when I knew she had enough. She was drunk and it was 10pm. She had work tomorrow."Soph... I think we need to get out of here. One person between us has work tomorrow.""you're such a buzz killer... I'm having a great time..""is everything okay ladies? We are heading out." Jeremy asked and I smiled at him, "I was literally telling her that we should leave."I watched as he looked at his watch, "alright.. We can all get out of here so I can make sure you guys get home safe.. Apparently there are dogs out here eating people like they are nothing but good prey."I thought about saying no because I knew deep down that I could protect myself but I knew he'd think I was losing my mind. After all I was a fragile female in this world. So I slowly nodded my head, "yeah... I will appreciate that."I helped Sophie to get up and we headed out. We literally stayed two streets away from the bar. Which was amazing for us."that way.." I pointed the second we were put of the door. The wind was really telling that we were deep in winter as July started. I was hoping that would end soon though. Couldn't wait for a different season in South Africa.We headed our way with Jeremy. He was talking telling me that I could text me anytime and about anything."so how's your sister?""she's such an asshole of a person. But I love her with all my heart. She had her first girlfriend but had to break up with her because of the move. It was so awful to watch."From the way he spoke about her I could tell what kind of a person he actually was. And to say he was good was just an understatement. He was more than good. Loved his sister to death.. I wanted to know more but we came into the picture with our building."this is us.. You owe me that story though. You can't start something like that and then leave me."He laughed, "you have my numbers. Will you be okay with this one?""she's fine with me.. Why are you asking?" Sophie was the one who responded even though the question was directed to me. I laughed a bit before taking his hand in mine and squeezing it a little bit, "I had fun and thanks for getting this one drunk. I'll text you okay.""I'll be waiting.. Bye Soph.." and then he was gone.I rested Sophie's arm over my shoulder to help her balance and watched him disappear in a corner. The girl next to me whispered, "what are we looking at?"God how I wished he was someone else accompanying home. Anzania was occupying my mind so much. If I didn't occupy her I swear I was going to lose my mind..But I laughed at Sophie, "Soph you're sooo drunk.." I turned us around to go inside our building but strangely I was hit by something I loved to smell. Her scent was so strong.I looked around and saw no one. Why did I smell her? Was I missing her... I wondered if she was thinking about me.I looked at them both wanting to scream. What the hell was going on? Another part of me wanted to leave but another one was so happy to see Brandy alive. I couldn't bare the thought of her being dead, and not that she was here in front of me I was so happy, but then again I was so conflicted because of what Anzania said.Should I leave? Should I not? My heart was inconclusive."Hey..." Brandy said again and I slowly walked towards her and pulled her into a hug trying by all means not to cry.I thought she was gone. I saw the plane and it wasn't good. How was she here?"You have no idea how happy I am yo see you right now. I never thought I would." she said and I nodded my head, "I never thought I would see you too. I'm so glad you're okay.""Yeah, thanks to Kaycee. I honestly didn't believe it when I first got her text." My sister said and I looked at the Kaycee she was talking about. She slowly lifted her hands up, "I'll give you guys sometime, but please Allison don't leave before I
I went to take a shower and I cried in there. I let my tears out and allowed myself to feel the pain. Last time I felt like this was over two years ago when I thought Anzania was dead. But then I didn't have a chance to cry like this. So now I cried. I turned on the water and put it on cold then cried silently.All the little memories I shared with my sister these past 21 months were running through my head and the more I thought about that the more I got sad. I knew I'd never have that again. I'd never see her again. The more I thought about it the more it broke me.I was startled when the water stopped. I was so tired to even lift my head up to see what was going on.I felt a towel on my body, and someone lifting me up. I didn't fight, I just let her.She laid me in bed and then started drying my whole body, she put lotion on it and put me in shorts and a shirt."We are still waiting. Please don't lose hope." she said and I shook my head, "she sent me this text while boarding. She i
My hand was shaking. My head began to heat and my heart was beating so fast on my chest.Sound started to be louder. I could hear the dor that was walking outside. I could hear kids laughing from the distance. I could hear the train moving. Everything that was far from me seemed to be so close. Yet everything that was so close to me seemed to slowly parish. I could see people's lips moving but heard no sound.That was until I felt my body hit the wall.I looked around me and quickly pulled away when I saw Cecelia standing in front of me. She was touching me and trying to say something.I pushed her off me and started to walk but quickly felt something push me against the wall again. It was her.She moved her lips but I couldn't hear her.I heard someone cry and looked around. I couldn't see who it was. I heard someone sing and looked but couldn't see.Who were they? Where were they?"Allison... Allison. Oh God." I finally heard call sounding like she was so far from me. I slowly turne
I felt a little bit empty and out of place. I went straight back to sleep when I got home. I was going to face everything tomorrow. And to be honest tomorrow couldn't come fast enough. I was dreading it, but the fact that I spent two to three hours in the mountain talking to my ex who was supposed to be dead kinda lead to my night being short and the morning arriving sooner than I anticipated. I felt like screaming when I woke up. I felt like running away and also funny enough, I felt like I didn't even know Cecelia. She laid there looking so beautiful and so innocent. I couldn't believe everything that Anzania said but then again what did she have to lose? 'You Allison, she stands losing you.' a little voice said inside me. Anzania stood a chance of losing me if she didn't say all these things to me. I'd marry someone else who wasn't her. So she was driven by jealous and didn't want to see me happy. But why would it take her so long to come? Why would it take her me accepting th
On the way back I couldn't stop thinking about Marry and about what Anzania said. They were in a relationship. I didn't know what Cecelia Was capable of.I looked at her as she scrolled through her phone. What was she capable of? What was she planning behind my back. I mean she told me the plan but it benefitted me. Sophie, her dad and her brother were going to die and she was going to inherit everything. Why did Anzania say the things she said...?I hated how much these questions were pilling up instead of reducing. The more I met up with Anzania the more questions I got without any I had getting answers."Hey..." she whispered taking my hand and I slowly pulled away from her.She swallowed, "look. I know Marry can.."I shook my head cutting her, I didn't want her to lie to me."You don't have to explain anything to me Cecelia.""But you're mad..."Our stop got announced and I got up getting ready to get off when the train stops. I went out and she followed me."You're mad at me." S
"When you suggested we drove to Hamburg I thought the initial plan was for us to spend time together and play music and all that stuff. But no, you just wanted to sleep." Cecelia said as we took the first break out of nowhere.I yawned and wiped sleep off my face, "yeah I had high hopes too, but your music is so boring.""What do you want?"I took her hand in mine, "if you're going to play some classic love song please also throw in some hip songs you know."She pulled away from me, "you called me boring... And my music."I laughed and kissed her cheek, "you're a very beautiful wam with a boring taste of music. Mix it up a bit."We went back in the car and I drove the other half. I have to say she enjoyed my music. She even told me that it wasn't as bad when we got to Hamburg.We took a shower and fell asleep. That was a lot of driving for 10 hours...Sunday we woke up later than we usually do but I didn't care because we were not home, we were on vacation. I turned around to look at