I fully regretted prying on their conversation after finding out who Ava really was to Anzania.. But then another part of me had so many questions. I wanted to know what happened between them? Why did they break up .... Was it because Alex slept with her? Did he even sleep with her during or after the break up..?
My mind was honestly full of questions I had no answers to. Questions about someone I didn't even know. I felt so stupid for letting her occupy my mind like this. Already feeling jealous yet there was nothing happening between us.A cup of hot chocolate was placed in front of me, "girl... You owe me some explanation..."I looked at Sophie puzzled and she laughed before looking at the group of cops over there, "her... And yet you say you don't have friends.."I shrugged, "yeah I don't..""but you hugged her and she literally yelled at me to take care of whatever you wanted... Oh and she told me tell you she paid in case you left your wallet at home."I rolled my eyes, "she's still not my friend..""you and I are not friends... Yet.. We don't hug and didn't touch.. She and you on the other hand... Wait.. If she's not your friend does it mean she's your lover??"Oh my God I wished my face wasn't turning all red since she asked that. I felt so flashed. And the anger or jealousy I had was slowly subsiding for the little cute things that Anzania was doing.I laughed this off a little too loud for my liking," Sophie get off my fucking face.." oh you really owe me an explanation... I can't believe she moved on and didn't really consider me.. Not that I blame her. You're pretty hot..." Sophie said with the biggest smile on her face then left me there with my mouth hanging open.What the fuck?I watched Sophie as she went to serve them as they kept ordering non alcoholic drinks. I guess I could say I was happy that they at least seemed like pretty decent cops.I kept on drinking my chocolate and wondered if I should leave now or not. I had things that were bothering me even though they were not supposed to bother me... I just wanted to be away from them... From her.I lifted my hand up after a few minutes and Sophie told me she was coming.She arrived and I smiled at her, "when do you get off? I wanna leave.."She looked at her wrist watch, "in 15... Can you wait a bit. We can go out in the afternoon.. If that's okay with you?"I shrugged, "why not.. I'm free anyway. So do your think I'll eat this cake as slow as I can.."She laughed before leaving me. My phone vibtarted and I looked at it.Anz🌈 : I'm glad Sophie is taking good care of you.I smiled after reading that and typed back, asking if she was stalking me. She told me to screw myself and then I lifted my head up to see her.She was smiling my way, which also made me smile. God I hated the effect she had on me. It was bigger than I thought."okay... We can go.." I was shocked when Sophie said that standing next to me. I furrowed my brows at her, "what? But I still haven't had my cake.""how will you have your cake when you are eye fucking the sexiest cop in here."I looked at the group and examined them a bit, "Alex...? Coz Alex is pretty hot looking. So..."Sophie snatched my hand, "we are out of here... And I don't do idiots. Alex is an idiot.""a hot one at that.." I said finally letting her pull me away when I had everything with me.At the corner of my eye I saw Anzania looking at us. She was giving me this look I normally don't get, so I didn't understand what she was saying. I waved and she just nodded her head."can we start at my apartment please... because I need to change and be good comfortable like you." the girl who was holding my arm said as we walked towards my building. I literally almost told her to go past my place since we were here already.To my surprise she pulled me in and let got of my hand before pressing the lift button. We got in and she pressed on the 8th floor.I was so shocked. Not talking to people wasn't really good, I had no idea that Sophie and I stayed in the same building.We got out and she took her key from her purse and looked at me, "are you okay?""umh. Yeah.. It's just.. You stay here..""yeah.. For three years." she said opening the door in front of her as we walked in."and I stay here... For two months."She laughed, "shut up... Really? Then we can dress up a little bit. I wanna go to a gay bar. I feel like getting laid coz it's been a while.. And I won't even make a move on you because your eyes are on someone I had eyes on but didn't succeed.... Ohh and I probably don't stand a chance with you too."I laughed at her and watched as she took off her shoes and threw her bag to the couch before disappearing to what I assumed was her bedroom.It was funny how we converted for the first time about more than hot chocolate and she was already this comfortable around me. I didn't mind though because I thought she and I were going to make good friends.I took in her place and found that the planning was pretty much the same with my apartment."want something to drink before?" she asked coming back in. She was wearing some jeans, a crop top and a beautiful long winter jacket."what did you mean my eyes are on someone you had eyes on...?" I asked ignoring her question.She went to the kitchen and took out two cups for shots and put them on the island then took out a bottle of alcohol and poured us."Anzania... You are into Anzania right?" she said handing me the shot and I took it and decided to be honest, "yeah.." then I looked at her before we made the little glasses hit and we gulped whatever was in there."oh this is good.." I said and she smiled before taking back the things, "I know.. So yeah a little advice would be for you to tread very carefully there with Anzania.. Protect you.""is she a heart breaker?" I asked.She took another bag and lead me to the door, "umh.. Not internationally. She's just.. Wait, before I say all these are you like head over heels or are just having a crush?"I pulled the door behind me and she locked it."why? Does that matter?""she and her ex are just there you know. She is like a magnet when it comes to Anzania. Whenever she says jumps Anzania leaves everything for her. So just check how they are before you go all in with full speed.. Or just go in slow."I swallowed and decided to talk about something different," can we go to my apartment. I want to look cute like you too.."She nodded her head and this time I lead her to the 3rd floor and my room. Thank God I cleaned it up a little bit before leaving during the day."oh my God your place is so beautiful and cute.. I love these paintings on the wall. Where did you get them?" she asked looking at them and I quickly disappeared to my bedr to change. But I called out, "traveled a lot.. So I got those in some parts of Africa where I stayed. The people made them for me.""you're a traveler huh... Your place says it all.." she said and my mind was occupied with what she said.Was I ready or that? To be second best to an ex I haven't even met? And what the hell was I doing making this get to me while Anzania and I weren't even anything.My phone vibrated taking me away from my thoughts.It was her.."Where are you guys guys?" I read the question before replying, "to some club or Café. Sophie said she will show me around since I have nothing and no one to do.""alright. Be safe and call me anytime. I can even take you home from the club even."I smiled after reading that text. She was so cute I was so conflicted with my feelings. I mean I knew I wasn't okay about what I heard about this Ava woman, and I was a bit envious of their relationship, but then again I wasn't sure if she would open up to me the way I want her to... But her texts and actions were saying otherwise. She seemed interested... Right?"smiling on your phone I see.. What is she saying?" Sophie asked standing at my bedroom door. I furrowed my brows at her a bit shocked that she was in here... In my bedroom.She looked on the ground a bit nervous, "sorry.. I kept calling for you and you didn't respond so I got worried."Fuck Anzania and taking all my attention. I quickly put my phone on silent."shit yeah I'm sorry.. Anzania just distracted me.. I... What did you want to say?""I was saying I have work tomorrow so could we go and have fun..."I took my small bag, "of course. Yeah.. Let's go have fun."We left my apartment and headed to the bar or whatever it was. At the back of my head I was thankful that I have Sophie. She was going to let me in on what I didn't know about Anzania and also let me in about the town here. She seemed like she knew a lot and was very much talkertive.Maybe there was truly friendship that could build from this.This Café, Lucky's, was right in the city center. It was apparently a café during the day and a lesbian club at night. Also, on Saturdays it had karaoke night which made me smile the second I walked in and saw that on the screen. It was a very famous brand known for its authentic taste and quality ambience. This place had very comfortable furniture where people could sit for hours without being tired at all. The lighting was so beautiful. Sophie lead the way and I followed her in and sat on a comfortable couch. A guy came and asked what we wanted. Sophie told me to try the Sex On The Beach drink while she tried something else. I didn't fight against that. People started coming in and the vibe was very nice. Our drinks came and the music was playing nicely. It was really just chilled. "so.. How long have you been staying here?" "6 years now.. I'm thinking of changing you know but I'm kinda scared of starting over in a place where I don't know anyone at all. Like how would that be
After laying a very drunk Sophie in bed and making sure to close the door, really hoping that no one walks in because it wasn't locked.. I went to my room on the floor below and quickly got in. Today was a long day but it was also beautiful for me. I talked with two people who were probably about to become close friends to me. So moving from zero friends to possibly two in one night was a good thing for me. I took out my phone and was so shocked at the 3 missed calls and 6 messages I had. Four messages were from two unknown numbers while two messages and 2 missed calls were from Anzania.God! Why the fuck did I put my phone on silent again? Oh, so that she would not distract me all night. I quickly opened her messages."I hope you're home... I honestly would love to see you.." then one missed call.. That was two hours ago..An hour ago another message from her came in saying:"can I see you before I drive back home... I'm done at the station.." and it was followed by a missed call
When I saw my phone light flash indicating that I have a message I might have put my hopes so high that when it was not who I expected, they were crashed into tiny little pieces... But I tried to read Jeremy's message with an open heart. JEREMY : I could imagine how long it took you to find a crazy, smart, idiotic and cute friend like me.... Lucky you that I found you in a lesbian bar... Don't worry I'll not buy you a drink anymore... Haha good morning and enjoy your day. It's my first day at work and so is my sister's. I'm a little nervous about her and I turn to be an idiot when I'm nervous. This is proof that I'm alive. My Monday started without a message from a certain girl and I was pushing myself a million times not to text. Because I didn't want to be more desperate than I already acted the last days..But seeing this message from Jeremy made me laugh at how stupid he was thinking he was funny.I took my bag and headed out but called him instead of texting him.He answered bu
"it's been a week if not two...""I'm sorry what?""you're still sad... Did your boyfriend break up with you?" Matt asked and I furrowed my brows at him, "what?""I have been keeping my distance and didn't want to piss you off coz you kinda seem pissed already... And I haven't seen your boyfriend at all this week. So.."He left that sentence short. And I still looked at him confused. What the fuck was he saying? That he was now creepily stalking me and checking how I felt?? Watching my every move seeing who comes here for me and who doesn't? What was wrong with him? "Matt.. Could you please...""Ally... Umh... You ready for our date tonight?" Letty asked walking in and I looked at her a bit confused. Today she honestly screamed gay. She was wearing a military green suit with a white shirt. It looked really good on her. "it's Thursday..." she said as if this was supposed to mean something to me. But I swallowed and nodded my head a bit going along with whatever she was doing, "yeah..
We went to her car and after getting in I realized that I didn't have my bag with me. I left it in Letty's car. Anzania started the car. 'ahh shit!' I said and suddenly someone next to me cleared their throat, "is everything okay? We can just sit here you know. We don't have to drive at all. I'd like to just talk." she said switching off the car. I furrowed my brows at her, "did I say that out loud?""yeah... Are you good? I mean besides what's happening... Here."I nodded my head, "yeah.. I just realized that I left my bag in Letty's car... We can go it's okay.""do you need it? Do you know where she stays?" she asked and I looked at her, "I know.. But I'll just call her later and ask her to bring it tomorrow. It's just that I wanted to finish my work but I can do that tomorrow at school.""alright..." she said starting the car again and driving out of town. Then I remembered her telling me that she lived a little out of town. I guess I can say it was good leaving this place even i
The shower water was gloriously hot for once, and I spend an indulgent amount of time just letting it run over my body, washing away the day's grime and my thoughts after the conversation I had with Anzania. I soap myself up thoroughly, and massage my breasts a bit to work out some tenderness caused by my sports bra. My thoughts ran to her to how she said my name and I knew where this was stupidly going to lead. I haven't been with anyone in over 8 months and being in this position made me wish... My phone started ringing taking me away from my thoughts. Really? Who on earth was that? I grabbed the towel and wrapped it around my body then got out. It stopped ringing immediately and I rolled my eyes. I decided to just concentrate on getting me dry and getting dressed. Whoever that was will have to wait for me. After putting on my sleeping shirt I went to check my phone. It was her. My heart skipped a bit as a little fear hit me. Was she mad that I missed her call? Were we going
"so what were you thinking?" the girl without a uniform asked. I wanted to tell her how disappointed I was that she wasn't wearing her uniform but she'd think I have lost it. Heck I thought I had lost it already because if how I was feeling and everything.I looked at her and smiled, "I was thinking I want a chilled evening with any noise."She smiled too, "well..." and started the car, "then you shouldn't mind a little movie date at my place..? We could grab something to eat or order in."I brushed the palms of my hands together, "I wouldn't mind. Let's order in."She started driving, I couldn't help but notice how clean the car was inside, it even smelled a bit different. Like cleaning materials and not the ones you use to clean a place after you have deposed a dead body.We drove in comfortable silence until we were back in the woods where the weird fast animal passed.She looked outside a bit before looking at me, "hey.. I meant to ask, why did you stop me from going out yesterda
Waking up cuddled up to someone felt so strange for me. I haven't done that in the past year.So I almost jumped out of my skin when I felt a body against mine.. But I immediately stopped when I her scent hit me. I stupidly smiled as Events of last night took place in my mind. How soft her lips were on mine. I touched my lips a bit questioning if it really happened or I wanted it to happen so much that I imagined it to reality. "hey.." she whispered behind me and I cursed at myself in my head for moving to touch my lips."should I move?" I asked thinking maybe I was laying on her too heavily. "no... I mean are you comfortable? Coz I'm good like this.." I couldn't help but smile at that. She was sweet for thinking about me while I actually was thinking about her comfortability."I'm good too.. But I think our bodies are going to be painful.. We should get up and workout of whatever."I head her giggle, which has smnow become my favorite sound. I thought her laughter was cute but he