I fully regretted prying on their conversation after finding out who Ava really was to Anzania.. But then another part of me had so many questions. I wanted to know what happened between them? Why did they break up .... Was it because Alex slept with her? Did he even sleep with her during or after the break up..?
My mind was honestly full of questions I had no answers to. Questions about someone I didn't even know. I felt so stupid for letting her occupy my mind like this. Already feeling jealous yet there was nothing happening between us.A cup of hot chocolate was placed in front of me, "girl... You owe me some explanation..."I looked at Sophie puzzled and she laughed before looking at the group of cops over there, "her... And yet you say you don't have friends.."I shrugged, "yeah I don't..""but you hugged her and she literally yelled at me to take care of whatever you wanted... Oh and she told me tell you she paid in case you left your wallet at home."I rolled my eyes, "she's still not my friend..""you and I are not friends... Yet.. We don't hug and didn't touch.. She and you on the other hand... Wait.. If she's not your friend does it mean she's your lover??"Oh my God I wished my face wasn't turning all red since she asked that. I felt so flashed. And the anger or jealousy I had was slowly subsiding for the little cute things that Anzania was doing.I laughed this off a little too loud for my liking," Sophie get off my fucking face.." oh you really owe me an explanation... I can't believe she moved on and didn't really consider me.. Not that I blame her. You're pretty hot..." Sophie said with the biggest smile on her face then left me there with my mouth hanging open.What the fuck?I watched Sophie as she went to serve them as they kept ordering non alcoholic drinks. I guess I could say I was happy that they at least seemed like pretty decent cops.I kept on drinking my chocolate and wondered if I should leave now or not. I had things that were bothering me even though they were not supposed to bother me... I just wanted to be away from them... From her.I lifted my hand up after a few minutes and Sophie told me she was coming.She arrived and I smiled at her, "when do you get off? I wanna leave.."She looked at her wrist watch, "in 15... Can you wait a bit. We can go out in the afternoon.. If that's okay with you?"I shrugged, "why not.. I'm free anyway. So do your think I'll eat this cake as slow as I can.."She laughed before leaving me. My phone vibtarted and I looked at it.Anz🌈 : I'm glad Sophie is taking good care of you.I smiled after reading that and typed back, asking if she was stalking me. She told me to screw myself and then I lifted my head up to see her.She was smiling my way, which also made me smile. God I hated the effect she had on me. It was bigger than I thought."okay... We can go.." I was shocked when Sophie said that standing next to me. I furrowed my brows at her, "what? But I still haven't had my cake.""how will you have your cake when you are eye fucking the sexiest cop in here."I looked at the group and examined them a bit, "Alex...? Coz Alex is pretty hot looking. So..."Sophie snatched my hand, "we are out of here... And I don't do idiots. Alex is an idiot.""a hot one at that.." I said finally letting her pull me away when I had everything with me.At the corner of my eye I saw Anzania looking at us. She was giving me this look I normally don't get, so I didn't understand what she was saying. I waved and she just nodded her head."can we start at my apartment please... because I need to change and be good comfortable like you." the girl who was holding my arm said as we walked towards my building. I literally almost told her to go past my place since we were here already.To my surprise she pulled me in and let got of my hand before pressing the lift button. We got in and she pressed on the 8th floor.I was so shocked. Not talking to people wasn't really good, I had no idea that Sophie and I stayed in the same building.We got out and she took her key from her purse and looked at me, "are you okay?""umh. Yeah.. It's just.. You stay here..""yeah.. For three years." she said opening the door in front of her as we walked in."and I stay here... For two months."She laughed, "shut up... Really? Then we can dress up a little bit. I wanna go to a gay bar. I feel like getting laid coz it's been a while.. And I won't even make a move on you because your eyes are on someone I had eyes on but didn't succeed.... Ohh and I probably don't stand a chance with you too."I laughed at her and watched as she took off her shoes and threw her bag to the couch before disappearing to what I assumed was her bedroom.It was funny how we converted for the first time about more than hot chocolate and she was already this comfortable around me. I didn't mind though because I thought she and I were going to make good friends.I took in her place and found that the planning was pretty much the same with my apartment."want something to drink before?" she asked coming back in. She was wearing some jeans, a crop top and a beautiful long winter jacket."what did you mean my eyes are on someone you had eyes on...?" I asked ignoring her question.She went to the kitchen and took out two cups for shots and put them on the island then took out a bottle of alcohol and poured us."Anzania... You are into Anzania right?" she said handing me the shot and I took it and decided to be honest, "yeah.." then I looked at her before we made the little glasses hit and we gulped whatever was in there."oh this is good.." I said and she smiled before taking back the things, "I know.. So yeah a little advice would be for you to tread very carefully there with Anzania.. Protect you.""is she a heart breaker?" I asked.She took another bag and lead me to the door, "umh.. Not internationally. She's just.. Wait, before I say all these are you like head over heels or are just having a crush?"I pulled the door behind me and she locked it."why? Does that matter?""she and her ex are just there you know. She is like a magnet when it comes to Anzania. Whenever she says jumps Anzania leaves everything for her. So just check how they are before you go all in with full speed.. Or just go in slow."I swallowed and decided to talk about something different," can we go to my apartment. I want to look cute like you too.."She nodded her head and this time I lead her to the 3rd floor and my room. Thank God I cleaned it up a little bit before leaving during the day."oh my God your place is so beautiful and cute.. I love these paintings on the wall. Where did you get them?" she asked looking at them and I quickly disappeared to my bedr to change. But I called out, "traveled a lot.. So I got those in some parts of Africa where I stayed. The people made them for me.""you're a traveler huh... Your place says it all.." she said and my mind was occupied with what she said.Was I ready or that? To be second best to an ex I haven't even met? And what the hell was I doing making this get to me while Anzania and I weren't even anything.My phone vibrated taking me away from my thoughts.It was her.."Where are you guys guys?" I read the question before replying, "to some club or Café. Sophie said she will show me around since I have nothing and no one to do.""alright. Be safe and call me anytime. I can even take you home from the club even."I smiled after reading that text. She was so cute I was so conflicted with my feelings. I mean I knew I wasn't okay about what I heard about this Ava woman, and I was a bit envious of their relationship, but then again I wasn't sure if she would open up to me the way I want her to... But her texts and actions were saying otherwise. She seemed interested... Right?"smiling on your phone I see.. What is she saying?" Sophie asked standing at my bedroom door. I furrowed my brows at her a bit shocked that she was in here... In my bedroom.She looked on the ground a bit nervous, "sorry.. I kept calling for you and you didn't respond so I got worried."Fuck Anzania and taking all my attention. I quickly put my phone on silent."shit yeah I'm sorry.. Anzania just distracted me.. I... What did you want to say?""I was saying I have work tomorrow so could we go and have fun..."I took my small bag, "of course. Yeah.. Let's go have fun."We left my apartment and headed to the bar or whatever it was. At the back of my head I was thankful that I have Sophie. She was going to let me in on what I didn't know about Anzania and also let me in about the town here. She seemed like she knew a lot and was very much talkertive.Maybe there was truly friendship that could build from this.I looked at them both wanting to scream. What the hell was going on? Another part of me wanted to leave but another one was so happy to see Brandy alive. I couldn't bare the thought of her being dead, and not that she was here in front of me I was so happy, but then again I was so conflicted because of what Anzania said.Should I leave? Should I not? My heart was inconclusive."Hey..." Brandy said again and I slowly walked towards her and pulled her into a hug trying by all means not to cry.I thought she was gone. I saw the plane and it wasn't good. How was she here?"You have no idea how happy I am yo see you right now. I never thought I would." she said and I nodded my head, "I never thought I would see you too. I'm so glad you're okay.""Yeah, thanks to Kaycee. I honestly didn't believe it when I first got her text." My sister said and I looked at the Kaycee she was talking about. She slowly lifted her hands up, "I'll give you guys sometime, but please Allison don't leave before I
I went to take a shower and I cried in there. I let my tears out and allowed myself to feel the pain. Last time I felt like this was over two years ago when I thought Anzania was dead. But then I didn't have a chance to cry like this. So now I cried. I turned on the water and put it on cold then cried silently.All the little memories I shared with my sister these past 21 months were running through my head and the more I thought about that the more I got sad. I knew I'd never have that again. I'd never see her again. The more I thought about it the more it broke me.I was startled when the water stopped. I was so tired to even lift my head up to see what was going on.I felt a towel on my body, and someone lifting me up. I didn't fight, I just let her.She laid me in bed and then started drying my whole body, she put lotion on it and put me in shorts and a shirt."We are still waiting. Please don't lose hope." she said and I shook my head, "she sent me this text while boarding. She i
My hand was shaking. My head began to heat and my heart was beating so fast on my chest.Sound started to be louder. I could hear the dor that was walking outside. I could hear kids laughing from the distance. I could hear the train moving. Everything that was far from me seemed to be so close. Yet everything that was so close to me seemed to slowly parish. I could see people's lips moving but heard no sound.That was until I felt my body hit the wall.I looked around me and quickly pulled away when I saw Cecelia standing in front of me. She was touching me and trying to say something.I pushed her off me and started to walk but quickly felt something push me against the wall again. It was her.She moved her lips but I couldn't hear her.I heard someone cry and looked around. I couldn't see who it was. I heard someone sing and looked but couldn't see.Who were they? Where were they?"Allison... Allison. Oh God." I finally heard call sounding like she was so far from me. I slowly turne
I felt a little bit empty and out of place. I went straight back to sleep when I got home. I was going to face everything tomorrow. And to be honest tomorrow couldn't come fast enough. I was dreading it, but the fact that I spent two to three hours in the mountain talking to my ex who was supposed to be dead kinda lead to my night being short and the morning arriving sooner than I anticipated. I felt like screaming when I woke up. I felt like running away and also funny enough, I felt like I didn't even know Cecelia. She laid there looking so beautiful and so innocent. I couldn't believe everything that Anzania said but then again what did she have to lose? 'You Allison, she stands losing you.' a little voice said inside me. Anzania stood a chance of losing me if she didn't say all these things to me. I'd marry someone else who wasn't her. So she was driven by jealous and didn't want to see me happy. But why would it take her so long to come? Why would it take her me accepting th
On the way back I couldn't stop thinking about Marry and about what Anzania said. They were in a relationship. I didn't know what Cecelia Was capable of.I looked at her as she scrolled through her phone. What was she capable of? What was she planning behind my back. I mean she told me the plan but it benefitted me. Sophie, her dad and her brother were going to die and she was going to inherit everything. Why did Anzania say the things she said...?I hated how much these questions were pilling up instead of reducing. The more I met up with Anzania the more questions I got without any I had getting answers."Hey..." she whispered taking my hand and I slowly pulled away from her.She swallowed, "look. I know Marry can.."I shook my head cutting her, I didn't want her to lie to me."You don't have to explain anything to me Cecelia.""But you're mad..."Our stop got announced and I got up getting ready to get off when the train stops. I went out and she followed me."You're mad at me." S
"When you suggested we drove to Hamburg I thought the initial plan was for us to spend time together and play music and all that stuff. But no, you just wanted to sleep." Cecelia said as we took the first break out of nowhere.I yawned and wiped sleep off my face, "yeah I had high hopes too, but your music is so boring.""What do you want?"I took her hand in mine, "if you're going to play some classic love song please also throw in some hip songs you know."She pulled away from me, "you called me boring... And my music."I laughed and kissed her cheek, "you're a very beautiful wam with a boring taste of music. Mix it up a bit."We went back in the car and I drove the other half. I have to say she enjoyed my music. She even told me that it wasn't as bad when we got to Hamburg.We took a shower and fell asleep. That was a lot of driving for 10 hours...Sunday we woke up later than we usually do but I didn't care because we were not home, we were on vacation. I turned around to look at