LOGINI did not sleep. I stayed on the window seat all night with the leather journal open on my lap. All I heard was the low, steady panting coming through the wall from Rian’s suite. The sound was wrong. Animals. Controlled only by force.
The journal wasn’t about finance. It was a record of chaos. Desperation. All written in Rian Thorne’s aggressive handwriting.
I reread the entry from nine years ago. *The control is failing again. The scent is overwhelming. I almost lost it on the 55th floor… Thorne Sr. warned me about the first Change. The hunger. The feral need. She is the only thing that filters the noise. She must stay close. She is the anchor.*
“Anchor?” I whispered. The word tasted like ownership and dependence mixed together. He didn’t just control me. He depended on me. He needed me to stay sane.
I flipped ahead. The next entries were short bursts. *Scent rising.* *Too close to the full moon.* *I need her proximity.*
The last entry, two days old, clenched my stomach. *She tried to leave. The panic was instant. The pain was physical. I must never let her leave. I don’t know who I will become when she is gone.*
My resignation wasn’t an insult. It was a trigger. I was the only thing keeping him human.
Morning came without rest. I dressed in silence. All my belongings had been moved into this suite overnight. Not packed. Not requested. Just done. Another act of control.
At 7 AM, I stepped out of Suite 65-A. The hallway was still. Rian’s door, 65-B, was directly across from mine, shut tight. I pressed the elevator button.
The doors opened.
Rian stepped out.
He was perfectly dressed, but something was off. His skin was pale. His eyes strained. His posture too rigid. Heat radiated from him, thick and wrong. I froze as he gave a small nod toward the elevator.
We rode down together. The air felt charged. He smelled of expensive cologne mixed with something wild underneath.
“I assume you are now accustomed to your accommodations,” he said. His voice was flat.
“The suite is excessive,” I answered, staring at the floor numbers.
“It reflects the title. And the necessity.” He used that word like it meant ownership.
“And moving my personal belongings?” I asked.
A muscle in his jaw jumped. “Your new security level requires proximity. I cannot risk my Chief Executive Administrative Officer compromising assets due to unsecured housing.”
He hid primal instinct behind HR language.
The elevator reached the 42nd floor. I stepped out fast.
“One moment, Elara.”
He used my name.
I turned slowly.
“You will address me as Rian on the 65th floor. Formality is reserved for the office.”
“I don’t agree with that level of informality, Sir.”
His eyes flashed gold. “You will comply. It is essential. Now, the Q4 projections.”
The morning dragged. By noon, his professional mask was cracking. Sweat slid down his temples. He gripped his pen too hard. His breaths were shallow. He canceled his midday meeting.
“You’re unwell,” I said. The concern slipped out.
“It’s a minor fever. Irrelevant.”
“You need a doctor.”
He slammed his fist on the desk. “No doctors. My condition is managed internally. Continue.”
I remembered the journal.
This wasn’t a fever.
The Change was coming early.
“You’re overheating, Rian,” I said quietly. “The office is too exposed. You need to get back upstairs.”
He stared at me. I knew. Shocked, I understood.
“I will not leave my post,” he said through clenched teeth.
If he changed here, I would die. So would everyone else.
I walked to him. I took his wrist. His skin was burning. His muscles were locked.
“You’re coming with me,” I said. “Now.”
He didn’t fight me. He leaned on my arm as we entered the private elevator. He slumped against the wall, shaking. His breath was ragged. The musky scent of transformation filled the space.
We reached the 65th floor. Inside Suite 65-B, he staggered. He pushed me back against the wall with a trembling hand.
“The room,” he gasped, pointing to a solid steel door. “The containment room. I have to lock it. Don’t watch.”
“What is that room?”
“It’s soundproofed. It’s where I… manage the weakness.”
He tried to take a step. His body failed him. He collapsed onto the carpet with a strangled cry. His suit tore across his back. His fingers clawed at the floor.
I rushed to him. My fear was replaced by instinct. I knelt. I touched his cheek. His skin was burning hot.
His eyes snapped open—amber and wild.
His hands closed around my wrists. Iron tight. He pulled me down against his chest. His heart pounded. His breath scorched my skin.
“Elara,” he growled. His voice was the wolf’s voice.
His mouth hovered near my neck. He fought the instinct to bite. He fought it for *me*.
He trembled violently. He used the last of his control to speak.
“Touch me,” he whispered.
A plea.
A warning.
A command.
“Touch me, Anchor. I am losing my humanity. If you don’t—
I will take what I need.”
His grip tightened.
I had only one choice.
Submit to the bond I never asked for.
Or watch the monster break free.
The boat hit the sand. The hull groaned. The wood screamed against the rocks. Rian jumped over the side. His boots splashed in the shallow water. He held his rifle. He held his focus. He looked for targets. The mist clung to his black gear. The salt spray covered his face. He looked for the enemy.The fusion pulse beat in my head. Rian wanted my energy. He reached for my core. He pulled. He wanted the shift. He used the bond as a straw. He wanted to become the wolf. I felt the hunger. I felt the teeth. The sensation lived in my marrow.I did not give him the fire. I closed the door. I built the wall of ice in my mind. Rian stumbled in the water. He turned his head. His eyes looked gold. The gold ring flared. He felt the loss of the link. The Alpha felt the vacuum. He stood in the surf. The waves hit his knees.The silver units stood at the gate. The units wore gray armor. The units held rifles. The units fired. The bullets hissed in the air. The lead hit the water. The water splashed.
The forest felt different now. The pines stood tall. The needles felt sharp against my skin. The world carried a weight. The fusion pulse beat in my skull. I felt Rian moving through the brush. I felt his muscles stretch. I felt the ache in his bitten arm. The sensation felt like a phantom limb. I occupied his body. He occupied mine.We moved toward the sunrise. The light looked gray. The mist hung in the valleys. Rian did not speak. He did not need speech. His thoughts arrived in my mind like stones falling into a pond. He felt the cold. He felt the hunger. He felt the need for the throne.The throne felt like a physical object in my brain. Rian saw the gold. He saw the stone. He saw the city. I felt the weight of his ambition. This ambition felt heavy. This ambition felt suffocating. I wanted to push the thought out. I wanted to find a corner of my mind for myself.The cave felt like a distant memory. The intimacy felt like a dream. I thought about the sex. I thought about the touch
I woke to the sound of the fire. The logs hissed. The orange light danced on the cave ceiling. The paralysis was gone. My fingers felt warm. My toes moved. The blood flowed through my veins without the sting of the bees. I felt my skin again. The cold of the stone floor pressed against my back. The heat of the flames hit my face.Rian sat by the fire. He was a shadow against the light. He held his knife. He sharpened the blade on a stone. The sound was rhythmic. Slide. Flip. Slide. He did not look at me. He knew I was awake. The bond pulsed between us. It was a low hum. It felt like a heavy wire vibrating in the wind.I sat up. My muscles felt stiff. They did not fail me. I leaned against the rock wall. I pulled the coat tight around my shoulders. The scent of woodsmoke and wolf clung to the wool. It was his scent. It filled my lungs.You are awake. Rian spoke without turning his head. The sound was a low rumble.I am awake. I said. My voice was clear. The croak was gone.How does the
The cave felt like a mouth. It was deep. It was dry. The stone walls looked like jagged teeth. Rian led me into the shadows. He moved with a limp. His bitten arm hung at his side. The blood had stopped. The skin looked purple.He dropped his pack. The sound echoed. He looked at me. He did not speak. He began to gather dry wood. He found old pine branches in the back. He found dried moss. He built a small pile.He struck his lighter. The flame flickered. It caught the moss. The orange light grew. It pushed the darkness to the corners. The heat hit my face. My skin felt tight. The river water evaporated from my clothes. I started to shake.The cold was leaving. The pain was arriving.Rian watched me. He sat on a flat stone. He pulled his boots off. He poured the water out. He set the boots near the fire. He removed his soaked shirt. He wrung the fabric. The water hissed on the hot coals.The firelight showed his body. The bruises looked like ink. The scars on his chest looked like si
The howling outside moved closer. The sound felt thick. The noise vibrated in the floorboards beneath the bed. One wolf began the call. Eleven others answered. The pack formed a circle around the stone cabin. They knew the Alpha stayed inside. They knew the Vessel stayed with him.Rian ignored the noise. He focused on my face. He gripped my shoulders. His fingers dug into my skin. The pressure felt sharp. He shook me again.Wake up. He spoke the words into my ear. His breath felt hot. His voice sounded like gravel grinding. You need to move. You need to fight. Use the bond. Reach for me.I stared at his eyes. The gold light in his pupils flared. I screamed inside my head. My throat stayed closed. My lungs pulled air in short gasps. I felt the paralysis. The weight felt like lead. My mind pushed against the stone wall of my nerves. Nothing moved. My body stayed a statue.Rian let go. He stood up. He moved to the center of the room. He looked at the dead scouts. He reached down. He
The carving on the wall terrified me.It sat in the corner. It was low on the baseboard. The fire flared. The mark flickered in sight. It was a crude circle with a slash through the middle. Someone etched it into the pale pine wood.The sap inside the groove was wet. It glistened like amber in the firelight.Someone had been here today.I lay on the rusted bed frame. I stared at the mark. My eyes burned. I needed to blink.Rian stood by the hearth. His back was to me. He had taken off his shirt. The firelight played over his bruises. They bloomed purple and black across his ribs. The bandage on his shoulder was soaked red.He stretched. The muscles coiled. He was healing. The power was knitting him back together.I lay here rotting.He turned around. He held a battered metal cup. Steam curled off the surface."Broth," he said. His voice sounded wrecked. "I found dried rations. It smells terrible. It is hot."He walked toward me. His boots were heavy on the floorboards. He did not l







