LOGIN“Please I need the new set of lingerie in black, the one on sale. Can I get it in my size?” I asked, still checking my watch as I counted down the minutes to when I needed to be at my third job that day.
“Yeah sure Mara, I’d get it for you.” The shop attendant in the lingerie shop said,
The store I worked at was right next door, staff met out front for lunch and most times we talked.
I never shared my own story though, a little here and there. It was better that way.
I straightened my uniform as she came out, with a box. I opened it, it was a simple black lace bralette and matching underwear. Definitely the kind of thing that could make me feel like a woman again, not a tired old mother.
I closed it just as a customer spoke to Jenna. I stretched out my card.
Most of my pay from my odd jobs had already disappeared into the mortgage, utilities and Aiden’s debt I still hadn’t finished paying off. It was like he basically did nothing but here I was using all that was left to buy new lingerie so he could be attracted to me.
“Can I get that same lingerie in my size,” the lady asked.
“Oh! I’m sorry. That’s the last in that size.” Jenna retorted.
“So why are you giving it to her then? Good, she hasn’t paid.” The woman stretched out her card.
Jenna looked at me and slightly shook her head. “Ma’am I’m sorry but she has already paid, I’m just trying to get her receipt.”
“Don’t lie, she hasn’t paid, I saw her give you her card. Listen, I’d pay double for it and add a nice tip. Just give it to me, it’s my anniversary weekend and I need something new for my boat cruise.” The woman said.
I couldn’t even, here I was trying to save my marriage from burning when a woman just the same size as me was going on boat cruises for her anniversary weekend.
“I’m sorry. There’s nothing I can do, I can’t inconvenience another customer.” Jenna retorted, her jaw tight.
I stared at my watch. Shit! Almost late for my shift, just a couple minutes left.
“Customer?” the lady spat as she sized me up and down. “Judging from her looks, I’d say she can’t even afford it. She’s just another shop attendant…” She read my name tag. “Mara, is it? Listen I’d pay you a week.. two weeks worth of work for that lingerie and still give your friend here a tip, just hand it over. You can get another one with the money.”
Maybe I could but there was something about her condescending attitude that made me already dislike her.
“No thank you. I’ve already paid for the set and I believe you can get any other set with your money.” I gave Jenna a curt nod, a signal that I’d return to pay after the customer left.
As I stepped out, this lady followed, reeking of ego.
I stepped into the store where I worked and she continued speaking.
“Excuse me, don’t walk out. I’m making you an offer, why is it that these cheap omegas don’t ever understand their place these days.”
I stopped in my tracks.
She just called me a cheap omega, I was a beta, a warrior for my pack, a pack she belonged to. If I hadn’t been dismissed, she would bow in curtsy when I walked past.
Before I could react, the air shifted. I smelt something different, it was like a higher specie of wolf was with us. The kind of presence that didn’t walk in—it claimed the space.
“Is there a problem here?” The voice was smooth, dragging along my spine like silk over a blade. The scent of him swallowed me whole—leather, musk, and something deeper, darker. A scent that curled low in my gut and screamed of dominance.
The woman gave me a scowl as she looked behind me. Her eyes twinkled as she tried to make out her words. “No. No. None at all.”
She quickly stepped out of the store.
I turned around and the breath was almost knocked out of me.
There he was.
Alpha Damon Cullen
I’d seen him before, he was younger and it had been from a distance. He had given a memorial speech after the rogue massacre just when he had taken up his title as Alpha.
He was the youngest Alpha in all five surrounding packs, far younger than any Alpha I’ve known, but he had grown since then… he was now the most promising leader and it seemed like the years I had been out of the army, he’d been carved by the best werewolves.
There was this raw potential he carried—every inch of him spoke of a future pack legend. I shouldn’t be gawking like a curious recruit…but I couldn't help it.
His body was taut and toned, he looked like he was created by the moon Goddess herself, a temptation to the eyes of the mated and a dream for the girls who hadn’t found their mates.
He stood tall and sharp in our store.
I stood there frozen, the bag in my hand crinkling slightly. Somehow I couldn’t find my words right.
“Good after… evening.” I stammered.
Damon’s eyes were on me. Steady like he knew something about me but that wasn’t why I stammered, close proximity with him felt like I was unraveling, burning hot for some reason. I couldn’t explain it.
He was so much younger, and yet so promising. My pulse raced and I couldn’t tell if it was admiration or something I shouldn’t have felt.
“Are you the store manager?” He asked.
My brain scrambled, “No.. no, I just stock and… and I sell to cust…” I couldn’t make out a single sentence with his eyes on me.
He cut in smoothly. “It doesn’t matter, I’d like you to help me anyway, you seem attentive.”
Other workers were staring starry eyed from behind the counter.
“Why her? I heard he hardly speaks to female wolves”
“He’s speaking to Mara, I want him to speak to me too.”
“Shouldn’t he be speaking to us? Who knows? Maybe I’d get to be his mate.”
“He hasn’t found his mate yet, but there are rumors that he doesn’t even try. He’s so busy being Alpha, he’s always on distant missions to bettering the pack.”
“That makes him even more sexy, Girls like us can only dream.”
I tried to ignore them but I was thinking the same thing, I followed him to the counter, where an older beta with broad shoulders and graying hair stood beside him.
The beta reminded me of my father.
“We heard this store deals in some rare and magical items like props,” Damon said, casually scanning a row of boxes with fake hand charms. “I’m looking for something specific.”
“Of course,” I said quickly, trying to keep my voice steady. “What kind of item are you looking for exactly?”
He smiled and looked at the staff now huddled at the counter. The smile made my heart skip, I had seen handsomeness in Aiden, he was what I thought was the standard but Alpha Damon transcended that standard by far.
The beta cleared his throat. The girls scampered in different directions, busying themselves doing nothing.
“I’m looking for something to block the mate bond,” he replied. “Specifically it’s emotional influence.”
My heart clenched, there was no such thing, and why would anyone want that?
“I’ve.. I’ve never heard of something like that,” I said.
He tilted his head, his expression blank as he tried to figure out if I was lying.
“Why would anyone want something like that?”
He smirked. “Are you curious?”
The older Beta spoke. “We’re investigating illegal enchanted items circulating across packs, dangerous items. Alpha Cullen is tracking the source, we’d appreciate your help if you happen to come across anything… unusual in your stock.”
I nodded quickly. “Of course.”
Just then, the girl behind the counter Sylvia, leaned over the counter.
“Actually,” she whispered. “There was someone, a very handsome man, who came in a couple of months ago, asking for something like that… a pendant, I think? He was convinced that particular pendant could hide one from a mate bond. We told him we only sold magical props, nothing real but he went straight for it. Like he knew what it was.”
Damon’s eyes sharpened. “Did he leave his contact information?”
As his eyes sharpened on Sylvia, it was like she was also stunned by him.
Sylvia hesitated. “Well, I kind of poached his number from the boss, but I haven’t had the courage to call him since.”
She searched her phone and wrote the number on a small piece of paper. As she wrote my eyes followed the numbers.
I didn’t mean to but it felt like I knew the digit she’d write after each one.
My heart dropped to the floor.
It was Aiden’s number.
Mara I do not remember walking to our bedroom. I do not remember the journey from the sitting room. I do not remember Damon guiding me through the hallways or up the stairs. I do not remember how we arrived at this place except that we are here and the door is closed. I do not remember Damon closing the door either though I know he must have. All I remember is the silence. The suffocating pressurized silence that follows too much truth at once. The kind of silence that comes when your entire understanding of yourself and your world has been fundamentally altered. Mother. White wolf. Experimentation. Talia. Sister. The word keeps slicing through me. My legs go up as soon as the door closes. Before I hit the floor Damon grabs me. He does not talk. He does not offer explanations or perspective or the kind of comfort that requires words. He just pulls me into him with his arms solid and steady and present. And that is when I break. Not the quiet tears I have mastered over
Mara Morning comes gently. Too gently. Warm ribbons of light stream across the bed like a promise as they flood through the drapes. The morning is kind in a way that feels unearned after yesterday. I forget about councils and accusations and politics for a little moment. I forget about everything except the warmth beside me and the stillness of early morning. Then Damon groans. Reality returns. He shifts beside me pressing a hand to his forehead like his head might fall off if he does not hold it together. His expression contorts slightly. "Never again," he mutters with the absolute certainty of someone who genuinely believes they will maintain this promise. I smile faintly and slip out of bed moving quietly so as not to jar him further. "You say that every time," I observe. "This time I mean it," he protests weakly. "You will not," I reply calmly already pouring him water from the pitcher on the bedside table. The water is cool and fresh and exactly what his body needs.
Mara They half carry him in. Zeta on one side supporting him with the kind of patience that comes from years of loyalty. Ryan on the other side making sure his steps remain somewhat coordinated despite the alcohol that has clearly been consumed extensively. Damon shrugs them off the moment he sees me. "I can walk," he mutters though his steps are not entirely steady. Though he is clearly not as fine as he is trying to appear. The scent of alcohol reaches me before he does. Sharp. Heavy. Layered over something darker underneath. Humiliation. Anger. Wounded pride. Defeat. All of it mixed together in a way that speaks to how much the day has cost him. "Thank you," I tell his Betas softly. My voice carries gratitude but also dismissal. Also understanding that what he needs now is not their presence but mine. Ryan studies my face carefully searching for blame. Searching for resentment. Searching for any indication that I am angry at what has happened. He will not find it there
Mara Until the automobile disappears around the corner I wave. Up until the morning air wisps with the curl of dust that is all that remains of his departure I stand at the gates and watch him go. I stand there long past the point where seeing him would do any good. And still— Something does not sit right. It is not dramatic. Not sharp. Not the kind of pain that cuts and demands attention. Not something that announces itself with violence. Just… tight. I felt as though invisible fingers were pressing against my ribs in the middle of my chest. As though something inside me recognizes that things are about to shift. That the day ahead will break something and cannot be undone. I frown and put my palm there against my chest trying to understand what my body is telling me. Anxiety I tell myself immediately. Of course I am anxious. Of course my instincts are screaming. Damon is walking into a chamber full of men who want him humbled. Men who smile while sharpening knives. Men wh
Damon The doors slam open so hard the hinges groan in protest. I do not remember pushing them. I do not recall making the decision to leave the chamber or crossing the space between my father's court and the exit. I just remember the movement and the need to be anywhere except in that room. I just remember heat. Heat in my chest burning like something is trying to consume me from inside. Heat in my skull making my thoughts fractured and sharp. Heat crawling under my skin like my wolf is trying to tear its way out and rip something apart. Like the animal inside me recognizes the humiliation and wants to respond with violence. Behind me I hear Zeta's boots. Ryan's quieter stride. Neither of them speaks. Neither of them tries to offer comfort or explanation or false reassurance. Good. If anyone says the wrong thing right now I might break more than furniture. I might break more than stone. I might break more than the careful facade I have been maintaining. The courtyard air hi
Damon The packhouse feels different when I return. Not hostile. Not cold in the way that comes from rejection or disdain. Just… watchful. The walls themselves appear to be holding their breath unsure if I will still be a part of them when the sun rises. Unsure if I will still be their Alpha or if I will become something else. Something diminished. The doors behind me close with a gentle thud. I am not as relaxed by the familiar scent of woodsmoke wolf and house stone as I usually am. The smells that have always meant home and safety now feel like they are asking questions. Asking if I can still protect them. My power hums restlessly under my skin agitated scraping against restraint. It wants to do something. It wants to move. It wants to act but there is nothing to fight. Nothing physical that can be solved with strength. Mara is already there. She is pacing the main sitting room with bare feet silent against the floor with hair loose around her shoulders like she has been wa
Damon’s POV The look on Mara’s face said tons, there was fear, guilt, anger and even grief springing up again. A part of me cracked open, it was obvious that the love she had come to know was always incomplete. Her father had done his best but after his death, she was thrown to the wolves. “Wolv
Collina’s POV They drove out of the hospital, this time just Damon and the female beta. Could it be that this woman was the mistress? She was certainly dressed like a regular beta. “But female betas are more likely to be with Alpha princesses or Lunas.” I murmured. The car turned down on a lone
Talia’s POV Collina sat across from me, her fingers fiddled with the edge of the tablet we had put on the table. The hallway was quiet and I looked at her. She looked nervous, uncertain and terribly out of her depth. “We can’t get near him,” I muttered, tracing a lazy circle over Redwind territor
Mara’s POV “Let’s see if there are other things that could help us in the search, it doesn’t hurt to have a lot of information.” Damon said. Right on cue, we heard sniffing behind us. It was Elder Summer’s daughter, she wiped her nose with the back of her sleeve. “Today, mom was so excited,”







