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Chapter 56 - On a rainy day
Leo guides me into his apartment, making sure to shake out the umbrella before he enters behind me
When he turns around he finds me smiling at him. I have this cheesy smile on my face. He has a cute and comfortable picnic setting in the setting in the middle of his living room. He went all out with the blanket, candles and food. He created a moody and sexy setting here.
He smile as me and opens his arms like, I know I’m the shits. I nod in agreement, because this is amazing.
“I know we wanted to go for a nice picnic but the rain had other ideas. So I thought why not have an indoor picnic? This way we’ll stay warm and dry” He says smiling at me. He places the umbrella in the corner and guides me to the blanket.
I walk slowly toward his indoor picnic set up feeling all giddy on the inside. I take my shoes and sit down. He goes to the kitchen and makes us some tea.
“Let me get our drinks.” He says walking to t
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