LOGINThe rest of the week seemed to drag on. I still could not get into the mood for clothes shopping. Claire was the fashionista; I am happy wearing leggings and a comfortable top. High heels, dresses, and all the make-up just aren’t me at all, let alone having to go clothes shopping for them. Each evening after dinner I would retire early to my room or be caught listening to Claire and looking at her P*******t ideas constantly. Before I knew it Saturday had arrived and Claire was on my bed waking me up at 8am.
“Wake up lazy bones!” She shook me awake. I had nothing in me besides a groan. “We are going whether you like it or not, the alternative Leila is that I pick your outfit completely blind?” “Fine, can you at least give me 20 minutes to wake up properly and get washed and dressed?” “I will do you one better; we leave the house at 9am!” she shouted as she left the room. I dragged myself out of bed, found the easiest, most comfortable clothes for shopping that I could and headed to the bathroom. After I had washed, dressed and dragged my hair into a ponytail I made my way to the breakfast island we had. Claire was walking around the sofa with piles of papers creating possible perfect outfit choices. I grabbed an apple off the fruit bowl and took a bite. Claire heard the crunch and looked up. “You’re ready early.” She seemed pleased with me. “Not until I have eaten.” I grumbled. She huffed and went back to organising her designs. I watched the clock tick closer to 9am and waited for Claire to whisk me into the car. The longer she was distracted the better in my eyes. 9am came and on the stroke of the clock Claire was hurrying me out to the car. Claire had already planned in meticulous order which shops we were going to and when. Every detail was planned by the time spent in each shop, to how long we had to break for lunch, and included extra time for if we found the perfect dress. The first 3 shops came and went quickly and luckily, I only had to try 3 dresses on in total and watched Claire for the most part and offered my opinion on her choices. Shop 4 was the one Claire was holding out hope would have the dress she had seen. As soon as she got inside, she spotted the dress she wanted and ran to the dress rail. She ran to the changing rooms before I had a chance to see it properly. “Leila, I want your honest opinion on this one. Full critique not a half arsed one please.” Her voice was quite firm with me. “Of course.” Claire stepped out wearing a very low-cut red satin dress. She gave a small twirl. Although the dress was something I would never personally wear and was very revealing it suited Claire completely. “That’s the dress!” I beamed at her. “Are you sure?” There was a nervousness in her tone suddenly, almost like she was second guessing the dress she had spent most of the week obsessing over with various hair combinations and accessories. “Yes, you wanted my honest opinion. It is 100% not what I would choose or would ever wear but it is 100% you. You look absolutely amazing.” She ran up and hugged me tight for a split second. “Well, I am just hoping my choice for you is as good as this for me.” “As long as it is not as revealing I think we will be fine.” “Leila, you have a body to die for. Slim but curvy and with the right dress you with have every man at the ball drooling over you.” Before I could respond she disappeared back into the changing rooms. She picked out some bright red high heels to go with the dress and headed to the cashier. I was glad I did not have to try another dress on just yet. Claire declared it was time for lunch according to her schedule and right on cue, my stomach rumbled. We found a little cafe in the center of town and had a quick bite to eat before she ushered me onto the next shop. I knew this was the point of no turning back, now Claire had found her dress, all the attention was on me and there was no escaping it. Sure enough, as we entered the next shop Claire was filing through all the racks picking out dress after dress for me to try on. The day was ending, and shops were getting ready to close when we had one more shop on Claire’s list. “We have to find you something you like.” She sighed.My eyes locked onto Nick immediately and I saw him ready to cry. Elio stood next to him patting him on the back. My gaze fixed on Nick, and I smiled at him gently. I took a place in front of him and passed my bouquet to Claire with a kiss on the cheek. He held my hands and kept my gaze. I could feel him shaking more than I was. “You, ok?” I mouthed. He nodded wiping away a tear from his cheek. The celebrant started the service. I had never been happier than I was in that moment. We got to the part for the vows. “Leila Clarke never had I believed in love at first sight until I saw you. You had my heart even before you knew it. I have loved you from the second you stepped out of the car at the charity ball, and I will love you until my last breath and maybe even long after. We have been through some tough times but at every turn you have shown me what true strength is. Over the last few years, you have shown me what it means to be a man and when I think I cannot love you anymore y
Nick grabbed my thigh so tight it almost hurt. I gripped his hand, and he released me quickly. “Sorry,” he mouthed at me. I was in shock. This time Dan walked out with the guards without a fuss. The drive home was silent. I collapsed into Nick’s arms when we got back to the apartment. “It’s over,” I said. “It’s over.” He confirmed. “What now?” I asked. “We live our life. We look to our future.” He nuzzled my nose. “I kind of have a surprise and I hope you’re not going to be mad.” “Uh-oh.” He pulled a set of keys from his pocket. “Keys?” “I bought a house in the countryside. One just like what you wanted.” “You’re kidding!” He shook his head. I couldn’t believe it. I jumped into his arms and crashed my lips onto his. “When can we go?” “Now.” He smiled. The house was exactly like the one I described to him. Within a week we moved out of the apartment and into the house. I officially joined Thorn cider and helped Nick with running a branch of the compan
“Madam, fore woman, have you reached a verdict?” “We have your honor.” She replied as she stood to face the judge. “On the charge of kidnapping, how do you find the defendant?” “Guilty.” “On the charge of rape, how do you find the defendant?” “Guilty.” “On the charge of attempted murder, how do you find the defendant?” “Guilty.” I breathed a massive sigh of relief and tears quickly followed as I collapsed my face into my hands. Nick wrapped himself around me. I could feel him shaking as badly as I was. “Thank you, jurors, for your service. Mr. Daniel Smithe you are remanded until sentencing on Friday.” I felt Nick shaking hands with people all around, but I was still in a state of shock. He placed a hand on my back and tried to break my hands from my face. I couldn’t stop shaking. atje chaos around sounded so quiet all I could hear was Nick and my own pounding heart. I lifted my head slowly through blurry eyes filled with tears and I saw him smiling over to someon
Dan carried on shouting and as my mind flashed back to memories, my stomach bubbled, and I threw up over the stand. The judge called a break, and the courtroom was cleared. I headed to the bathroom to clean up before heading back in and retaking the stand. “Leila, can you tell me why you were sick?” “The memories, the thought of him touching me,” I paused and shook my head as I remembered him near me, “It makes me feel sick. I was sick several times during that time.” “Nothing further.” My lawyer sat back down, and I was excused from the stand. As soon as I took the seat next to Nick, he grabbed my hand and pulled me into him. He wrapped an arm around my waist and held my hand with his free one. I thought he’d be mad about me not telling him about calling Dan, but he was just happy for me to be there. He stroked my knuckles softly as we sat, and the next few witnesses were called. Day 5, 6 and 7 were similar to the first few days. Lots of witnesses, evidence and testimonies.
“Miss Clarke, can you confirm you had a relationship with Mr. Smithe.” “Yes but...” I was cut off. “And is it fair to say that your relationship was a good relationship.” “It was okay but...” Again, I was cut off. “Is it fair to say that Mr. Thorn was the only reason your relationship with Mr. Smithe ended.” “Yes but...” “So, if Mr. Thorn had not forced you to leave Mr. Smithe you would still be together now?” “No!” Anger was building inside me. I tried to look back at Nick in the hope just looking at him would calm me but the hairs on the back of my neck were standing up. My adrenaline started pumping as I clenched my fists into my lap. “Are you sure because we have testimony from Mr. Smithe’s sister, who I believe was your housemate at the time, that you were happy with Dan until Mr. Thorn forced your hand.” “No, it’s not true!” I looked at Dan and saw a sadistic smile creep onto his face.I clenched my fists so hard that my nails dug into the palms of my hands and left ma
No one argued with me and we were guided through the courthouse and into the courtroom. We took a seat near the front with members of the public. There was an area at the back reserved for selected reporters. I held my hands tight in my lap and fidgeted trying to find a comfortable position, but I couldn’t. Nick placed his hand over mine. I gave him a small smile. He leaned in and whispered in my ear. “We can leave at any point; just squeeze my hand and we will leave.” I nodded. The doors opened and in came the lawyers, followed by Dan. My breath caught in my throat, and I stiffened as he looked at me and smiled. It felt sinister somehow. Nick squeezed my hand, and I shook my head. I watched them take Dan into the glass box at the side and he settled into his seat casually like he was at home while the lawyers took to their tables, moments later in came the prosecution lawyers we had been speaking with. The judge was next to follow and then the jury. The judge confirmed with the jur







