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Amara POV
My blood was unique and for some reason it was the only substance that could help cure Catherine’s rare heart disease. It’s the only thing they valued about me, I knew it…even as they at times take it forcibly. Today the entire pack was to celebrate the news that only I was dreading. The news that my sister would be named as the future alpha of the pack. It would be a grand ceremony, enough money had been thrown into it, a night fit for the princess that she is. A night the pack will never forget. All would attend, it was expected by the alpha and luna. All but me. I was the illegitimate daughter, the one my father wishes to forget. My sister, Catherine, is to be the next alpha. Yet, I am older than her…I was meant to be the heir. She would be the one to inherit my lands, inherit my title…and he would do it in front of everyone to prove the point, yet keep me away. He was in charge; he was the big scary alpha of the Mystic Hallows pack. Nobody dares defy him, not even me. They were all celebrating…yet I was numb. They had forgotten that today was my 19th birthday, ironically Catherine turning 18 only last week. Not one person has wished me happy birthday, not one person has shown affection…but why am I surprised, it’s been like this for as long as I can remember. Nobody celebrates the weak, the undeserving, the outcast. I remain in this pack’s community but only by the gracious clemency of my father, mainly keeping to the fringes of society. I had been born prematurely; my mother dying in labour. I think that’s why I am weak, powerless. My wolf presented herself to me as a teenager, but the connection hadn’t been strong enough to shift, to try and bond fully with her. She has never come forward enough to answer me, to shift…I suppose how could I be an alpha, when my wolf is defected. Catherine had the exact opposite first time with her wolf. Only two days after I had failed, she shifted perfectly for the first time. A seamless shift, that many would be envious of, myself included. What better wolf than to lead the pack than a strong white wolf that emulates strength and nobility. The alpha house became a cold residence for me, I wasn’t welcomed…they just didn’t express it verbally in public. Behind closed doors was a different story; piles of dirty clothes, stacked high dishes that were left for me each night; showed me where my place was within the alpha family home. He had been downgrading me to an omega all along. One dirty plate at a time. “I can’t believe it, of all the nights…Catherine really didn’t deserve for that to happen.” My ears perk up at the mention of my sister’s name as I attend to the dishes that the cook had ordered me to do. I may not be at the celebrations, but I’m expected to still contribute in some way. “She was fuming, did you see her face…” I recognise the voice of the house maid, her tone holding humour at some kind of commotion that happened at the celebrations. I press my ear against the door, trying to hear more when I am pulled by the scruff of my neck backwards. “What are you doing?” The cook roars at me, as she flings a tray of dirty plates into the sink. The suds and water splashing all over me. “Nothing…I was just…” “If I catch you slacking again…goddess help me.” She grips my wrist, forcing it into the dirty water before storming out through the back door towards the pack hall. I grit my teeth as I try to endure the pain. As soon as she has gone, I pull my wrist out, pain radiating up my arm from the open wound. It was bleeding again, the bandage soaked through. That sickly sensation of panic spreads through me, I reach for a clean cloth, tearing the wet one off me to discard it. I can’t afford to get an infection…they will punish me. I don’t think the pack would even care if they knew what happened behind closed doors, this secret is the reason my wound never has a chance to heal. The secret that I believe is the only reason I am alive today. The pack aren’t allowed to know, not that they would stop it…they respected their alpha, they wouldn’t dare go against him for some lowly, unknown, pathetic omega daughter of his. Not when I was the one that kept Catherine alive. They won’t let me die because Catherine had a heart attack when she was 13 years old, and she needs my blood to survive. I don’t know why she suddenly got sick, why her heart gave out. But from that day onwards I had become a personal mobile blood bank to my own sister. By the time I had completed the chores in the kitchen, I was beat…exhausted. I didn’t care it was my birthday anymore, I just wanted to sleep. I lay sprawled out on my bed, not even bothering to remove my scuffed shoes. I reach for the bedding, wrapping it around me loosely as the call to sleep becomes all too powerful. As soon as I shut my eyes, they fly back open from a loud knock on my door. Jason, it must be Jason…he hasn’t forgotten my birthday after all. A smile spreads out onto my face as I take one last look at myself in the mirror before opening the bedroom door. I looked a bit scruffy after such a long day, but Jason was used to me like this, he knew how many hours I worked. I open my bedroom door with excitement, only to be disappointed. It was the house maid. “Quick, the Alpha is asking for you, and I couldn’t find you.” She reaches for me, flustered. “What?” I yawn out slightly, my eyes casting on the clock in my room. 11.30pm, I had thirty minutes left of my birthday, surely, he wouldn’t be cruel enough to give me one last chore to complete. “Just tell him you couldn’t find me.” I whisper out to her, trying to close the door on her. “What and be reprimanded, not a chance…come.” She was little older than me yet pulled my sore wrist in her hand…my hand snatching away only for her to grab my other one. I could see the sweat across her brow, hear the panic in her voice and sense her dread at having to return to him without me…yes, I couldn’t put her through that. When it came to Father’s demands, nobody ever dared delay. Standing by the door, I steady my nerves with a deep breath in before placing my hand on the handle. Whatever greeted me on the other side was never a pleasant experience. I push the door open, Catherine and Stepmother sitting in the office by a roaring fire. Stepmother’s eyes cast upon me with disdain as she holds a sobbing Catherine by her side. “You wanted to see me, Father?” I ask, bypassing her glare only to find another in the room. It was the rogue that I had pleaded with Father to save at the border the other night. He turns at my arrival, his cold eyes locking on to mine…sending chills down my spine. His eyes were amber, perhaps the only warm thing about him. “I need you to do one thing.” Father’s deep low voice drags my attention away from the rogue and on to him. “Okay…” I nervously respond, trepidation overwhelming me as I try to hide my hesitation. “Since you’ve been giving Catherine blood transfusions it would appear your scents have become similar….” “I don’t follow.” My gaze turns from my father to my sister, who remained huddled next to her mother on the sofa. “With Catherine being the future alpha of the pack, it would be highly scandalous for her to be mated to a rogue.” My eyes dart back to my father, not missing the way the rogue’s jaw tenses, his eyes remaining on me. “You need to switch your mate with Catherine!” Father commands at me.Erik POV I’ve been inside the Mystic Hallows pack, I’ve watched their warrior training sessions…so how has Catherine suddenly gathered this number of fighters within her pack. The pack doesn’t have this amount of warriors to spare, to send to their deaths….unless she was leaving the pack defenceless in the obsession with getting her sister back.Our mountains were a natural defence, the cold bitter air weakening the attackers before they even reach my borders. No one survives out here unless you slept in the snow as a baby, acclimatising to the atmosphere of these dangerous mountains.To venture to my lands was deadly enough…let alone launching an attack. She must have help…because not only is the supply of attackers endless, but they seem more skilled than the previous. Starting to make a dent into the numbers of Snow City pack warriors.I understand now, understand why they want her. Why they will stop at nothing to get her back.“Erik…” Estrid’s voice pushes through the mind l
Hello my lovelies, Just thought I would pop on to let you know that I am now on my Christmas break. I have chapter 50 part written but with all the festive music and baking going on, whatever I upload won’t be doing the book any justice Plus the next chapters are pivotal for the plot. I want to take this time to thank you for your patience with me. 2025 has been tough for everyone and I’m going to push myself in 2026 to be the author you all deserve. Each chapter you unlock means the world to me and I can’t say how much I appreciate you all. I will try and upload 28/29 December as that is my first day at home over the break. Then I will push forward with this book to finish for you.
Amara POV It takes longer to fall asleep than I was used to now, Erik’s absence by my side highly noticeable as my body refuses to adhere to my need for rest. I was used to him being next to me now, even in this small space of time…I stupidly allowed myself to think it would be like this for the rest of my nights. Him beside me. Me falling asleep in safe arms. For once I leave my bedroom door unlocked, knowing it wouldn’t stop him anyway, but part hoping he would see it as an invitation to join me when he returned. Which seemed to work, because during the night I feel warm hands wrap around my body and pull me to a strong chest. That sensation of warmth and safety finally returning to me….my mind now comfortable enough to rest. Until I am abruptly woken by Erik leaping out of bed….his sudden movements sending my senses into overdrive. “What is it, what’s wrong?” I reach for the lamp, blinking into the dimly lit room as my mate moves to the door, his hands rubbing at his
Erik POV “Alpha, thank you for coming.” “This better be good, I’ve been on patrol, and you’ve just taken me from my mate.” A low vibration exudes from my chest, my alpha wolf not even being subtle in informing the doctor of his irritation at the late-night mind link. I had finally dragged myself away from the borders when Estrid assured me she would remain, my timing being opportunistic in warning Alpha Augustus of his place in my home. Amara wasn’t naïve when it came to him or his daughter, but he had a way of extracting blood from a stone. “The luna…or the erm, not yet luna….” My growl starts to make him nervous, I wasn’t ready for Amara to be announced as the Luna yet, I had marked her…I had claimed her…I had completed the mate bond, yet I was holding back. I wasn’t ready to put her in the line of fire, not while I can still protect her. Wolves still attacked the borders in the night, enemies that weren’t sending out demands…that weren’t resting. I knew t
Amara POV I’ve been sleeping in Erik’s bed for the last week, every night. Even if I try to go to my room first, he shortly comes and collects me, not leaving me a lone…like I was his new obsession…a toy he couldn’t put down. Behind the closed door of his bedroom, I was every part of a mate to him, his fingers…his lips didn’t leave me alone. Even when we slept his wolf would seek me out, yanking me into his arms, his touch possessive even in his dreams. Yet in the day, around the others, nothing has changed. Secret rendezvous in his office, hungry kisses when the hallway was empty, but when Estrid or Finn enter, he jumps away from me. I was the secret…again. Just like before. But this time was different, I don’t doubt his feelings for me, I know he wants me, he was just delaying telling others due to political reasons…Nina and her father still sniffing around. I was exhausted, extra sleepy from the physical demands on my body when I already wasn’t eating enough to keep up
Amara POV I’ve been awake for the past hour, my eyes scanning the scene around me…I was in the alpha’s private rooms…in his bedroom. It’s exactly as I had pictured it in my mind, the character of the room completely matching Erik. Clean, crisp…even a tad cold just like the pack lands in the mountains. But I was starting to warm to the location, starting to adapt to the climate….to Erik. I can’t believe I allowed myself to fall asleep in his bed, I can’t believe I was able to doze off…I always struggled to sleep anywhere new. But not last night, it has to be the best sleep I have had in years. He didn’t kick me out, not only did he complete the bond between us, but he kept me in his bed last night. Even now, his hands are wrapped around my waist as he gently breathes by my ear. I don’t dare move, in fear of waking him. But then in not moving, I fear the regret on his face when he wakes…the cold realisation of the morning after, when the jealousy has worn off and







