LOGINREED’S POV“Pull that other end toward me so it forms a circle, boy,” I say to Brayan, and the little man does as I ask perfectly. “Good. Thanks, man.” The flower forms a circle, and I quickly tie it firmly so it doesn’t fall off after a while.“I want to put it up. Can I, please?” Brayan asks, his big round eyes widening as he pleads, and there’s no way I’m saying no to that.“Fine,” I tell him. This is the last of the Christmas decor anyway, so he can get to put it up.I hand him the flower, pick him up to give him some added height, and I direct him to hang the mistletoe over the door knocker. “WOW! It’s so nice and pretty. This is where kisses happen right?” Brayan asks innocently, and I nod. He turns to face me, malice glinting in his baby eyes, and already knowing that he’s about to ask when I’ll kiss a girl here, I attack him with a ton of kisses. Since he’s in my arms, there’s really nothing else for him to do other than twist in my grasp.I kiss his cheeks and forehead, his
Playlist Song#3: Sing for My Life by SiaDAPHNE’S POVI'm already awake, but my eyes are still tightly closed as I try to register where the hell I am. Well, I can’t really say I try, because the memories rush to my brain after a second. Coming to visit my fiancé from a long work trip flight only to find him streaming a live sex tape with our wedding planner who happens to be my step sister, and being told by my step mother to not overreact. From smashing everything in my path in a fit of rage to dancing with a stranger…and ending up in a hotel room with him.Horace.Jeez.I can still feel the imprint of his arms wrapped around my body. I’ve never been held the way he did me…never been made love to like that. I know it’s way too early and delusional to say this, but I already memorized the way he smells, and the way he sounds when he reaches the peak of pleasure. When he brought me back here last night, he did exactly as I asked him to. He made me forget everything, and even if I wa
Playlist Song#2: Pin Drop by SiaDAPHNE’S POVMy mom was young when she had me. Barely had her frontal lobe developed, and when my Dad cheated on her while she was suffering from postpartum depression, she became a shell of herself. She loved me as best as she could, but when cancer hit, she couldn’t fight it. Dad remarried a year later, way too quickly, so I grew up with my maternal grandmother, Rhosyn.Everything I’ve fought for, has been to make her happy, but seeing her child pass without knowing what true love felt like, that became her biggest wish for me.Outside in the cold, with the snow biting at my skin and freezing the tears as they drop, I feel weak deep in my soul. I’m walking aimlessly with my luggages, because I reckon that if I had left it in front of Orison’s apartment, I’d come back to it destroyed, just as I did to his things. I’m able to find a temporary spot to leave them, for a ridiculous fee of sixty American dollars. I’m too broken to argue, so I pay and le
Playlist Song#1: Santa Claus Is Coming to Town by Michael BubléDAPHNE’S POV“These freaking luggages! Urghh!” I groan, surprisingly able to drag three heavy boxes up a flight of stairs without twisting both my ankles, but that only means I look and feel like my large intestine is about to fall out through my crack any second now. “Orison, arggh, why didn’t you pick up your phone?” I muse to myself, breaking a sweat even though it’s freezing out here, but the question I should be asking is why I thought I would be able to carry all my luggages on my own in the first place. Thankfully, I reach Orison’s door on the last floor, and I strain to fish out the spare keys he gave me.I don’t blame Orison. I’m sure the reason why he couldn’t pick me up from the airport or come help with my luggages downstairs is because he’s exhausted with planning our wedding which is coming up in barely two months time, so I forgive him. He has been doing most of the work with our wedding planner, Scarlet,







