Mag-log inJake
Seven months later, I’m still thinking about how much everything has changed.
It’s been seven months since I last heard from Kiara. The last time I saw her was when I rejected her.
I remember how her legs buckled from the pain after the rejection. The psychological pain I caused her had struck deep. Her back, her long brown hair, the sound of her heels hitting the floor, and the sweet scent of her perfume were the last things I recorded of her in my mind.
When I saw her leave, determined and firm, I felt a sharp pain in my chest. A pain I never thought I would feel after letting her go, after learning she had cheated on me with my brother, Thomas.
There had been so much hatred inside me when Irina told me the truth, with proof. I had to make a decision and separate from Kiara. She betrayed me. I trusted her, and she stabbed me in the back.
With my own brother? How could she do that to me?
I’ve barely had any contact with Thomas. The only time we spoke was three months ago, when we had to meet virtually for a business matter. I had no choice. Since then, we haven’t exchanged a single word.
However, our mother organized a family dinner. She had just recovered from cancer that almost killed her, and she wanted her two sons to sit together at the table. I refused at first, but she was persistent, and I had to agree.
“You came!” she said, hugging me. She placed a sweet kiss on my cheek. I had to bend down so she could reach.
“How are you, Mom?” I smiled back, though I felt uncomfortable.
I just wanted the night to be over as soon as possible.
Mom glanced at Irina and offered a polite smile, but I knew what she truly thought about her. When she found out Kiara and I had separated, the news hit her hard. She never liked Irina for me.
“I’m fine. Come in... Dinner will be ready soon,” she said.
I walked in slowly, taking in the house. I had grown up here, but with Thomas around, it didn’t feel as warm as it used to. I reached the dining room, the delicious smell of food drifting from the kitchen. Thomas wasn’t there yet.
“Hasn’t he arrived?” I turned to my mother.
“Thomas? No. He’s coming with his new girlfriend.”
Irina took my hand as soon as I sat down at the table. Mom sat at the head, in Dad’s old seat.
“What are your plans for your relationship?”
“To get married, Mom. I told you a month ago. We’re planning to start a family.”
“Yes, ma’am. I love your son very much,” Irina said with her dazzling smile.
But Mom showed no real emotion about our engagement.
The doorbell rang. Mom quickly got up to open it herself. My body tensed instantly at the sound. Thomas was here, and I didn’t want to see his stupid face after what he’d done to me.
“Are you okay?” Irina asked.
“I don’t want to see him, Irina.”
“I thought you’d gotten over Kiara. I thought you didn’t love her anymore, Jake.”
“I don’t love her. I’m over it. But that doesn’t change the fact that I hate him.”
Thomas entered the kitchen, looking as imposing as ever. Our eyes met immediately, a silent challenge sparking between us. The rivalry thickened the air. Thomas looked surprised to see me there.
“What are you doing here?” he asked, turning toward Mom.
But Mom wasn’t behind him. It was Kiara.
My heart stopped when I saw her. As stunning and graceful as ever, with those eyes that could pierce right through your chest. But it wasn’t just seeing her beauty againit , was the sight of her rounded, swollen belly.
She was pregnant.
Kiara was pregnant.
“What is she doing here?” Irina asked, rising from her seat.
Kiara looked just as shocked to see me, but her face also showed fear. Instinctively, her hands went to her belly, caressing it as if she were protecting whatever was inside her.
“You… you’re pregnant?” I frowned.
I looked at Thomas, who quickly took Kiara’s hand and stepped in front of her to block my view. I felt my blood boil.
Mom had said Thomas would bring his girlfriend. Was she the girlfriend? Kiara?
Then, this scene proved that Irina had never lied. Irina had told the truth about Thomas and Kiara. They had been together all along.
“So this is why you brought me here, Mom? To see that Thomas is with Kiara?” I snapped.
“Sweetheart, I had no idea about this. I just found out like you did.”
I felt heaviness pressing on my head and chest. A strange, sharp feeling crept down my spine and spread through me.
“Whose baby is that?” I blurted out without even thinking.
Kiara Thomas wanted me to go with him to the office that morning, so I got up early alongside him to accompany him. He said he liked knowing I was close so he could take better care of me, even if we weren’t together all the time. It comforted me too, watching him move confidently between meetings, calls, and paperwork, as if that corporate world were a natural extension of him. This morning, however, something felt different. Maybe it was the exhaustion, or maybe it was the thoughts that had refused to leave my mind since the other night. He wasn’t angry with me, but I felt him acting strangely. I don’t know if Juliette had told him that I overheard a conversation between Jake and her. Around noon, my phone vibrated. It was a message from Thomas saying he wouldn’t be able to have lunch with me and that he’d send me money so I could eat something on my own. I left the building at a slow pace, car
Jake The long night had ended, and I just wanted to get into bed and rest. I closed the front door with more force than necessary, as if that slam could get rid of the rage inside me, but it didn’t. I felt the need to break something to release the tension, but I couldn’t behave like that. Not with my wife so close. I loosened the knot of my tie to breathe better, trying to convince myself that the silence of my home would help quiet my thoughts, but the silence was even worse. Irina walked behind me, the sound of her heels practically stepping on my shadow. She was upset; we had barely spoken since she got mad at me. I tried talking to her at the party after a while, but she was angry enough not to even listen. “Are you going to tell me what happened?” she asked as soon as I left my jacket on the couch. We were already arguing
JakeThe party was full of people from the company: assistants, receptionists, partners, and cleaning staff. The organization of the event was something my assistants handled because I didn’t have time to think about parties. I didn’t like them, to be honest, but my mother and father always hosted them in past years, so it had become a tradition.I shouldn’t have felt nervous, but I was. I wasn’t used to that feeling, but the last few days of my life had taken chaotic turns.I stood beside Irina, my wife. She spoke animatedly with a group of partners while my mind was somewhere else. Or rather, with someone else. Someone I knew would be attending the event. As if my thoughts had summoned her, Kiara and Thomas appeared through the huge entrance doors of the hall.I saw her looking so beautiful. Kiara. My ex-wife, the mother of my children. And my brother’s girlfriend…She walked in holding Thomas’s arm, clinging to him as if he were her protector.My breath stopped without my permissio
Kiara Ever since I left the city, I never thought I would end up at another elegant party organized by Jake and Thomas’s company. With everything that was happening, it was hard to imagine that they were business partners, brothers who hated each other. They were two brilliant minds who inherited important positions in a company and were forced by Juliette to share the responsibility. And I… I was there in a long dress I bought for a party I didn’t even want to attend. As soon as I walked into the hall with Thomas at my side, the warm lights reflected on the decorated walls, and the murmur of the crowd filled my ears. It was annoying, because I was annoyed. Thomas walked next to me, impeccable in his black suit, with his imposing posture as always. I felt protected beside him, yet still exposed. I felt everyone’s eyes on me. “Are you okay, Kiara?” he asked, leaning closer so I could
Jake I hadn’t planned on telling her today. I didn’t even know if I wanted to say it out loud to anyone yet, but the words had already been stuck in my throat since I found out that morning, and my mother had been looking at me strangely ever since I walked in, because she knew me perfectly well and could tell something was wrong. I walked into the guest room with her and closed the door behind me. I didn’t know how to start talking, but she asked first. “Jake,” she finally said. “What’s going on?” I swallowed. I leaned my elbow against the window frame and rubbed my forehead. “Mom… I need to tell you something.” She straightened her back as if bracing herself for a blow. I let out a breath. “Irina is pregnant.” For a second, she didn’t react. She didn’t say anything. Just that damn silence, as sharp as my own thoughts. After a moment, Mom frowned. She didn’t look very happy with the news; she had never liked Irina. “Is the baby yours?” Indignation shot through me so hard
Kiara I went back to the living room slowly, my legs trembling. I tried to make my breathing sound normal, as if my heart hadn’t stopped inside my chest the moment I heard those words from the hallway. I sat down again on the sofa where I’d been before. I pressed my hands against my knees to stop them from shaking, but it didn’t help much. The hollow feeling in my stomach kept growing. I still can’t believe Irina is pregnant with his child. With my ex-husband’s child. But… why am I even surprised? He himself said that he wanted to be a father with Irina, that they were trying to have a baby. I didn’t think it was actually true. I thought he said it to hurt me, but he meant it. So why did he look so worried? I guess because he didn’t expect to have two more children with me. Those words ran through my veins like ice… or fire. I couldn’t tell which hurt more: the news itself, or the way Jake’s voice had broken when he said it. He sounded so lost. He didn’t sound happy. There was n







