Few years back.JOEWatching her is everything, the little things she does is priceless, I've never felt such soft spot for anyone before.But it was easier with her, she invaded my space and my heart slowly but steadily.My feelings were not reciprocated, there was someone else in her heart.Someone that truly mattered, she was in a relationship where she was not seen, and no matter how I tried he could not ever be anything more than I was.A temporary means, nothing too important, no ties attached yet I was happy to be so just for her sake. I still could not deny that those nights with he were beginning to mean more than it should.Everyday I'd look forward to moments together.It was not supposed to be but I couldn't stop it, I couldn't stop myself.I kept falling with each passing day, and this Trip, if only it could be extended."What's on your mind ? She asked bringing me back to reality." Uhh, nothing really " I moved beside her." I was lost in thought thinking of how lovely
JeddThe past few months has brought lots of changes and also a baby.A cute little baby girl as Beautiful as Lyssa.It felt so good to see Essy so attached to her.It was a new start.A new beginning.Not only that something new was happening, and it was healing my heart.Someone new occupying my thoughts.Maybe there was a chance for happiness again.I'm not hoping for anything, my life was filled already and I was contented, yet something else was happening, and I didn't want to give into it.But slowly by slowly, it's taking over my heart.And watching Lyssa with the babies each day and the little moments we spent together was beautiful more than I could ask.However i didn't think twice before agreeing to this, I'd take care of her child as if it was mine even if it wasn't..I love the child, I love her devotion to mine, because of her my Essy got over her condition.The love she bestowed on her, her care, and everything help pulled up Essy and I would always be grateful.She'd g
She smiled as she saw me, her beautiful eyes just like her mother's own, she rushed to my waiting hands."I'm so happy to see you" she smiled"Come on in, I made a nice treat for you at home"She giggled as she took my hands.Years has passed, but what has not changed was my love and connection for Lyssa and her child.We were closer, Ash and I than I was with my own child.She was a lovely beautiful child and she reminded me of myself and my first love just looking at her.Six good years has passed..Six long torturous years, and it was easier to breathe all because of Ash.Because of her smile, her eyes, we were connected in such a beautiful way and we shared an Unbreakable bond."I didn't ask you to" Lyssa's eyes moved from me to the child holding tightly into my hands." Come over here Ash"The child quickly went over to her."Thank you" she moved Ash along, the little girl turned swiftly to wave at me with a smile that warmed my heart."Dad?Connor moved toward me, I carried him.
9 months later.Lyssa breathed heavily, her face scrunched up in pain.I reached for her, and she yanked her hands away."Don't touch me" "We need to go to the hospital"Her eyes flashed." Don't touch me ""Okay, I'll give you space, but can you walk?She nods."I think so, I can try"As we made our way to the car, Lyssa stumbled and I instinctively reached out to hold her. She jerked away , I held firm, helping her to the passenger seat."Thanks" she muttered.I got into the driver's side and started the engine.Where was Jedd at this crucial moment?As if she could hear my thoughts, she replied."Jedd left with Ari an hour ago to the hospital" her voice was barely audible."And now it's you and I"I could not help but marvel at the twist of things." Can you drive? What are you thinking of? She ask"Uhhh, on it" I replied.Given our history, a lot had change, there was a lot of distance between us.And we did not interact much, and it hurts whenever I saw Jedd doing things for he
*"She's pregnant and the child is .... Mine"I stepped back as he repeated those words that felt like a knife thrusting deep into my chest."I'm sorry Lyssa, I... I...""I'm sorry" his eyes were teary."I didn't mean for this to happen I ..."I backed away from his touch, "I... Fuçk.. please" his eyes pleaded with me,And I could feel the pain tearing through, cutting deep.How dare I?Why did I hope for something impossible.Why did I hope that we could start anew?That hope, that we could be together again.This was the reason why.This was why he was so withdrawn."Lyssa please... Please""I'm sorry"I felt it, hot tears rushing, threatening to spill right there."Please talk to me... I...""What do you want me to say? Those damn tears were already pouring, I'd try to keep them away, to keep them locked.But however they came pouring like a fountain.The hope for a new beginning ripped away and lost."Please..say something... anything...I...""Why? How could you Rev... why did y
"I love you but""What's on your mind Rev?" I miss you very much "" I can't live with you "" I love you "" I love you very much "" I love you too " I reply" Is everything good? " Yeah " he holds me close, our heat beat syncing._______________________REVI Could not tell her, I could not do it, I could only stay in her arms, cherishing every moment of it I was going through torture right now, I love her, I want to keep this from her, I don't want to break her heart again, clearly there's no way out of this.I can't face her, I can't.There was no way out of her.Why was Fate this cruel?Why was it keeping us apart, why was it breaking us apart? Everyday that passes, it plagues me.I have to tell her, I have to try, no matter how heavy it is.It's my child, she wouldn't lie, and it's damn all my fault.*"What's wrong? Are you okay?Jedd ask."No, Ari is pregnant, I'm responsible'" I'm good, really " I reply, "I'm good" " What's going on? Are you not happy? You've sorted t