ログインHannah thinks shes about to have it all when the Moon Goddess grants her a fated mate - the Beta of the Crimson Howel pack. But when pack politics leave her with nothing but a broken heart, she has to decide. live as the other woman in her own bond, or write her own story.
もっと見るHannah tightened her fingers around the invitation until its embossed wolf caught against her glove.
Beyond the carriage window, Larkspur Court rose from the winter dark in towers of pale stone and golden light. Music spilled through the open doors of the Grand Mating Hall, carried on the cold air with the scent of pine, beeswax, and hundreds of werewolves gathered beneath one roof. Her stomach fluttered. She had come alone. That had been the point. No aunt hovering at her shoulder. No friends whispering predictions into her ear. No one watching to see whether fate chose her tonight. At eighteen, Hannah wanted one evening that belonged entirely to her. She wanted to step into the hall with her chin lifted, dance if she wished, refuse if she wished, and leave without feeling as though she had disappointed an entire pack. The footman opened the carriage door. Cold brushed her cheeks. Hannah stepped down, smoothing her dark blue gown. Its sleeves fell softly to her wrists, leaving her hands bare except for the thin silver-colored embroidery along the cuffs. She glanced at it and quickly looked away. Inside, warmth closed around her. Laughter rose beneath the vaulted ceiling, bright and nervous. Crystal chandeliers scattered light over polished floors, while garlands of white roses and winter greenery wound around the columns. Everywhere she looked, wolves stood in carefully arranged groups, pretending not to search the room for the one scent that might change everything. Hannah drew one slow breath. Keep an open mind, she told herself. A young man in a black coat approached before she had taken three steps. “May I claim the first dance?” His smile was pleasant. His scent was cedar and expensive cologne, neither of which stirred anything in her. “Thank you,” Hannah said, “but I’d rather look around first.” His smile thinned. “That is what everyone says before they realize the evening is passing.” “Then perhaps I’ll realize it at my own pace.” He blinked, and she moved away before he could answer. The ballroom doors opened onto a wide dance floor crowded with turning couples. Violins swept through a waltz, their notes threading beneath the deeper rhythm of drums. Hannah watched the dancers, letting their motion settle her nerves. Then the air changed. A warm, wild scent reached her through the perfume and polished wood. Rain on dark earth. Smoke from a distant fire. Something clean beneath it all, something that made the wolf inside her lift its head. Hannah turned. A man stood at the edge of the dance floor, one hand resting on the back of an empty chair. He was tall, broad-shouldered, and dressed in a charcoal coat that made his skin look warmer beneath the chandeliers. His dark hair fell untidily over his forehead, as though he had run his fingers through it too many times. He was not smiling. He was looking directly at her. The room seemed to tilt. Hannah forgot the music. Forgot the dancers. Her body recognized him before her mind could form a name. Heat unfurled beneath her ribs, sharp and immediate, pulling toward him with such force that her next breath caught. The man’s fingers tightened on the chair. His gaze dropped briefly to her mouth, then returned to her eyes. The movement was small, almost hidden, but Hannah felt it like a touch. He crossed the floor. She should have looked away. Instead, she stayed where she was, her pulse racing in places she had never thought to notice. “Are you all right?” he asked. His voice was low, roughened at the edges. It did not match the careful politeness surrounding them. “I’m not sure.” That brought the faintest curve to his mouth. “Neither am I.” They stood close enough now for his scent to surround her. Rain, smoke, and something unmistakably him. Her wolf pressed against her skin, restless and certain. “What is your name?” he asked. “Hannah.” He repeated it softly, as though testing how it felt. “Hannah.” The sound went through her. “And yours?” “Marcus.” His name settled into her like a stone dropped into deep water. Marcus. She wanted to say it again, wanted to hear what happened inside her when she did. Instead, a server passed behind him with a tray of champagne. Marcus reached out, steadying the glass that nearly slipped. His hand brushed Hannah’s wrist as he handed it back. The contact was barely there. It burned. Hannah sucked in a breath. Marcus went still. His eyes sharpened, and for one suspended second, the noise of the ballroom fell away. A pale thread of light flashed beneath their joined skin - not bright enough for anyone else to notice, but clear to her. It curled once around her wrist and vanished. Marcus stared at the place where his fingers had touched her. “Hannah,” he said, and this time her name sounded like a warning. “What was that?” He looked up. Something unguarded crossed his face: wonder first, then fear. “I don’t know.” “You do.” His jaw tightened. “I know what it looked like.” “Then tell me.” The musicians changed songs. Couples shifted around them, brushing shoulders, laughing as if the world had not just narrowed to the space between their hands. Marcus glanced toward the high table at the far end of the hall. Several older wolves had noticed his distraction. One of them, a severe woman with a white streak in her hair, was watching him with open displeasure. “Not here,” he said. Hannah felt the first crack in the warmth between them. “Why not?” “Because this hall is full of people waiting for a bond to reveal itself. If ours has - ” “Ours?” His eyes returned to hers. “You felt it too.” She had. Every inch of her knew it. Still, hearing him say ours made the truth too large to hold. Marcus lowered his voice. “We need somewhere private.” “Is that what you say to every woman at a mating ball?” His expression changed. The hurt was quick, but she saw it. He stepped back half a pace, giving her room even though his whole body seemed drawn toward her. “No.” The answer was so quiet that it disarmed her. Before she could apologize, a bell rang from the balcony. Once. Twice. The music stopped. A murmur moved through the hall. The doors at the western end slammed open, striking the walls hard enough to make the chandeliers tremble. Two guards stumbled inside, one clutching his shoulder. Dark blood soaked through his sleeve. The scent hit Hannah a moment later. Wolfsbane. The ballroom erupted. Wolves surged away from the doors. Someone screamed. A glass shattered underfoot. The guards shouted for everyone to remain inside, but panic had already broken the careful shape of the gathering. Marcus seized Hannah’s hand. His grip was firm, not painful. “Stay with me.” “I am.” A figure in a hooded cloak darted along the gallery above them. One guard pointed. Another pulled a weapon from beneath his coat. A bright glint flashed near the balcony rail. Silver. Hannah’s stomach dropped. “Marcus - ” He turned toward her just as the weapon flew. He shoved her behind him. The blade struck the marble column where her shoulder had been. A thin silver edge quivered in the stone. The smell of it cut through the room, cold and vicious. Her wolf recoiled. Marcus moved in front of her completely, his back broad enough to block her view of the balcony. “Are you hurt?” he demanded. “No. You?” He looked over his shoulder. “No.” The lie was too quick. A red line had appeared along his palm where the weapon’s edge must have grazed him. Hannah reached for him. “Your hand.” “It’s nothing.” “Silver is never nothing.” His gaze caught hers. For a moment, the panic around them seemed distant again. He took her hand and pressed it against his chest, as if proving he was still there. His heartbeat struck hard beneath her palm. “Stay beside me,” he said. “I said I am.” The guards formed a line between the balcony and the crowd. The hooded figure vanished through an upper doorway, and several pack leaders began shouting orders. A sharp command rolled across the hall, demanding that everyone remain in place while the exits were secured. Then an older man in a dark green sash pushed through the crowd toward Marcus. “Marcus, with me. Now.” Marcus did not move. The man’s gaze flicked to Hannah, then to their joined hands. His face hardened. “Your family is needed at the north entrance.” “Send someone else.” “This is not a request.” Marcus’s thumb brushed once over Hannah’s knuckles. The gesture was gentle enough to hurt. “I’ll come back,” he told her. The promise landed with startling weight. Hannah looked past him at the guards, the broken glass, the silver blade trembling in the column. “You don’t even know me.” “I know enough.” “You know my name.” “I know how it feels when you touch me.” His voice dropped. “I know I can’t think clearly when you’re afraid.” Her breath faltered. The man in the green sash seized Marcus’s shoulder. “Now.” Marcus’s attention never left her. “Don’t leave the hall.” “Marcus - ” He pulled her hand to his mouth and pressed his lips against her fingers. The kiss was brief, careful, and devastatingly intimate. His breath warmed her skin. Then he was gone, dragged into the crush of bodies before she could catch his sleeve. Hannah stood frozen for half a second. The connection inside her did not fade with distance. It stretched, taut as a living thread, pulling toward the corridor where Marcus had disappeared. Every instinct demanded that she follow. A guard blocked her path. “Miss, remain behind the line.” “He’s hurt.” “He’s with the pack leaders.” “He was cut by silver.” The guard’s expression changed, but he did not move. “Then he needs the healers. You’ll make matters worse by crossing.” Hannah looked toward the corridor. Marcus’s scent lingered faintly beneath the sharp poison in the air. Rain and smoke. Still there. Still real. A woman beside her began to sob. Another wolf was calling for her mate. The hall that had promised music and possibility now shook with fear. Hannah’s hand remained warm where Marcus had kissed it. She had come to the ball determined not to let fate choose her. She had imagined keeping her distance, weighing every smile, refusing to mistake a pleasant spark for something permanent. But this was not a spark. It was a pull beneath her ribs, a recognition that had flashed through skin and bone. Marcus had felt it too. She had seen the truth in his face before the interruption tore him away. “Miss,” the guard said again, softer this time. “Please.” Hannah forced herself behind the line. It cost her. Every step away from the corridor felt wrong, like walking against the shape of her own body. Yet she stayed, because Marcus had asked her to. Because he had looked at her as though her safety mattered before his own. Across the hall, the silver blade still quivered in the marble. The musicians had stopped. The roses trembled in the draft from the open doors. Somewhere beyond the walls, wolves shouted as the search began. Hannah closed her fingers around the place where his hand had held hers. She did not know what would happen next. She did not know why danger had entered the ball at the exact moment destiny had found her. But Marcus was real. The bond was real. And when the guards finally opened the corridor, Hannah was already moving toward him.Hannah stood at the ridge until the sun thinned to a silver edge, and the longhouse below became a cluster of warm lights and low, steady voices. She wanted to be near Marcus - wanted the conversation that would stitch them back together - but the ache she'd carried since the mating ball had settled into a decision-shaped weight. Tonight, watching Marcus move through the yard with Cora at his side, fingers threaded with hers as naturally as breath, she tasted a truth that wasn't new but had finally sharpened: being loved by a man who split himself for the pack and another woman might not be the same as being chosen to share the rest of his life.He had kept his promise to be visible in council, to place her at his side when decisions were read. He'd placed his thumb over the scar on her wrist and muttered vows she wanted to trust. Yet presence and priority were different measures. Marcus’s tenderness toward Cora - not merely fatherly, but domestic and provisional and necessary - occup
The longhouse settled into the kind of silence that carries other people's breaths like wind through a field. Hannah stood at the threshold until the last of the embers in the hearth winked to a dim orange, waiting for a shape to step through the door that didn't come. Her chest felt like a room with one window boarded up; after weeks of promises and small visible claims, the board had been nailed back in place overnight.She moved through the sleeping hall by memory - Marcus’s cloak folded over the peg he always used, the faint cedar-sweat on the rope of his belt - but not his warmth. The ache in her ribs was not new; it had been trained into her like a muscle since the mating ball. What was new was the way patience had turned granular between her fingers, sharp as ground ash. She unrolled the blanket on the bench where he’d once slept and smoothed it with hands that remembered the press of his thumb over her scar. The gesture felt like tracing a map to a place that no longer existed
Hannah tasted iron and cold when she woke, a small, private panic that had nothing to do with the morning stew and everything to do with an absence. Marcus wasn't in the bed beside her; his scent - cedar, smoke, wolf-sweat - had faded from the blanket. She pushed aside the damp wool and walked through the longhouse like someone scanning a map for a missing landmark.She found the yard lit by a thin sun. Men sharpened spears. Women braided hair and talked of linens. Cora sat on the low bench near the drying racks, hands cupping the curve of her belly as if teaching it the shape of the world. Marcus was there now, close enough that his shoulder brushed Cora's, his laugh soft and private. The sight thudded into Hannah the way a silver blade had once cut - sharp, sudden, alive with danger."Hannah." Marcus's voice when he saw her was careful, the way a man pulls back a curtain for fear of what the light will show. He moved to her with a measured pace, palm finding hers. The gesture should
Hannah woke to the smell of stew and the soft, distant thump of boots on packed earth, but the hunger under her ribs now was for something steadier than food: proof. Over the next two weeks she moved through the longhouse like a ghost with purpose, listening at the edges of conversations, tasting the way other people's joy about Cora's pregnancy folded into the room and left her smaller.They called it celebration in warm tones - “We’ll need linens,” “The midwife will need extra herbs” - and their voices were bright, threaded with relief that the alpha's decree had yielded something visible. Marcus attended each discussion with the same practical eye Hannah had always admired: lists made, patrols adjusted, alliances rechecked. He did it with Hannah by his side in council now, as he promised. They watched elders nod, watched the pack's confidence creep back into their stride. Yet the pack’s gratitude tended to settle on Cora’s belly, on the visible proof of stability, and Hannah heard
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