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Chapter 44: Sucker For Pain

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‎Mikhail’s POV

‎I never meant to do it.

‎That’s what I tell myself as I stand in the study, staring at the city through the bulletproof glass.

‎I never meant to cross this line.

‎But the line blurred the moment I tasted her again in that staff room.

‎The moment she moaned my name like she’d never left.

‎The moment she spat on me and I let her.

‎Because even her anger is mine.

‎I’ve been spiraling for weeks.

‎Watching her from a distance.

‎Seeing her smile at him.

‎Seeing her touch him.

‎Seeing her happy without me.

‎It’s poison.

‎Every photo Dmitri sends.

‎Every report.

‎Every time she laughs in a restaurant with Lola or hugs Elias or kisses Caleb.

‎It eats me alive.

‎So I gave in.

‎I told myself it was protection.

‎Lucien is closing in.My father is in a coma.

‎The empire is bleeding.

‎I need her.

‎Only her.

‎Only her presence calms the storm.

‎So I had my men take her.

‎Clean.

‎Quiet.

‎No struggle.

‎No witnesses.

‎They brought her to me.

‎To the estate.

‎To the room I prepared.

‎Blac
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