CHAPTER 7
I woke up early in the morning because I'm gonna go to the community college to enroll myself. I wear my usual sleeveless blouse and high waist jeans and an ankle boots.
When I went down mom is now preparing our breakfast while grandma was sipping her coffee.
"Where's dad?" I asked since dad is the one who wasn't here.
"He's busy with the truck that will deliver the flowers in the market. Take a seat here and have your breakfast," Mom said.
I sat down in front of grandma. I noticed the brown envelop beside my plate so I looked at my mother.
"What's this?" I asked.
"It's your requirements for your enrollment," she said and continue eating. I nodded and just eat my foods.
But I can't help but to think everything again. Everything is new to me. I'm gonna face new people, new school, new place. All is new and it's hard to fit in. I don't even know if I can fit in.
I wave
CHAPTER 8I can't move.I feel like I was thrown to an oblivion. I feel like I was surrounded by the sharp knives ready to stab me.This isn't what I expected! I didn't even imagine that I could see him right here! How come he became a doctor?! And a damn professor?!It can't be! My heart almost jump out of my chest. My feet wants to run away but my body can't even move!"Let's have our attendance," his baritone voice give chills in my system. I suddenly remembered how that girl kissed him.I really didn't know him from the start cause I didn't even know that he was a doctor! How could I had a crush on him when the only thing I know about him was his name?!"Giselle Adam," he started to call names. Damn it! I am damn nervous!"Present," the girl said with her soft voice and raised her hand. Alqamar looked at her direction and nodded, the girl giggled in that simple interaction with him.I
CHAPTER 9My mind is so blank right now. I wanted to run as fast as I can but how? When my feet is glued on the ground?I heaved a deep breath and tried to act like I didn't notice him. Yeah! I should act! There is a possibility that he can't remember me anymore. And I should act that I couldn't remember him anymore!That's it!I was about to turned my back on him when he suddenly spoke behind me."Hey!" He called.I bit my lower lip and closed my eyes in annoyance! Why did he call me?! What's wrong with him?! What does he need to me?I slowly turned to face him and I smiled awkwardly. I sighed heavily and I innocently pointed out myself to confirm that it was me that he called."Me? Sir?" I asked. His brows furrowed and his jaw clenched. My knees are melting for some reason. His presence is just too much. He's so tall. Even before, he's always that tall and arrogant looking."Yeah," he said and slowl
CHAPTER 10.1I am about to lose my mind right now. I was dumbfounded as I sat on my bed. I can't think straight. My mind was full of thoughts as I keep hearing the words ' nice to see you again...Lexis' on my mind!What does it mean?!Did...he recognized me?What a fool Lexis! Of course he is! The way he said those words seems like a 'long time no see' to me!What am I gonna do? Should I act? I should be unbothered! What if he ask me the reason why I'm avoiding him?Should I tell him that I saw him kissed another girl when I was a child? And I had a crush on him before?No way! I won't do that! Hell! I won't!I stomp on my bed as I continue to think about the things that might happen. Oh my god! I'm confused!The next day, I saw my new uniform in the bed side. Maybe mom already took it to the sewer. And because I am a nursing student, it's a combination of white and gray. The blouse is color white and has a
CHAPTER 10.2He caught me looking at him so I immediately went back on my paper. What the hell are you doing Lexis?I'm not sure with my answers but I hope there's a correct answer even just a half! I'm not wishing it to be perfect but please make it a half!"I will check your answer later and I will announce your score tomorrow. We'll see who understand my lessons," he said and dismissed the class.I was too tired and disappointed and aside from that I am also nervous. What if I got the lower score? I will be too embarrassed!"What's with your face?" Ronald asked as we're walking towards the cafeteria. It's lunch time now and I don't know how can I eat in this kind of state."I might get a lower score in Sir San Diego's quiz," I said while waiting for our order. Ronald chuckled."It's okay. I'm not also confident," he said."Is that so? You're smart!" I said and pouted. He laughed and shook his head
CHAPTER 11I don't care anymore about my low score in Biochemistry subject. I already studied the hell out of me last night so if sir San Diego would give me a retake quiz I can answer it now!I make sure that he won't be my tutor. I just don't want to entangled with him anymore!I was walking towards our room first thing in the morning and I suddenly remember what happened yesterday between me and Sir San Diego. I can't deny the fact that he's still affects me but I have to fight this wrongful feelings cause he's off limits!I bit my lower lip and sighed heavily. I know that shouting at him was very wrong because he's a professor. Should I apologize to him? So what? I won't apologize to him!I entered the room and I saw that the professor is still not here but I saw Ronald waving at me. Then I remembered what Alqamar said to me yesterday. Ronald is a nice guy so why would I avoid him?"Good morning!" He greeted me. I smiled an
CHAPTER 12I did not talk and remained unresponsive. If he wasn't mad because I shouted at him then what is it?I stared at him but he just looked away and put his hands on his pocket."You have to leave now, your class is about to start," he said and turned his back. I bit my lower lip as I watched him walk away.My head is floating while walking towards my next subject. I didn't even say 'hi' or 'hello' to Ronald when he waved at me.The class start and I tried to focus on it. But I really can't because Alqamar kept popping up inside my head.Break time comes and like usual Ronald was with me. We ordered our foods and search for a table but I guess today is too crowded for us to find a seat."There's no vacant seat, Ronald," I told him."You're right. Are you fine eating in the kiosk?" He asked. I nodded and agreed but we stop walking when a professor called us."Ronald!" We looked at his dire
CHAPTER 13I didn't expect that I will see him here! My plan was just to face my fears and think about the feelings that growing in me!Why is he here by the way? Is he usually hanging out here?"It's late. Why are you here?" He asked in his cold tone. My hands turned cold because I can feel that he's still mad at me. I really don't understand him."Just...reminiscing," I said. I looked away and looked up from the moon above. Even though it's in crescent the light of it is still shining so brightly in the middle of the dark night."Reminiscing...what?" He asked. I looked back at him and I saw him comint towards me. My heart pounded so fast. His presence is too much. I step backwards and tried to calm myself down."M-My nightmares..." I said stuttering because of an unexplainable feelings I have right now. Now that he's near, it is becoming stronger. The fire that keeps lighting up in my system badly wants to come ou
CHAPTER 14.1I really don't understand why I'm now here inside of his car! He just told me that I need to ride with him for me to pass his subject? Is he so concern because I failed again with his current quiz?Am I that too stupid? I'm not smart but I'm not stupid either! I think I'm just average! This is gonna be the first time that I would fail a subject and unfortunately it his subject!"Take this," he said and put a folder on my lap. I glanced at him. He's still driving but he still can manage to gave this folder to me."What is this?" I asked."It's the previous lessons I discussed this past weeks and I noticed that you failed my two quizzes in a row. You have to read it again and you'll take a remedial test after," he said.I closed my eyes in embarrassment. I failed his quizzes in a row? What the hell Lexis? What were you thinking? I even more got embarrassed when I remember how occupied my mind was because of Alqamar.