And so ,as promised,the additional chapters and scenes that I had omited shall begin from this chapter henceforth. Once again I want to thank you all so much for reading,moreso to those who are re-reading. Also feel tree to vote comment and share and maybe some of your comments and shipping might as well be manifested in the book. Oh and by the way, I love y'all 🥲After having that unpleasant conversation with the Alpha, I decided that that was it for me and expecting any possible love life in the future.Instead of dwelling on it, I decided to get more involved in the children's lives instead.I realized that I was focusing too much on the young ones that I almost forgot that I nearly have over one hundred teenagers to care and cater for.The juncture at which most of them were in, in their lives ,is somewhat crucial and because they most probably weren't treated right when growing up in this place ,it may or may not affect them.Because of this reasoning,I decided to take time and
Six months laterSix months have elapsed and so far everything is going on well. The boys stopped getting involved in fights meaning that I didn't have to be called to the principal's office nearly every week .The work load also seemed to have reduced due to the increase of staff within,curtesy of the Alpha's mother. I'm pretty sure she realized that I was somewhat struggling in a way.As the days went by though,I couldn't help but wonder if there was more in store for me .I mean,I love the kids that is definitely unquestionable,but I seemed to start having thoughts about having my own special someone. Someone who'd make me smile every morning, someone who'd be there for me unconditionally, someone who would value me, someone whose weaknesses were my strengths and whose strengths were my weaknesses.Shit. Now I sound like some sappy romantic fool."Andreeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaa!"Oh yes. I almost forgot. I actually made a new friend.Bella Greame.She was the niece of the Gamma of the pack
After what felt like ages, I was done. I got the shoes and the dress and my hair and face made up.When I looked at myself in the mirror, I felt different.Bella dropped me off at the restaurant after giving me a rough idea of how my date looked like.To be honest, I really... wasn't sure about this entire thing.Something within me kept on telling me that this wouldn't end well. That something or someone was going to ruin this entire date thing.As I walked towards the restaurant, I kept on asking myself why I was doing this.Haven't I been through enough already? Why did I always keep putting myself in situations that would probably end up badly.I sighed as I stepped in.Maybe I should just turn around and go back to the orphanage. I still had time to change my mind Call me a coward but can you blame me.And even if this date turned out great, what would the guy do once he found out that I somehow run the pack's orphanage and that I am responsible for the lives of all those childr
Soo because it's long since I've published an update I present you another chapter. Oh and just to warn you it about to somehow go down.And for those who might come at me for lack of proper details well imagine them yourself instead "I'm sorry"It didn't need a genius to figure out who said those two words.I'm sure he didn't know how much I despised them.'I'm sorry' , those were wo words that I heard so often in my life'I'm sorry for hitting you', 'I'm sorry for leaving you', and so many other reasons that I' rather keep to myself."Why are you apologizing? You didn't do anything""That's, that's why I'm apologizing, I didn't do anything when he spoke to you that way""So you were eavesdropping huh" I scoffed as I looked at the star filled sky.It really was beautiful"If it helps, I taught him a lesson""Ever so violent huh""He shouldn't have talked to you like that""I wonder why you're speaking this way yet you do the exact thing he did just a few minutes ago everyday""Andre
Omg thank you so much for reads y'all are literally the best. I love y'all. Don't forget to vote and comment"Girl how did it even happen, who initiated it, how did it feel having the Alpha's arms around you and might I say his arms looks so damn strong I mean the way they r ...,""Take me slowly Bella, I'm still drying my hair"So fast forward, after Bella caught the Alpha and I in that awkward situation, the alpha left , probably to calm himself down and I on the other hand died of embarrassment.Mainly because I was so turned on then and it made me dazed throughout the car ride On arrival, I took a cold shower,of which I was surely going to regret in the morning but oh well, it did help me calm downAnd now to the part where we were nowOh. Bella was asking for an explanation."He somewhat kinda kissed me first""Ain't no freaking way. That man is as cold as an ice block. How did he even....""Just forget about it Bella, its embarrassing""Honey, you should have seen how hot and b
What have I gotten myself into.I should have just told him off, why did I have to stall . I should have told him that nothing could happen between us .But, why do I hesitate?Why did I hesitate?Maybe I wanted something to happen between us or maybe it's because of the fact that I've been alone for far too long that I crave affection and touchWhen I was in my teens , I never got asked out neither did any male show me any sort of affection, instead I had to grow up faster so as to survive in this cruel ,cruel world.When I found my mate, Nathaniel, our relationship wasn't like the others around neither was it a bed of roses.We didn't have intimate moments together and I could count the number of times we shared a kiss , which by the way was never special, instead it felt tedious.So when I kissed the Alpha, I got lost in the feeling because I wasn't familiar with it. I wasn't familiar with the he spark and need and the craving for more."Enough Andrea, get it together girl 'I coul
I laughed.I don't know why but I laughed at the situation I was in rather, I laughed at what had just transpiredWho would have thought that the one and only Alpha Xerxes would actually have a mate built and created just for himFuckI almost embarrassed myself so damn hard.I mean, what if I told him yes a few minutes ago, then he ended up finding his mate minutes later.How funny would that have been.How funny that would have beenHow funny that...I was lying to myself. Even Bella could feel and see the devastation within my eyes.That shit hurtThis shit hurtIt never hurt this way when I was with Nathaniel, neither did it hurt as much as it did when he first cheated on meDidn't I hate this man a month ago? Why does it fucking hurt.I watched as his hand lowered towards her cheek and how she gaspedThey must be feeling the sparks that obviously came from their mate bond.Did I mention that the Alpha was smilingI didn't? Oh. Well the Alpha was smiling.An honest smileI didn't
This is for clarity for anyone that may have been confused in the last last two chapters. Also once again thank you so much for the votes ,reads and comments.Alpha Xerxes ' POVAnother chance.I had been given another chance by the moon goddess to be happy yet time and time again I just had to be stupid and ruin it.I've lost count on how many times I had the opportunity to make things right but blew it terribly. But not this time. I had my mind made up and there was no way I was going to turn back on this decision I had made.After realizing that I could easily be replaced and forgotten by my little human mate Andrea, i didn't want to waste any time at all.The thought of another man being with her made me feel both murderous and sick to my stomach.She is mine and mine aloneAfter finally having the taste of her lips on mine I knew that I had to move fast.I was certain that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her.She was perfect for me in every single aspect. She was kind