Unshatter Me

Gold is fake and real love hurts. But nothing hurts when I'm alone. And you're with me and we're alone. Let me crawl inside your veins. I'll build a wall give you a ball and chain. Its not like me to be so mean you're all I wanted. Just let me hold you. Like a hostage. * Billie Elish *The books lied ,the stories were false and I was a fool to think I could find love too.. I was orphaned at the age of five. I remember that day clearly because it was my birthday. Three men broke into the house and shot both my mother and father right in front of me. Sad thing was that they didn't die immediately.I was left to watch them struggle and choke in their own blood . Tragic ,I know.At the age of six I was taken into a foster home. That was after my so called relatives had taken away any sort of inheritance I had left and made sure that I could never get a way to claim it backAt the age of twelve I was left at the edge of the forest.I for one suspected that it was one

The house was big. Too big if I may add. Everything seemed modern and new. How long did it take to build this thing? I looked at the wall clock . It was heading to nine. Where was he? That's when the lights went out. One minute I remembered standing staring at the clock and the next I felt air leave my lungs. My back was slammed harshly to the wall and I felt my air pipe constricted.Horrible memories that mainly consisted of Nathaniel flooded my mind.He is not here. He isn't here. This isn't real.Fucking hell Andrea breath.My eyes then met with stormy ocean blue eyes bringing me back to reality. Breathtaking.I meant it literally because I couldn't breath. His grip never ceased , instead it grew tighter. He was storming with rage. I wondered what got him in such a bad mood.I looked straight back into his eyes pushing my fear aside. If I were to die , I wanted my last memory to be staring at those ocean eyes. I smiled and placed my small sized hands on his. He seemed startle

"Tell her that I said no""Luna doesn't take no for an answer,you know that right?"I couldn't believe it. They were literally talking about me as if I wasn't too here. Doesn't my opinion matter?I slowly backed away from them and headed towards the door . That's when a stupid chair came out of nowhere and made me trip. I unluckly if that's even a word, landed on the exact place that I hurt earlier. If that wasn't enough both the alpha and Jaxon turned their attention towards me. The alpha growled.Oh come on, I was the one who got injured not him."Forget what I said Jaxon ,you can take her to her right now"Ok that stung. Was I really unbearable to live with. The alpha's eyes were cold and full of hate. I lowered my head and made an effort to stand despite the pain. Enough of being weak. Enough of being sad. None of them deserve me anyways.None of them could ever deserve me so screw it.To hell with formalities."That's it I'm done with this shit ok"Both Jaxon and the alpha look

"Now kids ,as you know , I am Andrea the new manager of this place and of course you as well. I have no idea of what that Grinch , Greta ,did but all I want you to know is that things will be a bit different" That earned a few smiles."Different" one of the kids spoke but then froze.I guessed it might have been an offense when Greta was here. The kid looked like he was going to cry."What's your name little one""Tom" he replied,fear lacing his voice"You know what Tom, come over here" I smiled.He seemed confused and when I took him into my arms and nuzzled my head onto his neck, he gasped but soon melted and finally laid his head on my chest.What happened next was abit humourous. He fell asleep. The children held astonished looks."As I said kids, everything is going to be a bit different. I am going to teach you a lot of things but the most important thing is that I'm going to allow you to be kids again"Whispers broke through the room . I let it happen while little Tom let out s

Angry and enraged was all I could feel after I saw her. The moon goddess is truly cruel and pure evil .I didn't want a mate, especially not a human one.The thought of her just made me want to punch a wall .Andrea. Her name is Andrea . My wolf found it amazing that we had another chance at love but I on the other hand had a different opinion.She was slow, clumsy and fragile. She was too fragile and she talked a lot.Everyday she would somehow find a new way to just make me angry.She makes me angry and I .... I like it.I thought of sending her way. I thought sending her away would make these feelings go away but it's just made them grow stronger .I passed by her former room everyday and just took in her scent that was already fading.I see her in every corner of the house. I see her in the kitchen doing something stupid as usual.But I also see her making coffee every morning in the kitchen. I see her brushing her unruly hair and cursing at it . I see her talking to herself abo