LOGINChapter Two
He was still in the living room when I came back inside, one leg crossed over the other, a book in his lap he couldnāt possibly care about. I paused in the doorway. He glanced up, eyes crinkling with a smile. āThought Iād find you out back. Youāve always liked the garden when youāre restless.ā My fingers clenched slightly on the doorknob. I used to sit out thereāyesābut never when Liam was home. It was my escape. My little breath of air before the storm of his presence sucked it all out of the room. He used to mock the garden, say it was a waste of money, a distraction from more important things. And yet here he was, knowing things the real Liam never noticed. He patted the couch beside him. āSit with me.ā I moved stiffly across the room and lowered myself into the cushions, careful to keep a cushionās worth of distance between us. āYouāre reading,ā I murmured, eyeing the book in his lap. The Bell Jar. He followed my gaze and lifted the book. āIt was in your stack. Thought Iād see what you liked about it.ā āI didnāt think you liked fiction,ā I said before I could stop myself. His smile didnāt falter. āMaybe I didnāt. Maybe I do now.ā I turned away, studying the fireplace. āPeople donāt change that fast.ā He leaned forward, elbows on his knees. āI was in a coma for three weeks, Celeste. Do you know what that does to your brain? How it rewires things?ā I didnāt answer. I didnāt trust myself to. āSometimes,ā he continued, āa close call makes you see everything clearer. I remember waking up and thinking, I have to do better. Be better. For you.ā I wanted to believe him. God help me, a part of me still wanted to believe that some twist of fate had turned my husband into a good man. But belief is dangerous. It makes you put down your guard. Makes you ignore the voices inside you screaming this isnāt right. And Jordanās voice, low and cutting, rang in my head like a bell: āIf this guy isnāt Liam⦠then who the hell is he?ā His voice fades into the background, like water running behind a closed door. Iām not here anymore. --- Iām in the ICU. The antiseptic sting of bleach and latex gloves clings to the air. Machines beep steadily. The room is cold, but I remember sweating through my blouse from the sheer pressure of it allāthree weeks of waiting, not knowing if I wanted him to live or not. And then, just like that, his fingers twitched. āMrs. Monroe,ā the nurse had said gently, āheās coming out of it. You should talk to him. Familiar voices help.ā Iād stood by his bedside, watching his lashes flicker. Watching the heart monitor tick faster. His chest rose and fell, more labored now. Then his eyes opened. I expected hate. Contempt. I expected the sharp-edged smirk he always wore, even in sleep, the one that said he could see every secret you were too afraid to name. Instead, his expression was⦠soft. āBaby?ā he rasped. My breath hitched. Liam never called me that. Not once. He called me Celeste. Or woman when he was mad. Or princess when he was mocking me. But baby? No. That word had warmth. Familiarity. Affection. It didnāt belong in his mouth. āIām here,ā Iād whispered, because I didnāt know what else to say. His gaze swept over my face, as if memorizing me for the first time. Like I was new to him. His eyes were still Liamās eyesāgray with flecks of greenābut they didnāt hold the weight of everything heād done. No cruelty. No suspicion. Just⦠awe. āThought I lost you,ā heād murmured. āIām so damn glad youāre here.ā The nurse had smiled. I had smiled. But inside me, a cold certainty had settled. Something wasnāt right. This wasnāt my husband. And the worst part? In that moment, I felt safe for the first time in years. --- Back in the present, I blink, pulled from the memory by a warm hand brushing my knee. āYou okay?ā he asks. I nod too quickly. āYeah. Sorry. Just tired.ā He watches me for a long moment, then rises and sets the book aside. āYou should rest. Iāll make dinner tonight. That chicken thing you likeāwhatās it called? The lemon one.ā I stare at him. Lemon garlic rosemary chicken. My comfort meal. The one I make when Iām overwhelmed. Liam hated it. Called it ārabbit food.ā I never once cooked it for him. So how the hell does this man know? āSure,ā I say slowly. āThat sounds perfect.ā He leaves the room, and Iām left staring at the cushion where he sat, heart thudding wildly. Something is happening. Something I canāt explain. And Iām not sure whoās playing who anymore. Heās already halfway to the kitchen when I force myself to speak again. āWait.ā He turns, his brow arched. āSomething wrong?ā I swallow. āI⦠I donāt know. I guess Iām still getting used to everything. To you. To us.ā He crosses back into the living room, eyes softer now. āI get it. Itās a lot. I feel like Iām meeting you all over again. Itās strange, right?ā I nod, though Iām not sure Iām agreeing with him. It is strange, but itās not just because of the amnesia. Itās because of the way he looks at me. Like Iām the only thing that matters. Like heās studying my every movement, my every breath, trying to carve out a space for himself in my life that wasnāt there before. His hand rests lightly on the arm of the couch. āIs it hard, being with me now? After all thatās happened?ā It takes everything in me not to flinch. Instead, I draw a slow breath. āYou mean, after the coma?ā He looks down, nodding once, like heās acknowledging something painful. āYeah. I donāt know whatās harderāremembering things I didnāt know, or the things I did know that feel like a lie now.ā āLies?ā He looks up, eyes a little more vulnerable than Iāve seen them. āWhen I woke up, I thought maybe⦠maybe everything I was before was just the result of not knowing better. Maybe the person I was⦠wasnāt the person I wanted to be.ā I swallow the lump in my throat. He sounds so earnest, so real, but I canāt help the nagging voice in my mind. The voice that says, This isnāt him. āI donāt understand,ā I say quietly, voice trembling. āI donāt⦠I donāt know who you are anymore.ā He steps closer, and for a moment, itās like the rest of the world doesnāt exist. His presence fills the room, and I can almost feel the heat of his gaze on my skin. āIām the man who loves you,ā he says simply, as if itās the only truth he knows. āIām the man who wants to spend the rest of his life making up for the things Iāve done.ā I blink, and suddenly, Iām so close to him that I can feel the rhythm of his breath. The tension between us is thick, thick enough that I could reach out and touch him, feel the warmth of his body against mine. For a split second, I wonder if I should. But then my mind shatters the moment with a simple thought: Liam never would have said that. Liam never would have wanted to make up for anything. I pull back slightly, gripping the edge of the couch to steady myself. āI donāt know if I can do this.ā āDo what?ā His voice softens, just a little. āLet me show you who I am? What I can be?ā āI donāt even know who you are anymore.ā For a long moment, he doesnāt speak. His silence presses on me, heavier than anything he could say. Then, finally, he speaks again, his voice quiet, but thereās a sharpness to it nowāa hint of the man I used to know. āI wish youād let me be the man Iām trying to be, Celeste. The man whoās here for you. The one who doesnāt want to hurt you.ā I meet his eyes, and for a fleeting moment, I almost believe him. But then the memory hits me like a punch. The last time I saw Liam like thisāhis eyes wide with innocence, like he didnāt know what heād doneāwas the night before the accident. The night before everything changed. āYou donāt know what youāre asking of me,ā I say, voice barely above a whisper. āYou donāt understand how this is tearing me apart.ā His gaze softens again, though thereās a glint of confusion in his eyes. āI know itās hard. But Iām not going anywhere. Iām not leaving you.ā I close my eyes for a moment, trying to block out the ache in my chest. āI donāt want you to leave. I just⦠I need time.ā And for the first time since the accident, since everything changed, I see the real doubt flicker in his eyes. Just for a second, before itās buried again beneath that smile. āOkay,ā he says quietly. āTake all the time you need.ā He turns, heading toward the kitchen once more, leaving me with nothing but the emptiness between us. And the question that keeps echoing in my mind: If this isnāt him⦠who is he? --- The chicken was in the oven. He'd even lit candles. Iād barely touched my plate. I couldnāt stop thinking about what he said. Let me show you who I am. The problem wasnāt that I didnāt want to let him. The problem was that part of me already wasāin stolen moments, in split seconds of lowered guard. And if he was playing me, if this was all a trick, then I was halfway to letting it work. Which was why I needed Jordan. I stepped out onto the front porch when the sun dipped low enough to dye the sky in orange and bruised violet. A car slowed at the curbāa nondescript, dusty silver sedanāand then rolled past without stopping. But three minutes later, I heard the faintest knock on the back kitchen door. I opened it to find Jordan crouched low, wearing a black hoodie, a baseball cap pulled low. His backpack was slung across one shoulder. āYou couldāve come through the front like a normal person,ā I whispered. He gave me a dry look. āAnd let your maybe-husband see me? Not a chance.ā I stepped back, letting him in. Inside, the kitchen was warm with the scent of roasted garlic and lemon. Jordan wrinkled his nose as he passed the oven. āHe cooks now? What is this, a N*****x reboot of you guys?ā āKeep your voice down,ā I snapped, glancing nervously toward the hallway. āHeās watching some British show in the den,ā I added quietly. āWith subtitles.ā Jordan nodded, his expression turning all business. āGood. Letās make this fast.ā He set his backpack down and started pulling out equipment. Small cameras. A listening device. Motion alerts. I watched him move with swift, practiced hands. No wasted effort. No emotion. I used to think he was reckless. Now I understood he was simply precise. āYouāre sure you can do this without being seen?ā He arched a brow. āYou forget who youāre talking to?ā āSorry,ā I muttered. He stopped, looking at me. āYou okay?ā The question hit me harder than it should have. No one asked me that. Not really. Not like that. āI donāt know,ā I said truthfully. Jordan reached into the cabinet beneath the sink, fiddled with something, and then glanced back up at me. āHe touch you yet?ā I tensed. āWhat kind of questionāā āNot like that,ā he said quickly. āI mean⦠does he act like Liam did? The way he stood too close? The way he... controlled you without even speaking?ā I swallowed. āNo. Itās not like that.ā His jaw tightened. āThen heās either playing a long gameāor heās not who we think he is.ā āOr both,ā I whispered. Jordan finished planting the camera inside the cabinet, facing the kitchen and angled toward the den. āIāll install two more in the bedroom and hallway. Keep him out of here for five.ā I nodded. āHe likes music. Iāll ask him to play piano.ā Jordan paused. āLiam never touched the piano.ā āI know,ā I said quietly. āBut he does now.ā Jordan didnāt respond, but his eyes darkened with something that looked like dread. --- Five minutes later, the cameras were live. Jordan stood by the back door again, his hoodie pulled up, backpack slung over one shoulder. āIāll tap into everything from my end. Audio, video, even motion. If he starts making calls, opening secret drawers, or doing⦠anything out of character, Iāll know.ā I hesitated. āAnd if heās just⦠being good?ā Jordan didnāt smile. āThen we wait. And we keep you safe. Either way.ā I opened the door, just a crack. āThank you.ā He hesitated a moment, then his voice softened. āIf things get weird, really weirdācall me. Donāt give him the benefit of the doubt. Youāve done that enough.ā He slipped out into the night, and I closed the door gently behind him. Inside, the soft hum of a piano floated from the den. Gentle notes, unsure at first, like he was trying to remember how music was supposed to feel. I stood in the doorway, listening. A man who looked like Liam was playing piano. Cooking dinner. Smiling at me like I was a dream. And I had no idea who he was.Celeste The fire spread fast. Old files, abandoned equipment, and years of dust turned the vault into a furnace. Smoke clawed at my throat, stinging my eyes as I dragged Elias toward the exit. His arm was heavy over my shoulders, his weight forcing my steps slow. āKeep moving,ā I said, breath sharp. āIām fine,ā he gritted out, even though his face was pale. āYouāre bleeding through everything youāre wearing. Thatās not fine.ā His jaw tightened, but he didnāt argue. We stumbled into the night air, the cold hitting me like a slap after the heat of the fire. Behind us, the facility groaned as the flames devoured it. For a second, I stopped, chest heaving. It was over. Roarke was gone. But I didnāt feel relief. I felt the weight of everything still ahead. --- We didnāt go far. A cluster of broken-down buildings sat at the edge of Marrington, one of them still standing enough to shield us. I pushed the door open with my foot and guided Elias inside. It smelled of mildew and r
Celeste The roads out of the safehouse were slick with morning fog. Mist curled around the trees like fingers tugging at the hem of reality, and I gripped the wheel tighter to keep my hands from shaking. Carmen had given me a vehicle an old matte-black Jeep, dented, armored, and too damn loud. Nova slipped me a burner phone, two clips, and a shoulder holster before she disappeared again with a grin and the words: āNow youāre really one of us.ā I wasnāt. Not yet. But I was done being just someoneās target. Someoneās wife. Someoneās leverage. Now I was someoneās consequence. And God help them if they didnāt see it coming. --- āAre you sure about this?ā Carmen had asked earlier, arms crossed, eyes narrowing the way they did when she saw a storm brewing. āNo,ā I told her honestly, loading the magazine into the Glock. āBut I wasnāt sure about breathing yesterday either. Still did it.ā She didnāt smile. But she didnāt stop me. āYouāll want to head west. Marrington.ā That name a
EliasIt didnāt matter how many times Iād been shot at, stabbed, hunted, or betrayed. Nothing compared to walking away from her.I did it anyway.Because if I stayed, sheād be next. And Iād kill too many people trying to stop that from happening. There wouldnāt be a soul left untouched by the fire Iād bring down.So I left before the burn started.By the time Roarkeās people caught up to my trail, I was already in Savannah. Iād left false footprints along the back channels, pinged my location through three burner phones, and sent up smoke where I knew theyād look.And still, they came too fast.Roarke had mobilized everyone. Not just mercs. Not just corrupt suits. Everyone. The cartel-adjacent dealers. The washed up government agents heād bought with blackmail and blood. Hell, I even spotted one of the twins from Morocco.He wasnāt playing around.And neither was I.---The alley reeked of oil and mildew. My leg was bleeding again nothing fatal, just messy. Iād taken the shot to the t
Celeste The first thing I noticed when I woke was the cold. Not the kind that comes from air conditioning or poor insulation. No this was the kind of cold that wrapped around your bones like a warning. The kind of cold that only made sense when you realized something was missing. Elias. His side of the car was empty. Driver's seat vacant. Door ajar. The blanket weād shared lay folded across the console, untouched, too neat. Too intentional. I sat up quickly, heart already racing. "Elias?" No answer. I shoved open the door and stepped outside into the damp morning air. Mist clung low over the grass, and the rusted Shell sign above the gas station creaked softly in the breeze. Nothing. No sign of struggle. No note. No tire marks. Just... gone. He left me. The thought hit like a punch to the chest. Not because I didn't expect it. But because deep down, I thought maybe just maybe he'd stay this time. I turned in a slow circle, scanning the horizon, listening. Wai
Elias There are two kinds of silence in this world. The kind that gives you peace. And the kind that presses a blade to your back and waits for you to move. The silence now at the edge of this empty rest stop, buried in a tangle of woods and cold wind was the second kind. Roarke was coming. I could feel it in the pressure behind my ribs. The way my body hadnāt unclenched in over an hour. It was like Iād swallowed tension whole and forgotten how to breathe it out. Celeste was still asleep beside me, curled under the blanket, her cheek pressed to the curve of my arm like it belonged there. She didnāt know I was wide awake. Didnāt know I hadnāt closed my eyes once since Carmenās message came through. Roarke landing in Savannah meant one thing: this was personal now. He wasnāt sending contractors anymore. He wanted to handle the job himself. And when Roarke got personal, people died. --- I got out of the car just before dawn, letting the chill slap me back into my old skin.
Celeste The moment we crossed into Charleston, the air changed. It tasted like memory. Like panic wrapped in perfume. I kept my eyes on the road ahead, but the skyline made it impossible to forget. Every steel edge, every glass window, reminded me of a life lived behind them one where I smiled for photos, kept quiet at dinners, and learned how to cry silently into thousand-thread-count sheets. Now I was coming back with a gun tucked against my spine and the weight of a manās lies in my pocket. I didnāt know if I was returning home⦠or walking into a trap. Beside me, Elias hadnāt spoken in over twenty minutes. He was watching the mirrors like a wolf scenting blood, the tendons in his hands tight against the steering wheel. āYou donāt have to come inside,ā I said, not because I wanted him to stay behind but because if something went wrong, I wanted at least one of us to make it out alive. Elias didnāt look at me. āIām not letting you walk into that place alone.ā The
CHAPTER FIFTEENEliasThe woods didnāt creak.Thatās how I knew someone was there.Not a twig snapped. Not a branch rustled. Just a silence too perfect to be natural. And Iād survived too many missions to mistake perfect silence for peace.Carmen had set up sensors. Nova had layered in comms jammer
*Celeste* The name echoed like gunfire in my head. Ilyan Roarke. Iād never heard it beforeānot once in all the years Iād smiled through charity galas or sat quietly at lavish dinner parties by my husbandās side. But I could feel it in my bones now. The weight of that name. The threat coiled
Chapter Eleven *Celeste* He made breakfast. The real kindānot toast and eggs, but something thoughtful. French toast soaked just right, berries rinsed and sweet, coffee the way I liked it, even though I never told him how. I sat at the table wrapped in one of his shirts, legs curled under m
CHAPTER EIGHTThe silence in the motel room stretched like a loaded wireātaut, humming, waiting to snap.He sat in the corner chair, booted feet planted, arms crossed over his chest like sleep was something heād forgotten how to do. I lay on the bed, facing the wall, the rough sheets clinging to my







