“I can't believe you did this to me again, Hazz!” Ruth practically dragged me by the ears. “You keep complicating me with your habit of being late.”
“Ruth, I swear to God it's not a craze” I spoke in a whispered tone, because I was afraid to scream for the hand she held in my ear in that painful pinch. “I ended up sleeping too much. I didn't hear the cell phone ring, and when I noticed it in the sun, I was already two hours late. I swear to God I won't do it again.”In every corridor we passed, everyone looked at the scene and laughed. She was just grumbling, but my way of walking in a hurry should be the fun of the time.“Oh, aren't you going to do it again?” she asked, ironically, still pulling me forward with her hand in my ear. Despite the anger in her voice, she no longer pulled me hard, she only did that to vent some of that fury into her little body. She was so smaller than me, that I might as well have straightened and run away from the reach of her hands, but it seemed cruel to leave her jumping to try to reach my head and have some way to take revenge for the complicated situations in which I put her. “Of course you won't do it again, Hazz. Your head has already been awarded in this place. Everyone wants you to be sent away. No one can stand these lies anymore.”Dismissal. The word that bothered me the most. Worse than a late bill, just the idea of not having a way to keep paying the bills. My blood froze, and not even my consideration for Ruth allowed me to let her still hold me by the ear.I straightened up, thinking if I would really be as pale as the walls that surrounded us, or if I was imaJessyndo things when I saw the skin of my hand changing color. I couldn't be fired. Anything but that.“Ruth, for God's sake, don't send me away!”“Ah, Hazz, come on soon. Let's go to the studio before someone really throws us both out the window.”She tried to push me forward, but I made the effort to stay still. My eyes were wide, and the vision should be very frightening or painful, because even Ruth faltered in her attempt to continue squandering fury.“Ruth, I need the job” I begged in a low tone, even though I knew that my colleagues still listened to everything and laughed. More and more people passed by us, as if everyone already knew about the show and wanted to see it with their own eyes. “I can't be unemployed.”“Neither do I” she said, nervous.Everyone in that place always thought a reason to make me a joke. The worst thing is that I even thought I was provoking that kind of thing. Everything I said or did was a reason to laugh until they let out sounds of snoring. I never laughed at my workplace, even though I was a person endowed with a great ability to laugh at the least appropriate times. I felt exhausted in that place, and I couldn't open my hand to make it the joke of the moment.“I swear I didn't stay up late” I explained to Ruth, in a hoarse and desperate tone. All my bills didn't need was a delay due to my resignation. I had to stay at that job, even though I didn't like the jokes. Even getting irritated by the lack of empathy of my co-workers. I needed the service, and I needed money. Ruth, however, still looked at me angrily. She didn't care if I had bills to pay. Everyone had it, and I had apparently delayed everyone's side. “I mean, I stayed awake, but not because I wanted to. I was working late at the bar, and when I got home, I thought I set the alarm clock.”“Your work schedule starts at eight thirty, Hazz” said Rute, sharpening his voice to a very angry tone. The people who passed by us giggled at me, and some even made obscene gestures of those who say: "You're fucked, weird." I ignored them, just like Ruth. “Hazz, I want to help you, but you need to help yourself. Every day you are already late, and when the excuse of the other job is not enough, you still mention college. I understand it's hard, but you need to understand me too. Not to mention that, in addition to the delay, you are still completely crumpled and with clothes that don't match. It's almost as if I had dressed in the clothes I harvested from the neighboring clothesline.”I sighed, looking for the best way to report my stress and tiredness to my boss. She was right. A look at my clothes was enough for everyone to laugh. In a hurry, I ended up getting a checkered and orange shirt, and a khaki pants. I looked like a ground saffron.It was ridiculous. Not to mention the hair, which I didn't have time to comb or more than moisten with the water from the sink, and now they were drying in wavy curls and falling on the forehead by the strands that came loose from the elastic. My glasses should be making everything worse, because their degree was very high. I couldn't even complain about the people who passed by me and laughed. I was comical, but my life was very tragic.“Yes, I understand, Ruth. It's just that I've been very tired lately. Besides, it's not my fault if Ricardo had a rehearsal for today. He didn't tell me anything. He never prepares me for anything.”Ruth frowned. He frowned.“Don't you know about the accident?”“What accident?”“Ricardo crashed his car this morning” said Rute, performing a dejected expression. “He sent a message from the hospital, saying that he would only return later with a certificate. He said you already knew you had to be here to replace him. So we all thought you would be on your way, of course, ten minutes after the delay, I made sure to call your phone desperately myself. Like all the others who tried, I was ignored.”“I'm sorry, Rute” I spoke in a sincere tone, but I quickly processed the rest of the information. “About Ricardo, it's a lie, it's all a lie. He said the night before that he wanted to go out with his girlfriend to celebrate another year of dating. There's no accident.”And no one in their right mind would doubt that Ricardo would invent that kind of excuse not to attend. He was the one who lacked work the most, even so, the fact that he was the son of the owner of the station made him have carte blanche to never be present when necessary. I didn't even know what the qua
“You don't have to be in such a hurry now” I spoke in a sharp tone to the interviewer, while he fixed the lapel of his suit and stared at me. Gabbie was finishing fixing my hair and kneading my dress for the long time I spent sitting. I hadn't even looked in the direction of the camera. Living in that artistic world, I learned that photographers never expected a sign of confirmation after we looked in their direction, so I avoided it until I felt really ready. Gabbie walked away, I raised my head and turned to the interviewer. “I've missed at least four appointments since this whole interview started. Don't blame the boy for the lack of preparation of his studio.”“I'm sorry, Miss Jones” said the man, in a tone of someone who doesn't feel much at all. I took a deep breath to push the words that threatened to come out of my mouth. If the nice journalist hadn't been putting herself between us to take the photo, I would have already lost my patience and punched the man. “We are trying to
My smile grew even more. Gabbie snorted. Despite working for me, she was what I could call her best friend for the worst hours. She was the only one - with the exception of my family - who knew my biggest dramas and revolts with men of whom I just had sex and then disappeared. She was the one who answered the messages that I so ignored from those contacts already used. At least she didn't used to scold me for every broken heart I left on a corner. Just for this reason, I gave her my best look of promiscuity, as she said:“Take a way to take him to my dressing room.”“Oh, no, Jessy... Choose someone better” she said, containing a shiver. I giggled low, still watching the stranger move away. He really had a very nice ass. “Can you have sex with everyone, being a man or a woman, and choose that thing? He'll think it's a scam. Poor people always think that anything is a coup.”“Let me think, just take it to me” I asked again, turning my eyes to my feet, in order to see a small thin one tha
If I wasn't fired by the end of that day, then I would be promoted soon, because people's indignation was general. In every corner I passed, every trip I took, everyone looked at me with an ugly face or grumbled. I found Ruth in the back of the studio and gave her the camera.I knew all the editing materials that Ricardo used, but no one would let me complete the work. They would need to give the credit, and they didn't want a novice - although I've been working in that place for eight years - to be receiving the glories of a job for which he wasn't even qualified. Anyway, it was a weight I took off my shoulders.Not at all would I be able to make any changes to those photos. The famous one I didn't even know the name was extremely hot. I would have male and professional problems to view the result of your photos. She had such a beautiful body, so different.The breasts were wonderfully rounded in that strapless dress and that enhanced its light skin tone, through the dark and slightly
I blinked more strongly. What the hell was that? A group of employees emerged in a corridor, certainly going out in search of lunch. I had already been late to the point that an entire shift of work was leaving for the break. I took advantage of the situation to try to escape from the woman and her strange questions.“Girl, I need to go to work... Can we talk about it later?” I disguised it, turning around as fast as I could. A sound of rattling of clothes and the dye of bracelets told me that the stranger was following me. I looked out of the corner of my eyes, she practically ran to stay on my back. She was still typing on her cell phone. I turned around, she hit her face on my chest. “Girl, why are you asking these things?”“Do you still live with your parents?” she asked, raising her eyes from the cell phone screen. He didn't even seem to feel any pain from the shock of our bodies. The thin fringe caused some strands to fall against her dark and heavy makeup eyes. “Or have you been
With the strong lights of the dressing room on, that man's clothes became even more flashy. He had to have a very high self-esteem to use that, or an insane courage to put up with comments for his bad choice. Anyway, I opened a smile that I was sure would captivate him, letting him see how my crossed legs highlighted the thickness of my thighs.I wasn't stupid at all. I knew how to understand men. It was my best weapon to never get attached to any of them. And I had seen that stranger's eyes shine towards me. He wanted that. He wanted to be alone with me, he just didn't believe it could have happened. I didn't believe it either.My pattern for men has always been more based on the height and firmness of the body, because I liked long sex resting on a wall, and a thin man could not support me. That guy had a man's aura that could drive a woman crazy in his bed.He had long fingers, strong arms, thick thighs... It was common knowledge that men with thick thighs fucked well, they had mor
"I... I already said... I'm nobody," he repeated, swallowing with difficulty. The man would burn if he kept looking in the direction of my breasts. He blinked, looking up at my face, and seemed even more shaken. "I don't know what a person like you might want from me.”"Do you have a girlfriend?” I asked. It was the minimum. He denied it with his head. "Do you have children?”"The other woman asked me the same thing," he said, pointing to the door. I giggled again. At least the weird way improved my mood. "And, no, I've never had children. Not even animals.”"For never had it?”"Have you ever?” He returned it.I denied it with my head."No and I won't even have it. Neither of them.l“I... It just never happened," he said, still stunned. "And it's not quite a short-term plan, actually.”"Great," I spoke with a wide smile. "I called you here because I want to have sex with you, Hazz.”The man had two reactions that I didn't expect. The first of them was to laugh, as if I had said the bi
I don't even know how I could continue at work after the moment Jessy called me in her dressing room. I had to fold the handkerchief to be able to keep it in my pocket, but I spent the whole afternoon thinking about that woman, in her words. I wonder if I had hit my head while I was sleeping? I wonder if I was still dreaming?Never, not even in my most perverted dreams in the world, have I dreamed of a woman like that wanting something from me. Even more something as serious as sex. All right, I wasn't a virgin, I shouldn't value a simple carnal act so much, but... Sex was sex. And no one would go out distributing fucks on any ordinary Friday.I was so stunned by that whole thing, that I didn't even notice that my co-workers did little to be kind. After Jessy's interview, I was sent to the security room, but not to do anything more useful than clean the screens where the security guarded the cameras.At least there, in the silence in which men remained to remain alert, I could think o