Chapter 4
Selena's povFor the first time in my life, I knew the pain of being burned.It was indescribably the worst pain I have ever felt. I screamed and thrashed but the alpha held me tight by my hair, his fist, a hard grip. When he was finally done, he tossed me aside like a useless piece of rag.I was crying and heaving but my breathing stopped entirely when I heard his next orders to a random sentinel standing around the room."Get me some wolfsbane."His words sent a cold shiver through my skin and I was shaking and quaking when he walked back to me and squatted down before me.I shrinked away from him, scared and hurt.His hand darted out to grip my hair again, holding me in place, and his left hand caressed my right, unharmed cheek."I am aware of your pack's powers, Selena. How easily you all heal." One of the sentinels handed him a pouch. "I'll make sure to fix that too."Poison Fang was the strongest pack in existence because of their overall speed, strength and lethal bites. The alpha and his offspring were also immune to wolfsbane, a plant that was literally the bane of every werewolf's existence. Instead of wolfsbane, they were prone to nightshade, a common houseplant that was has been banned in the pack for ages.Alpha Tristan dipped his hand in the bag and took some wolfsbane powder and holding my hair in place, he poured it all over the side of my face he had burned.I felt my skin eroding and peeling off my face. My eyes watered but I had lost all the fight left in me.Even Tahila had gone quiet in my head, almost like she had died of a broken heart.At least, when this is all over, he would toss me aside and I'll be free to go back home to my mother. I just had to endure all of this in the meantime.When he was done, he rose to his feet and spat on me. "You will regret rejecting me, you fucking bitch!" He hissed. "I will teach you the hardest lesson you'll ever learn."To his sentinels, he commanded. "Go and bring her mother and her sister here to me. I will have them punished for raising such an insolent child.""No!" I screamed, rising to my feet. I threw myself on the ground before him and begged for my family's life but he only laughed and kicked me hard in my stomach.I doubled over in pain, wheezing and coughing.No no no.He stalked up to me again and gripped my hair tight in his fists. "I know what I'll do now," he gleamed with wicked rage. "I will have my men rape your mother and sister right in front of you and I'll make sure you enjoy the sight. How's that, Selena?""Please," I begged and that earned me a blow to my right cheek and a breathless laughter from him.The walls were spinning around me. My body felt hot and itchy. I could barely feel my face, the scorch of the fire had numbed my synapses but when I heard the sentinels return with a message, my world seized to rotate."Alpha... We just got word from the sentinels close to White Moon pack. Rogues attacked the pack and word got to them too late. It seems like... It seems like the entire pack has been murdered off."My heart stopped."What?!" Tristan bellowed."By the time we got there, everyone in the pack–" "Get this wench away from me," he commanded and I almost breathed a sigh of relief but his next words silenced me completely."Lock her up in a part of the mansion where I won't get to see her ugly face. I will investigate this myself."One of the sentinels walked over and carried me roughly in his arms and I was too weak, too far spent to even protest.I dared to hope that I would be allowed to leave. I foolishly thought that I would be have my freedom once the alpha was done with me.I thought wrong.The sentinel took me to the farthest end of the mansion and deposited me on the cold hard ground in a dark, empty room.I stayed on the ground, too weakened to move, my body giving out on me from the intense pain I was feeling.Mum. Diane... What have I done? And what were they saying about the pack?If I had known things would have gone so south, I wouldn't have even contemplated rejecting the mating bond. Now, coupled with my pain, I had a broken heart and a depressed wolf.I'm sorry, Tahila, I whispered and all I got in response was a devastated whimper.The door suddenly inched open and I drew back in defense, fear creeping up my heart."My Luna," a teary voice cried, collapsing before me.She was a pretty, willowy girl with short, chin length brown hair and a heart shaped face.She looked eerily familiar and In the pale light and with my ruined eyesight, I struggled to place her face...Suddenly, it hit to me. I realized why she looked so familiar. She was the girl the alpha had been forcing himself on when I first met him in the woods. I had comforted her and done my best to heal her at the time, but I never heard from her again.She held me close and her body wracked with sobs. "I am so sorry about what happened to you."The waterworks in my heart started pouring again and she held me close as I cried and cried."I never thanked you for helping me that time," she whispered. "I'm Ana and I want to be your handmaid. Allow me to serve you, Luna Selena."I flinched at the title, because all it did was remind me of the tyrant."Just Selena is fine," I sniffled."I brought a healing salve for the wound," she said, carefully smearing the ointment all over her hand but when she brought it up to my face, she flinched and dropped her hand.Wolfsbane.She held her wrist in dismay and looked at me."He poured wolfsbane all over my wound to slow down the healing."She pressed a horrified hand to her mouth. "That's awful."My face hurt, my body hurt and my heart hurt. There wasn't a part of me that wasn't shaking... And my pack. I needed to find information about my pack. I could feel my cells and tissues working overtime to heal itself at its usual speedy rate but the wolfsbane ruined all the effort. The burn would leave a nasty scar and I'll never be beautiful again."Ana," I croaked, my throat parched. "I need your help with something.""Anything, Selena.""Please, help me find news about my pack.""Of course, my lady. Anything else?""And I'd like a mirror, a bed... Maybe some water.""I'll get that arranged right away," she said, jumping to her feet and exiting the room, excited at the opportunity to help me.I wasn't sure how long had passed, but when she returned, she wasn't alone. She was with the sentinel from earlier that had been nice to me and tried to warn me."Roy!" I exclaimed. I tried to stand up but my organs protested painfully."My Luna," he said, leaning before me.I winced and smiled painfully. "Just Selena is fine. What's the news about my pack? Were you able to find my mother and sister? Is everyone saved?"His face tightened into a devastated frown. "No, my lady. I'm afraid that by the time we arrived, it was too late."Cold fear seized my heart."B- but that can't be possible," I whispered in denial. "Nobody sounded the alarm. There are scouts and protective wards around our borders. Sentinels from poison fang that guard our pack. How is it possible that all these protocols were evaded and such mass destruction was carried out in so little time?"He bowed his head. "I don't know, my lady. This looks like the work of a monster, or the devil himself. We believe the attackers were in possession of a dark witch that aided them. The sight was gory, even for an experienced warrior like myself."No. No. No... It can't be.Mum. Diane...Once more, tears pooled down my cheeks. I gripped my heart and started breathing heavily and panting. There was not enough oxygen in the air. My vision blurred and the last thing I remember before falling unconscious was Roy and Ana calling out my name and catching me before I hit the ground.Tristan's POV I shut my eyes and reclined back between Laleh's legs, letting the bubbling water, sweet smelling soaps, soothing balms and the feel of Laleh's skin be the remedy to my pain. I wasn't sure where the pain was coming from. My head, my heart, my body, everywhere ached. I wanted the soapy water to wash it all away. This had once been my father's room. The extravagant alpha of the proud poison fang pack went all out with his quarters. My mother and father lived in opulence and luxury as the luna and alpha of this esteemed pack.I was supposed to be here with her, my beautiful luna, Selena of the White moon pack. But that wench was no longer fit to rule by my side and until I can find myself a decent mate, Laleh will have to do. She doesn't complain. Doesn't talk back and she sure as fuck doesn't reject me.My knuckles fisted and I slapped the soapy water. Laleh gasped as I sat up and huffed out an angry breath.That stupid bitch! She dared to reject me!Laleh sighed and sat
Selena's POV I inhaled the beautiful scent of the flowers in the garden. Roses, lilies and tulips lined up in pretty rows in front of me and Ana and I took the pleasure of watering and caring for them every morning. The mansion, my new home, was pure hell but this garden gave me a feeling of heaven. I've always loved nature. The flowers, lush green grass, the bubbling brook and tranquil pond beautiful and an abandoned gazebo evoked a sense of peace and tranquility in me. This was my happy place. The only splash of colour in a muted gray and black background.I felt the grief I had been feeling since the sad news about the White moon pack massacre slowly washing down the drain.A huge part of me still wanted it to be an ugly dream. There was a part of me that wanted whoever was responsible for the massacre to be held accountable for it. I wanted someone to tell me that my mum and sister had hidden in an underground tunnel and survived the massacre, but another part of me knew that
TRISTAN'S POV Glaring down at the almost lifeless body of my mate, my head began to hurt and pound me immensely.It was painful. So painful. What was that immense pain in the back of my head?I squeezed my eyes shut and held my head to stop it from spinning. I heard the rustle of my sheets and opened my eyes to need to see Laleh staring at me. "What's wrong my Alpha?" she asked so full of concern, she was still gloriously naked, while I had picked up my robe and wore it before ensuing pain on my stupid bitch of a mate. The pain was excruciating. Almost unbearable."You deserve it," my wolf, Xylith growled bitterly at me."Shut up, you mutt!" I screamed. I was sweating profusely and my head aching me badly, it felt worst than a migraine. I wish I could emancipate myself from this damn thing.Angry with myself, I picked up the iron rod again to inflict more pain on her, unwilling to be the only one that suffers here."Don't beat her again," my wolf commanded."And who the fuck do y
ROY's POV How can a human be so unreasonably heartless and ruthless? And worse, to his own fucking mate?! To a mate as beautiful, kind and prestigious and Selena?If she was mine, I'd protect her. I'd never do anything to hurt her. Even if she rejects me. She was the most beautiful and kindest soul I've ever met and she probably doesn't remember me but I do. I'll always remember the angel that healed me of my life threatening illness. If she was mine, I'd treat her better than the alpha ever would.The alpha…Tristan wasn't human, he was almost a demigod but that isn't an excuse for him to act so cruel, he was relentless with his constant inflicting of pain on her.As I carried her on my arms and she shivered and murmured in distress I couldn't help but be empathetic towards her. She has gone through a lot in such a short period, it was almost likes since she turned eighteen it has been from one misfortune to the other.First, mated to a monster like Tristan, then the destruction o
SELENA's POV When someone's mental health begins to decline when faced with constant abuse, sympathy is out of question, empathy doesn't seem realistic because do you truly understand the agony they are going through?I could see myself falling down the drain of depression and there was no saving me. I have been having so many thoughts in my mind and many of them revolved around breaking my mirror and using the glass piece to slit my wrist.I hate that Ana was always around me, I won't be able to do that now. I haven't always been suicidal, and I have not always been this way; scared faced and looking like a true wench but at this point, I didn't only feel worthless but I felt clueless of what to make out of my life."My Luna, would you like to take a bath?" Ana asked."Stop calling me your Luna, I am not your fucking Luna," I yelled at her. I was furious. That title grates on my spine. I get agitated easily, I hate my life, I hate living in this place, I hate being called a Luna.
SELENA’S POV I stood there, feeling completely overwhelmed by what I was seeing. It was hard to believe that just a few minutes ago, I was surrounded by the grandeur of the Alpha's mansion, and now I was looking at a completely different world. "Is this place not part of the poison fang?" I asked, grasping at Ana as an eerie confusion took over me. "Sadly, yes," she replied calmly, but she looked with almost the same amazement as I did."I haven't been here in a while, it is almost like things got ten times worse," she added."Doesn't the Alpha know anything about this place, how did it become like this? He obviously doesn't know what's going on."I hadn't visited the pack in so long, but the last time I had been here to help my mother out at the grand hospital, it hadn't been like this."Not really. The alpha is just indifferent about it. The people pay more tax to the alpha's family and most of the money goes into funding the spoiled alpha's lavish lifestyle. All the money that
Selena's POV I almost felt my wolf scurrying away from my body, I looked around and realized Ana wasn't standing beside me again. Then I remembered stupidly that she had left to get back her purse.she faintly told me she had forgotten something in one of the stalls and wanted to rush back and get it before the stall closes, again she refused me tagging along with her, claiming she didn't want to stress me. I looked at the man who had just tapped my shoulders, his hands were rough and felt unkempt, his eyes looked weary and like some sorry empty void with nowhere to go. His clothes were basically rags with a lot of holes in them. I felt my heart hanging in silence as all I could do or say felt sympathetic."I am sorry ma'am," he muttered, his voice sounding a bit husky and he had this unfriendly demeanor to his face, but I could only imagine.He must have been through a lot to be in this current situation and there was nothing friendly about it."It's not a problem," I replied with
SELENA'S POV:I shrieked and moved away from him, quickly giving myself a reasonable distance between Tristan and I.He looked at me quizzically and I looked away, having a full blown panic attack.I had just been holding him, I had just been holding him, I had let him touch my face with no objection and I hated the fact that I was vulnerable leaving me at his mercy. We were standing in the center of the somewhat not-so-busy marketplace. I was still a distance away from Ana but I could see her. Considering the marketplace was built on a hill so the landscape and road was sloppy. Somebody bumped into me and I fell into his arms. He held me carefully and I felt his chest rumble with a ferocious growl at the man that had bumped into me, who quickly apologized and scurried on his way.It took me a few seconds to realize that I was in Tristan's arm and I let out a terrified squeak and jumped out of his arms.I must probably be having PTSD from all the violence I was subjected to at the h