AUTHOR'S NOTE! hi guys! if you're a first time reader, welcome♡ And if you're here from my previous book, thank you for starting a new journey with me♥ However, please NOTE that Selena is nothing like Bianca, my previous fl. In the beginning, Selena is softer, weaker and doesn't know how to fight or protect herself. Tristan is a ruthless, wicked bastard who will annoy most of you and will make you wish him death. this is a dark romance book, but I have no intention of making an abusive ml like Tristan end up with an innocent FL, like Selena. Selena will meet her own prince charming and have her happy ending. I intend to write a healthy relationship in a book filled with dark/heavy topics, and not a dark/abusive/ toxic romance. please, bear with me and be patient with Selena's journey.
Selena's POV I inhaled the beautiful scent of the flowers in the garden. Roses, lilies and tulips lined up in pretty rows in front of me and Ana and I took the pleasure of watering and caring for them every morning. The mansion, my new home, was pure hell but this garden gave me a feeling of heaven. I've always loved nature. The flowers, lush green grass, the bubbling brook and tranquil pond beautiful and an abandoned gazebo evoked a sense of peace and tranquility in me. This was my happy place. The only splash of colour in a muted gray and black background.I felt the grief I had been feeling since the sad news about the White moon pack massacre slowly washing down the drain.A huge part of me still wanted it to be an ugly dream. There was a part of me that wanted whoever was responsible for the massacre to be held accountable for it. I wanted someone to tell me that my mum and sister had hidden in an underground tunnel and survived the massacre, but another part of me knew that
TRISTAN'S POV Glaring down at the almost lifeless body of my mate, my head began to hurt and pound me immensely.It was painful. So painful. What was that immense pain in the back of my head?I squeezed my eyes shut and held my head to stop it from spinning. I heard the rustle of my sheets and opened my eyes to need to see Laleh staring at me. "What's wrong my Alpha?" she asked so full of concern, she was still gloriously naked, while I had picked up my robe and wore it before ensuing pain on my stupid bitch of a mate. The pain was excruciating. Almost unbearable."You deserve it," my wolf, Xylith growled bitterly at me."Shut up, you mutt!" I screamed. I was sweating profusely and my head aching me badly, it felt worst than a migraine. I wish I could emancipate myself from this damn thing.Angry with myself, I picked up the iron rod again to inflict more pain on her, unwilling to be the only one that suffers here."Don't beat her again," my wolf commanded."And who the fuck do y
ROY's POV How can a human be so unreasonably heartless and ruthless? And worse, to his own fucking mate?! To a mate as beautiful, kind and prestigious and Selena?If she was mine, I'd protect her. I'd never do anything to hurt her. Even if she rejects me. She was the most beautiful and kindest soul I've ever met and she probably doesn't remember me but I do. I'll always remember the angel that healed me of my life threatening illness. If she was mine, I'd treat her better than the alpha ever would.The alpha…Tristan wasn't human, he was almost a demigod but that isn't an excuse for him to act so cruel, he was relentless with his constant inflicting of pain on her.As I carried her on my arms and she shivered and murmured in distress I couldn't help but be empathetic towards her. She has gone through a lot in such a short period, it was almost likes since she turned eighteen it has been from one misfortune to the other.First, mated to a monster like Tristan, then the destruction o
SELENA's POV When someone's mental health begins to decline when faced with constant abuse, sympathy is out of question, empathy doesn't seem realistic because do you truly understand the agony they are going through?I could see myself falling down the drain of depression and there was no saving me. I have been having so many thoughts in my mind and many of them revolved around breaking my mirror and using the glass piece to slit my wrist.I hate that Ana was always around me, I won't be able to do that now. I haven't always been suicidal, and I have not always been this way; scared faced and looking like a true wench but at this point, I didn't only feel worthless but I felt clueless of what to make out of my life."My Luna, would you like to take a bath?" Ana asked."Stop calling me your Luna, I am not your fucking Luna," I yelled at her. I was furious. That title grates on my spine. I get agitated easily, I hate my life, I hate living in this place, I hate being called a Luna.
SELENA’S POV I stood there, feeling completely overwhelmed by what I was seeing. It was hard to believe that just a few minutes ago, I was surrounded by the grandeur of the Alpha's mansion, and now I was looking at a completely different world. "Is this place not part of the poison fang?" I asked, grasping at Ana as an eerie confusion took over me. "Sadly, yes," she replied calmly, but she looked with almost the same amazement as I did."I haven't been here in a while, it is almost like things got ten times worse," she added."Doesn't the Alpha know anything about this place, how did it become like this? He obviously doesn't know what's going on."I hadn't visited the pack in so long, but the last time I had been here to help my mother out at the grand hospital, it hadn't been like this."Not really. The alpha is just indifferent about it. The people pay more tax to the alpha's family and most of the money goes into funding the spoiled alpha's lavish lifestyle. All the money that
Selena's POV I almost felt my wolf scurrying away from my body, I looked around and realized Ana wasn't standing beside me again. Then I remembered stupidly that she had left to get back her purse.she faintly told me she had forgotten something in one of the stalls and wanted to rush back and get it before the stall closes, again she refused me tagging along with her, claiming she didn't want to stress me. I looked at the man who had just tapped my shoulders, his hands were rough and felt unkempt, his eyes looked weary and like some sorry empty void with nowhere to go. His clothes were basically rags with a lot of holes in them. I felt my heart hanging in silence as all I could do or say felt sympathetic."I am sorry ma'am," he muttered, his voice sounding a bit husky and he had this unfriendly demeanor to his face, but I could only imagine.He must have been through a lot to be in this current situation and there was nothing friendly about it."It's not a problem," I replied with
SELENA'S POV:I shrieked and moved away from him, quickly giving myself a reasonable distance between Tristan and I.He looked at me quizzically and I looked away, having a full blown panic attack.I had just been holding him, I had just been holding him, I had let him touch my face with no objection and I hated the fact that I was vulnerable leaving me at his mercy. We were standing in the center of the somewhat not-so-busy marketplace. I was still a distance away from Ana but I could see her. Considering the marketplace was built on a hill so the landscape and road was sloppy. Somebody bumped into me and I fell into his arms. He held me carefully and I felt his chest rumble with a ferocious growl at the man that had bumped into me, who quickly apologized and scurried on his way.It took me a few seconds to realize that I was in Tristan's arm and I let out a terrified squeak and jumped out of his arms.I must probably be having PTSD from all the violence I was subjected to at the h
ZANDER'S POVAs much as I try to keep a low profile, people really get on my nerves with stupid shit they do… like planning to kidnap my mate and use her as a sex slave and pack healer, for example. My 'curse' was more of a blessing than a curse. But nobody would like to admit that behind my back.Shadow Cove pack, a pack of rogues that I didn't see fit to even wipe the dust off my boots, a good for nothing pack that should have remained humble and insignificant, dared to desire my mate and for that, they will pay with their blood and pound of flesh.It's time I teach them a lesson for desiring what's mine.I planned for now to keep a low profile and just actively stalk her till I was ready to face her again, to face my brother again, to go on a rampage and devour some souls. But people are just so annoying, sometimes, most times fucking predictable.When I saw him approaching her, I could tell immediately that he was of no good, and then I spotted the red glow in his eyes.I don't