KAIDA'S POV
Maverick stared blankly at me, if anything, he didn’t find my witty reply funny. “I need to leave, it’s getting late,” I said with an awkward smile as I walked past him. As I pushed the restaurant entrance door open and left, I could feel his gaze boring into my back until I was finally out of sight. And upon arriving at the apartment I share with Ember, I took off my bag and fell flat onto the bed, the weight of the breakup weighing me down. Fresh tears cascaded down my cheeks, and my chest tightened. It was hard to breathe as snorts mixed with sobs pushed their way out. I was sure that by tomorrow, my eyes would be red and puffy. The entrance door to our apartment pushed open, and I immediately wiped my face clean and sat upright. I didn’t want Ember to know, at least not yet. If she knew, I was sure she’d cuss Liam out and even go to the arena where he practices to create a scene. I didn’t want her to do any of that because of me. As expected, my door creaked open, and she peeked in, her features morphing into a frown with her lips pushed forward in displeasure. “Why are you crying, Ida?” she asked, pushing her whole body through the door and walking up to me. “Is this about Liam?” I shook my head negatively, using the back of my hand to wipe away the fresh tears that fell at the sight of my best friend. “This is about him, after all,” she snickered. “So what is it this time?” “He broke up with me,” I said, and more tears followed. It hurt so much, like my heart was being squeezed out of my chest. I could vividly remember how our relationship started. Liam had been into me first. It was my first year in college, and we met during one of his games at the college arena. We exchanged contacts and began talking until it led to a romantic relationship. “What was the reason?” Ember asked, her voice revealing her displeasure. “Why did that walking red flag break up with you?” “He didn’t specify. He just said he was tired of our relationship, Ember.” The more I spoke, the more impossible it was to hold back my tears. “I didn’t say anything wrong, yet he broke up with me.” Through my wet, sticky lashes, I could see anger in Ember’s eyes. she was mad. “Let’s go to the college arena,” she said, rising to her feet, ready to go cuss Liam out until she lost her voice, but I quickly stopped her. “Let’s not do that, Ember. Liam would think I can’t get over him.” “Then stop crying and show him you can do fine without him!” She stomped her feet against the tile floor. “If we can’t cuss him out, at least let’s bash his car!” “We won’t do that too,” I shook my head and wiped my tears. I felt a little better now that Ember was with me. “Gosh… You’re such a joy killer,” she rolled her eyes and pulled me into a comforting hug. “You’ll be fine, Ida. You’ve always been a strong girl.” …….. I felt a little better last night, but when morning came, the repercussions of my constant tears hit me hard. My eyelids were heavy, and my head spun like I had drunk ten bottles of vodka the previous night. “Shit!” I cursed, holding my head as I headed to the bathroom for my morning routine. Once I was done, I dressed in casual wear and was about to go through my phone when the door to my room slammed open. I flinched in fear and sighed upon seeing Ember standing by the door with a wide grin. “Why are you here?” I asked, and she walked towards my bed. “I’m here to take you out. You need to get over your breakup with that son of a gun.” “Okay, so where are we going?” “To Maverick’s hockey game at the college arena.” My heart skipped a bit. “I’d prefer lying on my bed and catching up on some sleep,” I declined as fast as I could. After yesterday’s encounter with Maverick, I wouldn’t want to see him, especially not at his game. “So you can cry again?” Ember frowned. “Stand up right now, Ida. I won’t let you become a shell of yourself because of that son of a gun.” “His name is Liam, Ember. Stop calling him that,” I said, trying to correct her. Her brow arched as she eyed me suspiciously. “Now, you’re supporting him, aren’t you?” “No, no, I’m not,” I heaved a sigh in resignation. “Fine, let’s go to his game.” Hockey had never been my favorite game, but because Liam was the captain of a hockey team, I came to like it as time went on. Yes, I liked hockey, but I could never get used to the loud noises from enthusiastic fans and the screeching of hockey skates on the ice. I watched in silence as Ember joined other fans in screaming loudly when Maverick’s teammates made their entrance onto the ice. But never in a million years would I have thought that the opposing team was Runner Hockey team. Liam’s team. I thought I would be able to get over him if I didn’t see him for a while, but I was wrong. The minute he stepped onto the ice, it felt like I was being stabbed with a dagger. I sucked in a deep breath, trying to calm my racing heart, but it was nearly impossible. Ember paused upon seeing him and slowly turned to me. “I’m sorry. I didn’t know his team was the opposing team.” I knew she was sincere with the apology, but it didn’t ease the pain in my chest. So, I excused myself from the arena to a quieter area nearby. I needed some space to breathe, far from where Liam was.KAIDA’S POVCold from the tiled hospital floor sipped into my skin, enough to make me shiver and cower but I felt nothing other than numbness.Even if a dagger was sent stabbing into my flesh, I highly doubted I would be able to feel even a single prick or pain from it. Yes. That was how numb I felt at that moment.I wasn’t myself and neither could I tell if my soul was in my body or out of it.Everything around me stilled and my world tilted on its axis.There was no more Maverick.The man that made my heart fluttered.The hockey player with a filthy mouth that made me annoyed, happy and wet.Those oceanic blue eyes of his that always took my breath away and had me on chokehold a number of times.I wouldn’t be seeing them any more. Not for a short while, for freaking eternity.Maverick fucking Jensen, the strong mafia lord was lying dead in the operation room, with no sign of life or whatsoever in him.“Kaida…” Doctor Tems reached forward and knelt in front of me, engulfing my fragi
KAIDA’S POVWhy did it have to be him?Why did it have to be Maverick who pushed me into the lake six years ago?It should have been someone else and not him. But it seems the universe doesn’t want us to be together. It is against our relationship, hence, the constant hardship we faced.I had almost given in when he was in New York to protect me. I almost fell for those sharp jaws covered in bear that made him more handsome, those ocean blue eyes that made me feel at peace each time my heart and mind was in chaos. Sigh! I was a step away from giving in, but flying to Alaska had opened my eyes to reality.I initially flew over there for a visit to my Aunt, but when we strolled to the lake behind her building, somehow, my memories, the one containing the person who pushed me into the lake from behind six years ago, came rushing into my head like a flood.I had a nose bleed because of those memories and when the person’s face came to view, I almost collapsed.I almost doubted my memory,
MAVERICK’S POVI was in a daze all through the night and how I returned to my office the previous night, I had no idea.I had already prepared myself for what might happen when Kaida finds out the truth, but now that she did, her words sliced through me like a sharp edge of a sword.I had pictured her reaction over and over again for the past one year, but seeing it happen right in front of me, hurt like a bitch.She said it right to my face that she never wants to see me again, and truth be told, I wasn’t ready for that.I can’t fucking bear to stay away from her after one year of separation, due to some bastards called the Irish mafia.They were the reason why we had drifted apart.They were the fucking reason why I had hurt her so badly that she might not forgive me…..fuck.I have to end them for all these to come to an end. I would fucking kill and burn down their clan myself.“Have they made a move lately?” I asked the head of my security, my hands in my pocket as I stared at th
MAVERICK’S POVIt has hours upon hours, yet, not a single trace of her. We had no clues on where to start the search from. What if the Italian mafia had her?What if they hid her in a place where she couldn’t be found?What if…Fuck it!I fucking had to find her or the world will be doomed from my wrath.“Any signal?” I asked, standing in the part way, dividing both my cyber teams, who were working really hard to find Kaida.“No, Boss. I don’t think she’s in New York.” The moment those words left his lips, a frown appeared on my face and my eye brows shot up, almost reaching my hairline.“What do you mean?”“The reason we couldn’t find her anywhere is because she's currently out of our tracker and out of the country.” My head of the Cyber team said.Why would she be out of New York City?I doubted she had any relatives in cities other than New York, so why?“Extend our tracker and find her. Even if she’s on another continent.” I barked.“But Boss…”“Would you do it or die a painless
MAVERICK’S POV“Get the fuck out of here, Penelope.” My voice was clipped and tinged with an edge of darkness, one that sent men scurrying away like a scared cat.A high pitched laugh tore from her ruby red lips as she walked around the mahogany desk separating us and placed her manicured fingers on my chest.“I don’t think I did anything wrong.” She leaned closer and whispered into my ear.It was funny how she thought her seduction would work on a man like me who had eyes for just one woman and has been obsessed over her for six years.If not for the fact that I don’t lay my hands on women, Penelope’s dead body would be an eye sore for anyone who came into my office, but I didn’t do any of that.Her death would be too much of a mess to take care of.“You did something unforgivable.” My voice hardened as I thought about what she did earlier, while I was on a call with Kaida.Because of her stupidity, Kaida might have thought I had a woman in my life, when in fact, I have been celibate
KAIDA’S POVEverything was too much for me to bear. The sudden return of Maverick, him becoming the CEO of our sport entertainment and same him trying to protect me from the Italian Mafia or whatsoever. I needed a break or I might break down and never rise up to my feet again.I needed a break away from everyone and everything I knew in New York, so I went for permission from the director, as the so-called CEO, Maverick Jensen was out of office.I knew he wouldn’t be there when I went to ask for a day leave. If he had been there, I was sure he’d grant me the leave, but made sure to have a few of his bodyguards or himself around me as I enjoyed my leave. That wasn’t what I wanted. Not in any way.When he suddenly showed up, for a second, my heart fluttered. Scratch that—for two freaking days, my heart was still fluttering.A deep part of me thought he was here to apologize and make things right, just like I have wanted. I thought he’d grovel and be a yearned man to get my attention, b