**Athena's POV***
# A Week LaterIt's been a week ever since I arrived at the Nightshade pack. Everything still seemed like a dream to me. A week of peace. I felt like this was where I should be all along.With the help of the maid, I was taken to the breakfast table to join Jeremy for breakfast.“Good morning, Alpha,” I greeted.“Good morn-”“Where is she? I would like to see that tramp!” A lady's voice echoed in the air, which made my smile disappear like the wind.“What is the screaming all about, Octavia?”“Love, I heard you brought a woman home who happens to be your mate. Is this true?”Immediately, my blood ran cold. Did she just say, love?“Why don't you take a seat, so I can explain what's going on.”I blinked in utter confusion. My ears must have deceived me. More than anyone, I really want to hear what he has to say.“Athena, here, is indeed my mate.”“Oh my goodness! H…her?” The lady asked with a shaky voice.“Yes, her. She's my mate, but that doesn't change anything.”I bit my bottom lips, and quickly placed my trembling hands on my dress, so no one would notice.“Are you trying to make me feel comfortable with your words? You found your mate, doesn't this mean you'll cast me aside now?”“I will never do that. I'm sure you can see that she's blind. You don't expect that I will make a blind woman, whose origin I do not know, my Luna?”I shook my head, as hot tears ran down my cheeks. Did I just get myself from a frying pan to fire?What is going on?“Oh my goodness! How unfortunate that she is blind aside from not knowing her origin.”“I believe you understand why I had to save her from the Blue Haven Pack.”“Of course, love. She's like a poor and homeless kitten. But then, what are you going to do about the mate bond?”“That's nothing to worry about. Actually, I have a proposal to make which will be beneficial for us both.”“Really?”At this point, my heart seemed to have been shattered into a thousand pieces. I can't believe this is actually happening to me.“Yes. Since you wish to remain a model for the next five years, I've decided to make her our surrogate.”“What? You want her to be your surrogate?”I couldn't bear it anymore, and so I began to cough out loud with tears in my eyes. Everything I believed about my new mate was all wrong. He was worse than Ragas in every aspect. He has no conscience or whatsoever. I grabbed my new cane tightly, trying not to show them how weak I was at this moment.“This will be the best. You'll become Luna, keep your perfect shape and, of course, with our kids. What do you say?”The lady in question went silent for a while. I wanted to believe no woman in her right senses will agree to such nonsense, but I was wrong the moment the words, “perfect,” left her lips.I couldn't take it anymore, and so I stood up from my chair at once.“Athena, where are you going? You haven't touched your food.”He dared to ask!“I've lost my appetite, Alpha Jeremy,” I said with a heavy heart before pushing my chair behind, with my cane in front, I walked away from the dinning.“My goodness! She's so fast, sure she's blind, love?” I overheard the lady ask.“Of course she is. She has adapted perfectly to her state, that's all. Jane, please guide her to her room, so she doesn't trip.“Yes, Alpha,” the maid in question rushed over to my side and held my cane. I would have screamed out and told her I didn't need her help, but that would be me trying to transfer my aggression.I was successfully taken to my room, where I slowly hopped into bed with a heavy heart.“Uhm, permit me to say this, Miss Athena. I know what your pains are, but it might interest you to know that Ma'am Octavia is the Alpha's betrothed, and she happens to be the only woman he's in love with. Though I feel sorry for you, who is the actual mate. If only you weren't blind, maybe things would have been different,” the maid explained before walking out of the room.I wet my pillows with silent tears. At this point, I couldn't afford to cry out loud, so I wouldn't be heard. This is just too much for me. How am I supposed to cope with this torture?The door to my room flew open a second time and undoubtedly, I could already tell that it was him.“Why did you leave when you barely touched your breakfast?”This made me get up from my bed. I wasn't holding my cane presently, but I didn't care.“Tell me, is this the reason you brought me here?”“I don't think I understand your question.”“Of course you do! You want me to be a surrogate for you, and you never discussed it with me? How could you do this to me?”“Listen, it doesn't matter if I discussed it with you. I wasn't wrong about what I said, though. If you become my surrogate, I'll surely treat you well, and you won't have to worry about anything."“Was this the sole reason you took me away from the Blue Haven Pack?”He paused and heaved a deep sigh.“Athena, you understand your situation better than I do. I can't leave my mate to be bullied by those bastards!”“That's all?”“Of course. Wait, you weren't actually thinking that I'll truly make you my Luna, or are you?”Was that a question he should be asking at this moment? His questions alone were heartbreaking.“Athena, come on. You're blind for one. Secondly, I don't even know where you came from. How can I present someone like you as my Luna? The society will not accept you, and you know fully well that there's nothing you can offer, being my Luna.”His harsh words made me fall back on my bed.Just then, I felt his hands on my chin, as he raised my face up to his.“I wouldn't deny that you're beautiful, for this reason, I'm willing to warm your bed. All I ask is that you give me beautiful and healthy pups. I promise I'll give you all the comfort you need, Athena. That's a promise.”Tears ran down my cheeks at his words.“Wipe your tears and prepare for my coming. We are starting tonight.”ATHENA'S POVWhen he left, I felt so miserable. It felt like my life was finally crumbling down in pieces. The everlasting darkness surrounding me made it even more so miserable. My tears were hot against my cheeks as they refused to stop. I didn't want to cry, nor did I want to feel pathetic, but I couldn't help it.I could endure Lorrie, and Ragas. I was used to them but with the Lycan Alpha… it was different. I didn't know the worst he could do but I already knew the worst Lorrie could do. I didn't know to what extent he and his so-called lover could go. I had waded in waters I wasn't familiar with. Sitting there all day was me staring at my walls of darkness. Hearing people as they walked by, hearing my door open, hearing the chink of dishes and cutlery, smelling the enticing aroma but not minding all of that. I was in my own world of darkness and misery, and didn't care for anything. Hours passed by and when I felt the cool breeze blowing in, I knew it was night already. I re
ATHENA.I didn't mind, quickly brushing it off and concluding that it was probably one of her maids who had offended her that she was referring to. I walked into the changing room, and started to take off my clothes, preparing to slip into the new clothes. It seemed to be a sort of… I felt around the clothes and concluded it was a blazer dress. Lorrie had so many of them. She always yapped on and on about it. She loved Blazer dresses. I couldn't believe I was getting to wear one. I slipped the dress on, buttoning it up and fixing its belt. It was short, and it felt weird wearing something short. Jane had gotten heels but they were little. She was being considerate. I pulled the shoes on and tapped around for the little bag. I found it, and held the strap before walking carefully out the door. You won't believe how a pair of shoes and a dress known to be pretty made me feel very royal. "Wow!" Jane exclaimed softly when she saw me, and I gave a little smile. "You are beautiful." A
ATHENA’S POV“Are you okay? I heard what happened.” Alpha Jeremy asked me as he held my shoulders.“Y… Yes, I am.” I managed to speak out, although with a shaky voice.“Get her something to wear, immediately! Or what are you standing here for!” Alpha Jeremy yelled at them.“Jane just went to get her something to wear, Alpha.” One of the maids responded politely.Then I felt Alpha Jeremy’s stare on me. He embraced me, and I could feel his warm breath around my neck. Anyone would think that I was happy with the way he came to me, and embraced me, but I wasn’t totally happy when I knew that there was no possible way, he could treat me better than his beloved, Octavia.“I don’t feel too comfortable.” I spoke out, and he let go of me, slowly.Then I felt Jane’s presence. She must have brought the gown with her, so I walked into the dressing room without anyone informing me that I had to. Jane walked into the dressing room, and helped me remove whatever she had used to cover me up, but I st
ATHENA’S POVMy heart broke, and it felt as if they had thrown spikes at my heart. Even as I was blind, I still would feel embarrassed if I ever went outside, and what was even more heartbreaking was the fact that it sounded as if Alpha Jeremy was only pissed because of his image, and not because of how I was going to feel towards it.“You need to stop this unnecessary jealousy. It isn’t worth it. Now, because of you, I would have to call for a press conference, because obviously, only a press conference would do justice to this.” Alpha Jeremy lashed out.“But… everyone fears you, my love. You can just tell it to the media to debunk any idea they have of you.” Octavia spoke, calmly.“It’s not done that way. I can’t use the fear to get rid of the thought from people’s head. Apart from being feared, they will still have this idea that I don’t treat people right, and most of all, the blind, and that’s not how it’s supposed to be. A king is expected to be more, okay!”Then I felt someone
ATHENA’S POVIt felt so good to feel acknowledged, and noticed. The excitement bubbling in me just at the thought of going to a college of Arts was quite overwhelming, and what was even more delightful about the offer was the fact that it wasn’t a school specially made for the disabled, so I didn’t have to feel pitiful or miserable. Going to a school with normal people felt like an honor because most of my life there had always been that line, that boundary—no matter how great I was at what I did, they still acknowledged me as a different person. We were different people because I couldn't see but they could. I was at a disadvantage. Most of the time, it had struck me deep that although I could do most things that a totally normal person with two beautiful and working eyes could do, and sometimes, even better than they would do, but there was little I could do about my situation. I had been forced to accept it. The thought of the press conference strayed into my mind and a sigh esc
ATHENA’S POV“Good morning, miss.” Jane greeted as she helped me up.“Good morning. How much time do I have until the press conference?” I asked, inquisitively.“About two hours, I think. You’ll need to get ready as soon as you can, so you can join Alpha Jeremy and Octavia for breakfast.” Jane replied politely.“Uhm… Regarding the breakfast, can I have mine in my room?” I inquired, not interested in being anywhere around Octavia.“That’s not for me to decide, Miss. You can talk to Alpha Jeremy about it, but I doubt he would listen. I know you might be feeling reluctant to share a meal with Octavia, but you need to act confident, and if you’re trying so much to avoid trouble from Octavia, you can just eat silently while at the table.” Jane advised, and held my hand softly.“Tha… Thank you.” I appreciated her, and found my way to the bathroom with the help of my cane.I would have loved it if I could stall at the bathroom, but that could also be me, opening wrath to myself. But I couldn
ATHENA'S POV“You did so well. I love that. I have already made preparations for your school, so get prepared to start attending, from tomorrow.” Alpha Jeremy informed me while we were in his car.I was wondering what I was to expect, tomorrow, and I hoped that my experience there would turn out great. When we got home, I walked back to my room myself, and then a knock came on my door immediately I settled down.“Come in.” I urged and heard the person, walking in.“How are you doing, miss? I came to offer you fruits.” Jane said as she placed the tray of fruits beside me on the bed.“Thank you. What’s the occasion?” I asked as I still wasn’t used to being treated this nicely.“You just came back from a press conference which can be quite stressful, especially with the questions you answered there. Dinner isn’t ready yet, so I decided to provide you with fruits to hold on.” She explained as she handed over an apple to me.“Thanks.”“So, I heard that you’ll be attending a college of art,
ATHENA’S POVI gulped down my saliva, nervously, and moistened my lips. They may not have any bad thoughts towards me. It might just be all in my head, but first, I needed to use the restroom, and I don’t think I can wait too long, anymore.“Hello. Please can anyone of you, help me to the restroom?” I requested for help, but all I got was them, laughing out loud.It was quite surprising that it was the response to my plea for help. Could my hunch have been right?“Why do you think we’ll desire to help you, blind girl?” One of them with a thick voice, spoke out.That cut deep into my heart, because this wasn’t how I expected my first day at college to go. “She’s speechless.” Another giggled and ended her giggle with a satisfied sigh.It was painful that I couldn’t see how these ladies looked like to know how dangerous they could be to me, either physically or mentally.“Did I perhaps offend you? I’m sorry, but I just can’t wrap my head around the reason you are all laughing at me, and