Chapter 20 Best to Retreat

*Ana*

With all the trunks packed and the horses ready, my entourage and I are prepared to leave by dawn without delay. There is only one thing left to do. I must give my farewells. But I can’t lie and say I find this the most challenging part.

I understand it is an official duty- a right due and expected from one ruler to another. But I can’t help but feel myself struggle to mouth the words. Finally, I open my mouth only to feel myself shiver instead.

Whether that is from the icy air or from the one I stood before, I can only say today has been especially cruel. The wind doesn’t seem to end. Each blow feels like a finger reaching through my skirts to claw at my legs.

I wince as I stand, but my mouth still lacks the words. I can only swallow as I try to build my resolve again.

Once my official duty is done, I can go. I have to remind myself. I have to- from one ruler to another. It is the proper way.

I must do this. I am Empress. I know. I know it well. So I force in another br