I came back to my apartment with my heart still aching so hard, memories after memories happened minutes ago between me and mom still dancing in my head. I wished to just forget since my mother was also like wishing the same way, but I just could not because I was not the only one who's involved in here, dad was also included in here.
I thought he had passed away in this world without commiting such a big mistake. Actually, before, if you ask me me about cheating, my father would be surely not pop up in my head because I had known him well -- he would never do such thing that would ruin my future.
"Stop being a dramatic woman, you dumb. I do not have any idea who said that to you but pasts are pasts, Sydney. Do not cage yourself," I heard mom again. If it was easy for her to move on, please do not ever count me in. Actually, I could still remember that after mom said that, Feli revealed herself.
"You bitch!" That was much I said in too much irritation. Although
Lies after lies had been said by that damn mouth of hers. Only fool people would only surely trust her words. Even the reporters seemed to be addicted by her answers. I chuckled again. Why was she like that? I was the wife and I never said that to anyone -- I kept that as my deepest secret -- and she was just an intruder yet liked to say things that were very imposible to happen."I know you are craving. And you just do not like to see me that's why I just ordered online for you," that was the message pasted in the box of foods. At the bottom of it, Daniel's name was being highlighted. I was planning to be back at being a dancer again, and so eating foods high of calories would be not really good in my health. I should maintain my body because this was one of my assets.And yeah, withdrawing from any of my old cards never flashed in my mind again, because through those things, she would know how much I spent in a specific week or month. That's why I wanted to prove to
Sadly, one look at my back and I did not see my husband's presence again, creating a certain confusion within my system."Be thankful that I need to go back home right now or else I will really take you to my bed," I heard the man again, but my attention was not in his words. Where did Neil go? I was sure he was staring at me out of anger but now he's nowhere to be found already!"Sydney, congratulations! I don't know if I need to say this but are you even real? You just hit thousands of customers for this night!" My manager approached me. Hiding my disappointment for not seeing a particular person, I gave my manager a heart warming smile, thanking her. "Anyway, you have just earned lots of income. I will transfer it to your bank.""You can give me the cash, directly," I said, my attention was still shaken."Okay. That's noted. All right, I am planning to go home now. You can actually choose to sleep
It's early in the morning as I thought I did not have anything to do but to take a rest because I have had just worked yesterday as a dancer. Still, I felt so tired and I gussed I could not take to work during day and night times. Yesterday, I could say that I had a very awkward moment as I did my job. Just imagine a wife wearing an exposed dress swaying her hips in front of a man who happened to be not only her solid customer but also her great and handsome husband.My manager kept talking about professionalism and every dancer in her club knew the essence of that word.I looked at my phone again, registering what I had seen seconds ago, confirming something. And I was right; the message was for me since I could see my name being placed before the content.I did not mind anymore the one who texted me, because what's important was the message he/she texted me. I sighed again. Who the fuck made the idea of me joining in a reality show and for God's sake it was li
To say that I was speechless would be really an understatement. My heart, that's now rapidly pounding, wanted to tell the truth -- thatI was engaged, that Neil and I were together. Although I decided to shut up because I was afraid that I might also reveal Neil forgetting me. For some reason, I found the scenario of me revealing the truth not favorable on my end for everyone might pity me. Everyone might hate me more. Everyone might think I was the unluckiest woman in the whole world. And I never liked that to happen."We're good. Neil and I are good friends. The news about us having a secret relationship are not true." I ate the lump in my throat, my system drastically waiting for this show to end so that I would be safe from all dangerous questions. "We're kind of childhood friends, and that relationship of ours remain still."I was not sure if I sounded so plausible or not, all I knew was that the show was finally ending so me and F
"You can say no to me, Sydney, and I will just inform Neil,"my manager again, waking me up from my senses. "Actually, he says that's the decision is all yours. If you want to entertain him, then it is totally okay with him; if not, it's still okay for him."At the end, I said 'no'. Call me childish or what for being unprofessional but I really was not ready to dance in his front. I mean, I used to dance with him especially when we were doing love before but our today's situation was kinda different before."Okay, I will just inform him." My manager smiled at me to obviously calm me down, and she went gone, so I was left staring at my own reflection in the mirror.Alright, I whispered to myself, I did the right thing.Seconds later, I forced myself to be okay for me to have a better performance, and now I was currently performing in front of my customers, pleasing them using my sexy dance moves. What confused me the most was that I could not find Nei
Minutes had passed, and I did not have any plan go back to my own apartment because I could not leave Neil being so wasted. Yes, he's already sleeping -- that his body was finally resting -- although parts me wanted to end this night together with him."I love you, Neil," I whispered in my weak voice, did not mind if he would hear me or not. The most important thing was that here I was staring at the most beautiful painting I had ever seen in my entire life. "I know you still can't remember me but I love you to the core.""I like you too," I was surprised as I heard him talking. I thought he's fuly awake, but when his eyes still were closed, I sighed, waiting for his upcoming words. "I like you regardless I can't remember you. You... You are like my moon... I mean... You're so beautiful. And I used to adore you from afar."I covered my mouth to suppressed my sobs. I hugged Neil's torso and felt his hot chest. I did not feel him throwing back the hugs I sent but
"I just want to invite you, Neil. I mean, I have been living abroad and it's been years since I first saw you. Well, it's your decision, I do not want to force you, although you are the most special guest in my birthday party."That's what I read as I opened my laptop. It came from Felicia, who happened to be an acquaintance because she's close to Auntie Trinidad. To know that her birthday was coming was already expected but to know that she wanted me to be in her celebration made me confused.I was not that innocent not to know that she liked me more than she should. Yes, she knew nothing about my relationship with Sydney, although she must stop liking me because for God's sake I had been showing lots of signs that I didn't not want her around.From Auntie Trinidad:Stop working for a while. Go on and join in Felicia's celebration tomorrow.Damn.They were really friends.I looked at the woman beside me whose hair covering her beautifu
I looked at her as she bowed down her head again, obviously trying to satisfy myself with her uncountable sorries. Although, I was not wanting her to apologize to me, I was just wishing her to directly confess to Sydney about what she did to me, to us, about her trying to ruin my relationship with Sydney.The most painful part was that Sydney thought the best from this Felicia. She idolized this girl without knowing that she's liking a snake. I was not sure enough if Sydney would believe me in saying the truth that's why I wanted Felicia to do her responsibility for the actions she had done."You're in my territory, Felicia. Do not try my patience," I warned her again because what I said was the truth. She's currently steeping in my territory. If it's not just because of Auntie Trinidad, she would not have any chance to come in here. I personally did not like to accept any visitors and so this woman, including all her damn actions, was irrit