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8. Out of Control
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2024-12-30 09:20:15
MishanAngelHey! I'm sorry for the late post. It ended up being a mess. Hubby is now getting over what I had and it's all over the place. Hahaha. I thought we were safe since the kiddos were home for the holidays but silly me. Say it with me: All I want for Christmas is A NEW IMMUNE SYSTSEM! Haha. Didn't get it but switching up to some more hearty vitamins. I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas! I'll be adding some fun little extras on Sunday's posts on socials...or try to...because it ends up being late. But I want to try and add little bits more as I get used to ramping up my whole...writing. HA. Anyways, thank you for sticking with me! And thank you so so much for your support! <3 Mish
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Winter 84. Out of the Frying Pan
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Winter 81. Lockdown
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