Colt POV
9 years ago the only friends I had in this entire world, left me. The plan was for all of us to escape but that’s not how it played out. I tripped and fell, and they didn’t come back for me.
I foolishly thought they would but when they got the keycard and ran outside, it was every wolf for himself and that broke my heart. I was already weak, but I thought my family had my back. I thought they would carry me to safety, and we would all get away together. I never could have imagined how wrong I was.
I called out for them. I called out for her-Maddie- as I lay bleeding on the ground.
Maddie not only was my best friend but my sister. The five of us were family but she and I were closer than the others. I took care of her, and she took care of me.
She snuck me food when I was starving due to experiments, and I always cleaned her wounds from the fights she fought.
Maddy was the perfect soldier and from the conversations I overheard; she was the one.
She was the one they wanted. The big man had told the men to throw everything they could at her, and Maddie passed every test. Only she didn’t know that. Everyone looked to Andy for advice and what to do, but Maddie was the strongest and bravest; she just didn’t realize it.
“1005, are you ready?” I look over at that man standing in front of the black SUV; he is my handler.
“Yes, sir,” I reply as I walk to the sleek door. I open it and climb inside, and he smirks at me, “You know the plan, right? We find her and bring her back. This is the best lead we have ever gotten, and I think this time, we will find her.”
I nod and he turns on the radio, “I know this may be hard for you, but remember. She left you. She looked back and saw your bloody body lying there and she left you behind. She stopped caring about you the day she left this compound, and you need to remember that.” He says coldly.
I sigh but straighten my back. As much as I don’t want to think Maddie would do that, they showed me the video. She looked back and saw me and ran. How could she run from me like that!? I would have come back for her! Even if they caught me again! I would have tried to save her. She meant the world to me, but I was obviously nothing to her.
Rage begins to fill me, and I breathe heavily until a shock of electricity enters my veins, “Calm down!” my handler yells at me, prodding me with a cattle prod. My body feels on fire, but he releases me, and I fall back into the seat.
After they left me, the lab threw everything at me they could to save my life and I now know it’s because I know how to find Maddie. They don’t know exactly how but I am the key. We could all find one another with a few drops of blood but that’s a secret I will take to the grave. I may be forced to hunt her and to look for her; I may be mad they left me behind, but I am only hunting them because I am forced to.
I will bring Maddie, Andy, Ryan, and Julia back because that is what I have been trained to do. I am the human’s perfect solider and puppet, but I wouldn’t wish this life on anyone.
I am not weak or frail anymore. They found a new drug that turned me into a stronger and better model, and I have never felt more powerful.
After they left me, the lab not only saved my life, but they tortured me. I am submissive to my handlers; I have the scars to prove it. The big man has tried to put me into a new family wolf group, but I will never trust anyone again. Not like I trusted them.
Not like I trusted her- Maddie.
After hours, the SUV turns on a dirt road and my handler looks at me, “Do you sense her yet? The orphanage is about 30 minutes away now.”
I do but I won’t tell him that, “Yes and no but the feeling might get stronger when we get there.” He nods and I look out the window at the moon; how I wish I was free out there right now, running beneath it.
It’s dark when we reach the orphanage and the SUV parks in front of the old farmhouse. My handler gets out of the car, “Follow me. See if you can sense or smell her when we talk to the owner.” I nod and he walks to the front door. My handler knocks and a small child opens it, “Hi, we are looking for the owner.” My handler smiles at the little boy.
The little boy can’t be older than 5 and he nods turning around, “Mrs. Stevenson, a man is here for you.” He calls. I watch him turn and smile and my gut retches; this will not end well for him.
I can smell her; I can smell Maddie.
My handler looks at me as the little boy disappears and I nod. He smiles widely and Mrs. Stevenson comes to the door, “Hi, how can I help you?” she asks. My handler pulls a photo from his pocket- one of Maddie, and he smiles at her, “Yes, we are looking for this girl. Have you seen her?” he says, handing it to her.
Mrs. Stevenson takes the photo and looks at it, her eyes scan and dart and I hear her heart rate increase. She looks at me and the 4 SUVs behind us and does something I don’t expect- she lies.
“No, I have never seen her before.”
My handler’s eyes go narrow, “You are sure? Never before?” he asks but looks at me. I nod again and he shakes his head, “Please, don’t lie. It won’t end well for you.”
Mrs. Stevenson’s heart now races, and she begins to shut the door, but it’s too late. My handler puts his boot in the door and forces his way inside.
My wolf howls as we smell Maddie, but I don’t understand what this is. It’s like he is longing for her.
My handler looks at Mrs. Stevenson again and an evil smile comes to his face, “Now, my dear woman. Let’s stop with the lies.” He says, lighting a cigarette.
The night air is cold; we have been walking for hours. My stomach grumbles and I know Lila is hungry too. She wanted to go back for the bags, but that was the direction Colt’s SUV had gone; it was too dangerous. “I am so tired,” Lila groans. I sigh as I look around. I zone in my hearing and hear running water, “Lila, I think we are close to water.” She looks at me, “So?” “I need to cover my scen.”I start but she won’t understand, “We need to get muddy. We need to go through the water and then cover ourselves in mud.” She looks at me disgusted, “Is that really necessary?” she asks. I nod, “Yes, it will help keep us safe, I promise.” She sighs and I pull her toward the sound of the water, “We can wait to cross till the morning. We can’t sleep wet; we could get hypothermic.” I look over and see a hollow of trees and a stream; this is perfect. Secluded yet open. She agrees with me, but I can tell she is questioning everything I am saying. We were all schooled in house at the orphana
Tall buildings and a city are where my dreams take me tonight. I search for some sort of landmark or sign, anything to help me. Finally, there it is Denver, Colorado. I sigh in relief. Once we get there, I can send a signal out for him to find me. I will get Andy back and we can figure out what to do.BOOM! Thunder crashes above and I hear Lila scream, “Maddie!” she grabs my arm. I push myself and her further under the tree but it’s now pouring, and the branches are little help. Lila’s teeth begin to chatter, and I sigh, scooting closer to her, trying to warm her, “Maddie, I am so cold.” She breathes out sporadically.I rub her arm, “I know, it’ll be ok. I can find shelter.”She stares at me, “How? You can’t go out there in this!” she says, looking at the puddles that are forming on the ground around us. We are both soaked, and our clothes stick to our bodies.“Lila, we need to get warm. Our fire went out and this tree is useless,” I say looking up, I feel like I am yelling because
It has been years since I have fought in wolf form, hell. It has been years since I have fought in human form. This is what I was trained for! Colt won’t take me down without a fight!The dust begins to settle and dark grey eyes stare at me. Growls are heard and echo through the barn as four massive wolves dig their paws into the straw as water drips down their fur, but none of them are Colt. What the hell is going on?I bare my teeth and push Lila back with my body, protecting her. I can hear her crying in terror. I don’t know if she’s afraid of me. I am sure this is a shock, but I am not the danger. I whine at her as the grey-eyed wolf steps forward. He looks into my eyes and whines, but I don’t understand. He looks at his companions and steps back, shifting back into human form.He looks at me and then at Lila, “I am Alpha Caleb, why are you on my lands?” his voice booms with authority.Thunder crashes and Lila screams. I take a step forward growling and he takes another step back,
We follow Alpha Caleb, and the rain slowly begins to stop. The earth is wet and soon we leave the field of long grass and head into the forest. Mud sticks to my paws and I pick them up higher, flinging it behind us.Growling is heard behind me, and I turn back to find Alpha Caleb’s three pack members, covered in mud. Lila laughs loudly and I whine, apologizing. I just wanted it off my paws, I didn’t mean to hit them.Caleb turns around and looks at the commotion and I can see his body begin to shake and wiggle as he laughs too. I don’t feel as bad anymore and he picks up his pace, looking up at the moon. I know the sun will begin to come up soon, but he seems to be in a bigger hurry to get home now.I follow behind him closely until we come to a large metal fence. Signs are posted all around it- DANGER ELECTRIC FENCE.I whine at Caleb, and he pushes his head up, pointing toward a gate near the end. I look behind me and we are still being flanked but now my anxiety picks up. The last t
Colt POVI am doing well at hiding my hate right now for my handler. It wouldn’t matter if I showed him how truly disgusted, I am with him- he wouldn’t care. These men are taught we are nothing but assets. We may look human, but we aren’t, and we don’t deserve to be treated as such.I once heard the big man tell one, “They turn into wolves! Where do dogs come from!? Wolves, right? Treat them like the animals they are!” They helped make us, so they own us.I know Maddie is alive, but I don’t know where she is, and I don’t know what I am feeling toward her. I have always loved her, but this is a different feeling. These feelings are romantic. It’s not the simple feelings I used to have for her- this love is different. My wolf howls inside and I sigh, still longing for her.We killed so many souls tonight and learned nothing. When my handler lit the orphanage on fire and the children screamed, I wanted to help them; to save them but I am still just a puppet and there was nothing I could
Alpha Caleb smiles at Lila and me as we walk upstairs, “Now this is the room you girls will share. There are two beds but if anyone asks, you are mates.” Lila looks at him and before she can ask, he finally answers her question. “Werewolves have fated mates. It’s something the moon goddess does for you. Your fated mate is made for you and its true unconditional love.”Lila gasps and I smile- that does sound really nice.“Everyone has a fated mate?” I ask. Alpha Caleb nods, “Yes but sometimes you don’t find them so you can choose a different mate or if your mate dies or rejects you, it’s the same, you are free to choose.”“How do you know you find your fated mate?” Lila asks, confused. It’s a good question.Caleb sighs, “Well, I haven’t found mine yet but it’s a pull and a longing. Your wolf is so happy, and you feel what we call a bond. You want to be with one another, no matter what.”“But you said sometimes, there’s rejection.”Caleb looks sad for a moment, but his smile comes back
Colt POVThe town is old and small. There is only one grocery store, and my handler pulls up to the front of the building, “If this guy doesn’t want to help, we make him. You understand?” he asks me, holding up the cattle prod. I nod and we get out of the car. My shoes crunch into the gravel and look down, wondering if Maddie’s did the sameWe walk into the store and the bell dings as an older man comes out from a door behind the counter. I can already smell Maddie and my wolf howls inside, “How can I help you gentleman?” he asks, “We are about to close in 10 minutes.” I stand still and let my handler do the talking.My handler flashes his perfect smile, “Yes, we found groceries in a red wagon down the road.” He says, fishing the receipt out of his pocket. The store owner puts his glasses on and looks at the items on the paper, “Oh, the wagon was alone? It should have had two girls with it. They had done shopping for the orphanage keeper down the road.”My handler gasps, “Is that so?!
Maddie POVLila Shakes me awake and I gasp for air, sitting up. Tears stream down my face and she hugs me. These nightmares are nothing new to me, but I didn’t share a room with anyone; this is the first time Lila has seen this happen to me.She holds me tight and coos to me, “Shhh, Maddie. It’s okay. You’re safe.” The bedroom door swings open and Lila and I both jump as Caleb stands there like a ninja, “What happened? Are you two, ok?” he asks, turning on the light and searching the room.I wipe my eyes and try to catch my breath, but the words don’t come. Lila pets my hair and looks at Caleb, “She had a nightmare.” Caleb sighs, “I get those too. The worst ones are the stuck ones.”My teary eyes peer up at him, and I whimper, “The worst...”He nods, “I know. Take a few minutes. Compose yourself. It’s time to get up anyway. Meet me downstairs.”I nod and he walks out of the room, closing the door. I look at Lila, “I was stuck…” I whisper. Lila holds me tighter and sighs, “It was just