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CHAPTER 28 — A SHADOW OF MYSELF.

Author: Ringing The World
last update Last Updated: 2025-06-10 18:41:18

🦋 BENITA 🦋

I wept uncontrollably for days, unable to bear the sight of myself. I felt like I was losing my identity, my sense of self shattered by the changes that had been made to my body. I longed for the familiarity of my old face, the comfort of being myself.

But it was gone, replaced by this... this strange, scary look. A new me that I didn't recognise, didn't want.

I picked up a scissors on the nurse's tray, and pointed it towards my neck, It was the end for me; every single thing happening was driving me crazy.

I had to lose my pride, confidence, self-esteem, virginity, dignity and now my face — everything single thing was taken away from me. I could as well take my life before they take that too.

Nurses surrounded me and I was pinned down, I struggled, screaming and crying for them to just leave me the hell alone.

Just then, Felix rushed in, he reached out, and his hands gently cupped my face. The warmth of his palms seeped into my skin, and I felt a wave of calm was
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