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CHAPTER 45 — LET'S KILL JUDAS FOR JESUS.

Author: Ringing The World
last update Last Updated: 2025-07-04 07:21:15

🦋 BENITA CELESTINE 🦋

I couldn't express how happy I was. Finally, I'd be able to see him every morning. I shouldn't be selfish. Even if I'm unable to jump on him, I'd still be close to him.

“Should I not have made my face different?” I thought, sadly, you can be magnificent and still regret being beautiful. I was always beautiful before my face got ruined. Now I'm even more attractive, but… I want more than being beautiful; I want to be remembered by Felix. Like it's me, boy… Come to mama! But it's not that straightforward; I have to act like a serpent just to be closer to him, how pathetic.

“Still… I'm happy!” I screamed.

I began jumping around happily! It was a feeling that was hard to contain, like a bubbling carbonated drink that's about to overflow. I couldn't help but let my feet leave the ground, my arms flail wildly, and my face broke into a wide, beaming smile.

As I jumped, my heart felt light, my spirit soared, and my entire being radiated happiness. I was carefree, unin
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