LOGINWOOD POV
I had plenty of workloads I should be getting on with. Client emails and order schedules to run through. A whole new year’s marketing plan to sign off ready for implementation. End of quarter reports to add my signature to. I should have been throwing myself into my to-do list, ready to wrap up for at least some semblance of a holiday break, but I wasn’t. Instead I was strumming my pen against my desk top, keeping my fingers occupied lest they be tempted to find their way down to the hard on still throbbing in my pants. My mind was all on my talented little trainee’s lace and polka dot. That and her freckles. Her pouty little mouth. Her innocence. Her nerves. And it shouldn’t have been. My thoughts about sweet little Mae were nothing short of professional disgust. All I could think of was tearing that coffee stained blouse from those perky little tits and feasting on her nipples until she whimpered for me. Of her tight little cunt so ripe and pink, sucking on my fingers as they stretched her open. Her puckered little asshole winking from between those glorious fucking ass cheeks. I wanted it all. Every sweet little dirty part of her. I wanted to take her so rough she’d feel me for days. To pound that tender little pussy so hard she’d scream my name. And I wanted it all right then and there. Just as I’d wanted her every fucking day since I’d seen her pretty face on my social media timeline. Just as I’d worked my dick every fucking night after she’d stared at me so sweetly across the meeting room. Like I was a god amongst mere mortals. Like I was her fucking boss and she wanted to impress me, more like it. Even thinking about her was playing with fire. Offices and relationships don’t mix. Ever. Scrap that. Relationships were a whole other level. Offices and sex don’t mix. Especially not when one of the parties is half your age and the daughter of a woman you used to go to school with. The thought had sobered me up strongly enough for the past two months that I figured it would still hold sway in the face of coffee-covered tits, but I was delusional as all shit. Recriminations meant nothing to my traitorous dick. Not one single fucking thing. The moment the knock on my door came and Nick walked right on through with her laptop under his arm was enough to make my mouth water. A delicious excitement. A shiver down my spine. I couldn’t deny the thrilling ghost of intuition, and I’m normally not far out in my judgement. I all but snatched the laptop from his grip as he handed it across my desk. “Issue with one of the drivers, should be fixed now,” he grunted. “Anything else of note?” He shrugged. “Didn’t go looking, got enough on my plate to get done.” He didn’t even wait for me to send him on his way. He was almost out through the door when I summoned him back for her login details. I watched him intently as he typed in her password, filing it away to memory. Username: MaeC Password: sweetlittleMaeMae She was a sweet little Mae Mae alright. I didn’t even wait for my office door to close behind him before I was clicking my way through her browser history. Work shit, client websites, weather forecasts… Christmas shopping… Nothing hugely of note. The disappointment racked through me in waves before I decided to click on her local documents file. I was resigning myself to coming up empty-handed when I spotted Mae's stuff folder. Bingo. My heart bloomed in dark twisted bliss. Mae’s stuff was exactly what I was looking for. And absolutely nothing that I was expecting. The girl must have been some kind of prolific writer in her spare time. Document upon document titled with various random names. Stationery cupboard. Overtime. Office kitchen. Files and files of random office locations which meant little to me until I discovered one little gem amongst the icons. First time anal. I had to blink to be certain, staring at that title like a man possessed by nothing fucking holy. Clicking that document came so fucking easy, but what didn’t come so easy was seeing my name on the screen in black and white. I’d been dreaming of Mr Douglas being the one to take my virgin ass since the very first moment I saw him… I had to read the sentence three times through before the implication fully dawned on me. I scanned the document over and over and back and forth before I read it from the top, bemused and ecstatic all at once in one filthy twisted mess of a package. I was no fucking idiot. I knew the girls in the office looked at me. I knew she looked at me. I’d seen it in her eyes when I was talking in meetings. I’d seen it in the way she’d flush and look at the table top and not at me when I said her name. I’d seen it in the way her body shied so deliciously from mine in the office kitchen. Quiet. Understated. Addictive. I’d seen all of it, and wanted more of it, and every single time my dick had made it clear just how much more of it I wanted, I’d shut it down as being well and truly out of fucking bounds. And yet there I was, with these young girl’s filthy words at my fingertips, and littered right through them was my name. My name and her name, over and over. The sweet young girl I’d seen on her mother’s social media profile wasn’t anywhere to be seen in her literature. The stuff wasn’t cute teenage-style ramblings about a boss crush, or a humorous outpouring of trashy fantasy. It was dark. Dirty. Deep and raw and dripping with need. And I felt all of it. Every fucking word, and every single word of it went straight to my cock. I should’ve closed it down and condemned it as an abuse of company hardware. I should’ve hauled her in here and asked why she was storing such obscenity on her work laptop, fighting the urge to bend her over my desk and spank her tight little ass for her cheekiness. I should’ve done anything other than read that file from top to bottom until my fist finally wandered down enough to loosen my belt and slip inside. Mae wasn’t just a filthy little bitch, she was also a talented one. The words flowed from the page like magic, fluid and provocative and horny as all living fuck. Her descriptions of me were both flattering and apt. She’d captured everything from the way my jaw hardened in agitation to the way my brows furrowed when I was concentrating. She’d noticed the length of my fingers and the broad span of my hands. The way I paced with purpose when moving from one part of the office to another. How my thighs strained in my suit trousers when I was rising from sitting. How my dick hung slightly to the right when I leaned against the worktop in the company kitchen. How big I’d likely be when hard. How much it’d hurt when I pushed the head of my cock inside her tight little virgin asshole. My hips shunted forward as I worked my dick faster under the desk. The heat was building behind my eyes, temples pounding with the need to shoot my load, but I couldn’t stop reading. I clicked from that file to another, grunting out loud to find that stationery cupboard was a story about me slamming her hard into the filing cabinets and pumping her full of my cum as she begged me for more. Overtime told the tale of me keeping her late for a disciplinary meeting and ordering her to strip naked and spread-eagle herself on the meeting room table. I read in glorious detail how I slapped her pussy until she cried and promised she’d learned her lesson. Office kitchen saw her on her knees, milking my cock with her pretty mouth until I was ready to jizz into her coffee mug. In the story, I made her drink it down instead of milk and she told me it was delicious. Sweeter than creamer. That’s probably the thing that first made me realise she hadn’t done any of these things in real life. Nobody wants spunk in their coffee, not even a dirty little girl like Mae, and it sure doesn’t taste like creamer. But fuck how I wanted to make her taste her own filthy fucking words and find out her mistake for herself. I came in my open palm, my teeth gritted and my breath hissing loud. I came so hard that my ears rung and my thighs tensed and twitched in my seat as I bucked and jerked and cursed out loud. I caught my breath in long gulps as the regular office noises filtered back into my senses — footsteps, the hum of the printer, muted laughter from the girls next door. And then I did a whole load more digging on sweet little Mae Mae. Holiday deadlines be as damned as my fucking soul.MOONA POVI don’t know how long they will hold me there, but I never want to move.I’m scared I’ll fall apart without their arms around me. I’m scared I’ll shatter into pieces and never pick them all up again.I remember all the times the guy who called himself Peter touched me. I remember all the times he told me that that was what love felt like.But love feels nothing like that, and I know it now.I want to forget every second I ever spent with him. I want to feel how much I’m loved for real this time.I want to feel kind hands on my body. I want to feel kisses that give, not kisses that take.I want them. The only two men who’ve ever counted.I need to know I’m still theirs and they’re mine, and words aren’t enough.Words will never be enough now I know how easily a random guy like Mathew Connor could speak whatever he wanted in my ear.I’m still in their arms as I press my lips to Cain’s neck. Brian is still pressed to my back as I reach for him.Cain doesn’t respond at first as
BRIAN POVAnd suddenly all the pieces fit into place. She’s in a daze as she heads through to the living room and sits herself down on the slashed sofa. She pulls her knees up to her chest and hugs them tight as Cain sits alongside her and I drop to my knees on the floor. “It’s alright, Moona,” I say, “you can tell us.” And she does. She tells us everything. She tells us how happy she was to find her brother. She tells us the story of what happened all those years ago in Peter’s family home. She tells us how they thought it was her assaulting their younger daughter and leaving bruises on her arms, but it wasn’t. It was Peter, and that makes sense too. The kid was troubled when I met him, narcissistic tothe point it gave me shivers. Thoroughly dissociated from those around him. And now he’s studying law, blending into the student populous no doubt oblivious to the pain he caused the broken girl sitting before me. He didn’t mention Moona once in all our s
MOONA POVI want to tell him but I can’t. Even now I can’t let them throw Peter in prison. He’s my brother. He was there for me when no one else was. My heart is breaking worse than Cain’s, even though I can’t show him. My heart is breaking because I know I can’t come back from this, because no matter how much Cain’s eyes say he wants to forgive me, I know he won’t. I know he can’t. I know he’ll never trust me again. I wish I could say I’m sorry, but I can’t. Even though I can’t bring myself to land my brother in the shit, I can’t bring myself to confess all this either. Cain’s glaring right at me as I hear Brian’s car pull onto the drive. I want the ground to swallow me up and never spit me out again, but I’m standing right here with nowhere to run and no one to turn to.Brian doesn’t even notice the destruction as he steps through the door. He sees me before Cain but he’s already got questions of his own. “Mathew Connor was asking directions to your house in town ea
CAIN POVMy crazy idea for Brian’s career wouldn’t let go once it started. That’s why I called the bank today and set up an appointment. That’s why I marched in there with a hastily drawn up plan and opened a new account all ready to start. It’s crazy but perfect. Perfect for both of them. I can’t fucking wait to fill them in on the news.I’ve got more money than I’ve ever known what to do with, and more than enough time around work to help with the practicalities of setting up something like this. I make sure I’ve got my folder of ideas on the passenger seat as I buckle up and head for home. I know I’ll be earlier than Brian, I’ll just have to keep my mouth shut until he gets there. There’s a crunch of glass under my foot as I step inside. My brow creases as I stare down at it, and it takes me a second to realise it’s the mirror from the wall, smashed to pieces. What the fuck? Memories of walking in on Moona for the very first time come flooding back to me,
MOONA POVThe attached photo makes my heart race. A picture of the centre of Lydney. He’s here. Oh my God, he’s really here. But he doesn’t know Cain. He doesn’t know where I live now. I try to force the nerves away but they won’t budge an inch. All the filthy things I did for him come back to the pool in my belly. They make me feel sick. I used to think it was okay before I knew what real love felt like, but now I know it isn’t. It never was. What he did to me was cruel and disgusting. The way he made me use my body for him was a world away from how Cain and Brian make me feel. I don’t care that he’s my brother anymore, or that he’s holding family news over my head. I don’t care that I may never get to see them again if I don’t do what he wants. If they wanted me, they’d have found me long ago. If they still believe his lies after all these years then I’m better off without them. All the years of making excuses for him in the name of lo
I can’t believe I’m doing this, I can’t believe my dick is still hard, but it is. It’s only when I hear Cain grunt that I realise he’s not nearly so hesitant as I am. But Cain never is. Cain doesn’t have limits like I have. Cain goes all in for the pursuit of pleasure, and right now his pleasure is in Moona’s hand as she rubs his dick against mine. “Fuck,” he says. “Peen on fucking peen. This has never been on my fucking agenda.” But he doesn’t stop and neither do I. And it occurs to me, right at the back of my mind, that maybe he wants this. Maybe he’s not nearly so hung up on what all this means as I am. The thought that he might even enjoy these blurry boundaries takes me aback, but makes my dick throb. It makes me shunt closer, giving Moona all the leeway she needs to press us length to length and move us as one. Oh fuck, it feels good. It feels so filthily good. “You like it,” she whispers, “I can feel it.” I don’t argue and neit







