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ALYSSA I couldn’t sleep a wink last night. My head kept working over a one-in-a-million possibility that my wolf’s healing might be tied to Duncan’s dominant presence… and his voice. I didn’t want to jump to conclusions until I had confirmed. But chances are, I might be right. And I really DO NOT want to be right. So, I tried to do an experiment at dinner last night, but Duncan didn’t have dinner with me. I tried walking around the palace after that, maybe I could run into him or something. Still nothing. My head is literally hurting from all the thinking I had to do before bed. And when I woke up this morning, I prayed to the goddess that my wolf would stir at least. That way, I wouldn’t have to go with the plan I—desperately—plotted in my head. But as fate would have it, she’s silent. With an exhausted sigh, I packed my hair into a loose ponytail, put on a pretty sundress, and headed out for breakfast. When I got to the dining hall, varieties of food were already lined up on the dining table—eggs, fruits, toast, even roasted meat. But Duncan wasn’t here… again. And I will not stand for it this morning. “Hi,” I waved at the maid who was standing at the edge of the dining table. She turned to look at me, eyes widening before she rushed forward and bowed. “What do you need, my princess?” she asked, eyes on the floor and trembling like I would kill her if she as much as looked at me. I groaned and ruffled my hair. It took a lot of work before the maids at my pack were able to talk to me without acting like they had a hidden treasure on the floor, stopping them from looking into my eyes while they spoke to me. Now I’d have to start with these ones, but I didn’t have the time right now. “Is Alpha Duncan coming down for breakfast?” I asked, expectant. “No, my princess. He says he would call when he needs it.” When he needs it? I scoffed. My wolf cannot wait for when he needs it. And I cannot wait to get my answers. I reached forward and took a tray of food. The maid stretched her hand to take it from me, but I shook my head. “Show me to the Alpha’s room.” She looked stricken at first, but she nodded with a polite bow. “Follow me, my princess.” She led me down a long, quiet hallway. The air felt heavy around here. It was like his aura was extended all over this wing of the palace. He was that powerful, huh? When we stopped in front of a large black door, she bowed again. “You can go,” I told her softly. “I’ll take it from here.” She hesitated, glancing nervously at the door, but I gave her a reassuring smile. “Don’t worry. I’ll tell him I came on my own.” She nodded and hurried away. I took a deep breath, adjusted the tray in my hands, and knocked lightly. “Come in,” came his deep voice from inside, rough and commanding. My chest fluttered, my knees going weak. With a sigh, I pushed the door open and stepped inside with a small smile. Duncan turned in his chair, surprise flashing across his face when he saw me. He was sitting at the corner of the room, typing on his laptop. He wore simple black joggers and a plain gray shirt, his hair slightly messy, like he’d been raking his hand through it for hours. Gone was the cold, distant Alpha from yesterday. This Duncan looked… relaxed and human. Hotter, even. My heart skipped a beat. I really wanted to run my hand through that hair and see just how soft and silky it was. “What are you doing here?” he asked, his deep voice jolting me out of my not-so-innocent thoughts. My wolf jumped with joy at the sound of it, and the tray in my hands almost slipped. Realization hit me like a cold blade. My wolf needed Duncan. The only reason she had stirred, the only reason she had felt alive again, was because of him. His voice. His dominance. His presence. Without him, she would slip back into unconsciousness, and I would have to suffer the pain for it. My breath trembled as I took a step back. What was I supposed to do with that? How do I handle it? Because if my wolf truly needed Duncan to heal… then I was in far more trouble than I could ever imagine. “Alyssa?” The way my name rolled out of his mouth made my insides throb with need. “I just… I was—” I stuttered, dropped the food on the table, and rushed out of his room. When I closed the door behind me, that pain shot through my chest again. I quickly opened the door and ran back in, my eyes filling with tears. Duncan stood from where he was seated, his face ice cold as he approached me. Every step he took made my heart beat even faster. And when he stopped in front of me, all I wanted to do more than anything in the world was to touch him, to feel him. “Are you going to tell me what all these shenanigans are about?” he asked, his brows raised in question as he studied me. I reached out to touch him, but he held my hand. My wolf practically purred at the contact, her tail swishing. He would probably kill me because of what I was about to say. But I’d rather take that than die from the pain of staying away from him. “Alyssa—” “Please,” my voice trembled as I looked up at him. “Can I… can I hug you?” He froze, his brows knitting together. “What?” My throat went dry under his stare. “Just… please.” He blinked, clearly confused. “Are you okay?” I nodded quickly, even though I wasn’t. My wolf was scratching at the walls of my chest, begging to get closer to him. “I’m fine,” I whispered. “I just need to—” My voice cracked. “Please.” He let out a low sigh and ran his hand through his hair, looking like he wanted to be anywhere but here. “Alyssa, I’m busy,” he said, his voice firm but not unkind. “You should go back to your room.” I shook my head immediately, tears threatening to spill. “No.” His jaw tightened, and for a moment, I saw something flicker in his eyes—something like concern—but he quickly turned away, muttering under his breath. “I don’t have time for this.” He moved toward the door, and panic surged through me. My wolf whimpered inside me, desperate and aching. Before I could stop myself, I rushed forward and wrapped my arms around him from behind. He went completely still. My face pressed against his back, and my fingers clutched the fabric of his shirt. The heat from his body seeped into me, burning through the cold that had been eating me alive for days. My wolf stirred weakly, her soft growl of content echoing in my chest. “Please,” I whispered again, my voice muffled against him. Duncan’s breath hitched. His whole body was tense, like he was fighting himself not to move. For a long moment, he didn’t say a word. Then, slowly, his hand brushed over mine hesitantly. That single touch sent a rush of warmth through me, and my wolf sighed in relief, curling inside me like she finally found the missing piece she’d been searching for. But just as quickly as it came, the warmth faded when he pulled my hands away and turned around, his eyes dark and unreadable. “Alyssa,” his voice was rough. “Don’t ever do that again.” And before I could explain, he walked past me and left the room, leaving me standing there, my heart racing and eyes burning. What the heck do I do?Chapter 97Alyssa That morning I was awakened by a knock on my door. I wanted to ignore it because I planned on sleeping in today. I wasn’t going to work anymore and I didn’t have anything planned for the entire day. The best thing I could do for myself was to sleep in.And wake up as late as possible, when I wasn’t certain that Duncan had already left for work. I wasn’t planning on seeing him or even having a conversation with him till I was ready to go home. I barely had a one-minute conversation with him yesterday and I remembered how much my heart ached before I was finally able to sleep.I was the only one going through it. For all I knew, none of this was affecting him because he seemed normal and unaffected.But the knock was consistent, I thought whoever was knocking would have gotten the idea that I didn’t want to open the door and leave.I had to lazily get out of bed and drag my feet towards the door to see who was knocking. I opened the door slowly and found Sara and
Chapter 96Alyssa At this point, I didn’t even care anymore and I couldn’t pretend. I was done trying to do anything for Duncan, since he was always right and he knew what he was doing so why would I get involved in something that doesn’t concern me?What was I even trying to do?“This is all crazy but why do you even care about this Lyra issue to begin with? I think we should let it be.” I said calmly. Why act as if I care about the whole situation, especially with everything that was going on in my life right now? “What do you mean we should let it be? After everything we’ve been through to get the truth? What happened?” Jessica asked with a confused look on her face. I shrugged and picked up my glass and took a little sip. My heart was aching so badly, and I was desperately trying to distract myself from how bad I felt. This all went down to Duncan, and everything he put me through, I just couldn’t care.“Are you not going to say anything?” Jessica asked, snapping me out of m
Chapter 95Alyssa Jessica was exactly what I needed to clear my head so I jumped up and got dressed immediately after she sent the address.I wasn’t so sure that I was ready to tell her or anyone else about Duncan, especially because I didn’t really tell her much about what was going on so it was going to be a lot to fill her in.I didn’t want to think about that too much. I just needed to distract myself from thinking about my present situation and she seemed like the best option.After I got dressed, I walked downstairs and was about to book an Uber to the restaurant where Jessica was when two guards approached me.I ignored them at first because I didn’t actually think that they were for me till one of them spoke.“Are you going somewhere, miss?” One of the guards asked.The question caught me off guard because when did Duncan’s guards start asking me about my whereabouts?“What sort of question is that? And what does it look like I'm doing?” I was already getting pissed because t
Chapter 94AlyssaAs soon as I got into my room, I shut the door behind me and burst out crying. I tried holding it in to reassure myself that Duncan wasn’t worth it.But it was too painful, it was like I lost control of my body. The tears kept on falling freely from my eyes. No matter what I tried, I couldn’t stop crying. I couldn’t stop crying.I continued crying for what felt like hours, till my eyes were so sore that tears couldn’t fall again. Only then, did I seem to get a grip of myself. I slowly stood up from the floor where I was and walked to the shower.I was acting like a ghost, it was like I had finally lost the will to do anything. I wondered if I was ever going to be happy again.I couldn’t even think about what my next move was going to be. Was I really going back home? After everything I thought I had here, Duncan just proved that I never meant as much as I thought I did to him. I intentionally took a cold shower to snap me out of it and soothe my nerves. My head w
Chapter 93Duncan How did she find out?I knew Alyssa was going to find out sooner or later, but I didn’t think it was going to be this soon. Not especially after everything that just happened. We both need their time to process things and now this.I couldn’t give her a reply. I couldn’t even look into her eyes because different things were going through my mind, and I already felt like the villain in the story, which only made it worse. I knew she didn’t understand why I was doing what I was doing. And I didn’t expect to understand it right now because she was quite emotional and that was why she was speaking the way she was.But I understood what I was trying to avoid, and I was doing this with her best interest at heart. She might not understand it now but she would eventually. It was already getting too far. She even wanted to go as far as declining her father’s request to come back home because of me. How on earth was I supposed to explain to my best friend that I was th
Chapter 92Alyssa The pain was unbearable. It was so painful that I couldn’t even utter a word as I watched him walk out of my room. I couldn’t believe Duncan did this to me yet again. We were finally on good terms, which encouraged me to conclude that leaving wasn’t a good decision.But he basically just laughed in my face at what he just said to me. Was I confused? I mustered the courage to tell him exactly how I felt because I felt there was no point in hiding it anymore. That's what he could say to me?That I wasn’t sure of what I was saying? So I didn’t know what love was? After everything we’ve been through together?My chest was aching so bad that I fell to my knees. Tears fell freely from my eyes, and I couldn’t even hold them back. I was deeply hurt, and I didn’t even know how to explain the way I felt but I knew it was hurting so badly. His words replayed in my head over and over again. My chest kept on aching like it was about to rip apart. I placed my hand on my chest







